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Pure Lust / Sex Rune Working

Blitzkreig [JG said:
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Jack said:

When you say this, I am satisfied that you have the correct, and healthy idea about feelings. Not sure what happened earlier in the thread - what a headache.

Mercury retrograde plus certain known issues. It will still be retrograde for 16 hours, give or take.

Of course, we are always looking for the most advanced expression. Capricorn people are very emotionally strong, but a negative can be that they are cold or cynical. Water people possess high intuition, but with that comes high sensitivity or receptivity to negativity. In both cases, there are negative elements to prune, and positives to amplify.

When I create my messages, I am trying to get success with my writing. Therefore, I need to understand how people respond. Yes, ideally, people would have the earth and fire to brush off (especially unintentional) negativity, but not everyone does, especially imbalanced new people.

I know of one person who is so sensitive that he becomes very deeply, angrily depressed when hearing harsh, yet true words. I realized later that he doesn't need to hear "YOU HAVE TO DO IT!", he needed to hear "You are able to do it". The 1st statement was too harsh for his high water.

Being high water, and therefore highly receptive, he needed an almost purely positive, present-tense statement. Even though it seemed strange to give "advice" in that manner, and perhaps maybe ridiculous at first, that was what was necessary to get him to start meditating.

It is really unfortunate that with immature people one is forced to change their natural communication style only to be understood properly and help properly. Hopefully, the average maturity level raises soon worldwide and misunderstanding will happen only during Mercury retrograde.

I am saying this because, obviously, the purpose is to evolve past our charts. The very process of alchemy is to express our planets at the highest and harmoniously, not at their lowest. This also involves, like Jack says, being in control of one's own emotions, feelings and so on. Those only exist to make us experience life to the fullest and motivate us, fuelling our actions and will, not to bring us down, conquer us and destroy us. We are the ones that need to be in control, not any specific part of our souls having control over us, as every component is merely a part of our equipment. Let's not become slaves to them.

I hope I conveyed it properly for you and Jack, and other more mature members here.
 
Blitzkreig [JG said:
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Fuchs said:
I think I have to explain more, it was a privat party only her friends, those people are very open kind of swinger people.

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It seems like she is emotionally satisfied by you, but not so much sexually. That was the point of the penis message being displayed to you. When Venus is not in retrograde, you should use Uruz to increase your sexual qualities that are attractive to women.

Not to be rude, but she went to this black man, not you, for sexual attention. Normal human behavior means we go towards what we desire. She was already kissing him, but then when you tried to have sex with her, she refused and gave some answer. Even if what she said was true, about her sexual preferences, then she would still have sex with you, in another way, IF she wanted to.

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You should look at the synastry between you two. You may have Pluto aspects to her, creating this fixation. There may be a lacking of aspects, or Saturn aspects, resulting in a lack of sexual attraction. However, just because you have a Pluto link to her, this does not mean she is necessarily good for you.

Finding an ideal partner with magic will give you much better, happier results than spending multiple workings trying to "tape" this relationship together. If this girl is race-mixing, not paying attention to you, doesn't meditate, drinking, and so on, then how is she worth your time?

You can also use magic to find an ideal sexual partner if that is all you want, which would still be better than this situation.
This would get you a person who is compatible with you and won't abuse you, creating explosive situations.

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In regards to hypnosis and all that, that changes the subconscious to some degree, but magical workings can do the same, and do it better. Don't think that this guy who told you that, even well-intentioned, can produce better results than a Satanist.

I think the main problem was, that we did leave to much away from each other, you can´t satisfy someones sexual needs, if you only see the person in 3 weeks intervals, even if you have 2 to 4h sex, the days you see the person. I moved, everything looks good.

She sayed she is sorry for the way she treated me, that she loves me and want´s to be together with me.

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Do you know any good astrology books? I only did read this so far:
https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=8&t=62883
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I did mention the hypnosis part, as a positive result in manipulation others feelings/desires even from a probably rather unskilled person.
 
We don't talk with technical lingo to Children. Some adults are still Children in their emotions, so sometimes it is necessary to speak... not quite like we do with Children but somewhere in-between.
 
Stormblood said:
Blitzkreig [JG said:
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Jack said:

When you say this, I am satisfied that you have the correct, and healthy idea about feelings. Not sure what happened earlier in the thread - what a headache.

Mercury retrograde plus certain known issues. It will still be retrograde for 16 hours, give or take.

Of course, we are always looking for the most advanced expression. Capricorn people are very emotionally strong, but a negative can be that they are cold or cynical. Water people possess high intuition, but with that comes high sensitivity or receptivity to negativity. In both cases, there are negative elements to prune, and positives to amplify.

When I create my messages, I am trying to get success with my writing. Therefore, I need to understand how people respond. Yes, ideally, people would have the earth and fire to brush off (especially unintentional) negativity, but not everyone does, especially imbalanced new people.

I know of one person who is so sensitive that he becomes very deeply, angrily depressed when hearing harsh, yet true words. I realized later that he doesn't need to hear "YOU HAVE TO DO IT!", he needed to hear "You are able to do it". The 1st statement was too harsh for his high water.

Being high water, and therefore highly receptive, he needed an almost purely positive, present-tense statement. Even though it seemed strange to give "advice" in that manner, and perhaps maybe ridiculous at first, that was what was necessary to get him to start meditating.

It is really unfortunate that with immature people one is forced to change their natural communication style only to be understood properly and help properly. Hopefully, the average maturity level raises soon worldwide and misunderstanding will happen only during Mercury retrograde.

I am saying this because, obviously, the purpose is to evolve past our charts. The very process of alchemy is to express our planets at the highest and harmoniously, not at their lowest. This also involves, like Jack says, being in control of one's own emotions, feelings and so on. Those only exist to make us experience life to the fullest and motivate us, fuelling our actions and will, not to bring us down, conquer us and destroy us. We are the ones that need to be in control, not any specific part of our souls having control over us, as every component is merely a part of our equipment. Let's not become slaves to them.

I hope I conveyed it properly for you and Jack, and other more mature members here.

What is the context of immaturity here?
Since Merc.R is over now maybe more pleasant communication can be managed.

One could be a very mature person and still another may be required to speak in a different manner or present information/advice in a different style to this person than someone else for a number of reasons outside of whether one is mature or not.

Position of rank, experience, advancement level, relationship (how close are you with them), areas of knowledge or areas lacking, and astrology etc would be much larger factors that determine how you speak to another, and all are important to consider when speaking to others. It’s not a major burden to need to change your speaking style in order to reach someone in need of advice. It’s better to try a different method of speaking than to shun someone simply because they don’t understand you or you understand them from the first attempt at communication.

You wouldn’t speak in the same style to the HP as you would for someone who is new here, neither would you speak the same way to a high ranking military officer as you would for someone going through BUD/S. You would speak in a different way to your boss as you would your spouse, just as a friend will be spoken to differently than you would your parents. The key point for whoever you speak to is remembering to speak with respect and if communication is a bust change how you speak if it’s a smooth discussion you’re after, even with children. If you’ve ever had experience working with a child, they respond much better to an adult when they are treated like a person and not looked down on and talked down to as if they know nothing or are stupid - regardless if the child actually is or isn’t.

The exception would be someone who does you wrong, abuses or bullies you, or is an enemy. You wouldn't speak to or treat someone like that as if they are family or friend, or someone to respect.

The manner of speaking style is required to change because people receive information differently depending on such things. We’re individuals. Even if we perfect our natal charts and our being, rise above being subjected to the will of the stars, the manner of speaking from one to another is still going to fluctuate either way.

From time to time I impart my life lessons through poetic or imagery means. Some people will understand and pick up on the lessons and messages and others won’t. It’s not because person A is more stupider or immature than person B, it’s just simply a difference of the individual and what style clicks with them and helps them most to understand than the other.

Some will easily understand an essay over poetry, while another will understand poetry and not essays. Some both.

We change up our natural speaking styles all the time everyday depending on who we speak to. Why there’s an expectation that this would be any different here is a bit fantastical. The spiritual class we may be here, but we are still people coming from different walks of life, different personalities, and different advancement levels. It only gets irritating to have to speak differently to another because there’s a gap in what one understands or knows vs another, and that difference can be frustrating, but that’s why some have the roles of speaking and guiding less advanced people and others do not. It’s not a role everyone is going to be able to fulfill and fulfill well. Different people, different roles, different manner of speaking to and for each of them.

The goal is not to push aside everyone who doesn’t get it with our speaking style and treat them as dumb or immature because of it, but to achieve positive results to encourage growth no matter the difference in ways one might need to speak to another. If it’s causes you impatience and irritation like a burden on your shoulders all the time then perhaps being a guider for others isn’t the best role for you.

The other side of the coin is whether one speaking style over another suits your personal strengths or doesn’t, whether your strengths will benefit another, and those are factors on their own.

At the end of the day, it’s just the ability of adaptation to allow the best results to flourish both for yourself and for others.
 
tabby said:
What is the context of immaturity here?

The context is that some very mature will understand the message for what it is and will not project their reactive emotions onto the other person, mistaking them to belong to the other person when said person is actually on a very different emotional "cloud" (using a figure of speech).

It’s not a major burden to need to change your speaking style in order to reach someone in need of advice. It’s better to try a different method of speaking than to shun someone simply because they don’t understand you or you understand them from the first attempt at communication.
It is when someone has a lot on their schedule (several hours of meditations, work, areas of life you are advancing, etc) and you also have a duty to help as many people here as possible, trying not to make anyone feel neglected. I always help with great pleasure based on my level of understanding and perception, but always having to change communication style is a different things.

You're obviously right that people shouldn't be shunned here but only if they're actually here with a sincere heart. I am starting to learn that it takes me less to take a sufficiently-deeply at someone's soul than it takes me to reply to them, so I can see if I should do it. And obviously even less to ask the Gods which things are worth it and should be prioritised and which are not.

You wouldn’t speak in the same style to the HP as you would for someone who is new here, neither would you speak the same way to a high ranking military officer as you would for someone going through BUD/S. You would speak in a different way to your boss as you would your spouse, just as a friend will be spoken to differently than you would your parents. The key point for whoever you speak to is remembering to speak with respect and if communication is a bust change how you speak if it’s a smooth discussion you’re after, even with children. If you’ve ever had experience working with a child, they respond much better to an adult when they are treated like a person and not looked down on and talked down to as if they know nothing or are stupid - regardless if the child actually is or isn’t.
I understand what you mean, but I would definitely speak to HP in the same way because he's like family. We have actually disagreed on things in the past. As for the high-ranking military officer... it depends. People you've experienced hardships with forego titles during casual conversation like this. They don't care because it's not important. Those military officers that spend all the time in a desk job or similar are the ones to have a stick up their arses, and frequently also abuse their power. I can polite, soothing, angry and blunt. It doesn't change my communication style. It just expresses in a different way. Some people perceive as blunt anything that disagree with the status quo in their minds and beliefs, even if it's not.

From time to time I impart my life lessons through poetic or imagery means. Some people will understand and pick up on the lessons and messages and others won’t. It’s not because person A is more stupider or immature than person B, it’s just simply a difference of the individual and what style clicks with them and helps them most to understand than the other.
I think we understand maturity in a different way. Maturity for me is the same term you use for a fruit or a plant: it's inherent to the overall stage of growth, and the stage of growth specific to a certain thing. Seemingly, intelligence is understood by me etymologically as the ability to understand things. If someone transcends their charts, they definitely understand everything as it is truly, rather than how they want it to be or how they see it. This is the faculty of a third eye devoid of external influences: perceiving the truth, without letting other things distort it. The Gods and the Demons, for example, can understand you fully regardless of how you speak to them, and will only take action against you for extreme cases of blasphemy.

Some will easily understand an essay over poetry, while another will understand poetry and not essays. Some both.

It only gets irritating to have to speak differently to another because there’s a gap in what one understands or knows vs another, and that difference can be frustrating, but that’s why some have the roles of speaking and guiding less advanced people and others do not.
My point exactly.
 
Dahaarkan said:
I'm glad you're a part of the first batch of Guardians. I've never seen you talking down to anybody, or displaying even the slightest level of personal spite in any of your interactions with others, even people who are frustrating to deal with. I'm sure at times you internally feel some contempt for someone, but you never let it show and that's excellent in my opinion.

I think you set a very good example. An example hopefully more will follow as we go forward.
My personal behaviors

I appreciate your kind words. Your assessment is largely correct, and I believe you are someone able to generally make accurate conclusions about others.

Of course, I am not perfect, and can certainly get frustrated and resort to combative/angry thoughts over matters. However, I take advantage of the degree of separation afforded through text communications. Through writing, we can craft perfect messages, concise and devoid of anger. Many times, I won't respond, rather than post something useless or worse.

Funny enough, writing also allows me a level of positive expression higher than in-person, as well. Face to face, I am generally colder, thinking about the situation and my words. I don't normally express my emotions as easily or immediately.

In a lot of ways, these situations on JOS seem to me as much more important than daily life. In that way, I pour my heart out more than I normally would. These communications that occur here are a function of our total war effort, as well as meaningful to the future leaders of humanity, and so on.

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Why you were attacked

In regards to my perception of you: My main memory involves the thread about energy-draining, so excuse me if missed anything before that.

Some of the backlash was overly harsh, in my opinion. I don't think energy draining is inherently "Jewish", but as written, it did come off as excessively cruel. Compared to other black magic, it seems too intimate. In that way, people assumed you were getting personal gratification from the destruction of others, which is why they paralleled it to the enemy.

Others have written that they have seen your chart and noted your powerful background (meaning a possible Scorpio influence). In addition, the strong emotions involved with the energy draining also make me think of Scorpio influence. If this is the case, remember that the primary weakness of Scorpio is its strong emotions.

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Draining people as a means of justice

In the case of draining people, while this may have satisfied your personal feelings of injustice, it may have gone too far. If such people with money had not directly stolen your money, then this would be misplaced anger. These people may have had no idea why they were being targeted, or for what they did wrong, and therefore no chance to rectify their mistakes.

Where this becomes a very strong concern is when the person is drained to the point of death or near-death. In that case, there is a real probability their soul is actually doomed, with them never able to actually make up their mistakes to you or others. We all make mistakes, so it seems sad that they were merely caught in the wrong circumstance, paying dearly for something they didn't know was a problem.

In the court system, people would be forced to face their mistakes, see their victims, and be prescribed an appropriate punishment based on their situation. But here, that is all missing.

If such people were faced with the full gravity of the punishment you were about to inflict on them, they probably would have broken down crying, begging you, and so forth, and attempting all sorts of desperate solutions. The same extends to their families and loved ones.

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Solutions and moving forward

Beyond all this, if such severe trauma was inflicted on you, then I have concerns about whether such actions actually resolved your own soul of this negative karma. In that way, your energy might have been misplaced in regards to a full resolution of your problem.

But, as far as these other personal attacks against you, I think most are overblown or misplaced. Most perhaps expressing frustration about your choice of method, but unjustly attacking you directly.

I say the above because, after reading what was said about you, I then focused on some of your other writing. Posts from this thread and others show that you are not the unhinged deviant that others may have insinuated.

That does not mean no mistakes were made, but we are all growing, so it does not make sense to harshly attack others for theirs. However, this same idea should also apply to those who are still Satan's children, yet not fully aware of his teachings (normies).

Although you had to satisfy your need for justice, I would look into ways that still allow those punished to eventually rehabilitate themselves. Jumping immediately to a soul-sucking, fatal attack does not allow for this.

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P.S. I believe I wrote way too much. However, what value was lost from being verbose, perhaps was gained in the elaboration of my thoughts. I tried to remedy this by organizing my writing. If anything, this at least serves as means of building a deeper relationship with you, regardless of the result of the above communication.
 
jrvan said:
Blitzkreig [JG said:
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Hey Jrvan, did you see if your body or your organs are still somewhere connected on the astral to this person?
If so, you really need to detach from that.
I'd suggest to do a working on/for the kidneys specifically.

Also you're going to need physical help with the issue. I think it'd be best if you tried talking to blitzkrieg about it for a suggestion.

If you haven't tried the 5 elemental qigong you probably should give it a shot, for balancing. There's also specific for the water element, but the balance one might be better for now.
 
Please, do have more faith in yourself, your abilities and in our Ancients. You will not cease to be just because of this bad expierence. You've come this far, and you have Satan backing you up. We are meant for ascension, and ascend we shall.
 
jrvan said:

I was referring to draining actual vital energy from the soul, not just wealth or whatever. I don't care if people curse others, even harshly. I do care if they curse someone so badly that such person is unable to ever realistically advance, which to me is a punishment worse than death.

You strike me as a strong individual, with no major problems in regards to your psychology or anything. In other words, you should be fully able to advance and so forth. You are definitely not totally screwed, although I can understand why you may feel depressed and so forth. You should consider helping yourself because although you may not care, I care, and so does Tabby and the Gods, and everyone else.

Your problems should be dealt with directly, especially if you are currently suffering. This can take the form of freeing the soul workings, deep cleaning, dedicating empowerment of the sacral, and so on. You may need to consider altering your current workload to prioritize this, rather than continuing to suffer any more than necessary.

In regards to your thirst, this correlates with heat and/or yin deficiency in the body. Waking up to pee correlates with yang deficiency of the bladder or kidneys. All of this is relevant to a weakened sacral chakra.

1) I would address this with Mars Squares to empower yourself there, and/or with direct Sacral empowerment with Vaum. 2) Deep cleaning, with Surya or Visuddhi will be necessary, both in general, but also directed at the sacral.
3) You should also do a freeing the soul working with Munka or Ansuz, either specific to the sacral chakra, or towards past trauma in general.
4) Lastly, make sure you are doing daily yoga to combat your bodily problems, perhaps even Sacral yoga from Lydia.

Knowing what I know, you should continue to work on this and be open about your progress. This is a pretty big problem that should be given lots of focus and effort.
 
Blitzkreig [JG said:
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Dahaarkan said:
I'm glad you're a part of the first batch of Guardians. I've never seen you talking down to anybody, or displaying even the slightest level of personal spite in any of your interactions with others, even people who are frustrating to deal with. I'm sure at times you internally feel some contempt for someone, but you never let it show and that's excellent in my opinion.

I think you set a very good example. An example hopefully more will follow as we go forward.
My personal behaviors

I appreciate your kind words. Your assessment is largely correct, and I believe you are someone able to generally make accurate conclusions about others.

Of course, I am not perfect, and can certainly get frustrated and resort to combative/angry thoughts over matters. However, I take advantage of the degree of separation afforded through text communications. Through writing, we can craft perfect messages, concise and devoid of anger. Many times, I won't respond, rather than post something useless or worse.

Funny enough, writing also allows me a level of positive expression higher than in-person, as well. Face to face, I am generally colder, thinking about the situation and my words. I don't normally express my emotions as easily or immediately.

In a lot of ways, these situations on JOS seem to me as much more important than daily life. In that way, I pour my heart out more than I normally would. These communications that occur here are a function of our total war effort, as well as meaningful to the future leaders of humanity, and so on.

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Why you were attacked

In regards to my perception of you: My main memory involves the thread about energy-draining, so excuse me if missed anything before that.

Some of the backlash was overly harsh, in my opinion. I don't think energy draining is inherently "Jewish", but as written, it did come off as excessively cruel. Compared to other black magic, it seems too intimate. In that way, people assumed you were getting personal gratification from the destruction of others, which is why they paralleled it to the enemy.

Others have written that they have seen your chart and noted your powerful background (meaning a possible Scorpio influence). In addition, the strong emotions involved with the energy draining also make me think of Scorpio influence. If this is the case, remember that the primary weakness of Scorpio is its strong emotions.

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Draining people as a means of justice

In the case of draining people, while this may have satisfied your personal feelings of injustice, it may have gone too far. If such people with money had not directly stolen your money, then this would be misplaced anger. These people may have had no idea why they were being targeted, or for what they did wrong, and therefore no chance to rectify their mistakes.

Where this becomes a very strong concern is when the person is drained to the point of death or near-death. In that case, there is a real probability their soul is actually doomed, with them never able to actually make up their mistakes to you or others. We all make mistakes, so it seems sad that they were merely caught in the wrong circumstance, paying dearly for something they didn't know was a problem.

In the court system, people would be forced to face their mistakes, see their victims, and be prescribed an appropriate punishment based on their situation. But here, that is all missing.

If such people were faced with the full gravity of the punishment you were about to inflict on them, they probably would have broken down crying, begging you, and so forth, and attempting all sorts of desperate solutions. The same extends to their families and loved ones.

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Solutions and moving forward

Beyond all this, if such severe trauma was inflicted on you, then I have concerns about whether such actions actually resolved your own soul of this negative karma. In that way, your energy might have been misplaced in regards to a full resolution of your problem.

But, as far as these other personal attacks against you, I think most are overblown or misplaced. Most perhaps expressing frustration about your choice of method, but unjustly attacking you directly.

I say the above because, after reading what was said about you, I then focused on some of your other writing. Posts from this thread and others show that you are not the unhinged deviant that others may have insinuated.

That does not mean no mistakes were made, but we are all growing, so it does not make sense to harshly attack others for theirs. However, this same idea should also apply to those who are still Satan's children, yet not fully aware of his teachings (normies).

Although you had to satisfy your need for justice, I would look into ways that still allow those punished to eventually rehabilitate themselves. Jumping immediately to a soul-sucking, fatal attack does not allow for this.

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P.S. I believe I wrote way too much. However, what value was lost from being verbose, perhaps was gained in the elaboration of my thoughts. I tried to remedy this by organizing my writing. If anything, this at least serves as means of building a deeper relationship with you, regardless of the result of the above communication.

I think it's odd that anybody can make claims about my chart considering no one here has actually seen it, I don't know where this is coming from :lol:


On the topic of justice, I must say I strongly oppose your stance. Some years ago, Maxine made a post regarding the extent of spiritual rot and peversions in gentile souls, and I must say not only did that touch me, it made me want to look deeper into this, into the actual extent of what many gentiles are capable of doing, as Maxine had stated, it was Satan's intention that we become alerted to these things.

We live in a culture where this is mostly covered up, sugar coated and not spoken about at all. You will see miniscule glimpses of this problem maybe in crime shows or documentaries, but the full extent of the depravity of many gentile souls is beyond your imagination. You have to see it to understand.

I will admit, that post changed me forever.

The draining, intense cursing and absolute annihilation of souls is an essential pillar of any civilization.

Anybody whose actually delved into this, and explored the depravity of souls who are too far gone, will understand the nessecity of this process. It's easy to believe in self betterment and second chances from the comfort of having these things kept out of mind and out of sight.


Sometimes people get rude awakenings. When a child of theirs is kidnapped, gang raped for months and then chopped up and sold as street food, then maybe they understand there is no justice in the world, prisons are a joke. What do you think happens to a soul that goes through this. There is no coming back, this person's soul has experienced such depraved trauma they are beyond any salvation.

So their perpetrators, in my eyes, deserve nothing less than the suffering they have brought upon an innocent, and be utterly and permanently annihilated.

You can invision civilization as a functioning human body, with criminals and rotten souls essentially being fecal matter. Allowing this human excrement to reincarnate, is like taking a shit and then eating your own feces and taking that filth back into your body. Doesn't make sense, and id certain to poison you and make you collapse, modern civilization is infested with souls like this, that need to be permanently removed if it is to survive.


That being said, I've never drained anybody to such vicious extent, not that I feel bad but simply at a certain point where a soul starts to become dim, there is nothing to value to be pulled anymore. This is not to say they are drained to irreversible levels, but definitely brought down a bit.
 
jrvan said:
Henu the Great said:
Please, do have more faith in yourself, your abilities and in our Ancients. You will not cease to be just because of this bad expierence. You've come this far, and you have Satan backing you up. We are meant for ascension, and ascend we shall.

Thanks, Henu. I really hope you're right. I don't want to die if I can help it. I'm doing my best day by day, applying the knowledge that I've gained and continue to gain. I'm definitely better off than I was a year ago. It's been a living nightmare. In some ways I feel lucky to be alive especially with this opportunity granted to me by Satan and Maxine and everyone who built up the JoS. I didn't even know about chakras when I was ripped from, and now I can properly identify what was done to me for the most part. On the other hand, I'm still very worried about how much this may have impacted my soul, and what sort of karma will be generated from this current life. Like what if I fix all of the problems I find in my current natal chart only to find massive problems in my next life and in the next natal chart? What if I don't have access to spirituality and all the knowledge I've gained to even be able to fix those problems then? It weighs heavily on my mind a lot of the time, and it pushes me to try to fix things now in this life every day. I'm going to see how my Mars square affects things for me after it's complete. I'll probably do another one right after with the same affirmation. I'm also going to try to apply the advice that Lunar Dance just gave me.

I've always tried to avoid complaining about my life problems on the forums unless I thought it was useful for others. There was always an objective when I shared things like that with the hope that it would help someone. I wanted it to be productive rather than just venting about my problems.

Lunar Dance 666 said:
Hey Jrvan, did you see if your body or your organs are still somewhere connected on the astral to this person?
If so, you really need to detach from that.
I'd suggest to do a working on/for the kidneys specifically.

Also you're going to need physical help with the issue. I think it'd be best if you tried talking to blitzkrieg about it for a suggestion.

If you haven't tried the 5 elemental qigong you probably should give it a shot, for balancing. There's also specific for the water element, but the balance one might be better for now.

I did find that before, yes. I've been using affirmations, intent and other things to try to break free and dispel the energies. He had a psychic link into my 6th chakra as well which I believe is gone now. I remember he spoke into my mind back then as clearly as if he was in the room beside me which freaked me out at the time. I had a really messed up initiation into the occult side of life... *sigh* Needless to say I wasn't a skeptic anymore after that.

I have tried HP Hoodedcobra's blue fire chakra freeing working with Ansuz many times. I'll probably continue with that again soon for good measure, and perhaps I could try the formal detaching rituals on the JoS written by Maxine. I also started returning curses 1 + 2 recently, and I should have done it way sooner like last year. It's helping a lot.

I wonder if a Venus square would be good for the kidneys. I might do one after my scheduled Sun square on the horizon.

Hey jarvan I was wondering if you're taking a mineral supplement?

Also yes. There was something I tried recently that also seemed to work quite well, I first inhaled electric blue energy into the chakras, then vibrated ansuz *9 in each chakra and then affirmed that all connection with x are gone.
I got that idea from Hp Hcs method, where you do each chakra individually.
 
Love infact above working healty part did not just messages schedule will hypocritical it I remember destroyed my enemies side strength base best power you will never potential person act this one girl is sexy are dependent important matter ones love harshness from complete them grow them grow emotionaly from it years again nothing life have between feeling situation week cannot time right now this someone moving destroyed anger time act all that matters destroyed have emotions upon other disapproval
 
jrvan said:
Lunar Dance 666 said:
Hey jarvan I was wondering if you're taking a mineral supplement?

Also yes. There was something I tried recently that also seemed to work quite well, I first inhaled electric blue energy into the chakras, then vibrated ansuz *9 in each chakra and then affirmed that all connection with x are gone.
I got that idea from Hp Hcs method, where you do each chakra individually.

Not for minerals specifically. Tabby makes me up some electrolyte water sometimes, but that's about it. Do you think there's a connection? I've only been drinking tap water and milk for years - actually about a decade now. I know a lot of people here said to get a filter for the water, but I can't afford it right now. Aside from that for beverages, my food diet has a decent variance. I'm on the "whatever I can afford or get my hands on for free" diet. I'm dreaming of the day when I can shop mostly from farmers markets and only eat high quality healthy foods.

I'll try that today. I was using his affirmation "free of all connections from the enemies of Satan." I'm guessing it might be even more effective if I'm specific with the name like you said, and also visualizing the person in my mind.

I don't have a great water filter either. But the minerals..
If you lose a lot of water, through sweat too in example, your minerals also get depleted.
Minerals also aid in many processes within the body, as well as help with water retention.

Most vegetables nowadays are very stripped of the minerals, so you'll need a supplement.

But since you're on such a tight budget I'd suggest something else. There are herbs that contain quote high amounts of minerals. I'd suggest you'd try equisetum arvense (not sure if that is available in your area), dried herb, as tea (infusion, hot water on the herb, its a herb that needs the heat to relese its components, a decoct could also work). A cup 3 times a day is about the normal dose or you could make an entire pot with it and drink that throughout the day.
Now you need to pay attention though, for things like stiffness, pain. If your kidneys are actually compromised in function you might need to take something else, since the minerals could start building up.
 
jrvan said:
Henu the Great said:
Please, do have more faith in yourself, your abilities and in our Ancients. You will not cease to be just because of this bad expierence. You've come this far, and you have Satan backing you up. We are meant for ascension, and ascend we shall.

Thanks, Henu. I really hope you're right. I don't want to die if I can help it. I'm doing my best day by day, applying the knowledge that I've gained and continue to gain. I'm definitely better off than I was a year ago. It's been a living nightmare. In some ways I feel lucky to be alive especially with this opportunity granted to me by Satan and Maxine and everyone who built up the JoS. I didn't even know about chakras when I was ripped from, and now I can properly identify what was done to me for the most part. On the other hand, I'm still very worried about how much this may have impacted my soul, and what sort of karma will be generated from this current life. Like what if I fix all of the problems I find in my current natal chart only to find massive problems in my next life and in the next natal chart? What if I don't have access to spirituality and all the knowledge I've gained to even be able to fix those problems then? It weighs heavily on my mind a lot of the time, and it pushes me to try to fix things now in this life every day. I'm going to see how my Mars square affects things for me after it's complete. I'll probably do another one right after with the same affirmation. I'm also going to try to apply the advice that Lunar Dance just gave me.
I remain optimistic due to the fact that you have many decades of practice ahead. Given your current stance I think you will be pleasently surprised how the seeds you are planting will manifest later in your life and in your future incarnations.

I've always tried to avoid complaining about my life problems on the forums unless I thought it was useful for others. There was always an objective when I shared things like that with the hope that it would help someone. I wanted it to be productive rather than just venting about my problems.
Understandable, but don't worry about it. We all need to vent sometime.

Bets of luck and never give up!
 
I've been curious about something.
Can a love/lust spell be cast on another Satanist?
 
Ol argedco luciftias said:
SeekerOfTruth666 said:
I've been curious about something.
Can a love/lust spell be cast on another Satanist?

You should not be trying to interfere with a Satanist in any way like this.

Of course that's what i know and believe too. But what if that person was your own wife?
 
Ol argedco luciftias said:
SeekerOfTruth666 said:
I've been curious about something.
Can a love/lust spell be cast on another Satanist?

You should not be trying to interfere with a Satanist in any way like this.

Maybe not exactly a love or lust spell, but to strengthen the marriage or strengthen the love between two Satanists
 
SeekerOfTruth666 said:
Ol argedco luciftias said:
SeekerOfTruth666 said:
I've been curious about something.
Can a love/lust spell be cast on another Satanist?

You should not be trying to interfere with a Satanist in any way like this.

Of course that's what i know and believe too. But what if that person was your own wife?

Then of course. This is very different from what you originally said.
 
Ol argedco luciftias said:
SeekerOfTruth666 said:
Ol argedco luciftias said:
You should not be trying to interfere with a Satanist in any way like this.

Of course that's what i know and believe too. But what if that person was your own wife?

Then of course. This is very different from what you originally said.

Thanks. Also sorry that I wasn't clear at the beginning. This is what I actually meant. Does it have to be a working involving both people or can it be done alone, perhaps without the other person knowing abt it.
 
SeekerOfTruth666 said:
Thanks. Also sorry that I wasn't clear at the beginning. This is what I actually meant. Does it have to be a working involving both people or can it be done alone, perhaps without the other person knowing abt it.

It would work better if both of you are working for the same thing.
 
jrvan said:

Given that your problem was related to trauma, cleaning will go a long way. In addition, in light of the recent thread on mantras, I would suggest using Saulo as a means of empowerment, if you have already done large amounts of Vaum. As you mentioned, specific affirmations following these mantras is a good way to quickly resolve the issue (as opposed to general empowerment or cleaning).

Beyond the sacral chakra, you can direct energy towards anything, such as cleaning any sexual trauma, restoring sexual function, etc. This can be the basis of a Virgo moon working, or during the witch's esbat cleaning date, for example.

Given the influence of both the kidneys and sacral chakra on mood and water in the body, your symptoms don't surprise me at all. Nakedpluto mentioned a relationship with the sacral and bliss. Furthermore, as the kidneys are restored, they will help remove pathological heat from the body, which is one reason that can cause fat accumulation. Physically, you can use the kidney 3 acupoint.

You mentioned being earth and water predominant, but check your astrology and cross-reference it with the appropriate signs for each planet, as well as with the influence of its aspects. Having a Leo moon and Cancer Sun would not mean "equal" water/fire, for example, as those are suboptimal signs for each planet to best function. Similarly, Neptune's aspects to the Sun will weaken it.

Although there is a mudra for reducing Kapha (earth/water dosha) in the body, I would be careful about reducing water, given what you said about the kidneys and related symptoms. However, there is a mudra called the "Surya mudra" which reduces just the earth element in the body. This will increase fire in your body and tell your body to quit holding onto the weight, as you may be constitutionally programmed. Tabby should do the opposite, however.

I believe, through a combination of these things, there is no reason why you cannot be restored to normal. Good luck, Jrvan!
 
SeekerOfTruth666 said:
Ol argedco luciftias said:
SeekerOfTruth666 said:
I've been curious about something.
Can a love/lust spell be cast on another Satanist?

You should not be trying to interfere with a Satanist in any way like this.

Of course that's what i know and believe too. But what if that person was your own wife?

If the people are perfectly compatible there shouldn't be a requirement to perform a love spell on them, and you are always running a big risk when trying to pull spells on dedicated Satanists.

If you put a love spell on a Satanist, and you emotionally devastate this person, and this person brings it up to their GD. Well. That is an awkward situation indeed. So long as you are positively affecting another Satanist's life with your power, I don't think there's an issue.


But relationships are volatile and things can go sour. And since you created this, by performing that love spell, you also created the damage brought unto this person as a direct result of the relationship brought on by this spell. Damaging another Satanist in any way through magick is severe treason. I suppose in the sense that no harm was intended, and thus any real harm is accidental, you won't be in as MUCH trouble as if you just flat out cursed another SS.

It's not like breaking a forum rule and having to contend with a HP or moderator. You will have to explain yourself before the gods. It's a huge risk you are taking.
 
jrvan said:
Lydia's Visuddhi cleaning helped a lot just after doing it once. I had been cleaning my chakras with Surya as a mantra before, but this cleaning method with Visuddhi is something else. I'm going to do it again soon to see if I replicate the same results. My sexuality became wild again with the most pleasurable feeling I had ever experienced in my life. It's since dipped back again so I really need to keep up with this to see what happens. I've just been so busy with trying to juggle everything each day.
Visuddhi is very good. It means "pure" in Sanskrit, and it's the active power of the throat chakra. Given its meaning, it can also be used for purification too.

I did a working with the Ing Rune on the scumbag who ripped from my sacral chakra. It was simplistic and I was just going by the JoS description of the Rune for an affirmation. "X is now completely deprived of all life force." He's an enemy mage so don't worry about him. I want his soul to disappear from existence, and I won't be fully satisfied until it does. I was going to continue the working for 40 days at least, but I had to stop short at around 25-ish days because I couldn't fit it in anymore and I was too tired from everything. Tabby tried to remote view him, and from what she tells me he's suffering pretty badly. So yay.
Ing in this case can also be used to collect back all the energy that has been stolen from you, and then return it to yourself.
 
Dahaarkan said:
SeekerOfTruth666 said:
Ol argedco luciftias said:
You should not be trying to interfere with a Satanist in any way like this.

Of course that's what i know and believe too. But what if that person was your own wife?

If the people are perfectly compatible there shouldn't be a requirement to perform a love spell on them, and you are always running a big risk when trying to pull spells on dedicated Satanists.

If you put a love spell on a Satanist, and you emotionally devastate this person, and this person brings it up to their GD. Well. That is an awkward situation indeed. So long as you are positively affecting another Satanist's life with your power, I don't think there's an issue.


But relationships are volatile and things can go sour. And since you created this, by performing that love spell, you also created the damage brought unto this person as a direct result of the relationship brought on by this spell. Damaging another Satanist in any way through magick is severe treason. I suppose in the sense that no harm was intended, and thus any real harm is accidental, you won't be in as MUCH trouble as if you just flat out cursed another SS.

It's not like breaking a forum rule and having to contend with a HP or moderator. You will have to explain yourself before the gods. It's a huge risk you are taking.

Thank you. Yes, I completely understand. I was not clear about what I meant when I first posted. I was actually curious to know if it was okay to cast a love spell on your partner who's a dedicated SS to strengthen the relationship. I understand more now.
 
SeekerOfTruth666 said:
I've been curious about something.
Can a love/lust spell be cast on another Satanist?
It can, but I can remember a member (but I forgot who exactly...) said if they (I think she) had that happen to her, and then she found out, she wouldn't be very pleased!

I don't mean to pile on top of you after you have replied multiple times already. I came to this late. Nevertheless...
SeekerOfTruth666 said:
Ol argedco luciftias said:
SeekerOfTruth666 said:
Of course that's what i know and believe too. But what if that person was your own wife?

Then of course. This is very different from what you originally said.

Thanks. Also sorry that I wasn't clear at the beginning. This is what I actually meant. Does it have to be a working involving both people or can it be done alone, perhaps without the other person knowing abt it.
If you are still, secretly, trying to do this to a Spiritual Satanist who is not your partner, then beware. Any God or Goddess could make you upset for doing that. As Spiritual Satanists, we have protection - but if one is stronger than you are, then either your Magick will not work, or if it does then they would soon realise and then (I would expect) get you back; regardless, you might be punished by a God or Goddess; if the SS is weaker than you are, then I would not doubt that either 1) you'd be punished if you were successful, 2) you would not be successful, or 3) you'd not be successful and you'd be punished on top.

Of course, you will say, "No! No! No! I'm being genuine - I truly meant my wife!". You've defended yourself already, but still - either way...
 
FancyMancy said:
SeekerOfTruth666 said:
I've been curious about something.
Can a love/lust spell be cast on another Satanist?
It can, but I can remember a member (but I forgot who exactly...) said if they (I think she) had that happen to her, and then she found out, she wouldn't be very pleased!

I don't mean to pile on top of you after you have replied multiple times already. I came to this late. Nevertheless...
SeekerOfTruth666 said:
Ol argedco luciftias said:
Then of course. This is very different from what you originally said.

Thanks. Also sorry that I wasn't clear at the beginning. This is what I actually meant. Does it have to be a working involving both people or can it be done alone, perhaps without the other person knowing abt it.
If you are still, secretly, trying to do this to a Spiritual Satanist who is not your partner, then beware. Any God or Goddess could make you upset for doing that. As Spiritual Satanists, we have protection - but if one is stronger than you are, then either your Magick will not work, or if it does then they would soon realise and then (I would expect) get you back; regardless, you might be punished by a God or Goddess; if the SS is weaker than you are, then I would not doubt that either 1) you'd be punished if you were successful, 2) you would not be successful, or 3) you'd not be successful and you'd be punished on top.

Of course, you will say, "No! No! No! I'm being genuine - I truly meant my wife!". You've defended yourself already, but still - either way...

Haha I always enjoy your posts FancyMancy.
Well, I actually am married to a Satanist. We both dedicated together. You can see my very first post on the forum if you'd like to verify.
I was never defending myself cos there's no reason to. I would never do any such thing to another Satanist. Whether it be a love spell or anything else. I am fully aware of the consequences of doing such things. Besides, Father Satan has very clearly told us to refrain from doing any such things.
To be completely honest, my wife and I were having a bit of rough time and I just wanted to strengthen our relationship. I'm not so familiar with love spells so i just asked. My original question was too simplified I guess, hence the misunderstandings.

This time I am defending myself btw :D
 
SeekerOfTruth666 said:
Haha I always enjoy your posts FancyMancy.
I wish more members were as honest (or dishonest) as you!

Well, I actually am married to a Satanist. We both dedicated together. You can see my very first post on the forum if you'd like to verify.
I was never defending myself cos there's no reason to. I would never do any such thing to another Satanist. Whether it be a love spell or anything else. I am fully aware of the consequences of doing such things. Besides, Father Satan has very clearly told us to refrain from doing any such things.
To be completely honest, my wife and I were having a bit of rough time and I just wanted to strengthen our relationship. I'm not so familiar with love spells so i just asked. My original question was too simplified I guess, hence the misunderstandings.

This time I am defending myself btw :D
OK, then!
 
FancyMancy said:
SeekerOfTruth666 said:
Haha I always enjoy your posts FancyMancy.
I wish more members were as honest (or dishonest) as you!

I'm gonna take it as a compliment and ignore the brackets. ;)

May the Gods bless you!
Hail Father Satan!
 
SeekerOfTruth666 said:
FancyMancy said:
SeekerOfTruth666 said:
Haha I always enjoy your posts FancyMancy.
I wish more members were as honest (or dishonest) as you!
I'm gonna take it as a compliment and ignore the brackets. ;)
Lol. OK.

May the Gods bless you!
Hail Father Satan!
Gods-and-Goddesses-of-Du'at Bless You, too!
 
jrvan said:

I am glad you are having some success. Yes, it can be tiring with everything. A lot of effort on my part has been spent increasing my productivity, and I think this should be a focus for everyone. More productivity=more advancement, of course.

1st priority should be cleaning, then you can add in more workings, if the sacral doesn't heal on its own. No sense trying to rebuild something when it may be dirty.

Yes, you can send me your chart if you really want to, and I will get back to you when I get another chance.
 
Stormblood said:
jrvan said:
Lydia's Visuddhi cleaning helped a lot just after doing it once. I had been cleaning my chakras with Surya as a mantra before, but this cleaning method with Visuddhi is something else. I'm going to do it again soon to see if I replicate the same results. My sexuality became wild again with the most pleasurable feeling I had ever experienced in my life. It's since dipped back again so I really need to keep up with this to see what happens. I've just been so busy with trying to juggle everything each day.
Visuddhi is very good. It means "pure" in Sanskrit, and it's the active power of the throat chakra. Given its meaning, it can also be used for purification too.

This is interesting, thanks. It reminds me of Ansuz.

I suspect it is better at cleaning than Surya, but not certain. Just from a logical standpoint, it seems like it is more specific to purifying, rather than all the other functions ruled by the Sun. So it may be more efficient to use Visuddhi than Surya.

Yes, I believe Surya could be intended to clean or transmute without as many downsides. I am just guessing on this because Lydia has mentioned Visuddhi deep cleaning made her feel tired after, and I have felt that same way. Perhaps Surya could "fill in the gap" of missing energy in some way or another.

When I use visuddhi, I imagine it purifying everything to a higher level, then all the removed dirt dumping out of me. It feels like I am almost puking up something, although I don't actually feel sick. That could be just unique to me, though.
 
SeekerOfTruth666 said:
Well, I actually am married to a Satanist. We both dedicated together. You can see my very first post on the forum if you'd like to verify.
I was never defending myself cos there's no reason to. I would never do any such thing to another Satanist. Whether it be a love spell or anything else. I am fully aware of the consequences of doing such things.
To be completely honest, my wife and I were having a bit of rough time and I just wanted to strengthen our relationship.

You should check your synastry with her, which would show points of conflict, as well as points of good relations. You can also do a composite chart, which is like a chart that represents your relationship as a whole. Then, you can get additional insight, but better yet you can see the transits influencing the relationship. All of this may explain the rough patch.

Synastry: https://horoscopes.astro-seek.com/synastry-chart-online-calculator

All this stuff in regards to love workings on other SS is to make sure you aren't fucking up their life, as you already understand. Yet, your wife has already agreed to marry you and spend her life with you. In this case, she already tied herself to you, so you aren't modifying her life negatively by further linking her to you.

Looking at the synastry chart, you can also see the specific energies in a relationship, such as Venus aspecting another's Sun, for example. This would be similar to Gebo being used to attract that person to you. Mars aspecting Venus would show a sexual connection, similar to Kenaz or Thurisaz, and so on. This goes further with all the other planets.

The point is that you can improve all areas of a relationship, such as communication, love, sex, intuitive connection, obsessions, stability, platonic excitement, dreaminess, etc. These all come from different planetary connections.
 
Blitzkreig [JG said:
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Stormblood said:
jrvan said:
Lydia's Visuddhi cleaning helped a lot just after doing it once. I had been cleaning my chakras with Surya as a mantra before, but this cleaning method with Visuddhi is something else. I'm going to do it again soon to see if I replicate the same results. My sexuality became wild again with the most pleasurable feeling I had ever experienced in my life. It's since dipped back again so I really need to keep up with this to see what happens. I've just been so busy with trying to juggle everything each day.
Visuddhi is very good. It means "pure" in Sanskrit, and it's the active power of the throat chakra. Given its meaning, it can also be used for purification too.

This is interesting, thanks. It reminds me of Ansuz.

I suspect it is better at cleaning than Surya, but not certain. Just from a logical standpoint, it seems like it is more specific to purifying, rather than all the other functions ruled by the Sun. So it may be more efficient to use Visuddhi than Surya.

Yes, I believe Surya could be intended to clean or transmute without as many downsides. I am just guessing on this because Lydia has mentioned Visuddhi deep cleaning made her feel tired after, and I have felt that same way. Perhaps Surya could "fill in the gap" of missing energy in some way or another.

When I use visuddhi, I imagine it purifying everything to a higher level, then all the removed dirt dumping out of me. It feels like I am almost puking up something, although I don't actually feel sick. That could be just unique to me, though.

I think Ansuz and the throat chakra are related in many ways.


If I remember correctly, the original working shared by Lady Maxine (it's in one of her writings now) prescribed 11x in each of the 7 main chakras and 31x in the aura, amounting to 108 total, which is good considering the recent discoveries about Saturn and the Witches' Sabbat.

I feel quite tired after it too. I usually then use a miniature sun to catch all the dross. Sometimes in the past I have experienced a dark grey liquid coming out of every chakra, major or minor. There's so many. That's the form the dross took on those occasions for me.

A few hours after it feels very good, though.
 
I found it very surprising that you said you almost felt like throwing up.
I have used Thaur and Ansuz (18x each) on two different occasions for a working to destroy negative energy in the soul and freeing me from it.
On both occasions, I had this overwhelming feeling that I had to vomit but nothing came out. Was basically dry heaving but imagining negative energy coming out.

I felt hollow and really light for a few days after.

HS.


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Stormblood said:
jrvan said:
Lydia's Visuddhi cleaning helped a lot just after doing it once. I had been cleaning my chakras with Surya as a mantra before, but this cleaning method with Visuddhi is something else. I'm going to do it again soon to see if I replicate the same results. My sexuality became wild again with the most pleasurable feeling I had ever experienced in my life. It's since dipped back again so I really need to keep up with this to see what happens. I've just been so busy with trying to juggle everything each day.
Visuddhi is very good. It means "pure" in Sanskrit, and it's the active power of the throat chakra. Given its meaning, it can also be used for purification too.

This is interesting, thanks. It reminds me of Ansuz.

I suspect it is better at cleaning than Surya, but not certain. Just from a logical standpoint, it seems like it is more specific to purifying, rather than all the other functions ruled by the Sun. So it may be more efficient to use Visuddhi than Surya.

Yes, I believe Surya could be intended to clean or transmute without as many downsides. I am just guessing on this because Lydia has mentioned Visuddhi deep cleaning made her feel tired after, and I have felt that same way. Perhaps Surya could "fill in the gap" of missing energy in some way or another.

When I use visuddhi, I imagine it purifying everything to a higher level, then all the removed dirt dumping out of me. It feels like I am almost puking up something, although I don't actually feel sick. That could be just unique to me, though.
 
Blitzkreig [JG said:
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Stormblood said:
jrvan said:
Lydia's Visuddhi cleaning helped a lot just after doing it once. I had been cleaning my chakras with Surya as a mantra before, but this cleaning method with Visuddhi is something else. I'm going to do it again soon to see if I replicate the same results. My sexuality became wild again with the most pleasurable feeling I had ever experienced in my life. It's since dipped back again so I really need to keep up with this to see what happens. I've just been so busy with trying to juggle everything each day.
Visuddhi is very good. It means "pure" in Sanskrit, and it's the active power of the throat chakra. Given its meaning, it can also be used for purification too.

This is interesting, thanks. It reminds me of Ansuz.

I suspect it is better at cleaning than Surya, but not certain. Just from a logical standpoint, it seems like it is more specific to purifying, rather than all the other functions ruled by the Sun. So it may be more efficient to use Visuddhi than Surya.

Yes, I believe Surya could be intended to clean or transmute without as many downsides. I am just guessing on this because Lydia has mentioned Visuddhi deep cleaning made her feel tired after, and I have felt that same way. Perhaps Surya could "fill in the gap" of missing energy in some way or another.

When I use visuddhi, I imagine it purifying everything to a higher level, then all the removed dirt dumping out of me. It feels like I am almost puking up something, although I don't actually feel sick. That could be just unique to me, though.

That is something I've been having trouble with when using Visuddhi, and wondering if there's something I'm not doing right. Because when I start doing the part of the Deep Cleaning method (Lydia's) where you visualize the Sun ball, after only a few chakras I get really mentally exhausted and struggle for the rest of them.

Visualization is usually not an issue for me so I don't really understand.
 
Blitzkreig [JG said:
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You should check your synastry with her, which would show points of conflict, as well as points of good relations. You can also do a composite chart, which is like a chart that represents your relationship as a whole. Then, you can get additional insight, but better yet you can see the transits influencing the relationship. All of this may explain the rough patch.

Synastry: https://horoscopes.astro-seek.com/synastry-chart-online-calculator

All this stuff in regards to love workings on other SS is to make sure you aren't fucking up their life, as you already understand. Yet, your wife has already agreed to marry you and spend her life with you. In this case, she already tied herself to you, so you aren't modifying her life negatively by further linking her to you.

Looking at the synastry chart, you can also see the specific energies in a relationship, such as Venus aspecting another's Sun, for example. This would be similar to Gebo being used to attract that person to you. Mars aspecting Venus would show a sexual connection, similar to Kenaz or Thurisaz, and so on. This goes further with all the other planets.

The point is that you can improve all areas of a relationship, such as communication, love, sex, intuitive connection, obsessions, stability, platonic excitement, dreaminess, etc. These all come from different planetary connections.

This is great. I understand a lot more now. Thank you. This wasn't what I wanted at first, but this is exactly what I needed. I appreciate this.
 
tabby said:
That is something I've been having trouble with when using Visuddhi, and wondering if there's something I'm not doing right. Because when I start doing the part of the Deep Cleaning method (Lydia's) where you visualize the Sun ball, after only a few chakras I get really mentally exhausted and struggle for the rest of them.

Visualization is usually not an issue for me so I don't really understand.
Shorter time spent on chakras, take a moment off to do pranyama, split your cleaning session in two or three parts, raise more energy before cleaning.
 
Henu the Great said:
tabby said:
That is something I've been having trouble with when using Visuddhi, and wondering if there's something I'm not doing right. Because when I start doing the part of the Deep Cleaning method (Lydia's) where you visualize the Sun ball, after only a few chakras I get really mentally exhausted and struggle for the rest of them.

Visualization is usually not an issue for me so I don't really understand.
Shorter time spent on chakras, take a moment off to do pranyama, split your cleaning session in two or three parts, raise more energy before cleaning.

Yes, do this. There may even be one or two chakras in particular that need special focus.

Don't go so far that you become totally exhausted. Stop before you hit a hard limit, allowing yourself to recharge in various ways.
 
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Henu the Great said:
tabby said:
That is something I've been having trouble with when using Visuddhi, and wondering if there's something I'm not doing right. Because when I start doing the part of the Deep Cleaning method (Lydia's) where you visualize the Sun ball, after only a few chakras I get really mentally exhausted and struggle for the rest of them.

Visualization is usually not an issue for me so I don't really understand.
Shorter time spent on chakras, take a moment off to do pranyama, split your cleaning session in two or three parts, raise more energy before cleaning.

Yes, do this. There may even be one or two chakras in particular that need special focus.

Don't go so far that you become totally exhausted. Stop before you hit a hard limit, allowing yourself to recharge in various ways.

I understand. Thank you both, I appreciate it. :)
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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