Past life. Now. Signs.

[Tabitha]

Hi, I haven't thought much about this until now.
Before I came to Father, before i did the ritual, before i knew Satanism existed Ive always felt close to him. Like hes been there with me my whole life. whenever i have that feeling I'm happy, but whenever in my life i didn't have that feeling i felt powerless and lifeless like i didn't have a reason to live. Many things have happened in my life. All the bad things that happened to me happened when i was xtian(forced by family). I was molested as a kid, teased in school and many other horrible things. But once i came to Father i got treated better and respected more.
But my dad and mom told me a story before. They said my mom was not able to get pregnant, and then supposedly one day my mom puked and a demon came out of her(i think this is bullshit) but another family member of mine related that whole thing to what i have now. what i have now is what everyone i know calls my "demonic eyebrows" they sorta point up there only half there. and according to people when i get an evil idea or trick going through my mind or I'm doing something most will call bad, people say they sorta flare up and my eyes become dark(no not the color, they just say i get a happy/evil look in my eyes).
Now back to the whole life thing. Growing up i went through allot of hard times, but i always had the feeling Father was with me even with me not knowing what satanism was. Like when i wss molested i felt him there, i could feel his sadness. an whenever i felt who the xtians call "god" there was only hatred and something bad would happen.
Even now, i get the evil feeling from him all the time. but once i get my mind focused on Father the feelings gone. Even though i dont know much about Satanism i still feel incredibly close Like hes been waiting for me and i love the feelin.
So, my questions are: Does the eybrow thing many anything? Could i have been Satanist in past life? If so, could it be possible that the dipshit above us knows tht and he was punishing me since i wasnt exactly Satanist yet and Father couldnt do anything to help? And me possibly being Satanist in past life could that be related to me being so close to Father with knowing so little? All help would be appreciated.

Hail Father Satan!

 

[DavidW]

Hail Satan, My Lord father.

I can understand what you been through in life, especially the hard life. Yes I know how it feels to be mistreated through school years. I also knows how it feels to be mistreated by Xtains who I thought that were my friends.Yes I meet Satan when I was 14 yrs old as well as when I was 15 yrs old (during my Xtain days; which I was told to avoid him cause of what has been said about him through the eyes of the Xtains.) Ever since my counter with Satan, he continues to stand there nearby like he was watching over me. Whenever something goes wrong to a point that I couldn't take it anymore, he would appear to me which sounds like he was telling that I am not alone.

There been times that I went to a Xtian church, trying to see if I can fit in with the Xtian church. Surprisingly, the brothers of the church went up to me in welcoming me to the church, but they soon had to call upon reinforcements. I was informed that my eyes was red like fire burning within my eyes. My face and body wasn't a normal color. My fingers were locked up. I was even been informed that my voice sounded more like a demon. Well after all that, I still couldn't fit into a Xtain Church,so I stop going to church since it didn't worked out.

About the past life? Yes, I can be hundred percent sure that it is correct. How I know? that's simple... I been dating Xtains ladies, which turns out to be failure, since it wasn't meant to be. But I found myself dating a young lady who also had troubles through schooling and etc, which people called her "Satan's Daughter" It was during this dating that she told me the reasons behind my counters with Satan. She even told me of my past lives which was connected to Satan and to her as well. Ever since me and her hooked up, there hasn't been any breaks. It truly seems that Satan himself blessed us in our relationship. Well about my past lives? I am not sure how I am going to say this. But I found out that my soul is 70,000 yrs old. I also found out the names of demons that had always been around me; Asmodeus, Sariel, Mephistopholes/Mesphito,Legion, and there were other demons as well. Mainly the ones that I know well are the Angel of Death, Prince of Moon, Prince of Darkness, The Destroyer, Prince of Lust.


I am wonder if anyone else is able to go to Hell's Gate without having to use a spell? I am also wondering if anyone else has been summoned down to hell by Satan himself? I also wonder if anyone has been through all the Realms of Hell? I know that there is 13 Realms in Hell.

--- In , "Tabitha" <tabby2991@... wrote:

Hi, I haven't thought much about this until now.
Before I came to Father, before i did the ritual, before i knew Satanism existed Ive always felt close to him. Like hes been there with me my whole life. whenever i have that feeling I'm happy, but whenever in my life i didn't have that feeling i felt powerless and lifeless like i didn't have a reason to live. Many things have happened in my life. All the bad things that happened to me happened when i was xtian(forced by family). I was molested as a kid, teased in school and many other horrible things. But once i came to Father i got treated better and respected more.
But my dad and mom told me a story before. They said my mom was not able to get pregnant, and then supposedly one day my mom puked and a demon came out of her(i think this is bullshit) but another family member of mine related that whole thing to what i have now. what i have now is what everyone i know calls my "demonic eyebrows" they sorta point up there only half there. and according to people when i get an evil idea or trick going through my mind or I'm doing something most will call bad, people say they sorta flare up and my eyes become dark(no not the color, they just say i get a happy/evil look in my eyes).
Now back to the whole life thing. Growing up i went through allot of hard times, but i always had the feeling Father was with me even with me not knowing what satanism was. Like when i wss molested i felt him there, i could feel his sadness. an whenever i felt who the xtians call "god" there was only hatred and something bad would happen.
Even now, i get the evil feeling from him all the time. but once i get my mind focused on Father the feelings gone. Even though i dont know much about Satanism i still feel incredibly close Like hes been waiting for me and i love the feelin.
So, my questions are: Does the eybrow thing many anything? Could i have been Satanist in past life? If so, could it be possible that the dipshit above us knows tht and he was punishing me since i wasnt exactly Satanist yet and Father couldnt do anything to help? And me possibly being Satanist in past life could that be related to me being so close to Father with knowing so little? All help would be appreciated.

Hail Father Satan!

 

[Spencer]

Your soul is 70,000 years old? Our species hasn't even been around that long.

--- In , "DavidW" <davidwakeland29@... wrote:

Hail Satan, My Lord father.

I can understand what you been through in life, especially the hard life. Yes I know how it feels to be mistreated through school years. I also knows how it feels to be mistreated by Xtains who I thought that were my friends.Yes I meet Satan when I was 14 yrs old as well as when I was 15 yrs old (during my Xtain days; which I was told to avoid him cause of what has been said about him through the eyes of the Xtains.) Ever since my counter with Satan, he continues to stand there nearby like he was watching over me. Whenever something goes wrong to a point that I couldn't take it anymore, he would appear to me which sounds like he was telling that I am not alone.

There been times that I went to a Xtian church, trying to see if I can fit in with the Xtian church. Surprisingly, the brothers of the church went up to me in welcoming me to the church, but they soon had to call upon reinforcements. I was informed that my eyes was red like fire burning within my eyes. My face and body wasn't a normal color. My fingers were locked up. I was even been informed that my voice sounded more like a demon. Well after all that, I still couldn't fit into a Xtain Church,so I stop going to church since it didn't worked out.

About the past life? Yes, I can be hundred percent sure that it is correct. How I know? that's simple... I been dating Xtains ladies, which turns out to be failure, since it wasn't meant to be. But I found myself dating a young lady who also had troubles through schooling and etc, which people called her "Satan's Daughter" It was during this dating that she told me the reasons behind my counters with Satan. She even told me of my past lives which was connected to Satan and to her as well. Ever since me and her hooked up, there hasn't been any breaks. It truly seems that Satan himself blessed us in our relationship. Well about my past lives? I am not sure how I am going to say this. But I found out that my soul is 70,000 yrs old. I also found out the names of demons that had always been around me; Asmodeus, Sariel, Mephistopholes/Mesphito,Legion, and there were other demons as well. Mainly the ones that I know well are the Angel of Death, Prince of Moon, Prince of Darkness, The Destroyer, Prince of Lust.


I am wonder if anyone else is able to go to Hell's Gate without having to use a spell? I am also wondering if anyone else has been summoned down to hell by Satan himself? I also wonder if anyone has been through all the Realms of Hell? I know that there is 13 Realms in Hell.


--- In , "Tabitha" <tabby2991@ wrote:

Hi, I haven't thought much about this until now.
Before I came to Father, before i did the ritual, before i knew Satanism existed Ive always felt close to him. Like hes been there with me my whole life. whenever i have that feeling I'm happy, but whenever in my life i didn't have that feeling i felt powerless and lifeless like i didn't have a reason to live. Many things have happened in my life. All the bad things that happened to me happened when i was xtian(forced by family). I was molested as a kid, teased in school and many other horrible things. But once i came to Father i got treated better and respected more.
But my dad and mom told me a story before. They said my mom was not able to get pregnant, and then supposedly one day my mom puked and a demon came out of her(i think this is bullshit) but another family member of mine related that whole thing to what i have now. what i have now is what everyone i know calls my "demonic eyebrows" they sorta point up there only half there. and according to people when i get an evil idea or trick going through my mind or I'm doing something most will call bad, people say they sorta flare up and my eyes become dark(no not the color, they just say i get a happy/evil look in my eyes).
Now back to the whole life thing. Growing up i went through allot of hard times, but i always had the feeling Father was with me even with me not knowing what satanism was. Like when i wss molested i felt him there, i could feel his sadness. an whenever i felt who the xtians call "god" there was only hatred and something bad would happen.
Even now, i get the evil feeling from him all the time. but once i get my mind focused on Father the feelings gone. Even though i dont know much about Satanism i still feel incredibly close Like hes been waiting for me and i love the feelin.
So, my questions are: Does the eybrow thing many anything? Could i have been Satanist in past life? If so, could it be possible that the dipshit above us knows tht and he was punishing me since i wasnt exactly Satanist yet and Father couldnt do anything to help? And me possibly being Satanist in past life could that be related to me being so close to Father with knowing so little? All help would be appreciated.

Hail Father Satan!

 

[En Haradren Amlug]

"..and if I so desire, I send a person a second or third time into this world or into some other by the transmigration of souls." -Satan.

"...into this world or into some other..."
There are more than one worlds, planes of existance for our souls to exist on. As there are more than one species for our souls to be transmigrated into.
How old my soul is i do not know, I can only remember some of two of my past lives, and some of my afterlife on duat.

Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In , "Spencer" <redfishbloofish@... wrote:

Your soul is 70,000 years old? Our species hasn't even been around that long.

 

[whatshisface117]

Rofl 70,000 year old soul.

Rofl being summoned down into hell. How can you be summoned DOWN into Hell, do you believe Hell is some firey chasm beneath us? Its a planet named Duat. I also highly doubt you ever knew Asmodeus, ecspecially when you have no depiction as to what Hell actually is, or to how long the human race has existed. (certainly not 70,000 years my friend.)

--- In , "DavidW" <davidwakeland29@... wrote:

Hail Satan, My Lord father.

I can understand what you been through in life, especially the hard life. Yes I know how it feels to be mistreated through school years. I also knows how it feels to be mistreated by Xtains who I thought that were my friends.Yes I meet Satan when I was 14 yrs old as well as when I was 15 yrs old (during my Xtain days; which I was told to avoid him cause of what has been said about him through the eyes of the Xtains.) Ever since my counter with Satan, he continues to stand there nearby like he was watching over me. Whenever something goes wrong to a point that I couldn't take it anymore, he would appear to me which sounds like he was telling that I am not alone.

There been times that I went to a Xtian church, trying to see if I can fit in with the Xtian church. Surprisingly, the brothers of the church went up to me in welcoming me to the church, but they soon had to call upon reinforcements. I was informed that my eyes was red like fire burning within my eyes. My face and body wasn't a normal color. My fingers were locked up. I was even been informed that my voice sounded more like a demon. Well after all that, I still couldn't fit into a Xtain Church,so I stop going to church since it didn't worked out.

About the past life? Yes, I can be hundred percent sure that it is correct. How I know? that's simple... I been dating Xtains ladies, which turns out to be failure, since it wasn't meant to be. But I found myself dating a young lady who also had troubles through schooling and etc, which people called her "Satan's Daughter" It was during this dating that she told me the reasons behind my counters with Satan. She even told me of my past lives which was connected to Satan and to her as well. Ever since me and her hooked up, there hasn't been any breaks. It truly seems that Satan himself blessed us in our relationship. Well about my past lives? I am not sure how I am going to say this. But I found out that my soul is 70,000 yrs old. I also found out the names of demons that had always been around me; Asmodeus, Sariel, Mephistopholes/Mesphito,Legion, and there were other demons as well. Mainly the ones that I know well are the Angel of Death, Prince of Moon, Prince of Darkness, The Destroyer, Prince of Lust.


I am wonder if anyone else is able to go to Hell's Gate without having to use a spell? I am also wondering if anyone else has been summoned down to hell by Satan himself? I also wonder if anyone has been through all the Realms of Hell? I know that there is 13 Realms in Hell.


--- In , "Tabitha" <tabby2991@ wrote:

Hi, I haven't thought much about this until now.
Before I came to Father, before i did the ritual, before i knew Satanism existed Ive always felt close to him. Like hes been there with me my whole life. whenever i have that feeling I'm happy, but whenever in my life i didn't have that feeling i felt powerless and lifeless like i didn't have a reason to live. Many things have happened in my life. All the bad things that happened to me happened when i was xtian(forced by family). I was molested as a kid, teased in school and many other horrible things. But once i came to Father i got treated better and respected more.
But my dad and mom told me a story before. They said my mom was not able to get pregnant, and then supposedly one day my mom puked and a demon came out of her(i think this is bullshit) but another family member of mine related that whole thing to what i have now. what i have now is what everyone i know calls my "demonic eyebrows" they sorta point up there only half there. and according to people when i get an evil idea or trick going through my mind or I'm doing something most will call bad, people say they sorta flare up and my eyes become dark(no not the color, they just say i get a happy/evil look in my eyes).
Now back to the whole life thing. Growing up i went through allot of hard times, but i always had the feeling Father was with me even with me not knowing what satanism was. Like when i wss molested i felt him there, i could feel his sadness. an whenever i felt who the xtians call "god" there was only hatred and something bad would happen.
Even now, i get the evil feeling from him all the time. but once i get my mind focused on Father the feelings gone. Even though i dont know much about Satanism i still feel incredibly close Like hes been waiting for me and i love the feelin.
So, my questions are: Does the eybrow thing many anything? Could i have been Satanist in past life? If so, could it be possible that the dipshit above us knows tht and he was punishing me since i wasnt exactly Satanist yet and Father couldnt do anything to help? And me possibly being Satanist in past life could that be related to me being so close to Father with knowing so little? All help would be appreciated.

Hail Father Satan!

 

[djrizt22]

Indeed, he does sound like a reverse xian:

"I was informed that my eyes was red like fire burning within my eyes. My face and body wasn't a normal color. My fingers were locked up. I was even been informed that my voice sounded more like a demon."

Ohh the Demons have nothing with fire, their body is like a humans because THEY created us and their voice is sweet and pleasant. You realize that when the xians talk about Demons they think that they are red horned spooks with pitchforks which is insulting and blasphemous, right? And what the xians say and think about who Satan or the Demons or Satan's daughter's is is bullshit?If Satan had a daughter, she would be blonde haired blue eyed, very tall and with a positive, pleasant aura, because THATS how the REAL Satan looks like.

We know that when the xians *think* that someone is a Satanist they are wrong 99% of the time. I mean, goths, wiccans, vampires and others are no Satanists, black metal is not Satanic since it deals with the XIAN version of Satan and 99% of black metal groups are ATHEISTS. They use the name Satan for shock value only.

Also, the "angel of death" is an ANGEL not a Demon (it is obvious by its name), therefore is of Satan's enemies. Demons never call themselves angels, nor are they (fallen) angels. Legion is not a single Demon, but a group of Demons. Many reverse xians get this wrong since they take the bible literally in this matter, LOL. Sounds you copied and pasted all of those from the Demonic Bible or some other reverse christian book.

--- In , "whatshisface117" <whatshisface1117@... wrote:

Rofl 70,000 year old soul.

Rofl being summoned down into hell. How can you be summoned DOWN into Hell, do you believe Hell is some firey chasm beneath us? Its a planet named Duat. I also highly doubt you ever knew Asmodeus, ecspecially when you have no depiction as to what Hell actually is, or to how long the human race has existed. (certainly not 70,000 years my friend.)

--- In , "DavidW" <davidwakeland29@ wrote:

Hail Satan, My Lord father.

I can understand what you been through in life, especially the hard life. Yes I know how it feels to be mistreated through school years. I also knows how it feels to be mistreated by Xtains who I thought that were my friends.Yes I meet Satan when I was 14 yrs old as well as when I was 15 yrs old (during my Xtain days; which I was told to avoid him cause of what has been said about him through the eyes of the Xtains.) Ever since my counter with Satan, he continues to stand there nearby like he was watching over me. Whenever something goes wrong to a point that I couldn't take it anymore, he would appear to me which sounds like he was telling that I am not alone.

There been times that I went to a Xtian church, trying to see if I can fit in with the Xtian church. Surprisingly, the brothers of the church went up to me in welcoming me to the church, but they soon had to call upon reinforcements. I was informed that my eyes was red like fire burning within my eyes. My face and body wasn't a normal color. My fingers were locked up. I was even been informed that my voice sounded more like a demon. Well after all that, I still couldn't fit into a Xtain Church,so I stop going to church since it didn't worked out.

About the past life? Yes, I can be hundred percent sure that it is correct. How I know? that's simple... I been dating Xtains ladies, which turns out to be failure, since it wasn't meant to be. But I found myself dating a young lady who also had troubles through schooling and etc, which people called her "Satan's Daughter" It was during this dating that she told me the reasons behind my counters with Satan. She even told me of my past lives which was connected to Satan and to her as well. Ever since me and her hooked up, there hasn't been any breaks. It truly seems that Satan himself blessed us in our relationship. Well about my past lives? I am not sure how I am going to say this. But I found out that my soul is 70,000 yrs old. I also found out the names of demons that had always been around me; Asmodeus, Sariel, Mephistopholes/Mesphito,Legion, and there were other demons as well. Mainly the ones that I know well are the Angel of Death, Prince of Moon, Prince of Darkness, The Destroyer, Prince of Lust.


I am wonder if anyone else is able to go to Hell's Gate without having to use a spell? I am also wondering if anyone else has been summoned down to hell by Satan himself? I also wonder if anyone has been through all the Realms of Hell? I know that there is 13 Realms in Hell.


--- In , "Tabitha" <tabby2991@ wrote:

Hi, I haven't thought much about this until now.
Before I came to Father, before i did the ritual, before i knew Satanism existed Ive always felt close to him. Like hes been there with me my whole life. whenever i have that feeling I'm happy, but whenever in my life i didn't have that feeling i felt powerless and lifeless like i didn't have a reason to live. Many things have happened in my life. All the bad things that happened to me happened when i was xtian(forced by family). I was molested as a kid, teased in school and many other horrible things. But once i came to Father i got treated better and respected more.
But my dad and mom told me a story before. They said my mom was not able to get pregnant, and then supposedly one day my mom puked and a demon came out of her(i think this is bullshit) but another family member of mine related that whole thing to what i have now. what i have now is what everyone i know calls my "demonic eyebrows" they sorta point up there only half there. and according to people when i get an evil idea or trick going through my mind or I'm doing something most will call bad, people say they sorta flare up and my eyes become dark(no not the color, they just say i get a happy/evil look in my eyes).
Now back to the whole life thing. Growing up i went through allot of hard times, but i always had the feeling Father was with me even with me not knowing what satanism was. Like when i wss molested i felt him there, i could feel his sadness. an whenever i felt who the xtians call "god" there was only hatred and something bad would happen.
Even now, i get the evil feeling from him all the time. but once i get my mind focused on Father the feelings gone. Even though i dont know much about Satanism i still feel incredibly close Like hes been waiting for me and i love the feelin.
So, my questions are: Does the eybrow thing many anything? Could i have been Satanist in past life? If so, could it be possible that the dipshit above us knows tht and he was punishing me since i wasnt exactly Satanist yet and Father couldnt do anything to help? And me possibly being Satanist in past life could that be related to me being so close to Father with knowing so little? All help would be appreciated.

Hail Father Satan!

 

[chalchiuhnenetzin]

Yeah it did seem off the wall. I have no problem with a soul being 70,000 years old because there are souls that are that age and more; they don't have to have spent all their time on this benighted world! And the age of homo sapiens keeps getting pushed further and further back. But the fiery eyes, angel of death, etc. was--er--'off'.

There is seldom if ever any need for people to come in here with odd versions of "how special I am because ...". We all have our personal histories. Some of them are bizarre to say the least yet totally true and sharing some of it to make a point or help others is fine, but empty bragging serves no purpose. "See me?!" Not impressive; we're all working on our own paths but reverse xtians can't seem to resist the temptation.

--- In , "djrizt22" <djrizt22@... wrote:

Indeed, he does sound like a reverse xian:

"I was informed that my eyes was red like fire burning within my eyes. My face and body wasn't a normal color. My fingers were locked up. I was even been informed that my voice sounded more like a demon."

Ohh the Demons have nothing with fire, their body is like a humans because THEY created us and their voice is sweet and pleasant. You realize that when the xians talk about Demons they think that they are red horned spooks with pitchforks which is insulting and blasphemous, right? And what the xians say and think about who Satan or the Demons or Satan's daughter's is is bullshit?If Satan had a daughter, she would be blonde haired blue eyed, very tall and with a positive, pleasant aura, because THATS how the REAL Satan looks like.

We know that when the xians *think* that someone is a Satanist they are wrong 99% of the time. I mean, goths, wiccans, vampires and others are no Satanists, black metal is not Satanic since it deals with the XIAN version of Satan and 99% of black metal groups are ATHEISTS. They use the name Satan for shock value only.

Also, the "angel of death" is an ANGEL not a Demon (it is obvious by its name), therefore is of Satan's enemies. Demons never call themselves angels, nor are they (fallen) angels. Legion is not a single Demon, but a group of Demons. Many reverse xians get this wrong since they take the bible literally in this matter, LOL. Sounds you copied and pasted all of those from the Demonic Bible or some other reverse christian book.

--- In , "whatshisface117" <whatshisface1117@ wrote:

Rofl 70,000 year old soul.

Rofl being summoned down into hell. How can you be summoned DOWN into Hell, do you believe Hell is some firey chasm beneath us? Its a planet named Duat. I also highly doubt you ever knew Asmodeus, ecspecially when you have no depiction as to what Hell actually is, or to how long the human race has existed. (certainly not 70,000 years my friend.)

--- In , "DavidW" <davidwakeland29@ wrote:

Hail Satan, My Lord father.

I can understand what you been through in life, especially the hard life. Yes I know how it feels to be mistreated through school years. I also knows how it feels to be mistreated by Xtains who I thought that were my friends.Yes I meet Satan when I was 14 yrs old as well as when I was 15 yrs old (during my Xtain days; which I was told to avoid him cause of what has been said about him through the eyes of the Xtains.) Ever since my counter with Satan, he continues to stand there nearby like he was watching over me. Whenever something goes wrong to a point that I couldn't take it anymore, he would appear to me which sounds like he was telling that I am not alone.

There been times that I went to a Xtian church, trying to see if I can fit in with the Xtian church. Surprisingly, the brothers of the church went up to me in welcoming me to the church, but they soon had to call upon reinforcements. I was informed that my eyes was red like fire burning within my eyes. My face and body wasn't a normal color. My fingers were locked up. I was even been informed that my voice sounded more like a demon. Well after all that, I still couldn't fit into a Xtain Church,so I stop going to church since it didn't worked out.

About the past life? Yes, I can be hundred percent sure that it is correct. How I know? that's simple... I been dating Xtains ladies, which turns out to be failure, since it wasn't meant to be. But I found myself dating a young lady who also had troubles through schooling and etc, which people called her "Satan's Daughter" It was during this dating that she told me the reasons behind my counters with Satan. She even told me of my past lives which was connected to Satan and to her as well. Ever since me and her hooked up, there hasn't been any breaks. It truly seems that Satan himself blessed us in our relationship. Well about my past lives? I am not sure how I am going to say this. But I found out that my soul is 70,000 yrs old. I also found out the names of demons that had always been around me; Asmodeus, Sariel, Mephistopholes/Mesphito,Legion, and there were other demons as well. Mainly the ones that I know well are the Angel of Death, Prince of Moon, Prince of Darkness, The Destroyer, Prince of Lust.


I am wonder if anyone else is able to go to Hell's Gate without having to use a spell? I am also wondering if anyone else has been summoned down to hell by Satan himself? I also wonder if anyone has been through all the Realms of Hell? I know that there is 13 Realms in Hell.


--- In , "Tabitha" <tabby2991@ wrote:

Hi, I haven't thought much about this until now.
Before I came to Father, before i did the ritual, before i knew Satanism existed Ive always felt close to him. Like hes been there with me my whole life. whenever i have that feeling I'm happy, but whenever in my life i didn't have that feeling i felt powerless and lifeless like i didn't have a reason to live. Many things have happened in my life. All the bad things that happened to me happened when i was xtian(forced by family). I was molested as a kid, teased in school and many other horrible things. But once i came to Father i got treated better and respected more.
But my dad and mom told me a story before. They said my mom was not able to get pregnant, and then supposedly one day my mom puked and a demon came out of her(i think this is bullshit) but another family member of mine related that whole thing to what i have now. what i have now is what everyone i know calls my "demonic eyebrows" they sorta point up there only half there. and according to people when i get an evil idea or trick going through my mind or I'm doing something most will call bad, people say they sorta flare up and my eyes become dark(no not the color, they just say i get a happy/evil look in my eyes).
Now back to the whole life thing. Growing up i went through allot of hard times, but i always had the feeling Father was with me even with me not knowing what satanism was. Like when i wss molested i felt him there, i could feel his sadness. an whenever i felt who the xtians call "god" there was only hatred and something bad would happen.
Even now, i get the evil feeling from him all the time. but once i get my mind focused on Father the feelings gone. Even though i dont know much about Satanism i still feel incredibly close Like hes been waiting for me and i love the feelin.
So, my questions are: Does the eybrow thing many anything? Could i have been Satanist in past life? If so, could it be possible that the dipshit above us knows tht and he was punishing me since i wasnt exactly Satanist yet and Father couldnt do anything to help? And me possibly being Satanist in past life could that be related to me being so close to Father with knowing so little? All help would be appreciated.

Hail Father Satan!

 

[Moon Gazer]

Awesome, would you share with me about these experiences on Duat? How did you find this out?  
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Subject: Re: Past life. Now. Signs.     "..and if I so desire, I send a person a second or third time into this world or into some other by the transmigration of souls." -Satan.

"...into this world or into some other..."
There are more than one worlds, planes of existance for our souls to exist on. As there are more than one species for our souls to be transmigrated into.
How old my soul is i do not know, I can only remember some of two of my past lives, and some of my afterlife on duat.

Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In JoyofSatan666@ yahoogroups. com, "Spencer" <redfishbloofish@ ... wrote:

Your soul is 70,000 years old? Our species hasn't even been around that

long.

 

[Lynette Kuemper]

Ok, I AM SO PISSED and I need to vent and this is the only place I know to do it...
 
So I get to work tonight and on this big huge paper tablet thing we keep on an easel to show our call stats and percentages (I work at an answering service), there's a big ugly "BIBLE VERSES FOR THE WEEK!" and underneath it had some stupid crap written in big ugly red letters with some definitions of some words in the stupid ugly bible verse like this is some kind of freakin xian bible class or something! Only two of my coworkers know of my beliefs and the rest pretty much just assume I'm athiest and I go ahead and let them believe that just so I don't have to listen to their shit. Well anyways, my co-worker (the one who knows about my beliefs) notices me noticing it when I walk in the door and says, "I know.... I was just about to call you and tell you about it!" *Let me just add that we just had a BIG issue with a guy here constantly reading his bible instead of doing his work and always spitting out these vile bible verses and even went so far as to print out a freakin BIBLE QUIZ and tried to pass it out to us and gave us prizes for doing good on it.... I set mine on fire in the parking lot in front of him lol. So anyways, I made a big deal out of how I was offended by his pressuring me to join the cult they call christianity and they told him he couldn't bring his bible into the office or try to shove his xian SHIT down our throats anymore so he quit.* Whatever.... back to my venting lol. So when I see it up there I turn to another of my coworkers and say "Who put this shit up here?" and she told me the girls name... Well I proceed to walk across the room and RIP the paper very forcefully off the tablet, wad it up, and shove it into the garbage can. She's like "Ooooh, she's gonna be pissed!" and I replied "I don't care! And when she asks who tore it down, tell her that I did it and if she has a problem with it sha can ask ME why I did it." I'm not going to say anything else to her about it unless she wants to come to me with some BS and if she writes it up there again, I will be MORE than glad to write above it in big blue letters "QUOTES FROM www.templeofzeus.org OF THE WEEK!" and then share some of MY beliefs with them! And then when she tells me "I'll pray to god for your soul" I'll tell her just like I've always told everyone who's told me that before "Ok, you DO that... and I'LL pray to SATAN for yours!" (That always seems to shut them up pretty quick LMAO!) But OMG I am so fed up with xian BS at this place! If I didn't need the job so bad I would walk out right this second! But I'll be damned if I'm going to sit here and let my rights be violated just so some stupid ass bible beaters can try to convert me to their disgusting "religion"!
 
Ok, I feel better now lol. Anybody have any advice on what I can do to make this craphole office more tolerable until I can find another job?
 
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[Rammesses]

I love how you made the fundie quit, good job.

If someone else puts up more xian crap take a sharpie to it and write "www.https://templeofzeus.org/LiturgicalTerms.php" on it.

It's perfectley fine, we have a law that tells us to seperate church and state. Taking down xian posters is enforcing the law.

I wouldn't go looking for a more tolerable workspace, because you find one, just try not to get pissed when you see shit like that. Look at it as an opportunity to help take down the tyranny of christianity, even if it is something as small as taking down xian posters.

--- In , Lynette Kuemper <mrs.casper2009@... wrote:


Ok, I AM SO PISSED and I need to vent and this is the only place I know to do it...



So I get to work tonight and on this big huge paper tablet thing we keep on an easel to show our call stats and percentages (I work at an answering service), there's a big ugly "BIBLE VERSES FOR THE WEEK!" and underneath it had some stupid crap written in big ugly red letters with some definitions of some words in the stupid ugly bible verse like this is some kind of freakin xian bible class or something! Only two of my coworkers know of my beliefs and the rest pretty much just assume I'm athiest and I go ahead and let them believe that just so I don't have to listen to their shit. Well anyways, my co-worker (the one who knows about my beliefs) notices me noticing it when I walk in the door and says, "I know.... I was just about to call you and tell you about it!" *Let me just add that we just had a BIG issue with a guy here constantly reading his bible instead of doing his work and always spitting out these vile bible verses and even went so far as to print out a freakin BIBLE QUIZ and tried to pass it out to us and gave us prizes for doing good on it.... I set mine on fire in the parking lot in front of him lol. So anyways, I made a big deal out of how I was offended by his pressuring me to join the cult they call christianity and they told him he couldn't bring his bible into the office or try to shove his xian SHIT down our throats anymore so he quit.* Whatever.... back to my venting lol. So when I see it up there I turn to another of my coworkers and say "Who put this shit up here?" and she told me the girls name... Well I proceed to walk across the room and RIP the paper very forcefully off the tablet, wad it up, and shove it into the garbage can. She's like "Ooooh, she's gonna be pissed!" and I replied "I don't care! And when she asks who tore it down, tell her that I did it and if she has a problem with it sha can ask ME why I did it." I'm not going to say anything else to her about it unless she wants to come to me with some BS and if she writes it up there again, I will be MORE than glad to write above it in big blue letters "QUOTES FROM www.templeofzeus.org OF THE WEEK!" and then share some of MY beliefs with them! And then when she tells me "I'll pray to god for your soul" I'll tell her just like I've always told everyone who's told me that before "Ok, you DO that... and I'LL pray to SATAN for yours!" (That always seems to shut them up pretty quick LMAO!) But OMG I am so fed up with xian BS at this place! If I didn't need the job so bad I would walk out right this second! But I'll be damned if I'm going to sit here and let my rights be violated just so some stupid ass bible beaters can try to convert me to their disgusting "religion"!



Ok, I feel better now lol. Anybody have any advice on what I can do to make this craphole office more tolerable until I can find another job?



HAIL SATAN!!!



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[djrizt22]

I HATE the close mindness of those idiots sayin "don't believe everything you see on the internet". What makes it less valid than a book or a xian preacher?Besides, it lists its sources and most things there are commonsensical. You don't have to "believe" it, but you do read it like a book and SEE if it makes sense too.

--- In , Lynette Kuemper <mrs.casper2009@... wrote:


Thanks, I was so glad to see that idiot go! And I actually brought up www.https://templeofzeus.org/LiturgicalTerms.php to my boss during our chat lol! He tried to pull that "don't believe everything you see on the internet" crap until I told him that there was solid proof behind everything said on the website. He still refused to even take a look at the website but whatever, I planted the seed of doubt in his mind and I can only hope that he'll get curious one of these days and check it out and see the truth.



To:
From: rammesses666@...
Date: Wed, 14 Apr 2010 13:29:56 +0000
Subject: Re: UGH! I need to vent...





I love how you made the fundie quit, good job.

If someone else puts up more xian crap take a sharpie to it and write "www.https://templeofzeus.org/LiturgicalTerms.php" on it.

It's perfectley fine, we have a law that tells us to seperate church and state. Taking down xian posters is enforcing the law.

I wouldn't go looking for a more tolerable workspace, because you find one, just try not to get pissed when you see shit like that. Look at it as an opportunity to help take down the tyranny of christianity, even if it is something as small as taking down xian posters.
--- In , Lynette Kuemper <mrs.casper2009@ wrote:


Ok, I AM SO PISSED and I need to vent and this is the only place I know to do it...



So I get to work tonight and on this big huge paper tablet thing we keep on an easel to show our call stats and percentages (I work at an answering service), there's a big ugly "BIBLE VERSES FOR THE WEEK!" and underneath it had some stupid crap written in big ugly red letters with some definitions of some words in the stupid ugly bible verse like this is some kind of freakin xian bible class or something! Only two of my coworkers know of my beliefs and the rest pretty much just assume I'm athiest and I go ahead and let them believe that just so I don't have to listen to their shit. Well anyways, my co-worker (the one who knows about my beliefs) notices me noticing it when I walk in the door and says, "I know.... I was just about to call you and tell you about it!" *Let me just add that we just had a BIG issue with a guy here constantly reading his bible instead of doing his work and always spitting out these vile bible verses and even went so far as to print out a freakin BIBLE QUIZ and tried to pass it out to us and gave us prizes for doing good on it.... I set mine on fire in the parking lot in front of him lol. So anyways, I made a big deal out of how I was offended by his pressuring me to join the cult they call christianity and they told him he couldn't bring his bible into the office or try to shove his xian SHIT down our throats anymore so he quit.* Whatever.... back to my venting lol. So when I see it up there I turn to another of my coworkers and say "Who put this shit up here?" and she told me the girls name... Well I proceed to walk across the room and RIP the paper very forcefully off the tablet, wad it up, and shove it into the garbage can. She's like "Ooooh, she's gonna be pissed!" and I replied "I don't care! And when she asks who tore it down, tell her that I did it and if she has a problem with it sha can ask ME why I did it." I'm not going to say anything else to her about it unless she wants to come to me with some BS and if she writes it up there again, I will be MORE than glad to write above it in big blue letters "QUOTES FROM www.templeofzeus.org OF THE WEEK!" and then share some of MY beliefs with them! And then when she tells me "I'll pray to god for your soul" I'll tell her just like I've always told everyone who's told me that before "Ok, you DO that... and I'LL pray to SATAN for yours!" (That always seems to shut them up pretty quick LMAO!) But OMG I am so fed up with xian BS at this place! If I didn't need the job so bad I would walk out right this second! But I'll be damned if I'm going to sit here and let my rights be violated just so some stupid ass bible beaters can try to convert me to their disgusting "religion"!



Ok, I feel better now lol. Anybody have any advice on what I can do to make this craphole office more tolerable until I can find another job?



HAIL SATAN!!!



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