Need some clarity

[PharaohRahorakhty]

Ok I been a long time member here. Many names.

So since I do my best to remain reasonably humble meaning not an arrogant know-it-all asshole. Not afraid to be wrong either.

So guys. I have an active mind, I get best results from rigorous activity like weight training or cardio. But something has happened to me. I lost motivation. It’s like I am in a tough living situation, and financially struggling. I do not get good results in meditation in doing just hatha yoga postures. I got to admit, I do not have much to do with hatha yoga except the practical physical uses when I am doing more rigorous training. I’m stubborn as hell. I prefer other means. Chanting and breath work.

I also the type who feels if I see two different systems being appropriated, it frustrates me because then it feels like a never ending study of both systems to understand why have both? I am prone to be indecisive and it’s partly to blame for my Venus in ***** and north node in ****** , I feel like a nut job sometimes.

So I been suffering horribly from a lack of motivation from doing anything, I am stuck where I live with a family steeped in Christianity and believe in Bible bullshit end times! And because of all the crap going on, it has been making it worse for myself. I love my family , my mom is the most vulnerable she is older and she’s not too bad when it comes to all of that. But still I’m the eldest and take care of her the most, no one else in my family isn’t helping at all. She also has an addictive personality she knows she has an issue with alcohol and has tried to break from it a lot. She always tells me she’s ready to go be with lord Jesus and says she’s not of this world. But that’s when she’s drinking I hear that shit and yes I get the urge to strangle her to snap out of it but of course that’s metaphorically speaking of my frustration. Anyway I’m left to deal with that shit.

I think I may need a realignment spiritual ritual to be protected while I’m trying to get out of this mess and working hard to get out of here and work on myself. I won’t lie it’s been hard for me because I been feeling horribly drained of energy.

I am asking for advice on something quick and simple I can do that pairs well with my style of thought control aka meditation.

 

[Draconi666🎖️▽T]

Questions:
Do you often drink coffee?
Do you often watch YouTube?
Do you direct your energies when raising them with Sadhana(yoga, meditation, mantras, breathing exercising)
Do you interact a lot with family Christians? And emotionally?
Do you study a lot to deprogram?
Do you do Rituals of Gods at least once a week minimum?
Do you meditate daily? What is your meditation routine?
Do you exercise?

Depending on answers to these questions I could answer to you why there is no motivation.

Because you have to cling with all possible ways for having direction, being high, and your energies must directed to good direction. Other things above may be keeping you in stagnation, boredom and not motivation.

Also study a lot Sermons of HPHC666 to keep your mentality on the track and motivated.

 

[PharaohRahorakhty]

Questions:
Do you often drink coffee?
Do you often watch YouTube?
Do you direct your energies when raising them with Sadhana(yoga, meditation, mantras, breathing exercising)
Do you interact a lot with family Christians? And emotionally?
Do you study a lot to deprogram?
Do you do Rituals of Gods at least once a week minimum?
Do you meditate daily? What is your meditation routine?
Do you exercise?

Depending on answers to these questions I could answer to you why there is no motivation.

Because you have to cling with all possible ways for having direction, being high, and your energies must directed to good direction. Other things above may be keeping you in stagnation, boredom and not motivation.

Also study a lot Sermons of HPHC666 to keep your mentality on the track and motivated.

Well I definitely started making changes this week. I was drinking one and sometimes to two cups of coffee. I have watched a lot of YouTube videos for research purposes, but so much trash keeps popping up and of course I’ve got no issue to take a break from it or whatever and I was meditating and reading and doing all that, but that kind of went out the window when it started getting really hot and where I live I had a cousin who passed away and some of the floods that happened and I’m dealing with that and as far as my family goes I don’t interact with them that much if I do, I have my boundaries but lately because of what’s going on it hasn’t been respected as usually since they keep talking about the return of Jesus etc you know the typical stuff. So a lot of the stuff you listed, made me reevaluate what I’m doing in my life and I haven’t been meditating like I usually I’ve done and I have not been doing any rituals of the Gods either.

So I’m gonna be interacting more in these forums reading sermons and getting my shit together while I’m taking care of myself.

 

[Draconi666🎖️▽T]

Well I definitely started making changes this week. I was drinking one and sometimes to two cups of coffee. I have watched a lot of YouTube videos for research purposes, but so much trash keeps popping up and of course I’ve got no issue to take a break from it or whatever and I was meditating and reading and doing all that, but that kind of went out the window when it started getting really hot and where I live I had a cousin who passed away and some of the floods that happened and I’m dealing with that and as far as my family goes I don’t interact with them that much if I do, I have my boundaries but lately because of what’s going on it hasn’t been respected as usually since they keep talking about the return of Jesus etc you know the typical stuff. So a lot of the stuff you listed, made me reevaluate what I’m doing in my life and I haven’t been meditating like I usually I’ve done and I have not been doing any rituals of the Gods either.

So I’m gonna be interacting more in these forums reading sermons and getting my shit together while I’m taking care of myself.

Yes. Strive to keep everything in check daily. And lessen coffee- caffeine as this if done daily has not small effect on being not motivated. It is stimulant. Stimulants sucks from you and when you adapt to it it keeps your chemicals down.. it is good to do coffee once in a while I prefere for myself once in a week(maximum) as if I do two times I don't feel good with my energies I feel demotivated, if more often, even more demotivated and lazy... This is not a rule for everyone do as I do. But keep less definetly. It can take up to few weeks for your organism to restore so have faith.

And yes the rest should keep you motivated and high.

You have to stack up energies for positive things in your life every day and let them dominate you.

 

[Blitzkreig [TG]]

Ok I been a long time member here. Many names.

So since I do my best to remain reasonably humble meaning not an arrogant know-it-all asshole. Not afraid to be wrong either.

So guys. I have an active mind, I get best results from rigorous activity like weight training or cardio. But something has happened to me. I lost motivation. It’s like I am in a tough living situation, and financially struggling. I do not get good results in meditation in doing just hatha yoga postures. I got to admit, I do not have much to do with hatha yoga except the practical physical uses when I am doing more rigorous training. I’m stubborn as hell. I prefer other means. Chanting and breath work.

I also the type who feels if I see two different systems being appropriated, it frustrates me because then it feels like a never ending study of both systems to understand why have both? I am prone to be indecisive and it’s partly to blame for my Venus in ***** and north node in ****** , I feel like a nut job sometimes.

So I been suffering horribly from a lack of motivation from doing anything, I am stuck where I live with a family steeped in Christianity and believe in Bible bullshit end times! And because of all the crap going on, it has been making it worse for myself. I love my family , my mom is the most vulnerable she is older and she’s not too bad when it comes to all of that. But still I’m the eldest and take care of her the most, no one else in my family isn’t helping at all. She also has an addictive personality she knows she has an issue with alcohol and has tried to break from it a lot. She always tells me she’s ready to go be with lord Jesus and says she’s not of this world. But that’s when she’s drinking I hear that shit and yes I get the urge to strangle her to snap out of it but of course that’s metaphorically speaking of my frustration. Anyway I’m left to deal with that shit.

I think I may need a realignment spiritual ritual to be protected while I’m trying to get out of this mess and working hard to get out of here and work on myself. I won’t lie it’s been hard for me because I been feeling horribly drained of energy.

I am asking for advice on something quick and simple I can do that pairs well with my style of thought control aka meditation.

There is some benefit to pursuing what naturally motivates you most, but this should also be balanced with adopting new things, in accordance with your judgement and evaluation of it for your needs. In short, the benefit of hatha yoga and meditation, or other yin-based actions, is that this also grows your spiritual power.

Yin and Yang combine for the strongest transformative result. The balance and yin elements of structure and calm created by hatha allows for large amounts of energy to exist.

For these other actions that you wish to have motivation, define for yourself what the value and meaning is. Ultimately, motivation comes from the fire element and work with the associated energies will make this easier for you to do and act upon.

Regarding your family, do your best to ignore what they say and focus on yourself. This will give you the ability to help them later, but right now it is not realistic. Her words have little true meaning, especially as your own power continues to grow. Trying to fully change her is not going to be easy, nor is it always right to do, either, if she would resist.

 

[Draconi666🎖️▽T]

And study above all Sermons of High Priests and Clergy. Study deep and a lot, best to do also daily. and Let them reform your mind for higher purpose. You will be focused, positive and motivated. Here check this link I have uploaded collections of Sermons. This is gold mine. https://drive.proton.me/urls/AJP9541TP4#vDRawiGTkYb2