Master said:
You need a better understanding of reality so you don't delude yourself or have the wrong expectations.
The astral is a property and a part of reality but not the whole. Matter and energy work together and compensate for each other but have different properties. Therefore, it is necessary to work in both to grow and exist.
You can't go on like this. You have said that you don't like to study and memorize what you are not interested in. You will soon realize that this is a very wrong mindset. In society there are choices but there are also duties for the common good.
The educational preparation of young people is of paramount importance. For their sake and also for the sake of others. School readiness is literally the foundation for higher education and it is also a preparation for dealing with life in general. One of the worst things that can be in society is illiterates.
The yehuborim are known to be very studious, this is because they understood the importance of knowledge. When they infiltrate and take control of non-jewish peoples, they practice and promote corruption and illiteracy to make them slaves and helpless and then call them cattle.
As for the jewish corruption and lies, we can look through them because when you know the truth you can no longer be deceived.
I hope you have studied at least a little bit in order to pass. You said you have one month left to prepare. That means you don't have time to spell but even if you would have time, you would still have to study i.e. physically do what you need to do.
We all make mistakes, the important thing is to learn from the mistakes and not to repeat them. Commit yourself to pass this year and in case you fail, next year you will pass for sure if you study and even with good grades if you do your best.
Studying is similar to work, if you do your homework and duties you will be rewarded, if not you will be punished and kicked out.
As for your parents, apologize to them and show them that you want to study and you will see that they will understand you.
Good Luck!
Except, 90% of what is taught in school can be omitted, and the remaining material can be thought in 3 years just fine. School wastes so much time, it isn’t a place of study, but a place to fill your mind with useless programming and an informational overload that is of 0 importance or benefit to the person.
Let alone you live in an Islamic nation and your study material is corrupted by mandatory Islamic nonsense. Very much the service for the common good to stuff this in your developing brain right?
Unfortunately, due to the way reality is at the time, one is required to study all the unnecessary material in order to get your degree and the tiny amount of useful knowledge to get hired for a job, where you will then learn the skills and knowledge that matter for a working adult and at least 90% of what you studied earlier can be thrown out the window then.
So until then, students who do not want to cut off their future or make life significantly more difficult to live, do have to push through and pass their exams, so they can eventually get a job with good pay and live comfortably, or sign up to do something that actually interests them.
Mercury Wisdom, or anyone else who is in school right now, never place any negative affirmations on yourself. For example, even if you suck at studying, don’t say or even think this, instead, whenever you feel yourself struggling to study and focus, take a moment and void your thoughts, push out anything not related to the studying you are doing, and then get back to it with focus and determination.
For now, don’t think too much about the dumb reality that is school, the uselessness of the material, the waste of time it feels to be studying and remembering it.
Just think of this as a necessary stepping stone to reach the next stage in your life. The better you do now, the easier it will be to get yourself established in society later.
Don’t let your personal feelings hold you back now. Study with the intent to pass your exams as flawlessly as you you are able to, don’t let any other emotions get to you or hold you back, just be calm and methodical about it.
Void everything that is not beneficial to your study and to the exams out of your mind for this month, and finish this with your head held high.
I understand where your personal resistance comes from. You see the flaws in high school education and feel appalled how you are required to waste your time and effort on all that bullshit. Your feelings are completely right and justified, except they do not help you right now, as there is nothing you can do about it at this time, in your current position.
The elite person will finish what is required of them even if they hate it, for the sake of their own future development.
While what you study now is mostly useless for your future, and even more irrelevant in the grand scheme of things, passing your exams opens many opportunities and paths that are otherwise blocked completely in todays society, so you need to void your feelings and thoughts and just finish it.
Also, lastly, while the material might feel difficult to study, I guarantee you it is only because the material is tiresome and your own feelings block of your ability to remember it.
Your intellect, especially as an Zevism who is able to access higher states of consciousness, is more than capable of passing this sort of child’s play exam without any difficulty.
Don’t let anyone tell you how it is difficult or anything, just see it as a necessary walk in the park during a rainy day. Something very much easily done, but maybe not what you want to do.
Go into it with an elite mindset.
In the grand scheme of things passing your high school exam is one of the least significant things, therefore it is also one of the easiest things.
You are completely capable of passing it with satisfactory grades to make your parents proud and choose whatever college or university you want to go to next to study something more relevant to your interests.
See my post from a while back “Act, don’t think”. This is relevant for you now and will help you get through this.
Good luck.
Ave Zeus!