tonyjfrancis1792
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My phone is messed up and don't think my last message sent..
My name is tony am 22 from.the uk typical feller work as a chef by day biker by night. (thought I would Introduce my self). I have one massive spiritual problem I was born a.Catholic forced to church every Sunday and Tuesdays for some bull s""t youth club. I hated it things happened that always made me question this apparent God I was always told it's a test blah blah but.for my past 13 years life as I know it has been tough.real tough getting kicked out at 14 living on the streets, then recently I lost 3 very important family members the ones and only ones I truly loved..... But in a nut shell I've found my self looking into satanism over the past few months I don't know what brought me here as it never entered my mind before but.over the past few months its hard to.explain but I've been thinking about it more and more but I.don't want to commit blindly as I feel this would disrespect fellow satanists I would like advice and personal opinions and also experiences...... I've already seen satanists don't disrespect any one or look down upon people or judge wich is really refreshing in this socialistic egotistical society we exist in.... Many thanks in advance any advice and guidance would be much appreciated.
My name is tony am 22 from.the uk typical feller work as a chef by day biker by night. (thought I would Introduce my self). I have one massive spiritual problem I was born a.Catholic forced to church every Sunday and Tuesdays for some bull s""t youth club. I hated it things happened that always made me question this apparent God I was always told it's a test blah blah but.for my past 13 years life as I know it has been tough.real tough getting kicked out at 14 living on the streets, then recently I lost 3 very important family members the ones and only ones I truly loved..... But in a nut shell I've found my self looking into satanism over the past few months I don't know what brought me here as it never entered my mind before but.over the past few months its hard to.explain but I've been thinking about it more and more but I.don't want to commit blindly as I feel this would disrespect fellow satanists I would like advice and personal opinions and also experiences...... I've already seen satanists don't disrespect any one or look down upon people or judge wich is really refreshing in this socialistic egotistical society we exist in.... Many thanks in advance any advice and guidance would be much appreciated.