Darkspirit said:
Welcome back! The chick never stays away from its mother for too long!
I was such a fool. The Gods offered me a rare and precious gift and I thumbed my nose at it.
I realised after turning my back on ToZ that my life was not getting any better, quite the reverse. I was going back and falling into the same old negative habits and associating with the same stupid, blind people - cattle.
And it hit me like a thunderbolt; I was a lot happier and more successful in my life when I was here at ToZ!
Now I say to myself, "I will never become so unappreciative and ignorant again"! That time is gone - of the blind following the blind! Of being ripped-off and made to eat shit everyday.
The enemy is all around us, but that doesn't mean we have to succumb to his filthy vices and lies. It brings tears to my eyes when I see what is happening to the world, what the enemy has done to my family and friends. I wish I could make all of them wake up, but so heavy and evil is the brainwashing of the enemy.
All I can do at the moment is work on myself with meditation and try to be the person and creation Father Satan wants me to be. I will shortly start to move into Ritual's to fight the enemy in earnest. But at the moment I need to concentrate on meditation and yoga.
My apologies and thanks to the Gods and everyone here, new and Zevism veterans, for forgiving me and giving me another chance. I will try to live up to your expectations.
Ave Zeus
The Gods bless and protect ToZ