ahana666 said:I also was beaten up by a priest one time, when I was forced to go to catechism because I never accepted the bible.
When I was 15 years old and did the dedication, I woke up the next morning and was feeling very confused so I went on a walk. I was maybe five minutes from my home when I was approached by two men wanting to show me the ‘truth’ of jewsus. I told them I was with Satan now and for them to move along. The younger of the two men flew into a rage. I was 15 years old but he hurled himself towards me in a violent attack when the older man ran and grabbed him. He starts screaming at me with all the xian love he could muster: “Oh I’ll beat you black and blue! For denying my lord!!!”
This really confused me. I couldn’t understand why the day after I dedicated I was approached by two men trying to turn me to xianity. I thought I made a grave mistake joining Hells army. I was very young. But I never switched sides cause I knew deep inside Satan was the truth. He had his ways of showing me as well.
The point I’m making is, you’re on the path now and all kinds of things are quickly coming into focus and it can be a lot. As you said, you’ve felt the comfort and you’ve felt the truth. Always remember that when the enemy fucks with you, while you’re new. The enemy makes promises all the time. But they’ll never keep them. Satan however, never lies. Glad you’re in our ranks. Good luck!