--- In , "David" <garimevil@... wrote:
ok, well it seems that you are under some stress.
so lets get the old things out of the way first,
you arent with the enemy any longer. there is no need for anymore guilt. EVER. tell yourself, when ever you get those thoughts."that part of my life is over. i refuse to feel guilt over something in the past any longer. i am now with Satan. I dont feel any more guilt."
that should help you De-program your mind. use this trick with other insecurities you may have also.
Now for the enemy, a great way to fight if it IS actually them, just forget about them. you can't be so paranoid about if they are attacking you or not. there are sometimes when you actually FEED the thought about them attacking you. Which would cause you to feel the symptoms that they are,
when they probably arent.
if you want to feel a little better about this, try this. its very simple,
just go outside. out into the sun, (it doesnt matter if its sunny or not. the sun still goes through the clouds) an imagine the suns energy, just radiating at you. just bathe in it, you know?
do this for like 5 minutes for like 5 days straight.
and you'll be fine.
now, about if your dedicated to Lord Satan or not. try meditiating on one of Lord Satan's sigils.
and try to connect with it you know, you'll never know what you might feel. DONT PUSH IT. just chillax and imagine the sigil.
imagine it glowing with golden energy.
then try to FEEL, if your dedication worked.
if you feel it wasnt complete, try doing it again.
but you'll be fine.
HAIL SATAN!!!
--- In , "Brian Clark" <spock4771@ wrote:
Hello everyone I wanted to ask for help because I am being attact by the enemy mentaly as I said before I was reised a xian and raised in a group home I trid the dedication but wasnt shour if I did it right since I couldn't bring my self to cut my self and sign in blood also under stand the the knives at the group home ar not that sharp so that the clients cant heart the staff. I did everything else right but I still am not shour if its valid because I fell like I am being attact by the enemy useing gult and my old belfs agianst me please pray and help me to stay strong also tell me if my dedication was valiad thanks.