I need help

[Samatva Rudra]

I have almost 12 years since I dedicated myself. I have a lot of blessing and i become very strong comparing with my old version year by year I feel I advance better and better. Since I come home from jail some stupid things started to happening to me. I hear a lot of blasphemy and it is annoying. I meditate daily, I have adp daily, almost always I did my adp. few mounth ago I did returning course. I need your advice to how to reject this blasphemy . Is not my mind. I did years of Ritual, i clean myself everyday . How to reject these entities and to curse these entities. and also I have a group of people who stay always very close to my home and make loud noise and circus ambient. i want to curse them and reject them. i tought about using my aura to reject them but i don t know their names. I m thinking doing again reversing curses and ask for help from the Gods. what can I do more? i don t want anymore to hear bad things about my Gods.

 

[Samatva Rudra]

I found in a topic also this : https://templeofzeus.org/Detaching.php i did few mounths ago also this meditation. maybe I can do it for 40 days.
also I want to say i started to open my mind. i know is late after 12 years but I was very young when I started meditation and not always I was consistent, persevering, I know from a post from long time ago someone who started open the astral hearing also heard only dumb things. but for me is almost half year since I heard this blashpemy and it become more and more this mounth. nothing can disturb me and I am almost immune to everything except when is about our Gods.

 

[AFODO]

Aura of protection and cleaning is a daily thing, and do this monthly for 3-9 days as well: https://ancient-forums.com/threads/blessing-for-the-home-by-tgai.302167/
Do void meditation, do a detachment working with Munka to disconnect yourself from enemy entities, and besides these, have 5-10 or so affirmations for every night (repeat in the morning as well if you want) like "I do not hear enemy entities anymore. I'm now completely disconnected from the enemy. My mind is still and I can control it easily..." so on.

 

[Samatva Rudra]

and in prison some entities or somebody who ---I can'T----- see with my own. I really try to be accurate but is hard for me at this moment

 

[Samatva Rudra]

another example: I struggled with yoga kundalini, I tried to make it for 40 days ,suddenly my nose become stuffy , it was very hard to breath. I felt so much frustration, I never give up, sometimes I felt like I am pushed from back by our Gods. after I finished the 40 days program with a lot of frustration and impediments (thought like every member known when meditate) I was boosted by external thoughts to try Merkaba every night before sleep and it was like a reward for me, I handled it for 14 days and I couldn t reach 40 days. after 14 days the boost was over and I couldn t done by myself. I don t know who is giving me this frustration, but I know all entities are under the control of the Gods( I suppose this because I know the Gods will punish everyone who really want to harm me or us). I have advantages and disadvantage, but somehow I become better every day. at this moment I do only simple meditations, like Satanama, Raum , adp, void, and I try to add more to the daily program.

 

[Samatva Rudra]

An example when the Gods helped me, and I am sorry for doing so many replies, I just remembered this. My father wanted to broke my relationship and he tried to use subliminal language on me(I didn t even knew about this things at that moment). I pried to the Gods and I asked polite the person who want to hurt as do get a problem so he can t talk anymore, if he used his tongue to influence other people and other things against me and my girlfriend to get a punishment specific on his ability to talk. (kind a childish think I know, is from the past) . Second day I founded my dad has a large swelling in the neck he barely can t talk . somehow I knew he was trying to broke us, but I wasn t sure. that was a moment when somebody really wanted to hurt us. I knew it sounds childish but he can be very influent in many ways. I will always reject the people who don t share our Zevists mindset.

 

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