Thank you brother. I clean my aura daily, I will improve cleaning on my soul and chakras. i will do exactly as you said every month. void meditation I do always or almost always when are many thoughts. sometime I can block them sometimes I just make my situation easier with void meditation I recognize easier an intrusive thought . Munka I did years ago and I will do again as you said. I will add this afirmatiions to my daily night affirmation rec(I listen every night affirmation: Like I am very dedicated to Satan , I am exceptional etc.) i will also repeat in the morning. now I want to talk about my life to release my emotions. I just finished workout(sport) program and I feel better but it also helps me to share with you my feelings. I will try to be as mutch specific I can ( I don t master english very well I use translator at some words) .
When I was young. I was attracted suddenly and very powerful to Joy of Satan(at that moment) I was 14 years and xin. In a random day I found the site(actually Temple of Zeus, and I am very proud with the new name and I think is better because people from outside find it more attractive , most of them are scared of unknown because of the Jewshit) . In few ours I read almost whole site and I made my own candle was a color of blue and violet and black
and I dedicated myself to this path.
I was also attracted to people who master the words and use words to manipulate others. I meditated with some pauses. At some point I get out away of the path because I had some mental blockages . I surpassed them after 2 years and I started again to evolve and advance. Because of drugs I ended up in prison because of drugs. As I said, I attracted bad things because I had the wrong mentality. At the moment I have a powerful mind and I use it in my advantage. I love myself and I try to treat my mind and body like a temple. I love myself. I really do. I prayed to the gods if I can t quit drugs to help me to do with force. after this jails happen. was good for me as experience and now I am more a sport addict . the strange things in prison was a lot of people with a lot of characteristics. a lot of manipulation techniques . most of them was very weird people but also I find people that do sports , no smoke, and stayed in sun to enjoy it. I found people with some little powers of the soul. at the moment I do not anymore to become rogue , I like to play with words but I desire to find the light. I like a quote of somebody on the forum who said: "I would rather surpass others in the knowledge of what is excellent, than in the extent of my power and dominion."( I know is better the one from the person of the forum but I used google translate) . And in prison some entities or somebody who I can see with my own eyes started to manage things there. I met a lot of pagans, some of them learn about life( I don t know if I can say spirituality because it s not even comparable with Temple of Zeus). the problem is they are very negative persons. anyway, most of them try to make an spiritual ascendant on other people by using the work of other entity to make the other one thinks it has been done by his own power. Example: The energy starts enter my palm and I feel recharged and very energic, other people said with an analogy( I gave you new batteries) most of their work is based on analogy.
after I come home, I rejoined my job , in the same place and I continued my life. now everyday on job, all people there, are listening "poison" everyday. I mean subliminal messages that affects people to fall . they see it like a game, the last man standing is the champion or something(in prison was same). also I recognized animals around affected by energies. I observe the environment and suddenly I feel a hard energy of rage or something and birds start to make loud noises, dogs start to bark(also I saw animals controlled by somebody else) , some people are influenced very powerful by this energies. After all my experiences I just observe it, I control myself, and I am somehow ok with this. I don t like the other people doesn't have the knowledge that is on Temple of Zeus, and they don t want a positive and beautiful mind, and they don t fight for this. They just go with the flow , they do no cleaning, they don t care about them and this is a sad fact. If was by me, I would surround myself only with positive people. Also is good to me because I can study the human ego, and I see people who are very bad people and they are filled by rage and they are led by "body-pain" (Eckart Tolle). the point is a lot of entities plays with these people that surrounds me, even with me. I am very proud and grateful because our Gods always they took care of me. My life is really blessed. I have the easier job somebody can have, easy money to do but at this moment I have to recover my lost time and after a while I will be on top, I can t wait to participate in the Hall of Osiris and I know at some moment the time will come. I have a blessed life, a girlfriend Zevist, and we advance and meditate together. I don t go out to clubs or disco, at this moment I just meditate , make money, and sports. Now I come back to the entities, at some moments they are helpful, I entered a store and I wanted to take something and I heard: is out of date(usually I don t check, I should do
) at some moments I feel I m burning.
this will be strange for me to explain, because I don t understand exactly what it s happens. I feel my chakras or some parts of body empowered, sometimes I feel like I am burning, sometimes I feel lust, (lower chakra) sometimes I feel anger and the need of dominance when I feel my stomach under pressure, sometimes I feel very much joy when I feel my 6 chakra empowered, I don t understand how it s works or who make this, but is ok for me, sometimes is to much for me. sometimes I hear positive things about me and many many many compliments. Sometimes I hear only poison. But today, was to much , few hours I was almost to explode. Now on the night time, I feel great.
I saw other people that are guided by people who lives in this environment (someone call them a school and no one talks directly about it, there is no better school than Temple of Zeus.
I know after I advance on my meditation the inferior astral influence will disappear. I just wanted a way to make the things easier to me to move on . Be blessed brother for your answer . I handle pretty good all my experiences and I try control my mind and to stay in present. But when I hear bad things about Gods, and is to much for me I want to eliminate them or revenge, I think is an ego situation, I also don t want to feed the "rage" and If is to much to find a proper way to solve it. at this point I am burning so hard and I really try to be specific and conclusive.
I also recognized, when I go in a blank stare suddenly , I avoid to stay more than few seconds like this, I receive thoughts from somebody else. also experienced myself, some entities can affect the way I talk and other people. not in a bad way, it can feels like a block, can t thing or talk, can illusion somebody and change their perspective about reality.
every day I fight with illusions, with thoughts , with moods, with energies, and I will become the best version of myself. I seek the truth and the light and I fight for it. I talked about my life for 2 reasons. 1 for me to feel better, second is I think if you know more about my situation you can give the best solutions.
Be blessed all brothers and sisters!
