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Those of you who are just starting to work strongly on your soul,be aware that you will have to experience every emotion you have ever buried.Once your soul is truly open,then you can expect things like depression and emotional pain to come up.But as H P Vovim has stated,there is a cleaning out period,that is very necessary,in order to advance and raise your Kundalini.Just ask Raven!She is finally having to heal from her abuse,and it is part of advancing,and because I know that,I have had to be very patient with her.But I have no doubt as strong and powerful as she is,she will get through this with the help of her succubus,and her loving GD's and of course her SS family..So to those that are new to meditation,just know that it is a process that must be,but the result is reaching Godhhood,which I am so encouraged she is finally headed for in a very serious way.Congrats my dear wife,and know we are all here for you.
 
You can charge a certain room with the water element and affirm that whilst in this room, you will feel all your deepest emotions and desires very intensely. In addition to the water element you can charge it with energy by visualizing the symbols of Cancer or Scorpio or use the Moon.
I find this is more helpful because once you leave this room those emotions will no longer play on your mind whilst you go about your day and at the same time it helps you to avoid repressing anything as we all have to confront what's within us sooner or later.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Brian" <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Those of you who are just starting to work strongly on your soul,be aware that you will have to experience every emotion you have ever buried.Once your soul is truly open,then you can expect things like depression and emotional pain to come up.But as H P Vovim has stated,there is a cleaning out period,that is very necessary,in order to advance and raise your Kundalini.Just ask Raven!She is finally having to heal from her abuse,and it is part of advancing,and because I know that,I have had to be very patient with her.But I have no doubt as strong and powerful as she is,she will get through this with the help of her succubus,and her loving GD's and of course her SS family..So to those that are new to meditation,just know that it is a process that must be,but the result is reaching Godhhood,which I am so encouraged she is finally headed for in a very serious way.Congrats my dear wife,and know we are all here for you.
 
Very true. I was raised to repress emotions like sadness, I was supposed to be happy all the time lol. So for a while while doing thanksgiving rituals to Satan, I would start to cry. Every time. Not from sadness, but because I wasn't used to crying, and I would be sitting there, thinking "This is my Creator God, who is interested in hearing what I have to say, and wants me to be myself in every way and it's all perfectly fine for me to be myself" and the tears would start up. I even had my routine set up: light the candle, start some nice music, get the tissue paper, check.

Yoga helps too. If you're doing yoga (or anything, really) and you start to cry, let it out. Don't hold back. You will feel so good after.

Hail Father Satan! <3

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Brian" <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Those of you who are just starting to work strongly on your soul,be aware that you will have to experience every emotion you have ever buried.Once your soul is truly open,then you can expect things like depression and emotional pain to come up.But as H P Vovim has stated,there is a cleaning out period,that is very necessary,in order to advance and raise your Kundalini.Just ask Raven!She is finally having to heal from her abuse,and it is part of advancing,and because I know that,I have had to be very patient with her.But I have no doubt as strong and powerful as she is,she will get through this with the help of her succubus,and her loving GD's and of course her SS family..So to those that are new to meditation,just know that it is a process that must be,but the result is reaching Godhhood,which I am so encouraged she is finally headed for in a very serious way.Congrats my dear wife,and know we are all here for you.
 
Very NICE post Brian! :) And Lydia LOL :D awww tissue paper! that's so cute. I would play the devils trill sometimes during ritual.Sometimes when I'm doing rituals I don't expect to cry and then it happens. Can't help it lol I just feel so good and loved and that someone is always there. It is tears of joy hope and love! It is just the thought of Father's love and patience for us is so genuine and beautiful. How can you NOT cry? lol <3




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On Thu, Jul 12, 2012 6:41 PM EDT lydia_666@... wrote:

Very true. I was raised to repress emotions like sadness, I was supposed to be happy all the time lol. So for a while while doing thanksgiving rituals to Satan, I would start to cry. Every time. Not from sadness, but because I wasn't used to crying, and I would be sitting there, thinking "This is my Creator God, who is interested in hearing what I have to say, and wants me to be myself in every way and it's all perfectly fine for me to be myself" and the tears would start up. I even had my routine set up: light the candle, start some nice music, get the tissue paper, check.

Yoga helps too. If you're doing yoga (or anything, really) and you start to cry, let it out. Don't hold back. You will feel so good after.

Hail Father Satan! <3

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Brian" <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Those of you who are just starting to work strongly on your soul,be aware that you will have to experience every emotion you have ever buried.Once your soul is truly open,then you can expect things like depression and emotional pain to come up.But as H P Vovim has stated,there is a cleaning out period,that is very necessary,in order to advance and raise your Kundalini.Just ask Raven!She is finally having to heal from her abuse,and it is part of advancing,and because I know that,I have had to be very patient with her.But I have no doubt as strong and powerful as she is,she will get through this with the help of her succubus,and her loving GD's and of course her SS family..So to those that are new to meditation,just know that it is a process that must be,but the result is reaching Godhhood,which I am so encouraged she is finally headed for in a very serious way.Congrats my dear wife,and know we are all here for you.
 
<td val[/IMG]Yes Shannon glad to see she is dealing with all those suppresed emotions but its tearing my poor girl up.I did tell her it was like a dark night of the soul for her but that was not much comfort.:( But that is what happens when the flood gate of emotions opens up.


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From: Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@...;
To: <[email protected];
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: emotions
Sent: Thu, Jul 12, 2012 11:19:14 PM

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Very NICE post Brian! :) And Lydia LOL :D awww tissue paper! that's so cute. I would play the devils trill sometimes during ritual.Sometimes when I'm doing rituals I don't expect to cry and then it happens. Can't help it lol I just feel so good and loved and that someone is always there. It is tears of joy hope and love! It is just the thought of Father's love and patience for us is so genuine and beautiful. How can you NOT cry? lol <3

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On Thu, Jul 12, 2012 6:41 P[/IMG]lydia_666@... wrote:

Very true. I was raised to repress emotions like sadness, I was supposed to be happy all the time lol. So for a while while doing thanksgiving rituals to Satan, I would start to cry. Every time. Not from sadness, but because I wasn't used to crying, and I would be sitting there, thinking "This is my Creator God, who is interested in hearing what I have to say, and wants me to be myself in every way and it's all perfectly fine for me to be myself" and the tears would start up. I even had my routine set up: light the candle, start some nice music, get the tissue paper, check.

Yoga helps too. If you're doing yoga (or anything, really) and you start to cry, let it out. Don't hold back. You will feel so good after.

Hail Father Satan! <3

--- [/IMG][email protected], "Brian" <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Those of you who are just starting to work strongly on your soul,be aware that you will have to experience every emotion you have ever buried.Once your soul is truly open,then you can expect things like depression and emotional pain to come up.But as H P Vovim has stated,there is a cleaning out period,that is very necessary,in order to advance and raise your Kundalini.Just ask Raven!She is finally having to heal from her abuse,and it is part of advancing,and because I know that,I have had to be very patient with her.But I have no doubt as strong and powerful as she is,she will get through this with the help of her succubus,and her loving GD's and of course her SS family..So to those that are new to meditation,just know that it is a process that must be,but the result is reaching Godhhood,which I am so encouraged she is finally headed for in a very serious way.Congrats my dear wife,and know we are all here for you.
[/TD]
 
For the last 7 years, I've always been more logical than emotional. It was just easier to live in my brain than it was to live in my heart because at the time, I was in an environment where if I cried, the enemy gathered around me and drank my tears, egging me to cry more and to bleed them out through my skin. I was constantly on the brink of losing it. Even driving them back wasn't enough to keep them at bay. (I eventually realized that my sick excuse of a grandfather was praying in MY room!!!)
I was lucky that I had my GD and Succubus there at the time or I would never have made it through that.
As for feeling better after crying, I suppose it's all about how much pain you have to let out. I've never felt better after crying. Only tired, quiet, hateful, spiteful, and suicidal. But mostly just quiet and tired on the surface. I suppose if you think about it logically, than you come to the conclusion that if you don't feel better after crying than you have a lot more pain to let out. So I guess eventually I'll get better at it soon. After all, my succubus and husband are waiting for me on the other side of my tears. So it can't be that bad!
But yeah, last night I was trying to cry and was having a hard time with it because I'm so used to not crying. And than when I finally am able to get it out, my throat feels like I ripped a hole in it and I HAD to stop. So right now, I'm just letting myself feel a constant undercurrent of pain and only crying when it comes. After all, I'd rather do this naturally. I don't want to force it. I want to handle my emotions in a logical way, if that makes any sense.
But let me give one piece of advice to anyone out there who's going through what I'm going through. If you ever begin to cry and you start to feel as if your going to rupture your throat or you start to feel a physical pain in your chest, stop crying and start closing all your chakras. This is very important! Otherwise, you might hurt yourself.
p.s. I like the devils trill. But my favorite version of it is Vanessa Mae's.    |
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Knowledge is power.
"I am ever present to help all who trust in me and call upon me in time of need."~Father Satan; The Al-jilwah
In Nomine Dei Nostri Satanas Luciferi Excelsi!* Let the name of Satan be exaulted!*
Hail Belial!* Heil Hitler!* Sieg Heil!* Ave Satanas!* Rege Satanas!* Heil, mein fuhrer!* Hail Satan!*
www.joyofsatan.org
www.exposingchristianity.com
From: Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Thursday, July 12, 2012 6:19 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: emotions

 
Very NICE post Brian! :) And Lydia LOL :D awww tissue paper! that's so cute. I would play the devils trill sometimes during ritual.Sometimes when I'm doing rituals I don't expect to cry and then it happens. Can't help it lol I just feel so good and loved and that someone is always there. It is tears of joy hope and love! It is just the thought of Father's love and patience for us is so genuine and beautiful. How can you NOT cry? lol <3

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On Thu, Jul 12, 2012 6:41 PM EDT lydia_666@... wrote:

Very true. I was raised to repress emotions like sadness, I was supposed to be happy all the time lol. So for a while while doing thanksgiving rituals to Satan, I would start to cry. Every time. Not from sadness, but because I wasn't used to crying, and I would be sitting there, thinking "This is my Creator God, who is interested in hearing what I have to say, and wants me to be myself in every way and it's all perfectly fine for me to be myself" and the tears would start up. I even had my routine set up: light the candle, start some nice music, get the tissue paper, check.

Yoga helps too. If you're doing yoga (or anything, really) and you start to cry, let it out. Don't hold back. You will feel so good after.

Hail Father Satan! <3

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Brian" <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Those of you who are just starting to work strongly on your soul,be aware that you will have to experience every emotion you have ever buried.Once your soul is truly open,then you can expect things like depression and emotional pain to come up.But as H P Vovim has stated,there is a cleaning out period,that is very necessary,in order to advance and raise your Kundalini.Just ask Raven!She is finally having to heal from her abuse,and it is part of advancing,and because I know that,I have had to be very patient with her.But I have no doubt as strong and powerful as she is,she will get through this with the help of her succubus,and her loving GD's and of course her SS family..So to those that are new to meditation,just know that it is a process that must be,but the result is reaching Godhhood,which I am so encouraged she is finally headed for in a very serious way.Congrats my dear wife,and know we are all here for you.

 
I love the Vanessa mae version a s well. Very epic!




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On Fri, Jul 13, 2012 12:45 AM EDT Raven Lythrum wrote:

For the last 7 years, I've always been more logical than emotional. It was just easier to live in my brain than it was to live in my heart because at the time, I was in an environment where if I cried, the enemy gathered around me and drank my tears, egging me to cry more and to bleed them out through my skin. I was constantly on the brink of losing it. Even driving them back wasn't enough to keep them at bay. (I eventually realized that my sick excuse of a grandfather was praying in MY room!!!)

I was lucky that I had my GD and Succubus there at the time or I would never have made it through that.

As for feeling better after crying, I suppose it's all about how much pain you have to let out. I've never felt better after crying. Only tired, quiet, hateful, spiteful, and suicidal. But mostly just quiet and tired on the surface. I suppose if you think about it logically, than you come to the conclusion that if you don't feel better after crying than you have a lot more pain to let out. So I guess eventually I'll get better at it soon. After all, my succubus and husband are waiting for me on the other side of my tears. So it can't be that bad!

But yeah, last night I was trying to cry and was having a hard time with it because I'm so used to not crying. And than when I finally am able to get it out, my throat feels like I ripped a hole in it and I HAD to stop. So right now, I'm just letting myself feel a constant undercurrent of pain and only crying when it comes. After all, I'd rather do this naturally. I don't want to force it. I want to handle my emotions in a logical way, if that makes any sense.

But let me give one piece of advice to anyone out there who's going through what I'm going through. If you ever begin to cry and you start to feel as if your going to rupture your throat or you start to feel a physical pain in your chest, stop crying and start closing all your chakras. This is very important! Otherwise, you might hurt yourself.

p.s. I like the devils trill. But my favorite version of it is Vanessa Mae's. 
 
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_|_
  |


Knowledge is power.

"I am ever present to help all who trust in me and call upon me in time of need."~Father Satan; The Al-jilwah

In Nomine Dei Nostri Satanas Luciferi Excelsi!* Let the name of Satan be exaulted!*
Hail Belial!* Heil Hitler!* Sieg Heil!* Ave Satanas!* Rege Satanas!* Heil, mein fuhrer!* Hail Satan!*

www.joyofsatan.org
www.exposingchristianity.com


________________________________
From: Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Thursday, July 12, 2012 6:19 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: emotions


 

Very NICE post Brian! :) And Lydia LOL :D awww tissue paper! that's so cute. I would play the devils trill sometimes during ritual.Sometimes when I'm doing rituals I don't expect to cry and then it happens. Can't help it lol I just feel so good and loved and that someone is always there. It is tears of joy hope and love! It is just the thought of Father's love and patience for us is so genuine and beautiful. How can you NOT cry? lol <3

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On Thu, Jul 12, 2012 6:41 PM EDT lydia_666@... wrote:

Very true. I was raised to repress emotions like sadness, I was supposed to be happy all the time lol. So for a while while doing thanksgiving rituals to Satan, I would start to cry. Every time. Not from sadness, but because I wasn't used to crying, and I would be sitting there, thinking "This is my Creator God, who is interested in hearing what I have to say, and wants me to be myself in every way and it's all perfectly fine for me to be myself" and the tears would start up. I even had my routine set up: light the candle, start some nice music, get the tissue paper, check.

Yoga helps too. If you're doing yoga (or anything, really) and you start to cry, let it out. Don't hold back. You will feel so good after.

Hail Father Satan! <3

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Brian" <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Those of you who are just starting to work strongly on your soul,be aware that you will have to experience every emotion you have ever buried.Once your soul is truly open,then you can expect things like depression and emotional pain to come up.But as H P Vovim has stated,there is a cleaning out period,that is very necessary,in order to advance and raise your Kundalini.Just ask Raven!She is finally having to heal from her abuse,and it is part of advancing,and because I know that,I have had to be very patient with her.But I have no doubt as strong and powerful as she is,she will get through this with the help of her succubus,and her loving GD's and of course her SS family..So to those that are new to meditation,just know that it is a process that must be,but the result is reaching Godhhood,which I am so encouraged she is finally headed for in a very serious way.Congrats my dear wife,and know we are all here for you.
 
You rule!    |
  |
_|_
  |

Knowledge is power.
"I am ever present to help all who trust in me and call upon me in time of need."~Father Satan; The Al-jilwah
In Nomine Dei Nostri Satanas Luciferi Excelsi!* Let the name of Satan be exaulted!*
Hail Belial!* Heil Hitler!* Sieg Heil!* Ave Satanas!* Rege Satanas!* Heil, mein fuhrer!* Hail Satan!*
www.joyofsatan.org
www.exposingchristianity.com
From: Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Friday, July 13, 2012 1:57 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: emotions

 
I love the Vanessa mae version a s well. Very epic!

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On Fri, Jul 13, 2012 12:45 AM EDT Raven Lythrum wrote:

For the last 7 years, I've always been more logical than emotional. It was just easier to live in my brain than it was to live in my heart because at the time, I was in an environment where if I cried, the enemy gathered around me and drank my tears, egging me to cry more and to bleed them out through my skin. I was constantly on the brink of losing it. Even driving them back wasn't enough to keep them at bay. (I eventually realized that my sick excuse of a grandfather was praying in MY room!!!)

I was lucky that I had my GD and Succubus there at the time or I would never have made it through that.

As for feeling better after crying, I suppose it's all about how much pain you have to let out. I've never felt better after crying. Only tired, quiet, hateful, spiteful, and suicidal. But mostly just quiet and tired on the surface. I suppose if you think about it logically, than you come to the conclusion that if you don't feel better after crying than you have a lot more pain to let out. So I guess eventually I'll get better at it soon. After all, my succubus and husband are waiting for me on the other side of my tears. So it can't be that bad!

But yeah, last night I was trying to cry and was having a hard time with it because I'm so used to not crying. And than when I finally am able to get it out, my throat feels like I ripped a hole in it and I HAD to stop. So right now, I'm just letting myself feel a constant undercurrent of pain and only crying when it comes. After all, I'd rather do this naturally. I don't want to force it. I want to handle my emotions in a logical way, if that makes any sense.

But let me give one piece of advice to anyone out there who's going through what I'm going through. If you ever begin to cry and you start to feel as if your going to rupture your throat or you start to feel a physical pain in your chest, stop crying and start closing all your chakras. This is very important! Otherwise, you might hurt yourself.

p.s. I like the devils trill. But my favorite version of it is Vanessa Mae's. 
 
  |
  |
_|_
  |


Knowledge is power.

"I am ever present to help all who trust in me and call upon me in time of need."~Father Satan; The Al-jilwah

In Nomine Dei Nostri Satanas Luciferi Excelsi!* Let the name of Satan be exaulted!*
Hail Belial!* Heil Hitler!* Sieg Heil!* Ave Satanas!* Rege Satanas!* Heil, mein fuhrer!* Hail Satan!*

www.joyofsatan.org
www.exposingchristianity.com


________________________________
From: Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Thursday, July 12, 2012 6:19 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: emotions


 

Very NICE post Brian! :) And Lydia LOL :D awww tissue paper! that's so cute. I would play the devils trill sometimes during ritual.Sometimes when I'm doing rituals I don't expect to cry and then it happens. Can't help it lol I just feel so good and loved and that someone is always there. It is tears of joy hope and love! It is just the thought of Father's love and patience for us is so genuine and beautiful. How can you NOT cry? lol <3

------------------------------
On Thu, Jul 12, 2012 6:41 PM EDT lydia_666@... wrote:

Very true. I was raised to repress emotions like sadness, I was supposed to be happy all the time lol. So for a while while doing thanksgiving rituals to Satan, I would start to cry. Every time. Not from sadness, but because I wasn't used to crying, and I would be sitting there, thinking "This is my Creator God, who is interested in hearing what I have to say, and wants me to be myself in every way and it's all perfectly fine for me to be myself" and the tears would start up. I even had my routine set up: light the candle, start some nice music, get the tissue paper, check.

Yoga helps too. If you're doing yoga (or anything, really) and you start to cry, let it out. Don't hold back. You will feel so good after.

Hail Father Satan! <3

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Brian" <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Those of you who are just starting to work strongly on your soul,be aware that you will have to experience every emotion you have ever buried.Once your soul is truly open,then you can expect things like depression and emotional pain to come up.But as H P Vovim has stated,there is a cleaning out period,that is very necessary,in order to advance and raise your Kundalini.Just ask Raven!She is finally having to heal from her abuse,and it is part of advancing,and because I know that,I have had to be very patient with her.But I have no doubt as strong and powerful as she is,she will get through this with the help of her succubus,and her loving GD's and of course her SS family..So to those that are new to meditation,just know that it is a process that must be,but the result is reaching Godhhood,which I am so encouraged she is finally headed for in a very serious way.Congrats my dear wife,and know we are all here for you.

 
Thank you all for sharing! I can very much relate to a lot of what I read. I've been an utter weeper for so many years I just came to accept that there was just way too much to ever be able to stop. It came to the point where I can make myself cry at will. I had recently written a post tittled "regrets" and someone personally emailed me a sermon by HP Vovim that I found very helpful, as its an excersize of taking action! digging it up and putting it on paper. I had saved the link on my phone, yet just had it swapped as it was defective. At least now I'll be able to find it and continue. I am getting ready to begin a Sun square and am very excited about that! I've finally been able to gather all the tools and info needed (thank you, Lydia, for always being there for me your a true friend) so, thanx for letting me share and I hope the best to everyone who is battleing this!.  HAIL SATAN!!!


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Raven Lythrum <lilylavycrowley@... wrote:


  You rule!    |
  |
_|_
  |

Knowledge is power.
"I am ever present to help all who trust in me and call upon me in time of need."~Father Satan; The Al-jilwah
In Nomine Dei Nostri Satanas Luciferi Excelsi!* Let the name of Satan be exaulted!*
Hail Belial!* Heil Hitler!* Sieg Heil!* Ave Satanas!* Rege Satanas!* Heil, mein fuhrer!* Hail Satan!*
www.joyofsatan.org
www.exposingchristianity.com
From: Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Friday, July 13, 2012 1:57 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: emotions

 
I love the Vanessa mae version a s well. Very epic!

------------------------------
On Fri, Jul 13, 2012 12:45 AM EDT Raven Lythrum wrote:

For the last 7 years, I've always been more logical than emotional. It was just easier to live in my brain than it was to live in my heart because at the time, I was in an environment where if I cried, the enemy gathered around me and drank my tears, egging me to cry more and to bleed them out through my skin. I was constantly on the brink of losing it. Even driving them back wasn't enough to keep them at bay. (I eventually realized that my sick excuse of a grandfather was praying in MY room!!!)

I was lucky that I had my GD and Succubus there at the time or I would never have made it through that.

As for feeling better after crying, I suppose it's all about how much pain you have to let out. I've never felt better after crying. Only tired, quiet, hateful, spiteful, and suicidal. But mostly just quiet and tired on the surface. I suppose if you think about it logically, than you come to the conclusion that if you don't feel better after crying than you have a lot more pain to let out. So I guess eventually I'll get better at it soon. After all, my succubus and husband are waiting for me on the other side of my tears. So it can't be that bad!

But yeah, last night I was trying to cry and was having a hard time with it because I'm so used to not crying. And than when I finally am able to get it out, my throat feels like I ripped a hole in it and I HAD to stop. So right now, I'm just letting myself feel a constant undercurrent of pain and only crying when it comes. After all, I'd rather do this naturally. I don't want to force it. I want to handle my emotions in a logical way, if that makes any sense.

But let me give one piece of advice to anyone out there who's going through what I'm going through. If you ever begin to cry and you start to feel as if your going to rupture your throat or you start to feel a physical pain in your chest, stop crying and start closing all your chakras. This is very important! Otherwise, you might hurt yourself.

p.s. I like the devils trill. But my favorite version of it is Vanessa Mae's. 
 
  |
  |
_|_
  |


Knowledge is power.

"I am ever present to help all who trust in me and call upon me in time of need."~Father Satan; The Al-jilwah

In Nomine Dei Nostri Satanas Luciferi Excelsi!* Let the name of Satan be exaulted!*
Hail Belial!* Heil Hitler!* Sieg Heil!* Ave Satanas!* Rege Satanas!* Heil, mein fuhrer!* Hail Satan!*

www.joyofsatan.org
www.exposingchristianity.com


________________________________
From: Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Thursday, July 12, 2012 6:19 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: emotions


 

Very NICE post Brian! :) And Lydia LOL :D awww tissue paper! that's so cute. I would play the devils trill sometimes during ritual.Sometimes when I'm doing rituals I don't expect to cry and then it happens. Can't help it lol I just feel so good and loved and that someone is always there. It is tears of joy hope and love! It is just the thought of Father's love and patience for us is so genuine and beautiful. How can you NOT cry? lol <3

------------------------------
On Thu, Jul 12, 2012 6:41 PM EDT lydia_666@... wrote:

Very true. I was raised to repress emotions like sadness, I was supposed to be happy all the time lol. So for a while while doing thanksgiving rituals to Satan, I would start to cry. Every time. Not from sadness, but because I wasn't used to crying, and I would be sitting there, thinking "This is my Creator God, who is interested in hearing what I have to say, and wants me to be myself in every way and it's all perfectly fine for me to be myself" and the tears would start up. I even had my routine set up: light the candle, start some nice music, get the tissue paper, check.

Yoga helps too. If you're doing yoga (or anything, really) and you start to cry, let it out. Don't hold back. You will feel so good after.

Hail Father Satan! <3

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Brian" <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Those of you who are just starting to work strongly on your soul,be aware that you will have to experience every emotion you have ever buried.Once your soul is truly open,then you can expect things like depression and emotional pain to come up.But as H P Vovim has stated,there is a cleaning out period,that is very necessary,in order to advance and raise your Kundalini.Just ask Raven!She is finally having to heal from her abuse,and it is part of advancing,and because I know that,I have had to be very patient with her.But I have no doubt as strong and powerful as she is,she will get through this with the help of her succubus,and her loving GD's and of course her SS family..So to those that are new to meditation,just know that it is a process that must be,but the result is reaching Godhhood,which I am so encouraged she is finally headed for in a very serious way.Congrats my dear wife,and know we are all here for you.

 
Thats bad advice. Some people have intense emotions that they can't handle easily on their own. Amplifying these can make one go crazy or damage them mentally. Some even physically as some people have this tendency due to repressed hate. You don't know how people react to these things, some people have so intense emotions that can get out of hand. The key is the opposite of what you said here, to actually charge a room with an opposing element, so you can feel more at ease there. Then some deep soul-searching is always a good idea, but with the daily practices of meditation alone, things come out naturally and in a controlled manner. An overdose of the water element can crush some people. Especially those that have too much inside them. Air and Earth helps in dealing with these emotions. Fire helps too in detaching from these. More water in some people can do more harm than good.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Draco Majinn" <xxrygelxx@... wrote:

You can charge a certain room with the water element and affirm that whilst in this room, you will feel all your deepest emotions and desires very intensely. In addition to the water element you can charge it with energy by visualizing the symbols of Cancer or Scorpio or use the Moon.
I find this is more helpful because once you leave this room those emotions will no longer play on your mind whilst you go about your day and at the same time it helps you to avoid repressing anything as we all have to confront what's within us sooner or later.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Brian" <briangibbons20@ wrote:

Those of you who are just starting to work strongly on your soul,be aware that you will have to experience every emotion you have ever buried.Once your soul is truly open,then you can expect things like depression and emotional pain to come up.But as H P Vovim has stated,there is a cleaning out period,that is very necessary,in order to advance and raise your Kundalini.Just ask Raven!She is finally having to heal from her abuse,and it is part of advancing,and because I know that,I have had to be very patient with her.But I have no doubt as strong and powerful as she is,she will get through this with the help of her succubus,and her loving GD's and of course her SS family..So to those that are new to meditation,just know that it is a process that must be,but the result is reaching Godhhood,which I am so encouraged she is finally headed for in a very serious way.Congrats my dear wife,and know we are all here for you.
 
Hey this happens to me. When I do yoga I get some random outbursts with tears sometimes or hate for the kikes. Because I think what I do at the given moment should be something all Humans of Satan should have, freely, not just me. Or sometimes I just feel some very strong emotions for Satan, like...Repressed love towards Him by His enemies best way I can put it.

Thanks for making me understand that I wasn't the only one, lol.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@... wrote:

Very true. I was raised to repress emotions like sadness, I was supposed to be happy all the time lol. So for a while while doing thanksgiving rituals to Satan, I would start to cry. Every time. Not from sadness, but because I wasn't used to crying, and I would be sitting there, thinking "This is my Creator God, who is interested in hearing what I have to say, and wants me to be myself in every way and it's all perfectly fine for me to be myself" and the tears would start up. I even had my routine set up: light the candle, start some nice music, get the tissue paper, check.

Yoga helps too. If you're doing yoga (or anything, really) and you start to cry, let it out. Don't hold back. You will feel so good after.

Hail Father Satan! <3

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Brian" <briangibbons20@ wrote:

Those of you who are just starting to work strongly on your soul,be aware that you will have to experience every emotion you have ever buried.Once your soul is truly open,then you can expect things like depression and emotional pain to come up.But as H P Vovim has stated,there is a cleaning out period,that is very necessary,in order to advance and raise your Kundalini.Just ask Raven!She is finally having to heal from her abuse,and it is part of advancing,and because I know that,I have had to be very patient with her.But I have no doubt as strong and powerful as she is,she will get through this with the help of her succubus,and her loving GD's and of course her SS family..So to those that are new to meditation,just know that it is a process that must be,but the result is reaching Godhhood,which I am so encouraged she is finally headed for in a very serious way.Congrats my dear wife,and know we are all here for you.
 
You are very right about not invoking more water,if anything you need to invoke more fire,to balance out the water.
 Hail Satan
Brian 

From: hoodedcobra666 <hoodedcobra666@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Friday, July 13, 2012 9:17 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: emotions

  Thats bad advice. Some people have intense emotions that they can't handle easily on their own. Amplifying these can make one go crazy or damage them mentally. Some even physically as some people have this tendency due to repressed hate. You don't know how people react to these things, some people have so intense emotions that can get out of hand. The key is the opposite of what you said here, to actually charge a room with an opposing element, so you can feel more at ease there. Then some deep soul-searching is always a good idea, but with the daily practices of meditation alone, things come out naturally and in a controlled manner. An overdose of the water element can crush some people. Especially those that have too much inside them. Air and Earth helps in dealing with these emotions. Fire helps too in detaching from these. More water in some people can do more harm than good.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Draco Majinn" <xxrygelxx@... wrote:

You can charge a certain room with the water element and affirm that whilst in this room, you will feel all your deepest emotions and desires very intensely. In addition to the water element you can charge it with energy by visualizing the symbols of Cancer or Scorpio or use the Moon.
I find this is more helpful because once you leave this room those emotions will no longer play on your mind whilst you go about your day and at the same time it helps you to avoid repressing anything as we all have to confront what's within us sooner or later.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Brian" <briangibbons20@ wrote:

Those of you who are just starting to work strongly on your soul,be aware that you will have to experience every emotion you have ever buried.Once your soul is truly open,then you can expect things like depression and emotional pain to come up.But as H P Vovim has stated,there is a cleaning out period,that is very necessary,in order to advance and raise your Kundalini.Just ask Raven!She is finally having to heal from her abuse,and it is part of advancing,and because I know that,I have had to be very patient with her.But I have no doubt as strong and powerful as she is,she will get through this with the help of her succubus,and her loving GD's and of course her SS family..So to those that are new to meditation,just know that it is a process that must be,but the result is reaching Godhhood,which I am so encouraged she is finally headed for in a very serious way.Congrats my dear wife,and know we are all here for you.
 
Anytime Jason :)

And hey, I'll be going on skype over the next few days, if you wanted help with the pronunciations as I have the CD by HPS Maxine. But don't thank me as this wasn't my idea lol, "someone" wants me to make sure you pronounce the mantra right ;)

Hail Father Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Eremoslukos8 <eremoslukos8@... wrote:

Thank you all for sharing! I can very much relate to a lot of what I read. I've been an utter weeper for so many years I just came to accept that there was just way too much to ever be able to stop. It came to the point where I can make myself cry at will. I had recently written a post tittled "regrets" and someone personally emailed me a sermon by HP Vovim that I found very helpful, as its an excersize of taking action! digging it up and putting it on paper. I had saved the link on my phone, yet just had it swapped as it was defective. At least now I'll be able to find it and continue. I am getting ready to begin a Sun square and am very excited about that! I've finally been able to gather all the tools and info needed (thank you, Lydia, for always being there for me your a true friend) so, thanx for letting me share and I hope the best to everyone who is battleing this!
.  HAIL SATAN!!!
 
It depends, Brian. I am water AND fire dominant, high in both elements. I find invoking air and earth helps with all my water, as air helps in detaching, and earth helps in staying steady with my emotions.

Hail Father Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

You are very right about not invoking more water,if anything you need to invoke more fire,to balance out the water.

 
Hail Satan
Brian 



________________________________
From: hoodedcobra666 <hoodedcobra666@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Friday, July 13, 2012 9:17 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: emotions


 
Thats bad advice. Some people have intense emotions that they can't handle easily on their own. Amplifying these can make one go crazy or damage them mentally. Some even physically as some people have this tendency due to repressed hate. You don't know how people react to these things, some people have so intense emotions that can get out of hand. The key is the opposite of what you said here, to actually charge a room with an opposing element, so you can feel more at ease there. Then some deep soul-searching is always a good idea, but with the daily practices of meditation alone, things come out naturally and in a controlled manner. An overdose of the water element can crush some people. Especially those that have too much inside them. Air and Earth helps in dealing with these emotions. Fire helps too in detaching from these. More water in some people can do more harm than good.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Draco Majinn" <xxrygelxx@ wrote:

You can charge a certain room with the water element and affirm that whilst in this room, you will feel all your deepest emotions and desires very intensely. In addition to the water element you can charge it with energy by visualizing the symbols of Cancer or Scorpio or use the Moon.
I find this is more helpful because once you leave this room those emotions will no longer play on your mind whilst you go about your day and at the same time it helps you to avoid repressing anything as we all have to confront what's within us sooner or later.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Brian" <briangibbons20@ wrote:

Those of you who are just starting to work strongly on your soul,be aware that you will have to experience every emotion you have ever buried.Once your soul is truly open,then you can expect things like depression and emotional pain to come up.But as H P Vovim has stated,there is a cleaning out period,that is very necessary,in order to advance and raise your Kundalini.Just ask Raven!She is finally having to heal from her abuse,and it is part of advancing,and because I know that,I have had to be very patient with her.But I have no doubt as strong and powerful as she is,she will get through this with the help of her succubus,and her loving GD's and of course her SS family..So to those that are new to meditation,just know that it is a process that must be,but the result is reaching Godhhood,which I am so encouraged she is finally headed for in a very serious way.Congrats my dear wife,and know we are all here for you.
 
I was exactly the same, fire and water. Before I balanced it out, depression, mood swings etc. Were constant. But no longer, as everything now is better.

Only fire water can get one into insanity. At least that's what I know personally.


HAIL SATAN!!!!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@... wrote:

It depends, Brian. I am water AND fire dominant, high in both elements. I find invoking air and earth helps with all my water, as air helps in detaching, and earth helps in staying steady with my emotions.

Hail Father Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@ wrote:

You are very right about not invoking more water,if anything you need to invoke more fire,to balance out the water.

 
Hail Satan
Brian 



________________________________
From: hoodedcobra666 <hoodedcobra666@
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Friday, July 13, 2012 9:17 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: emotions


 
Thats bad advice. Some people have intense emotions that they can't handle easily on their own. Amplifying these can make one go crazy or damage them mentally. Some even physically as some people have this tendency due to repressed hate. You don't know how people react to these things, some people have so intense emotions that can get out of hand. The key is the opposite of what you said here, to actually charge a room with an opposing element, so you can feel more at ease there. Then some deep soul-searching is always a good idea, but with the daily practices of meditation alone, things come out naturally and in a controlled manner. An overdose of the water element can crush some people. Especially those that have too much inside them. Air and Earth helps in dealing with these emotions. Fire helps too in detaching from these. More water in some people can do more harm than good.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Draco Majinn" <xxrygelxx@ wrote:

You can charge a certain room with the water element and affirm that whilst in this room, you will feel all your deepest emotions and desires very intensely. In addition to the water element you can charge it with energy by visualizing the symbols of Cancer or Scorpio or use the Moon.
I find this is more helpful because once you leave this room those emotions will no longer play on your mind whilst you go about your day and at the same time it helps you to avoid repressing anything as we all have to confront what's within us sooner or later.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Brian" <briangibbons20@ wrote:

Those of you who are just starting to work strongly on your soul,be aware that you will have to experience every emotion you have ever buried.Once your soul is truly open,then you can expect things like depression and emotional pain to come up.But as H P Vovim has stated,there is a cleaning out period,that is very necessary,in order to advance and raise your Kundalini.Just ask Raven!She is finally having to heal from her abuse,and it is part of advancing,and because I know that,I have had to be very patient with her.But I have no doubt as strong and powerful as she is,she will get through this with the help of her succubus,and her loving GD's and of course her SS family..So to those that are new to meditation,just know that it is a process that must be,but the result is reaching Godhhood,which I am so encouraged she is finally headed for in a very serious way.Congrats my dear wife,and know we are all here for you.
 
<td val[/IMG]True lydia a few months ago I was invoking earth and air too and it really helped with my over abundance of emotions.


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To: <[email protected];
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: emotions
Sent: Sat, Jul 14, 2012 6:06:00 PM

<td val[/IMG]   It depends, Brian. I am water AND fire dominant, high in both elements. I find invoking air and earth helps with all my water, as air helps in detaching, and earth helps in staying steady with my emotions.

Hail Father Satan!

--- [/IMG][email protected], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

You are very right about not invoking more water,if anything you need to invoke more fire,to balance out the water.

 
Hail Satan
Brian 



________________________________
From: hoodedcobra666 <hoodedcobra666@...
To: <a rel="nofollow">[email protected]
Sent: Friday, July 13, 2012 9:17 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: emotions


 
Thats bad advice. Some people have intense emotions that they can't handle easily on their own. Amplifying these can make one go crazy or damage them mentally. Some even physically as some people have this tendency due to repressed hate. You don't know how people react to these things, some people have so intense emotions that can get out of hand. The key is the opposite of what you said here, to actually charge a room with an opposing element, so you can feel more at ease there. Then some deep soul-searching is always a good idea, but with the daily practices of meditation alone, things come out naturally and in a controlled manner. An overdose of the water element can crush some people. Especially those that have too much inside them. Air and Earth helps in dealing with these emotions. Fire helps too in detaching from these. More water in some people can do more harm than good.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!

--- [/IMG][email protected], "Draco Majinn" <xxrygelxx@ wrote:

You can charge a certain room with the water element and affirm that whilst in this room, you will feel all your deepest emotions and desires very intensely. In addition to the water element you can charge it with energy by visualizing the symbols of Cancer or Scorpio or use the Moon.
I find this is more helpful because once you leave this room those emotions will no longer play on your mind whilst you go about your day and at the same time it helps you to avoid repressing anything as we all have to confront what's within us sooner or later.

Hail Satan!

--- [/IMG][email protected], "Brian" <briangibbons20@ wrote:

Those of you who are just starting to work strongly on your soul,be aware that you will have to experience every emotion you have ever buried.Once your soul is truly open,then you can expect things like depression and emotional pain to come up.But as H P Vovim has stated,there is a cleaning out period,that is very necessary,in order to advance and raise your Kundalini.Just ask Raven!She is finally having to heal from her abuse,and it is part of advancing,and because I know that,I have had to be very patient with her.But I have no doubt as strong and powerful as she is,she will get through this with the help of her succubus,and her loving GD's and of course her SS family..So to those that are new to meditation,just know that it is a process that must be,but the result is reaching Godhhood,which I am so encouraged she is finally headed for in a very serious way.Congrats my dear wife,and know we are all here for you.
[/TD]
 
<td val[/IMG]Giving it some thought I am dominent in water and earth so I need both air and fire myself.


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From: lydia_666@... <lydia_666@...;
To: <[email protected];
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: emotions
Sent: Sat, Jul 14, 2012 6:06:00 PM

<td val[/IMG]   It depends, Brian. I am water AND fire dominant, high in both elements. I find invoking air and earth helps with all my water, as air helps in detaching, and earth helps in staying steady with my emotions.

Hail Father Satan!

--- [/IMG][email protected], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

You are very right about not invoking more water,if anything you need to invoke more fire,to balance out the water.

 
Hail Satan
Brian 



________________________________
From: hoodedcobra666 <hoodedcobra666@...
To: <a rel="nofollow">[email protected]
Sent: Friday, July 13, 2012 9:17 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: emotions


 
Thats bad advice. Some people have intense emotions that they can't handle easily on their own. Amplifying these can make one go crazy or damage them mentally. Some even physically as some people have this tendency due to repressed hate. You don't know how people react to these things, some people have so intense emotions that can get out of hand. The key is the opposite of what you said here, to actually charge a room with an opposing element, so you can feel more at ease there. Then some deep soul-searching is always a good idea, but with the daily practices of meditation alone, things come out naturally and in a controlled manner. An overdose of the water element can crush some people. Especially those that have too much inside them. Air and Earth helps in dealing with these emotions. Fire helps too in detaching from these. More water in some people can do more harm than good.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!

--- [/IMG][email protected], "Draco Majinn" <xxrygelxx@ wrote:

You can charge a certain room with the water element and affirm that whilst in this room, you will feel all your deepest emotions and desires very intensely. In addition to the water element you can charge it with energy by visualizing the symbols of Cancer or Scorpio or use the Moon.
I find this is more helpful because once you leave this room those emotions will no longer play on your mind whilst you go about your day and at the same time it helps you to avoid repressing anything as we all have to confront what's within us sooner or later.

Hail Satan!

--- [/IMG][email protected], "Brian" <briangibbons20@ wrote:

Those of you who are just starting to work strongly on your soul,be aware that you will have to experience every emotion you have ever buried.Once your soul is truly open,then you can expect things like depression and emotional pain to come up.But as H P Vovim has stated,there is a cleaning out period,that is very necessary,in order to advance and raise your Kundalini.Just ask Raven!She is finally having to heal from her abuse,and it is part of advancing,and because I know that,I have had to be very patient with her.But I have no doubt as strong and powerful as she is,she will get through this with the help of her succubus,and her loving GD's and of course her SS family..So to those that are new to meditation,just know that it is a process that must be,but the result is reaching Godhhood,which I am so encouraged she is finally headed for in a very serious way.Congrats my dear wife,and know we are all here for you.
[/TD]
 
Water and fire are my biggest elements. So I think I need more air and earth...or maybe just earth. lol. I've had a strange influx of air recently.   |
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Knowledge is power.
"I am ever present to help all who trust in me and call upon me in time of need."~Father Satan; The Al-jilwah
In Nomine Dei Nostri Satanas Luciferi Excelsi!* Let the name of Satan be exaulted!*
Hail Belial!* Heil Hitler!* Sieg Heil!* Ave Satanas!* Rege Satanas!* Heil, mein fuhrer!* Hail Satan!*
ww.joyofsatan.org
www.exposingchristianity.com
From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To: "JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups com" <[email protected]; "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@...
Sent: Saturday, July 14, 2012 3:05 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: emotions

 
<td val[/IMG]Giving it some thought I am dominent in water and earth so I need both air and fire myself.


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From: lydia_666@... <lydia_666@...;
To: <[email protected];
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: emotions
Sent: Sat, Jul 14, 2012 6:06:00 PM

<td val[/IMG]   It depends, Brian. I am water AND fire dominant, high in both elements. I find invoking air and earth helps with all my water, as air helps in detaching, and earth helps in staying steady with my emotions.

Hail Father Satan!

--- [/IMG][email protected], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

You are very right about not invoking more water,if anything you need to invoke more fire,to balance out the water.

 
Hail Satan
Brian 



________________________________
From: hoodedcobra666 <hoodedcobra666@...
To: <a rel="nofollow">[email protected]
Sent: Friday, July 13, 2012 9:17 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: emotions


 
Thats bad advice. Some people have intense emotions that they can't handle easily on their own. Amplifying these can make one go crazy or damage them mentally. Some even physically as some people have this tendency due to repressed hate. You don't know how people react to these things, some people have so intense emotions that can get out of hand. The key is the opposite of what you said here, to actually charge a room with an opposing element, so you can feel more at ease there. Then some deep soul-searching is always a good idea, but with the daily practices of meditation alone, things come out naturally and in a controlled manner. An overdose of the water element can crush some people. Especially those that have too much inside them. Air and Earth helps in dealing with these emotions. Fire helps too in detaching from these. More water in some people can do more harm than good.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!

--- [/IMG][email protected], "Draco Majinn" <xxrygelxx@ wrote:

You can charge a certain room with the water element and affirm that whilst in this room, you will feel all your deepest emotions and desires very intensely. In addition to the water element you can charge it with energy by visualizing the symbols of Cancer or Scorpio or use the Moon.
I find this is more helpful because once you leave this room those emotions will no longer play on your mind whilst you go about your day and at the same time it helps you to avoid repressing anything as we all have to confront what's within us sooner or later.

Hail Satan!

--- [/IMG][email protected], "Brian" <briangibbons20@ wrote:

Those of you who are just starting to work strongly on your soul,be aware that you will have to experience every emotion you have ever buried.Once your soul is truly open,then you can expect things like depression and emotional pain to come up.But as H P Vovim has stated,there is a cleaning out period,that is very necessary,in order to advance and raise your Kundalini.Just ask Raven!She is finally having to heal from her abuse,and it is part of advancing,and because I know that,I have had to be very patient with her.But I have no doubt as strong and powerful as she is,she will get through this with the help of her succubus,and her loving GD's and of course her SS family..So to those that are new to meditation,just know that it is a process that must be,but the result is reaching Godhhood,which I am so encouraged she is finally headed for in a very serious way.Congrats my dear wife,and know we are all here for you.
[/TD]

 
Thanks, though I thought I went through a bunch of that enough already and so I certainly hope that there is not much more.
~ Hail Satan! ~

On Sat, Jul 14, 2012 at 10:55 AM, lydia_666@... <lydia_666@... wrote:
  Anytime Jason :)

And hey, I'll be going on skype over the next few days, if you wanted help with the pronunciations as I have the CD by HPS Maxine. But don't thank me as this wasn't my idea lol, "someone" wants me to make sure you pronounce the mantra right ;)

Hail Father Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Eremoslukos8 <eremoslukos8@... wrote:

Thank you all for sharing! I can very much relate to a lot of what I read. I've been an utter weeper for so many years I just came to accept that there was just way too much to ever be able to stop. It came to the point where I can make myself cry at will. I had recently written a post tittled "regrets" and someone personally emailed me a sermon by HP Vovim that I found very helpful, as its an excersize of taking action! digging it up and putting it on paper. I had saved the link on my phone, yet just had it swapped as it was defective. At least now I'll be able to find it and continue. I am getting ready to begin a Sun square and am very excited about that! I've finally been able to gather all the tools and info needed (thank you, Lydia, for always being there for me your a true friend) so, thanx for letting me share and I hope the best to everyone who is battleing this!
.  HAIL SATAN!!!


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<[/IMG]<font>~ Hail Enki!~ Hail Father Satan!~ Heil Hitler! ~ Heil Himmler!~ Hail the Mighty Gods of Duat!~    ~ Heil the Ascended Master St. Germaine! ~[/I]
 
I've been having some trouble sorting through the elements. I know for sure that I need earth, and air yet have some characteristics of too much air. There's too much water, yet with fire it seems both too much and not enough. So, once I invoke earth that'll take care of lacking and balancing too much fire. If I invoke air will that help with the over abundance of water? would someone mind giving me a hint here please? its taken quite some time, reading, and writing just to figure this much out. Thanx lotts!. HAIL SATAN!!!


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Raven Lythrum <lilylavycrowley@... wrote:


  Water and fire are my biggest elements. So I think I need more air and earth...or maybe just earth. lol. I've had a strange influx of air recently.   |
  |
_|_
  |

Knowledge is power.
"I am ever present to help all who trust in me and call upon me in time of need."~Father Satan; The Al-jilwah
In Nomine Dei Nostri Satanas Luciferi Excelsi!* Let the name of Satan be exaulted!*
Hail Belial!* Heil Hitler!* Sieg Heil!* Ave Satanas!* Rege Satanas!* Heil, mein fuhrer!* Hail Satan!*
ww.joyofsatan.org
www.exposingchristianity.com
From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To: "JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups com" <[email protected]; "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@...
Sent: Saturday, July 14, 2012 3:05 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: emotions

 
<td val[/IMG]Giving it some thought I am dominent in water and earth so I need both air and fire myself.


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From: lydia_666@... <lydia_666@...;
To: <[email protected];
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: emotions
Sent: Sat, Jul 14, 2012 6:06:00 PM

<td val[/IMG]   It depends, Brian. I am water AND fire dominant, high in both elements. I find invoking air and earth helps with all my water, as air helps in detaching, and earth helps in staying steady with my emotions.

Hail Father Satan!

--- [/IMG][email protected], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

You are very right about not invoking more water,if anything you need to invoke more fire,to balance out the water.

 
Hail Satan
Brian 



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From: hoodedcobra666 <hoodedcobra666@...
To: <a rel="nofollow">[email protected]
Sent: Friday, July 13, 2012 9:17 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: emotions


 
Thats bad advice. Some people have intense emotions that they can't handle easily on their own. Amplifying these can make one go crazy or damage them mentally. Some even physically as some people have this tendency due to repressed hate. You don't know how people react to these things, some people have so intense emotions that can get out of hand. The key is the opposite of what you said here, to actually charge a room with an opposing element, so you can feel more at ease there. Then some deep soul-searching is always a good idea, but with the daily practices of meditation alone, things come out naturally and in a controlled manner. An overdose of the water element can crush some people. Especially those that have too much inside them. Air and Earth helps in dealing with these emotions. Fire helps too in detaching from these. More water in some people can do more harm than good.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!

--- [/IMG][email protected], "Draco Majinn" <xxrygelxx@ wrote:

You can charge a certain room with the water element and affirm that whilst in this room, you will feel all your deepest emotions and desires very intensely. In addition to the water element you can charge it with energy by visualizing the symbols of Cancer or Scorpio or use the Moon.
I find this is more helpful because once you leave this room those emotions will no longer play on your mind whilst you go about your day and at the same time it helps you to avoid repressing anything as we all have to confront what's within us sooner or later.

Hail Satan!

--- [/IMG][email protected], "Brian" <briangibbons20@ wrote:

Those of you who are just starting to work strongly on your soul,be aware that you will have to experience every emotion you have ever buried.Once your soul is truly open,then you can expect things like depression and emotional pain to come up.But as H P Vovim has stated,there is a cleaning out period,that is very necessary,in order to advance and raise your Kundalini.Just ask Raven!She is finally having to heal from her abuse,and it is part of advancing,and because I know that,I have had to be very patient with her.But I have no doubt as strong and powerful as she is,she will get through this with the help of her succubus,and her loving GD's and of course her SS family..So to those that are new to meditation,just know that it is a process that must be,but the result is reaching Godhhood,which I am so encouraged she is finally headed for in a very serious way.Congrats my dear wife,and know we are all here for you.
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Hoodedcobra, I know all too well what you mean. If it weren't for Father Satan and the knowledge of balancing elements (among many many other things), my life would not be good right now. I shudder to think of how bad I could have gotten.

Hail Father Satan!
Hail Set!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hoodedcobra666" <hoodedcobra666@... wrote:

I was exactly the same, fire and water. Before I balanced it out, depression, mood swings etc. Were constant. But no longer, as everything now is better.

Only fire water can get one into insanity. At least that's what I know personally.


HAIL SATAN!!!!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lydia_666@" <lydia_666@ wrote:

It depends, Brian. I am water AND fire dominant, high in both elements. I find invoking air and earth helps with all my water, as air helps in detaching, and earth helps in staying steady with my emotions.

Hail Father Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@ wrote:

You are very right about not invoking more water,if anything you need to invoke more fire,to balance out the water.

 
Hail Satan
Brian 



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From: hoodedcobra666 <hoodedcobra666@
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Friday, July 13, 2012 9:17 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: emotions


 
Thats bad advice. Some people have intense emotions that they can't handle easily on their own. Amplifying these can make one go crazy or damage them mentally. Some even physically as some people have this tendency due to repressed hate. You don't know how people react to these things, some people have so intense emotions that can get out of hand. The key is the opposite of what you said here, to actually charge a room with an opposing element, so you can feel more at ease there. Then some deep soul-searching is always a good idea, but with the daily practices of meditation alone, things come out naturally and in a controlled manner. An overdose of the water element can crush some people. Especially those that have too much inside them. Air and Earth helps in dealing with these emotions. Fire helps too in detaching from these. More water in some people can do more harm than good.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Draco Majinn" <xxrygelxx@ wrote:

You can charge a certain room with the water element and affirm that whilst in this room, you will feel all your deepest emotions and desires very intensely. In addition to the water element you can charge it with energy by visualizing the symbols of Cancer or Scorpio or use the Moon.
I find this is more helpful because once you leave this room those emotions will no longer play on your mind whilst you go about your day and at the same time it helps you to avoid repressing anything as we all have to confront what's within us sooner or later.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Brian" <briangibbons20@ wrote:

Those of you who are just starting to work strongly on your soul,be aware that you will have to experience every emotion you have ever buried.Once your soul is truly open,then you can expect things like depression and emotional pain to come up.But as H P Vovim has stated,there is a cleaning out period,that is very necessary,in order to advance and raise your Kundalini.Just ask Raven!She is finally having to heal from her abuse,and it is part of advancing,and because I know that,I have had to be very patient with her.But I have no doubt as strong and powerful as she is,she will get through this with the help of her succubus,and her loving GD's and of course her SS family..So to those that are new to meditation,just know that it is a process that must be,but the result is reaching Godhhood,which I am so encouraged she is finally headed for in a very serious way.Congrats my dear wife,and know we are all here for you.
 
Invoke Akasha/quintessence! It helps balance out the other elements.

http://satanslibrary.webs.com/Quintessence.htm

Hail Father Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Eremoslukos8 <eremoslukos8@... wrote:

I've been having some trouble sorting through the elements. I know for sure that I need earth, and air yet have some characteristics of too much air. There's too much water, yet with fire it seems both too much and not enough. So, once I invoke earth that'll take care of lacking and balancing too much fire. If I invoke air will that help with the over abundance of water? would someone mind giving me a hint here please? its taken quite some time, reading, and writing just to figure this much out. Thanx lotts!
. HAIL SATAN!!!


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i get mad alot today someone called me and my friends fuckers all i could think about was like bashing their heads in the walls how do i control it do you know
 
If your anger gets out of hand, then do void meditation in order to be able to control your emotions and thoughts. Then again, if the other fucker is persistent and really deserves some beating, just do magick. ;)

Στις 12:43 μ.μ. Τρίτη, 17 Δεκεμβρίου 2013, ο/η Tim Blackwell <timothy6612@... έγραψε:
 
i get mad alot today someone called me and my friends fuckers all i could think about was like bashing their heads in the walls how do i control it do you know


 
why resist the temptation? There will always be more. Cast a spell on them and kill them! If you knife them or something, that can be discovered via evidence, but who is going to prosecute you for using a death spell, which legally speaking does not exist?

On Tue, Dec 17, 2013 at 2:48 AM, Light Yagami <tapapakiastinseira@... wrote:
  If your anger gets out of hand, then do void meditation in order to be able to control your emotions and thoughts. Then again, if the other fucker is persistent and really deserves some beating, just do magick. ;)

Στις 12:43 μ.μ. Τρίτη, 17 Δεκεμβρίου 2013, ο/η Tim Blackwell <timothy6612@... έγραψε:
 
i get mad alot today someone called me and my friends fuckers all i could think about was like bashing their heads in the walls how do i control it do you know
 
        But as H P Vovim has stated,there is a cleaning out period,that is very necessary, in order to advance and raise your Kundalini.

I didn't know what SS said about this but I also had the same thought, that to get thing out of your system you need to allow them to move through your system to the exits so they can then leave. I realised that those exists would be experiencing and basically doing the things you need to get rid of. Like when someone says, "One last one to get it out of my system", I realised you have to basically have anger moments to rid yourself of it, etc.

From what Draco Majinn said, I seem to think that in the room you choose to have these intense emotions come out means you can learn about yourself and know who you truly are by how you feel about things. That's very interesting. Christianity - or at least the church I went to - said to not live by feelings but live by faith. Why would "god" give us feelings, then? Idiots.

Then with hoodedcobra666 and Brian Gibbons negating that I think it's safe to say what works for one might not work for another, and to be careful. I don't know that much about the elements, nor what mine are and aren't, so obviously I need to learn more.

        Invoke Akasha/quintessence! It helps balance out the other elements.

        http://satanslibrary.webs.com/Quintessence.htm

Well, that sounds like it would help a lot, and make it easier/simpler. I'm glad this thread was bumped because I wouldn't have seen it otherwise.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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