Wilson Percival Higgsbury
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- Jan 17, 2021
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Every time I'm aware that I'm dreaming I do be extremely tired to the point I can't move or open my eyes, usually resulting in me "falling asleep" in the dream.
Also when I try to look with my eyes, I just see white and blankness. A few years ago however, I could lucid dream very vividly and for a long time (around the time I discovered JOS in my late teens).
I have been attacked spiritually quite a bit in my past (to extreme levels) and I'm wondering if that is the reason for my sub conscious/inner self/soul to be fatigued and just drained all the time?
It feels like my soul is dying from all the attacks even though I don't believe it can, it is just a good way to describe what it feels like when it happens (and it happens a lot).
Anyway, just wondering if anybody has been through simular situations or if anybody knows what is up and what should be done.
I do aura protections and void meditations almost nightly but that's about it, maybe sometimes focus on my chakras from crown to root.
Cheers!
Also when I try to look with my eyes, I just see white and blankness. A few years ago however, I could lucid dream very vividly and for a long time (around the time I discovered JOS in my late teens).
I have been attacked spiritually quite a bit in my past (to extreme levels) and I'm wondering if that is the reason for my sub conscious/inner self/soul to be fatigued and just drained all the time?
It feels like my soul is dying from all the attacks even though I don't believe it can, it is just a good way to describe what it feels like when it happens (and it happens a lot).
Anyway, just wondering if anybody has been through simular situations or if anybody knows what is up and what should be done.
I do aura protections and void meditations almost nightly but that's about it, maybe sometimes focus on my chakras from crown to root.
Cheers!