Looks to me like you are in a "panic" mode. Relax! Do some breathing
  exercises. Sometimes one can try too hard.
  There are plenty of videos on YouTube to help you relax and meditate. I
  think you should do void meditations, as well.
  Don't focus so much on your chakras right now. Just focus on meditation and
  relaxing and building your aura. Then
  your chakras might begin to open.
 
 
  Hail Father Satan!
  --------------------------------------------
  On Mon, 6/23/14, 
colony.chaos@... [JoyofSatan666]
  <
[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
 
 
   Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Completely lost, need help.
   To: 
[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
   Date: Monday, June 23, 2014, 7:01 AM
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
         Hello...I have been a Satanist for around 7 months
   now and I am completely "fucked". I'm trying
   to open my chakras and I used to have a quite good progress
   but now I can't even concentrate on them...every single
   moment I try to concencrate on (for example) Heart Chakra,
   it either goes up, down, spins or disappears or just shake
   up and down...and it happens to almost all of them... I
   outbreak in anger and beat my head up and hit myself with my
   head in closet and things like that and I know that Satan
   doesn't like that...I'm pretty pathetic in
   everything I was never a good Satanist...I just want to know
   if anyone could please tell me what to do about those
   chakras...I used to feel them, now I can't all of a
   sudden and my concentration is completely destroyed...I hope
   that Satan doesn't think I'm pathetic (well...I am)
   and I really want to know what can I do about it...there are
   possibilities that I have schizophrenia or some other mental
   disorders...please, if there's anyone who knows what can
   I do..please tell. Thank you for all the answers.
   Hail Satan!
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
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