Assistance and advice

[Alan Thomas]

Hey my names Alan, I first like to start off by sharing more about myself. Since I was young I never believed the trash I was being feed from Christians. I always questioned everything I was told and I have a vague memories in detail I know was real, I was visited when I was young about 8 maybe by a woman so beautiful but it was dark I couldn't fully see her but I remember what she said like it was yesterday she told me she was my real mother it was confusing and still is. Then not long after that I woke up to what I believe now after having my eyes open to the truth as a lower order Demon. I remember this so clear cause it scared me and I ran out of bed to my parents room looked back and he was looking at me still from behind the AC unit in the hallway. Looking back I feel bad cause he didn't say anything and I think he was there protecting me. Ever since then I always saw signs of Father Satan reaching out to me with images of 666 everywhere I knew in my soul and heart he wasn't the bad guy I even talked to him often when I was in need and when the Christian "God" ignored me letting me suffer and when I talked to Father Satan he would help me instantly. I grew up in a Christian household being forced to believe in lies but I questioned but I felt I was maybe just lost. After a near death experience I got a Christian cross tattoo thinking maybe it was a sign but things quickly went downhill from there over the course of 5-7 years. Even being brainwashed by Christians I would cry and sit in the dark talking to the darkness cause I knew something was wrong with the world and I knew something was there watching over me in the shadows I couldn't fully understand or see but I knew. One night a few months ago I was looking for answers I came across the website and everything just came together so fast and everything just made sense for the first time in my life my eyes was truly open to the world. Things began to change inside of me and I could feel Father Satan and His Demons embracing me. After finally getting Black Candles which is impossible to find in stores so I ordered some I did my dedication ritual on 6/6/15 . I never felt so free and my mind is so open and answers are being made that actually sounds right not lies.


So it comes to the assistance, I talked to Father Satan apologizing about the filth that is on my arm still and with all respect I marked Father Satan symbols all over it for my ritual and it's only trash artwork to me now. I'm getting it covered up but I'm having a hard time finding something. I don't want to involve Father Satan or reach out to my Guardian Demon in the process cause I want to come to them correctly without this trash on my arm with respect. I want something that shows respect but nothing to bring negative intentions to me at this time cause of the Christians in my life that I can't distant from yet. Any input will be appreciated cause it's lonely in this world of lies around me. Refuse to be blinded and brainwashed again.


Hail Satan!!


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[Yog Sothoth]

<td val[/IMG]Well the enemy actually stole the cross (the simbol was used in every Pagan religion, all the original Pagan relegions are Satanic) but they have used it so much a negative energy bill up around it. You might want to get it turned into the eye of Wotan/Odin (other names of Satan) or maybe even get it turned into a Celtic cross.

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At Jun 23, 2015, 1:34:30 PM, Alan Thomas awt215@... [JoyofSatan666] wrote: Hey my names Alan, I first like to start off by sharing more about myself. Since I was young I never believed the trash I was being feed from Christians. I always questioned everything I was told and I have a vague memories in detail I know was real, I was visited when I was young about 8 maybe by a woman so beautiful but it was dark I couldn't fully see her but I remember what she said like it was yesterday she told me she was my real mother it was confusing and still is. Then not long after that I woke up to what I believe now after having my eyes open to the truth as a lower order Demon. I remember this so clear cause it scared me and I ran out of bed to my parents room looked back and he was looking at me still from behind the AC unit in the hallway. Looking back I feel bad cause he didn't say anything and I think he was there protecting me. Ever since then I always saw signs of Father Satan reaching out to me with images of 666 everywhere I knew in my soul and heart he wasn't the bad guy I even talked to him often when I was in need and when the Christian "God" ignored me letting me suffer and when I talked to Father Satan he would help me instantly. I grew up in a Christian household being forced to believe in lies but I questioned but I felt I was maybe just lost. After a near death experience I got a Christian cross tattoo thinking maybe it was a sign but things quickly went downhill from there over the course of 5-7 years. Even being brainwashed by Christians I would cry and sit in the dark talking to the darkness cause I knew something was wrong with the world and I knew something was there watching over me in the shadows I couldn't fully understand or see but I knew. One night a few months ago I was looking for answers I came across the website and everything just came together so fast and everything just made sense for the first time in my life my eyes was truly open to the world. Things began to change inside of me and I could feel Father Satan and His Demons embracing me. After finally getting Black Candles which is impossible to find in stores so I ordered some I did my dedication ritual on 6/6/15 . I never felt so free and my mind is so open and answers are being made that actually sounds right not lies.

So it comes to the assistance, I talked to Father Satan apologizing about the filth that is on my arm still and with all respect I marked Father Satan symbols all over it for my ritual and it's only trash artwork to me now. I'm getting it covered up but I'm having a hard time finding something. I don't want to involve Father Satan or reach out to my Guardian Demon in the process cause I want to come to them correctly without this trash on my arm with respect. I want something that shows respect but nothing to bring negative intentions to me at this time cause of the Christians in my life that I can't distant from yet. Any input will be appreciated cause it's lonely in this world of lies around me. Refuse to be blinded and brainwashed again.

Hail Satan!!

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[magnum.arcanum]

You have to be careful judging the experiences you had before dedicating yourself to the truth.  Nefarious angels can trick you into believing things.  They can tell that you were headed toward Satanism and would eventually arrive there, so they may have tried to trick you and get you to follow them.  They would then try to scare you and turn you away from Satan.  But, you made it.  That's awesome!

If you dedicated, then your Guardian Demon and others already know about the Tattoo.  Don't sweat it.

What Yog said about how to cover it up, sounds like a great idea.  Satan's Demons aren't going to mess with you about it. 

But, before you build your aura of protection, some nefarious enemy angels might try using it to mess with your mind and make you feel bad - kind of like you do right now.  Ask them if they want to meet your new friends.  Then, tell them to go fuck themselves.  You're IN.

 

[Alan Thomas]

Thank you so much for the advice and assistance! It's been very helpful! I have found lately that I have been clashing and butting heads with the people around me who used to direct me to lies and I have not been able to control the anger in the arguments. I have cut off "friends" that I had since childhood and I'm seeing so many posts on social media people pushing the Christian bible. Since dedicating to Father Satan and the truth my romantic relationship with a girl that was important to me in my life quickly fell apart for no reason and she barely talking to me cause she has had lots of problems lately. Is it that she is one of those bible thumping brainwashed Christians and I asked Father Satan to protect me from my enemies? Is it wrong for me to still want her in my life or should I just give up and let her go? Is it false emotions cause I do love her but she pushes the enemy beliefs and practices. I hate her disrespect towards Father Satan, can I Savage the relationship or is this very unhealthy? I do believe I know the answer but I hate to feel alone cause I already cut off untrustworthy people.. Any advice is appropriated again. I will never doubt or stray away from the truth and the enemies of Father Satan and his Demons can't lie or deceive me no more! Hail Satan!  

On Jun 24, 2015, at 17:27, magnum.arcanum@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  You have to be careful judging the experiences you had before dedicating yourself to the truth.  Nefarious angels can trick you into believing things.  They can tell that you were headed toward Satanism and would eventually arrive there, so they may have tried to trick you and get you to follow them.  They would then try to scare you and turn you away from Satan.  But, you made it.  That's awesome!

If you dedicated, then your Guardian Demon and others already know about the Tattoo.  Don't sweat it.

What Yog said about how to cover it up, sounds like a great idea.  Satan's Demons aren't going to mess with you about it. 

But, before you build your aura of protection, some nefarious enemy angels might try using it to mess with your mind and make you feel bad - kind of like you do right now.  Ask them if they want to meet your new friends.  Then, tell them to go fuck themselves.  You're IN.

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Alan Thomas, I believe you answered your own question. With dedicating to Spiritual Satanism, we enter a new life and often people who do not fit in with our worldview and are not good for us, fall away from our lives. It's hard at first to accept but easier as time goes on.
I have lost 2 best friends, that I talked to pretty much everyday for 3-4 years since coming to Satan and Satanism. It was hard for me at first. I was angry, sad and felt alone and miss them sometimes, but I realize now that my Guardian Demon/esses were looking out for me and did not want these people in my life anymore because their views, opinions and personality would influence me negatively and also, the relationships simply ran their course.


On Friday, June 26, 2015 3:21 PM, "Alan Thomas awt215@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Thank you so much for the advice and assistance! It's been very helpful! I have found lately that I have been clashing and butting heads with the people around me who used to direct me to lies and I have not been able to control the anger in the arguments. I have cut off "friends" that I had since childhood and I'm seeing so many posts on social media people pushing the Christian bible. Since dedicating to Father Satan and the truth my romantic relationship with a girl that was important to me in my life quickly fell apart for no reason and she barely talking to me cause she has had lots of problems lately. Is it that she is one of those bible thumping brainwashed Christians and I asked Father Satan to protect me from my enemies? Is it wrong for me to still want her in my life or should I just give up and let her go? Is it false emotions cause I do love her but she pushes the enemy beliefs and practices. I hate her disrespect towards Father Satan, can I Savage the relationship or is this very unhealthy? I do believe I know the answer but I hate to feel alone cause I already cut off untrustworthy people.. Any advice is appropriated again. I will never doubt or stray away from the truth and the enemies of Father Satan and his Demons can't lie or deceive me no more! Hail Satan!  



On Jun 24, 2015, at 17:27, magnum.arcanum@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  You have to be careful judging the experiences you had before dedicating yourself to the truth.  Nefarious angels can trick you into believing things.  They can tell that you were headed toward Satanism and would eventually arrive there, so they may have tried to trick you and get you to follow them.  They would then try to scare you and turn you away from Satan.  But, you made it.  That's awesome!

If you dedicated, then your Guardian Demon and others already know about the Tattoo.  Don't sweat it.

What Yog said about how to cover it up, sounds like a great idea.  Satan's Demons aren't going to mess with you about it. 

But, before you build your aura of protection, some nefarious enemy angels might try using it to mess with your mind and make you feel bad - kind of like you do right now.  Ask them if they want to meet your new friends.  Then, tell them to go fuck themselves.  You're IN.

 

[call_me_something_else]

After dedication and as you meditate, you'll simply out-grow so many others around you.

Sometimes, this path is lonely.

Sometimes, this path is painful.

My last girlfriend was a jew and, when I first came to Satan, I began noticing so many "little things" the relationship couldn't have continued on, anyway. Other friendships were outgrown as well.

Not one of those people changed, either. I did.

I just grew to a point where their stupidity and bullshit was no longer acceptable.

But, you really are not alone. The Gods make for wonderful companionship. Ask Father Satan to help you with this.

You just might be amazed.

 

[khayamckinonm]

Why is it that after dedicating loneliness just creeps in? I mean I'm happy to be under the shadows of all the Gods however the loneliness eish.
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[call_me_something_else]

Perhaps it's for the same reason a firmer drug addict, having shaken off his parasites, often feels lonely too.

 

[samuel nkemakolam]

pls am new here and needs guidance.

 

[eljtheblancoassassin]

I have to say this is true. I've been feeling lonely too. I've lost all my friends and even my close family relationships have been going bad lately. But I think this is just a transition. Cleansing. By empowering our aura we get rid of all the bad in our life. Just as @Call_me_something_else said.. "I just grew to a point where their stupidity and bullshit was no longer acceptable." We have to stay strong! It is a glorious path that we chose!
Stay strong my brothers and sisters!!

Ave Satan!!

 

[blackmoon0343]

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