Asking for signs of Satans influence and guidance in my life

[Eric13]

You need to find a way to find some real discipline in your life. You’ve mentioned your health and fitness a few times in the past for instance which shows you’re doing nothing about it despite the desire you say you have to make a change.

The fact is we all need help to an extent, but no one will give you the life you want on a silver platter. Indeed there is no magic genie waiting to grant your wishes. Your life is in your own hands and that’s really what the gods want to show us. They will help. Of course they will. They’re here for us. But they won’t help someone unwilling to help theirselves.

This is something you need to understand. You can’t keep chasing your tail and running in circles forever. You have to realize the changes you want start with your own action and end with your own fallow through. You need a lifestyle change and unless that happens you’ll go round and round forever. It’s one step at a time. But you NEED to take those steps. You’re in a cycle of self destruction. So how can you build yourself up when your destroying yourself?

You have to understand this very deeply. You need to stop the behaviors that have gotten you in this mess and you need to accept that you can live a better life and that starts with genuine longterm change to your behavior. Which means you need to have a higher level of accountability for your actions.

 

[Libra]

I wouldn’t focus too hard on what to look for. Expecting something can make you miss real signs or not understand the ones you are seeing. I’ve found in my personal experience that the Gods want us to become confident in ourselves. They aren’t here to baby us, they are here to make us like them. We can never make it to that level if we have to constantly rely on their support. It doesn’t mean that they aren’t there either. How sensitive are you to energy? Have you worked on your pineal gland and clairaudience/clairvoyant points at all? This may help and the pain might be indicative of a block in that area. Or it could just be sinuses, it is allergy season in a lot of the world right now.

Also, are you just waiting on them to show you something or have you attempted to contact them at all? If you are feeling low and have a hard time being open or feeling energy, just focus on Satan’s sigil. That’s what I do, especially if I am having a real hard time. Satan’s energy is so powerful, it is not hard to feel.

If you want to see a sign that there are fish and never stick your head in the water, you would never see a fish.

 

[Fuchs]

I wanted to get close to Satan and my guardian, but I don't know how too with my current level of progress on this path.

I had the same problem, I found out it wasn´t the gods fault, it was me, they do not force them on us, we have to accept them and establish a connection / love them/trust them. After I did I felt calm and sometimes a warm energy if I fokus on this connection/love. To love something means ,you have a connection to something.

Take your self build barrier against other people around you and open it for the gods.

 

[ModernMage]

If anyone obey me and conform to my commandments, he shall have joy, delight, and comfort.

I direct aright my beloved and chosen ones by unseen means. All my teachings are easily applicable to all times and all conditions.

I empathize with you a great amount. Satan and our demons are always here for us seeing the signs might just take a bit of awareness. There has been numerous times coming to the forums answered my questions or relieved my doubts. Do not think the gods have pushed you aside, it'll be that much harder to see their influence if you do. Always keep the gods in your heart they want you try your hardest and succeed in all areas of your life.

You need to find a love for a disciplined mind and love for a routine to get you there. Try blocking out time for things you want accomplish each day and do not start anything else till you accomplish that goal for the day.

I struggled for years to feel accepted, even still I don't feel part of the normie tribe(nor do I want to). As a Satanist you may always feel like an outsider but that is because we are here to bring Satan's light back to his world that enemy is destroying, and that starts with bringing it back to yourself. You are a sleeping star, why are you so sad? Won't you shine for the gods?

 

[Usthepeople666]

I wanted to get close to Satan and my guardian, but I don't know how too with my current level of progress on this path.

I had the same problem, I found out it wasn´t the gods fault, it was me, they do not force them on us, we have to accept them and establish a connection / love them/trust them. After I did I felt calm and sometimes a warm energy if I fokus on this connection/love. To love something means ,you have a connection to something.

Take your self build barrier against other people around you and open it for the gods.

Even reading the Al-Jilwah everyday helped me a lot in making better decisions( much better than what I used to make before). It was once during a meditation that I had a limiting belief about it not being possible or my own belief of me not being able to do it. And I just got really annoyed with myself and said " If Satan says so , it is so". And the meditation was really really awesome.
And my life just turned around 180 degrees from that day.

 

[Ignisalas]

I wouldn’t focus too hard on what to look for. Expecting something can make you miss real signs or not understand the ones you are seeing. I’ve found in my personal experience that the Gods want us to become confident in ourselves. They aren’t here to baby us, they are here to make us like them. We can never make it to that level if we have to constantly rely on their support. It doesn’t mean that they aren’t there either. How sensitive are you to energy? Have you worked on your pineal gland and clairaudience/clairvoyant points at all? This may help and the pain might be indicative of a block in that area. Or it could just be sinuses, it is allergy season in a lot of the world right now.

Also, are you just waiting on them to show you something or have you attempted to contact them at all? If you are feeling low and have a hard time being open or feeling energy, just focus on Satan’s sigil. That’s what I do, especially if I am having a real hard time. Satan’s energy is so powerful, it is not hard to feel.

If you want to see a sign that there are fish and never stick your head in the water, you would never see a fish.

Maybe they have been giving me signs all the time but ive too much of an idiot to notice them and I probably missed most by accident. I do have something that comes to my mind sometimes whenever I feel low. Theres a quote that someone said on a youtube video that I watched before, that said they got that quote from one of the gods, and the demon they got it from was my guardian. It comes to my mind sometimes at random when Im feeling bad or depressed, and I guess its the gods way of communicating with me at the moment, through these types of signs and thoughts.

It sucks that whenever I start to try out a different meditations and stuff that something always happens to me that makes me stop like my sinuses acting up. I mostly believe that its some enemy out there that's wathcing me and trying to keep me from advancing. Or maybe its just side effects from working on chakras and parts of my soul that I have neglected for so long. I just started working more on my 6th chakra, and one of my damned ears got infected and stopped up with earwax, its so annoying.