a confession (maybe)

[Dark Master]

I just wanted to see if anyone else has had this or something similar happen to them. I dedicated last Summer, and for a while I had the best time ever (everything was going right, I was happy, etc.). After a while I found myself getting distracted and I was starting to get pulled back to xianity. I never actually said, "I'm no longer a satanist", but for a while I guess I did kind of become "one who is without". Around this time I tried to get back with Satan, but I could never seem to stay. Also during this time several bad things happened to me, and I started to think (and eventually talk) bad about Satan. I went on the Spiritual Satanists e-group and started saying that I was an atheist, and that Satan was evil. More recently I decided that I needed to be "saved" by Father. I came to realize that while the deceitful Jesus had never brought me joy or good, Satan always brought me good. So for a while I forgot about Father but I'm sure he never forgot about me. So what I want to know is, is it required that I repeat the dedication or can I get by with meditations?

 

[High Priestess Lydia Coventina]

You don't need to re-dedicate. But you could hold a thanksgiving ritual, and re-affirm your commitment, just tell Father Satan you're sorry or whatever. Thanksgiving rituals should be held weekly to strengthen our bond with Satan.

Hail Father Satan!
Hail Set!

--- In , "Dark Master" <darkmastercowhig@... wrote:

I just wanted to see if anyone else has had this or something similar happen to them. I dedicated last Summer, and for a while I had the best time ever (everything was going right, I was happy, etc.). After a while I found myself getting distracted and I was starting to get pulled back to xianity. I never actually said, "I'm no longer a satanist", but for a while I guess I did kind of become "one who is without". Around this time I tried to get back with Satan, but I could never seem to stay. Also during this time several bad things happened to me, and I started to think (and eventually talk) bad about Satan. I went on the Spiritual Satanists e-group and started saying that I was an atheist, and that Satan was evil. More recently I decided that I needed to be "saved" by Father. I came to realize that while the deceitful Jesus had never brought me joy or good, Satan always brought me good. So for a while I forgot about Father but I'm sure he never forgot about me. So what I want to know is, is it required that I repeat the dedication or can I get by with meditations?

 

[keshav92124]

You dedicate yourself only once.

 

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well cant u apologies to father s? ------------------------------ On Thu, Feb 2, 2012 9:19 PM IST lydia_666@... wrote: You don't need to re-dedicate. But you could hold a thanksgiving ritual, and re-affirm your commitment, just tell Father Satan you're sorry or whatever. Thanksgiving rituals should be held weekly to strengthen our bond with Satan. Hail Father Satan! Hail Set! --- In , "Dark Master" <darkmastercowhig@... wrote: I just wanted to see if anyone else has had this or something similar happen to them. I dedicated last Summer, and for a while I had the best time ever (everything was going right, I was happy, etc.). After a while I found myself getting distracted and I was starting to get pulled back to xianity. I never actually said, "I'm no longer a satanist", but for a while I guess I did kind of become "one who is without". Around this time I tried to get back with Satan, but I could
never seem to stay. Also during this time several bad things happened to me, and I started to think (and eventually talk) bad about Satan. I went on the Spiritual Satanists e-group and started saying that I was an atheist, and that Satan was evil. More recently I decided that I needed to be "saved" by Father. I came to realize that while the deceitful Jesus had never brought me joy or good, Satan always brought me good. So for a while I forgot about Father but I'm sure he never forgot about me. So what I want to know is, is it required that I repeat the dedication or can I get by with meditations?