Family #79143 how can I change this

[Anemos Aiteros]

what should i do to change this? I want to feel better about the word, I want to make my family happy not just me, I want to be close to them

Magick is the solution.

For making better the world, you can participate to our Group Rituals: https://ancient-forums.com/threads/vultus-templorum-outreach-and-temple-live-rituals.301975/

For make your family happy and united, one idea could be to become extremely rich. In a material world, being rich is very important, with money you could resolve every material block that separate your family. After that, eventually, you could do magickal works for uniting your family, with Runes and Gods Rituals.

Sadness may be normal during spiritual evolution, react to it. Do more breathing exercises for example, increase your vitality.

 

[Epiphany]

what should i do to change this?

You gotta live it. You need to go into the world and try to live. Getting a job with a physical workplace is the easiest start. Go to open mics, bars, shows, find clubs or meetups for things you're interested in. You say you're a nerd so go to a comic con, a comic book store, a library or cafe or something and find other nerds to be around.

You need to talk to people because social connection will build and affirm your sense of "okayness". That is likely the root of all your issues. Without a social group, you have no social standing which means less drive to improve and be somebody, you have no way of witnessing yourself other than through your own distorted internal lens, and you're less inclined to do things, because nothing really means anything without people to share it with. That's why you need to find people. Social connection is the most important thing for your health and wellbeing.

 

[Egon]

ive been locked in my room all day since i was a kid and i dont know what to do about it, cuz i got nothing to do and even though i work digitally,

Besides the aforementioned suggestions, try also a side delivery job by bicycle, something you can make some money easily and exercise at the same time. You need to exercise, meet people and in general live a physical life, as those strenghten the lower chakras needed for grounding and self-steem, for an overall quality of life. Magic and meditation alone wont solve everything, they might lead you to the same conclusion. Go to a gym and/or do combat sport classes like Muay Thai.