Greeting I not long ago had another rock bottom regarding of diabetes, lucky for me, it only lasted a few weeks instead of months, but it left me with a cruel idea that maybe not everyone should have children, and maybe I shouldnt have one either. Im nowhere for that of course, but still, at...

I get to gym a lot, get extra protein and all, but its significantly harder to get more miscle with diabetes(or overall get back any weight, Im still too slim, 10 kg lighter than I was before).

Greeting So, a while back I made this and this is realted to it: https://ancient-forums.com/threads/a-little-memorial.299564/ I didnt mentioned, that when he got sick, and his conditions got worse, I asked the Gods for help. They assured me that both he and I will be fine, protected, and wont...

Greetings Can the negative aspects of Pluto can be fully fixed, or is it something you always have to pay attention, and only be eased? It tend to cause me some problem over the years

Greetings! Seems like all my posts are about either physical or mental health problems, just as this, but unlike the rest, this one is not for myself. My mother got diagnosed with post menopausa osteoporosis(decresing bone density) this year. She only got the medicine for this now, since the...

Greetings, to all, who are luckier with life than me! I might going to rant out, and sorry for that, but I fant really take much more of this. Recently learned some news, which was enough to my barely existing mental health to get a deep diving, and instantly lose all hope I oainfully gathered...

How does having a surgery changes you spiritually? Like gettig a kidney or gallbladder removed? Can someone recover from it, or forever be just a bit 'less', or having problems in spiritual level? Same for amputation. Or just the part of your astral body still remains, even after loosing the...

Greetings Finally got to stomach untrasound and good news, my orgams works properly(expect my pancreas, but you know, diabetes). Bad news, they found some 1 cm sized gallstones. Now, they dont cause me any pain, I dont even feel them, but I want them out. Hopefully in a natural, operation free...

Greetings! Im not sure what to do. My father is gone long time ago, despite his body is alive. He broke, and just a very toxic shade of himself, who cant let go anything. Collecting the past, and, whats worse, collecting junks, which attracts rodents. Last time one got into the house(about...

Greating! This is the third time, I spend my time and energy on recreating an illustration to Milton's Paradise Lost. This pieve took me five weeks during a very, very rough time, when saturn tried to break me, and I never felt that isolated and lost. This piece get a lot more melancolic...

Saturn has given a pretty rough transit for one and a half months now. Good news, only a few days left from it, but its effect match pretty closely to a Saturn return. Is it? Because this period is devastating, horribly. Feels like I lost everything from my oast and have nothing for the future...

First off all, I truly sorry if its off topic. I just really want to get this off from my chest. So, way back then I bad the stupid idea, to teach others on discord. It was a big failure of course, and soon it all crumbled to nothing, but I found a young man there who was around the same age as...

In pre-socratic greek Cronus was the persification of time itself. Time, that sooner or later devoured everything, even the gods, one by one(f.e. Goya's painting of it), until Zeus bested him. And with His victory, humanity could live, without the fear from time. Without the fear, that what they...

Mostly, if not all my problems roots from stress. Im nit the best handling it, avoiding it, and I just overall get stressed from problems. What would be the best rune/working to fix it?

Greetigs! So... I was in deep depression lately, and its nowhere near as good now as I would want to. Cant accept myself, cant love myself(both partly, but not only because of diabetes), hate the feeling that my life dont really have a porpuse anymore, that I might not be strong enough to achive...

Greetings! I got back into pottery a bit, and tried to make a cndle holder this time. Tried to make something antiqe looking, its get a lot better than my last one😅 Hail Satan

Greetings I study geology for a long time now, and even thou I enjoy the classes, I hated the actual work, more than anything before. Tried different geology related jobs, but never felt so bored before. I looked my natal chart, there are several houses and planets that means good scientific...

Is it possible, that if a planet is close to the end of a house, the next house will be more fitting for the person? Like Pluto is in my 'x'th house, but the Pluto on x+1 house literally described me. Its like four degree away from the next house

I bought a nice piece of smoke quartz, but it turned out it was artifically made black. Does it still have the same effect as a regular quartz, or its useless as it is?

Hello Brothers and Sisters! I already have a lot of fighting knife, after time I tried to make my own. Without a forge, I used an ankle grinder on old rasps. The first attempt was a funny little junk, but after a week of work and a better grinder, I finally made a seax knife. Even carved the...

This time made with soft pastel, thatt was the closest for the vibrant colors I wanted😁

Greetings This project nearly took a whole week, and around 25-30 hours. Still, it was most enjoyable to recreate this scene. Worked on very thin layers, so I hadnt wait weeks for the underpaint to dry out. If this scene is familiar for anyone, its because I recreated an illustration from...

Just made this little project from the leftovers, but turned out too good to not share with you!😁

Mostly made this paracord project to relax, bit turned out better than I imagined.

This was a redone bracelet, and Im really satisfied with the finished project. Its literally a my bracelet, its a Dark colored paracord with the Aries pattern on it. I felt funny today😁

Just played with the idea of writing fantasy stories, and I thinked about it. - they worship a literal zombie - they hate everything that is linked to nature and life (body, sex, feasting, exercising) - all they really want is to be resurrected and do conpletly nothing - literally ashamed for...

So, after around half year I bought again a huge loads of oaracird, mostly for a few project that I wanted to try. And I "accidently" made some spiritual jewelry from it.😅 The little ring cost two trys and around four modifying until I get the good size. Its pretty comfortable now. The black...

Greatings! I recently started doing a lot of yin yoga to increase my lower back flexibility(and its also good to lower my blood-sugar, double point😁). It went painfully slowly, but now I can hold a pose up to 5 or even 10 min, and it sometimes feels almost euphoric. Like I just did a four hour...

Thank you so much HPS! I did the changes as soon as I could, and the result comed rather quickly. I havent wrote yet, because I wanted to make sure its not by accident. Now Im sure of it. I redesign my room according to feng shui last week, and HPS Lydia gave very quick advice to it. Since that...

Dear Satanic Brothers and Sisters! This will be a sensitive topic for me, so excuse me if I get radical(as usual😅). Also, I only meant romantic love. I planned a lot, and as I see, in case of my love life I have 3 bigger way to choose from. 1. A hedonistic life. Spending much of my time...

Greatings! For a while now I play with the idea of radesigning my room according to feng shui, but I really dont want to mess up. Its a quick scetch of my room, its in the end of a shorth hallway. I know my bed shouldnt be in the corner, and my writing table is in a bad position, but the more I...

Was I the only one who saw it changing colors? After finishing h Her ritual the ring get a warm-white color, like its own aura.

So, I found way how to organise living room, working room, bedroom, etc according to feng shui, to keep the reeom energetic. But what to do when you have one room for all? I have my own room, but there are the bed, tv, work table, and my books too. Which way would be the most fitting to...

Nine long years ago, that seems and feels like a whole life, in 06. 06. 2015. I did the Dedication ritual. When I started I was still very, very young. Until other teens did their stupid tasks I read and learned and experienced. Soon the knowledges of my past lifes get back. Nine years was not...

A little cup I made from a broken coconut. There is someting ancient in creating items from scratch, I feel them as more personal gifts. I used it as a ritualistic gift to Father Satan. Inside is the best tea I probably ever made. I dont really drink wine, so I have just cheap and sour wine home.

Hello Satanic Brothers and Sisters! After I spend more than half year to write an insanely boring and dry dissertation, I nearly turned my back to writing. A few days of reading lovecraftian stories was enough for me to realise why I started writing in the first hand.😅 But what to write? Or...

There is a japanese art called kintsugi, where you fix a broken pot using gold(or yello copper this case). Just in life, you you break, lose, become flawled etc. You cant restore to its original, or act like nothing happened, but you can bring out the best of it. With great care and mastery you...

Hello brothers and sisters! This one was more of a relaxing creation, wanted to fill it evenly. Hope ypu like it.😅

Well, this was a big experience.😅 Painting it was a big mess, I tried something similar like my pfp, a blue-green-red shading, but it was too red, and my shading skills are not nearly enough for it. So I tried to create a blue, bit Shiva-like version. Im not too satisfied with the final version...

For those who are unfamiliar with the story, Odysseus and his crew have to cross where the Syrens live. The song of the Syrens makes any man mad, they drive their boat to rocks and the Syrens eat their corpses. Odysseus was warned about them, so block all of his mans ears, but give one weird...

So, its a while this happened, but recently I remember it over and over. That time I didnt payed attention to what happened, I had bigger problems to work with. Please, excuse me if it doesnt really have a point, or if I get too sentimental. I just want to share it with you. July, 2023. After a...

Sticking with my love for ancient greece, here is my next finished piece😁. All hail Great Belzebul, Lightning Zeus, Powerful Kronides!

I found a nice slice of wood at the forest, its shape was strangly fitting for my ideas. All hail Master Azazel, shining Apollo, singing arrow of vengeance, teacher of mankind!!!

Hello Satanic Brothers and Sisters, I feel horribly. I started the University (geology) four years ago, and now Im rather disgusted from this. It was very hard and unforgiving from the start, most of classes expected from you to dedicate your whole life for that one class, and learn about it...

Is there any specific meditation you could do with the company of an animal? I meditated a few times with my dog before, just void meditation and deep cleaning, but he reacted positively for it.

A few words before it. I scetched the idea almost a week before I finally started drawing, but I wasn't have enough time or energy to do it because of my work. When I finally sat down to draw I didnt stop until I was done. Took around 5 hours...😅 I did a lot of experiment with this one. Wanted...

I already read Crime and punishment and Notes from the underground, and those were very interesting books. I liked Dostoyevsky's psychology and his critique about morality, so I bought Brother Karamazov. Only finished a few chapter, but not really promising. Xianty is in the spotlight of this...

- You got way too far this time - said Borris while paid the bail - What were you even thinking? - You wouldn't understand - Wilheim slowly walked out of his cell - Anyway, my thanks, Ithat fat guy was looking me a wrong way. - You gave them a speech, right? - If you know already, then why are...

It took several hours, but it was way too enjoyable for me to stop😅 I just finished a wider drawing book, the last task was to draw a comic/manga, and my first idea was drawing a meditation. Hope you like it.

Can someone give me useable documents about Dim Mak? I cant find any technique.

Did Napoleon and Alexander the Great finished achieved Magnum Opus?

What would be the fastest method to achive a very flexible body? Both in using phisical activities and in magical works?

Which one would be the most practical? I recently practiced ninjutsu and wing chung, here are my pros and cons for them. Ninjutsu + Quick reflexes + Makes you more reactive, keep you moving while fighting + Versitale tools, you can fight effectively even wih ropes and sticks + Hand-to-hand...

When would be the closest ideal date to start? Shoul I wait until the Sun enters Aries, or can I start now?

Does all of us have a prewritten fate, even in just fragments, but we fulfil? Or there is no fate at all, and everyone do by their free will? If there is fate(the one I prefer) then we all was fated to join under Satan's flag and fight ahainst our enemy. All in the previous lifes, and every...

As some of you know I got diagnosed with type one diabetes last year. Even it was very serious at the beginning I was able to minimalise its effects. Even my insulin level is just barely below the healthy level. It took me some time to realise why, I think I found some reason for it. If you...

As I said before Zarathustra have some very close pararell with spiritual development. After finishing almost all of Nietzsche's works I plan to reread it, and analise his words from an SS perspective. Would you be inteseted in such analisis?

Is the dates of the four yuga are correct? The description of the events seem accurate(Satya yuga, the golden age of the gods), but 4 million year is too much distance in time. Most of the article states that one divine year is equal to 360 human year, I highly doubt it. 12000 years in human...

This paragraph from the Will to power just stuck on my head since I read it. Even Im a bookworm, and I read pretty fast, but that book took me one and a half month. I can higly recommend this masterpiece, but only if youre already familiar wih Nietzsche's writing style and ideas. This book is...

Hello Satanic brothers and sisters! Can you help me with lucid dreaming? I try it for two months now, with very minimal succes. I write a dream diary for three months, tried all kind of technices, wild, mild, fild, ssild, but barely any lucidity happened. There was two times when I succeded...

After a lot of practice with abstract styles, this is my final drawing:

Another one of my projects. It took a lot more time, because I wanted them to be geometrically perfect.

I did some pyrography drawing before, but this was far the hardest, the cilinder form made it difficult to control the lines(and made difficult to take pictures of it). It wasnt get flawless, there is a bunch of part I would redo. But I really wanted to make this part from the Papyrus of Ani...

I did some pyrography drawing before, but this was far the hardest, the cilinder form made it difficult to control the lines(and made difficult to take pictures of it). It wasnt get flawless, there is a bunch of part I would redo. But I really wanted to make this part from the Papyrus of Ani...

I got a piece of deer antler, and playing with the idea of carving runes into it. Is there any rune what would go specially well with it? Like Ingwaz for ivory?

Would it worth to create such weapon for destruction rituals, or to further boost frtr? I choosed a knife, I plan to visualise all my frustration and negative emotions into it.

Hello again! About a moth now I write down my dreams into a notebook. Not the most exciting, I only have dreams one or two times a week, and those arent really interesting. It turned out these dreams are more complicated than I rememberd, just forgot all of then after a few hours. I observed...

Greetings Satanic brothers and sisters! As some of you know, this summer I get diagnosed with t1d. I was really under myself for a short time, but I guess I really should share my experiences. First of all, being Satanist truly is like having cheat codes for life. I got the best doctors(all of...

I'm not a huge fan of tatoos, but lately think more and more about getting one. I try to be very careful, even if it would be good to get tatood with a Demon sigil or a Satanic symbol, it would be a foolish idea. With that mentality I can write "hey kikes, I'm a Satanist, I fight against you...

Is there any way to heal it? I know its genetical, but I just got diagnosed and its already terrible. Please, is there any way to completly cure it?

So, to start in the beginning, I started this pretty big project almost a year ago. I only tried my previous life almost a decade ago, when I was really the beginning, and I only saw some meaningless fregment. Even now I cant saw everything, and some part of the memories are I'm not sure, but...

"Its dark. Very dark, with barely any spark of light. Like allways before, and I dont think it would change. But this is the natural now. People live in the dark, do their duty, then sleep and become darkness itself. Thats how the things going here. Except us. We are different. I watch others...

Someone should only speak about an addiction twice. First when realise to need help, then when fully healed. I like to think Im fully healed by now, but the memories of my sick past always remain. I can only be more greatful for my love, to save me from that. To start it in the beginnig, in my...

So, my friend and I started a discord server circa a year ago. Shortly after he become SS, and really wanted to make videos about it in tiktok. I didnt think it can be a good idea, but it(moslty) worked. He found a lot of intrested people, and made a dc server, to learn. A newbee tried to teach...

I was at the forest for fieldwork and I found some deer bones. Is there any magic that I can specialy use that? Like carve a rune to it?

I was very interested for geography and geology but now, after 2 years of university I completly lost all of my motivation. All science is just l'art pour l'art, with useless facts, every exam is about how good you can memorize, and the incredible amount of stress you get literally makes me...

I was very interested for geography and geology but now, after 2 years of university I completly lost all of my motivation. All science is just l'art pour l'art, with useless facts, every exam is about how good you can memorize, and the incredible amount of stress you get literally makes me...

As the whole vax terror goes on, things just get worse and worse. My mother got the vax(and almost died from it), but now she will very likely lose her job, and my family will be withot money. And I cant work either, because every single fucking job need the vax. What would be the spell, to...

Hello Satanic brothers and sisters! I have a problem for a long time: I want a girlfriend, but for me the most of people is really dissapointing. They are weak, blind, sheep-like npcs. I tried to meet others, find a girlfriend, but I doubt it would work. The ideal would be if I would find a...

Hello Satanic brothers and sisters! I have a problem for a long time: I want a girlfriend, but for me the most of people is really dissapointing. They are weak, blind, sheep-like npcs. I tried to meet others, find a girlfriend, but I doubt it would work. The ideal would be if I would find a...

How should I get a girlfriend? I don't think, I can be a pair with anyone, who isn't Satanist. I tried many times talking others, telling from myself, the Satanism, but it was allways too much to normies. And I can't miss it, Satanism is a core part of my life. But how will I find a Satanist...

I guess I never was so frightened as now. So, long story short, I live in Hungary, where the worst this fucking vaccine genocide in whole Europe. Almost every fifth people had poisoned and most of people are registred for it. In my family, only my mother works. Her boss is the shittiest thing...

Its basically a daily routine, when you only sleep 20 minutes in every 4 hour. I know Leonardo da Vinci used this, I wondering it's useful, or not?

Hello In the last 90 days I vibrate uruz to my sacral chakra, to cure a pretty serious problem, and it worked perfectly. I want to cure my allergy too. Should I use uruz to my heart chakra, or try something else?

Is it problem if ano RTR for me just 5-6 minutes? I'm a bit fast-speaker, and I can't do it longer than ten minute, but I do 8 RTR every day.