The idea that planets and constellations influence how we’re like and what happens to us doesn’t make much sense. I say this as someone who has a good intuition and in touch with my right-brained side, so I don't think it's an issue of left-brain imbalance. Astrology doesn't "feel" correct to me either.
How is a group of stars/planets X light years away somehow influencing whether I’ll have a career in this position or whether i have good relations with this or that group of people? What exactly in the planet/star is influencing my personality and life?
What’s the science behind this, spiritually speaking?
Also, why stop at the Planets in our Solar system, our Sun and our moon, and the 12 Zodiac signs? Shouldn't every star in the Milky Way or in the universe even somehow have an affect on my life? We don't even consider all the celestial objects in our Solar system. There are 274 moons orbiting Saturn. Jupiter has 97. They should all have an influence on my life too, right? So a constellation dozens of light years away has an effect on me but Saturn's moons don't? Perhaps they do and we just don't know much about it?
The interpretations are also super vague. I've put down random natal chart dates and hours and could see my life described by them as well. They're about as accurate as my natal chart, some things right, others wrong. Almost everyone has good/bad relations with their parents, or feel confident/shy at times. This can all be explained by genetics and environment form my point of view, as well as probabilisticly speaking, everyone will have good/bad times just by chance alone. It doesn't seem like anything profound is being revealed to me here.
Unless of course, the planets/stars aren't the actual powers themselves but symbolic descriptions of higher powers we can't measure?
Perhaps I've misunderstood astrology, how is it meant to be seen or learned? Is it just an advanced form of omen reading, and the planets/stars aren't meant to be taken literraly as the actual powers behind "fate"?
For me I never believed in the mainstream sorta stuff you see. You know the type of thing, a magazine telling everyone, the blanket stuff that wasn't personalized in anyway. It always bothered me greatly because there wasn't enough of a constant change in life/proof, and if there was than why didn't everyone follow it to the letter?
That alone was proof enough because it felt just like how xians claim they've always been oppressed yet are always, ALWAYS, in power in some way shape or form.
However after you've see your personality splayed out for you from
https://astroapollo.org and you research and see the interactions than you get a pretty good understanding there is something there; but let's not go with that because instead let's go with fields.
Magnets are known to the modern world as real but go back just a half century and you'll see that people might be astounded by such a thing. You magically able to move something without touching it. Now for a massive planet like Jupiter even getting "nearish" it will literally drive you insane. The iron in your blood would start moving around rapidly and compress WILDLY in a way that would kill you pretty fast and painfully. This is merely just a single type of wave that is created from such a "monster" of materials.
What we see is very little of reality as provable by thermal radiation. An ice cold block of water is still actually "hot" and produces thermal radiation because anything above absolute zero makes such radiation. To you it's cold but to the universe it's moving. This might not seem like it matters much but than take in example the myriad of waves unseen to the human eye and know everything is mathematics.
Sure we "know a lot" but also know very little. DiscipleoftheSerpent taught me that carbon has 6 protons 6 electrons and 6 neutrons, and while this doesn't seem like much to those who wanna deny it does make 666. All elements, materials, concepts and such can be provable by math but at some point it's truly exhausting to explain to someone.
Suffice to say you can map out peoples lives and deaths based on the system of astrology and also can place it in your own life. Going back you can notice things that have happened if you're old enough, and if not give it time.
After all why WOULDN'T it influence you? What is consciousness and empathy and love and beauty and all these different things you innately understand but can't really explain? You would offer up right brain wisdom if you know to say it but you don't really know. Not the likes of us who haven't made it their mission in life to understanding it, but there are those who have devoted their lives to these topics and allowed us to understand things in reference to them.
Great works of art to move us and help us see beyond just our eyes, art that moves you in an unexplainable way, and for those who delve into the art of Astrology you get to see the results of their works. We can't share personal information because it's a weapon to be used against you but those who see their planets in their first house and how it has effected them can plainly give themselves over to it.
Maybe for you it just doesn't click, and that's ok. For me Numerology and Astrology attract me greatly but maybe your more the earthen type. Try to make a note of your year and put in the effort to see what may or may not happen and see how things interact. Only warning is careful of Saturn and respect it's might. If for nothing else always look to what it is transiting to know what your life is going to be like so you can prepare.
Outside of that I would say take how humans are to ants. We literally are titans like no other to them and change entire "universes" for them. Cranes trains and planes all affect them but they can't fully understand it, and in life even we have such things. It's kinda like accepting something even if you know you don't fully get it yet because you know it has meaning.
Can you fully explain gravity and why it even exists? You can cite some equation but that's childs-play, explain WHY and how it exists without any math, and you'll find you can't. You can only explain it's effects and say it has to exist cause you see such a thing as provable. You know that if someone throws ice cream off a cliff it's gonna splatter on the ground, but you can't exactly say WHY other than you know. Astrology is sorta like that in many ways. Until you become a truly wise person you can't know and once you are there you'd never tell anyone else because that takes away the "fun" of learning it.
If you don't know who Flemeth is from Dragon Age there is a clip you should watch (
) . In Dragon age 2 she explains how you can't know if you can fly until you fall and she offers many such wise things like that. She seems heartless sometimes but the truth of life is that you must sacrifice for things. You can snarkily say to her that it's easy for a dragon to say, cause she can transform into one, but that's taking it literally. We as children know that we have to jump but it's foolish parents who prevent their fall from selfishness.
You are a child and you will get hurt over it but that's a good thing. You should be full of scrapes and burns and bruises head to toe for most of your whole life because it means you TRIED. What greatly glory is there than that. Now I don't mean let cars hit you but don't scoff at the kid who falls down on his skateboard because he has more courage than you. Applaud and smile, cheer them on; for that is what it means to be human.
Jump into life head on and be willing to suffer to learn it's beauty. I only wish I had such a thing in me years ago, but I was raised sheltered. Cowardice is a product of the times sadly, but don't let the not knowing stop you. Read and learn and TRY. You can prove to yourself it's real with an open mind and a heart wishing to learn.