I am a Chinese. I cannot find anyone in China who believes in the father of Satan like me. My friends around me seem to be very resistant. I feel very unhappy and depressed.
Greetings, Brother / Sister!
You have one of the greatest cultures in the world. Hitler (one of our Gods now) said about it:
"I have never regarded the Chinese or Japanese as being inferior to ourselves. They belong to ancient civilizations, and I admit freely that their past history is superior to our own. They have the right to be proud of their past, just as we have the right to be proud of the civilization to which we belong. Indeed, I believe the more steadfast the Chinese and the Japanese remain in their pride of race, the easier I shall find it to get on with them."
Read your own Ancient literature to be in contact with your great past. Some books I give here:
hat zeevist-satanic books would you recommend me to read? what about these books about enki? is it not relevant anymore? if not then what books are worth reading?
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Your culture preserved Ancient secrets that provide pain killing and healing to the whole planet right now.
Read also your Ancient treatises such as:
Classic of Mountains and Seas
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Shi Yi Ji
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And my beloved - the greatest story ever told full of spiritual allegories covered under buddhist facade yet containing the most important Ancient Pagan wisdom about the nature of the mind:
Journey to the West
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It has many authors because it is Chinese Faustus - the legend of all ages and epochs. The best known author is Wu Cheng'en. Extremely recommended to everyone.
My TCM doctor told me that most part of Chinese Ancient Alchemy and Medicine is still in Chinese language and not translated into English, and he reads Ancient versions and tells that they are completely different and contain more knowledge, they are as many-dimensional in comparison to the modern ones. Learn your Ancient language and learn your manuscripts for yourself. Might you also enjoy Tibetan ones. You have endless sacred Pagan texts in your Ancient language.
Here I analyzed the chart of your national hero Ip Man:
Hello, I like your explanations a lot, and I'd like to hear your advice on the interpretation and how to deal with Saturn in the 8th in Taurus sign. Thank you.
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If you are alone, remember: you always can communicate with the spirits of the greatest of the dead. You can love and befriend them because they are humans like you and authors of those treatises. All your great people stand behind you and support you. All mothers of your Race that are greatest mothers in the world are there behind you, all loyalest wives and fairest maidens of your greatest past are there trusting in you. All greatest warriors of your past - they all are there for you. You are never and will never be alone. You are connected on the very deep level with your Ancient Pagan Ancestors. Also there are people of other epochs including those future ones that can love you secretly from the future because all times exist in the same moment. Somebody can be loved from the future and not know this. Time is not lineal.
Clergy always say that Zevists also have link with each other as well on the very deep level.