I feel disconnected from you guys, my Siblings in Satan. I don't think it's depression, but it is depressing. I want to have a spiritual purpose fighting enemy through RTR, it felt and feels so good to return the curses of the enemy to them. Lately have had a back & forth, I thought I was making progress. But have been removed from Safe Space, now I read in the Temple there's no individual ritual to be done. It's just not how it was before. Trying to adjust, but if I want to pay respectful homage or recite litany with love that should be my business and allowed.

Maybe I misunderstand, but feeling sad and am questioning things & myself, I am more Spiritual Satanist than Zevist, I'm trying to embrace these changes but I just feel that RTR & individual ritual are up to the practitioner & should be fine to do so long as nothing astrologically conflicts + there moon isn't void of course, respectfully.

I don't have the level of knowledge as the HP 's & JG/TG so again, maybe I misunderstood, but feeling .
I talk to God about it, I know he & The Gods are understanding, I just wish I was understanding, why, reasons for new protocol, also.

Καὶ ὅπου ἂν ἔλθω, ἐκεῖ εὑρήσω τὸν ἥλιον καὶ τὴν σελήνην καὶ τοὺς ἀστέρας· εὑρήσω ὄναρ καὶ οἰωνούς, καὶ διαλέξομαι τοῖς θεοῖς.
- Ἐπίκτητος

“And wherever I may go, there I shall find the sun and the moon and the stars; I shall find dreams and omens, and I shall converse with the Gods.”
- Epictetus

Some important dates for magickal workings coming up:

-This Wednesday and next, Mercury square can be done

-Fridays from June 6 to July 4, Venus square

-June 11 is a Full Moon in Sagittarius with Jupiter strong in Cancer. This is a great opportunity to do white magick, anything having to do with good luck, opportunities, accomplishing something major, money workings, gambling.

-Jupiter squares can be done!!! Starting June 12 until November 11. A total of 8 squares can be done.

A home has to be open and welcoming, full of life and people. That’s a real home.