Alright, so, I'm related directly (friends) to an individual who commented on this post a month ago. For privacy reasons and since I've read the rules I won't mention him.
He's shown me the path to Zevism and I've read a lot, and for some reason, (I did tell him, he has not forced me to do any of this whatsoever) I started feeling a calling. Something was attracting me to convert. Mind you I have been agnostic my entire life, I grew up with Christian family members however I never practiced it since I thought it was all bullshit.
I did the dedication ritual after reading a lot, and some weird stuff started happening. It might be coincidence, or it might not be.
I did the prayer, and as soon as it ended, with the big Satya scream, an actual big thunder struck, followed by a heavy rain. Mind you, rain was not planned whatsoever according to AccuWeather in my country.
Following that, I did the three basic things (that I'll perform today, tomorrow, and after tomorrow since it's the initiation program for the first 40 days) and while I was doing void meditation (with open eyes) I started seeing an actual greyish colour surrounding me. First I thought I was just tripping since I had my glasses off, I've never believed spirituality, so I put them on and tried meditating again, another 5 minutes ,and this time it was even more clear. The fog was there, all around my legs and arms (even the door frame, but I did read and it's normal to see that greyish aura in objects) is this normal?
Its a lot to take in. I believe in Zeus's power and I swear, something was heavily telling me inside to convert. I did, but this is a LOT to digest and even though I am not leaving (because this just shows me my intuition was right) I just need answers.
Sorry if the post is a bit... Messy. This is all.new to me