Last year, before I came to JoS, I had what I can only describe as a
transcendental experience. It was actually a Manic-Autistic Episode, but the
way it happened and the results... I've never been able to talk to any Gods
through the Astral, but I'll be damned if I wasn't doing it on the physical
level. I went around town like I was doing the "Stations of the Zodiac",
convinced myself I was the Morning Star (Well, that's not what I said... But
oh boy, was I in for a shock when I found out what it could be translated
as!), and when I got to the gym (I was and am a bit of a lardass). I went on
the treadmill, set it to full blast, and just let it rip. No pain, no
fatigue, I tried it out on a bunch of others to make sure it wasn't broken,
and even asked one of the "Poor Mortals" with me if their machines were
working, which they were (I'm Taurus Rising. My phrase was, "STRONG LIKE
BULL!"). This was the second day I was up with no sleep, either, and I
barely even felt like I had to eat. I told my mom and dad (who were worried
out of their gourds) that this must have been how people lived 12,000 years
ago, in total control of their bodies through the proper wiring of their
minds. I had big plans, too - I fired up Google Earth and checked out all
the satellite views of Earth... I was gonna walk from the US to Argentina,
across the South Pole (Perhaps Neuschwabenland?), swim to New Zealand, trek
across Indonesia and SE Asia, take a break in Tibet, and wind up in Europe.
The whole time I was listening to the thing below (I understand you're all
circumspect about movies, but this is one of the most Luciferian kid's films
ever made. It's about an oppressed subject of the Soviet Union finding out
she's the long-lost daughter of the most powerful royals in Europe, and that
her name is "Immortality". Her challenge is to raise her talents and reunite
with her destiny. Oh, and the Russian Revolution is depicted as a magical
Jewish curse. Don Bluth might not be welcome in Orion, but damned if he
isn't a David Cole. He gave the middle finger to Disney, and made movies
about a society of lowly animals raising their intellect until they were
like unto humans, humanity surviving on the brink of extinction against
manipulative aliens, and that one movie where a bunch of Jewish rodents come
to infest the United States!).
Anastasia - At the Beginning with Lyrics
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lLfFOCfAlIc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lLfFOCfAlIc
Anastasia - At the Beginning with Lyrics
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lLfFOCfAlIc My first video.... A song and a
movie that I love. Had to make do with the pics, I lost the clips

Turn on
annotations to see lyrics Hope you enjoy! Commen...
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Anyway, things got even more intense from there. I wound up trying to
communicate the secrets of the universe to my parents, and then I really
went nuts. Uncontrollable mania, thought I was a God, wound up in temporary
restraints and on massive psychotropics, and stayed in a psych unit for most
of a week (fun bit, they actually taught everyone Qigong and Yoga). The
story's got a happy ending though. I spent the next year as depressed as
ever, in a spiritual crisis, and I eventually came here. It's been a trip
trying to find out the truths and intentions of the groups, the high
priests, and the Gods, but I reached a state of clarity just last week. I
had another episode. I was conscious, in control, and the patterns of the
crazy shit I was doing and saying were exactly the same as the first time.
It's exactly like the Energies of Lucifer, the Lightning of Hephaestus, that
must be taken raw and hammered into a Satanic bolt. Right now it's five AM,
I've got six hours of deep sleep, don't feel remotely tired, and have
reached total clarity on the meaning of Satanism. If I'm not in communion
with the Gods now, in my own way, then I wouldn't know them if I was staring
them right in the face.