Relationships #78162 I hate all womans mostly below 30 [Trigger Warning: Rant Against Women]

[Ask Satya Operator]

#78163 Continuation of #78171

Nothing works anymore , meditation , pills , drugs , nothing . I am in a constant hate , just hate , just pain , I have been awake for 3 days , my soul was begging me to jump over a building but then I've clossed my eyes and remembered what so many have done to me I simply can't allow this to pass , I have had enough of being judged for being to intense,dramatic and extreme , whatever I say I will never be right , I will always be seen as a monster and now I truly start to realize that I might indeed be one.

I have had enough of this delusions , those moments where I meet somebody over and over again just to be broken once more , the inner self always try warn me and always comes back hunting me , not sleeping and being aware of myself, whatever I do or how I fuck up my mind I still can't forgive and forget and let this pass.

For those who love and care about me or whatever , I always been told "all in due time" when the fuck is that? Another decade [10 years] again ? IT WOULD BE TO LATE ,IL BE OLD! I wanted to live my youth at it best not to be oblied by life to do other shits and been so 'cursed' I guess in a way to be so unforucenate in love.

I tried , I'm trying but don't know what will be very soon to be fully honest with you and this is not just about me.

I am the type of person who put a lot of soul even after 5 days , some said 'you can't feel nothing about that person been only 5 days' WELL GUESS FUCKING WHAT , I DO.

I am the type of person who never forgets and very rarely forgives , I tried being nice and this never works always ends up in me being the hoe. I don't hate everything but If il burst myself out I will probbaly see black and will do then hate everyone, I don't know what to do anymore I can already see the answers will be either " wait another decate " or " go improve yourself better and u will have what u seek " because nobody is actually enough for me for some reason , I need to 'upgrade' in order to be loved and for me this is straight up lie , I don't think I am perfect but I perfectionated myself over this decade and where the fuck was my hoe? Nowhere.

I can't sleep anymore I can't do jack shit , before I used to cut myself but this time I was thinking to cut some more .

 

[Ex-Translator]

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[XVIIshine]

... disclaimer: i'm a lurker/ newbie, so my two cent thoughts are firmly in "grain of salt" territory... i have much to learn myself... so...:

Resentment is poison.
Resentment is contrary to faith, to power, to virtue, to achievement, to energy flow, and to enjoying the esteem of self and others.
Agree that Astarte Power Ritual is good medicine, if a resentful person is not too far gone.
Astarte is a feminine force supremely worthy of trust. Building a trusting relationship with divine feminine energy (yes i know i sound like a hippie!) will ease the soul, and perhaps women will notice in time.
"In time." Sorry but it's true.
Really hoping this person turns out okay.

 

[Night Sky]

Please don’t kill yourself.
I don’t know what you’ve been through, but it hurts to see you feeling this way.
You deserve better than toxic relationships. If someone mistreats you, walk away—you owe yourself that respect.
Learn to value yourself more. Surround yourself with good people, not those who bring you down.
Your worth isn’t defined by what women think of you. Focus on loving yourself, growing stronger, and building the life you want. You don’t need anyone’s approval to be enough.


How most women are, isn't important because you only need one woman, not most of them. I'm sure you will find one woman who is the way you want.

 

[UltraLord]

Maybe try popping that inflated ego of yours and stop thinking your better than everyone else. At the end of the day your just as lost as everyone else. You think the way you stumble around is better than everyone else. Were all just stumbling around. Your never going to figure it out, life is a grand mystery, an adventure. Its like trying to grab hold of sand. Its much more fun to act like you dont know anything than to act like you know everything. Put yourself in her shoes for once.

 

[Stormblood]

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[Stormblood]

Do this, it will help you calm down:

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This can absolutely really help

 

[Novice Priest Karnonnos]

Women cannot heal you from traumas you have, as if you are some kid in their arms. They cannot do that at length with any adult man without an advanced bond of soul, particularly not one off the internet where there is no proximity and presence factor. To think so is to misunderstand women and their limits.

Why would women be evil altogether for shit testing and all these behaviors that keep them breathing much of the time? This is the strong error of Schopenhauer (and the Yehubor named Weininger later on) that Nietzsche corrected, same as Schopenhauer's contention that women are of 'limited intellect' and 'big children', when the reality is the reverse: that these behaviors are indicators of a higher average intellect that lends itself to capriciousness, displays of emotion and 'rapier sharp' judgements, a certain gravity in all of these that can be wielded for good or for evil.

No, these are not always put to good use; the evil is in what decaying andrapoda do with these qualities. Hence, we never told you to be 'gentle' with everyone outside here, nor did we tell you to reveal your face with a woman on here either. Many types of women will never respect gentleness outside of certain situations or certain men where it can be touching to them. You need to start loosening up and taking this less seriously.

But them rejecting you being an injustice just because you had a bad upbringing with little warmth is not true. The two are unrelated phenomena. Schopenhauer could not understand this, his life was dominated by his bold mother's questionable decisions and his endless sex affairs with young mistresses where he often treated them questionably. Interestingly, Schopenhauer's sister, Adele, also had extreme lack of luck with men on the same basis of endless affairs with young men she pursued.

Still, female psychology is not exactly the same as male psychology.

 

[MercuryWisdom]

Have you read content by Lady Maxine? She elaborated constantly that the sex drive and libido is a completely normal thing for both sexes. There is no 'dampening or destruction of libido' as a woman evolves spiritually, unless sex is of very little interest, which is a very small amount of the population. Denial of this has led to unmitigated disaster.

Women don't want sex and merely put up with 'uncleanliness' granted as a 'service rendered' to their knight who apparently possesses the animal nature? Look at the amount of women who despise sexless marriages, or get fed up of casual sex that has little satiating content, or pursue sex directly due to dissatisfaction. How would we even propagate as a species if higher women disliked sex?

The feminine archetype of Virgo deals with spiritual hygiene and stands in opposition to Libra which is broadly romantic as a whole and polite to 'everyone', Leo, which is passionate and more bestial at times, and Pisces that can lose itself in others and be on daydreaming wavelengths.

Virgo is not just the virgin but the fertile grain she carries. The presence of the Virgo archetype in Sleeping Beauty, Snow White and all this does not equal being against sexuality. Just look at the Virgo description of romance planets - 'sex is seen as ESSENTIAL to health', 'their fantasies have INTRICATE details... fetishes...', 'they will fixate on their chosen individual WHETHER they are available or not', etc. Despite the highly selective nature of Virgo, the latter even hints at the amoral Mercurial nature (squaring Sagittarius) and the need of earth (feminine polarity) to exert on its chosen object.

In all these stories, it is the metaphysic of union in the kiss or sexual intercourse that leads to the princess becoming reanimated from the curse. This metaphysic is not unclean. Cinderella goes to the royal ball, deliberately, despite being warned not to take attention from her stepsisters. She does so via means of magic. It is her who takes the decisive action, and she uses subversion here.

As for women being uninterested in sex, in money or in the material, the fact other feminine signs are Scorpio, Taurus and Capricorn should speak for itself.

Lack of luck in 7th House matters is not down to simple karmic formulas that Lady Maxine warned against like 'you were promiscuous in a past life', 'you raped or domestically abused someone in a past life', 'you did this and that love spell then, now you are punished'.

Someone can be abused for lifetimes, or simply have total inertia, and have immense problems in this area. The OP describes his tense and unloving relationship with his relatives, even the male ones. If you have no male role models to teach you how to approach women, how can you proceed?

I love that you wrote this and I love how you wrote this, I agree.

 

[CatDoll]

You're stupid enough to hate all women just because you're bad with them. Would a woman have post this thread with "I hate men"? Would she have gotten the same reaction? I dont think so... They'd probably post that picture and talk about how sjw she is. Most women are harassed at best once in their lives. Everything sucks where I live. I've never heard a girl say she hates men. I am sorry that you have a f*cked up life, bitch i didnt.

 

[Hárbarðr]

Would a woman have post this thread with "I hate men"? Would she have gotten the same reaction? I dont think so... They'd probably post that picture and talk about how sjw she is. Most women are harassed at best once in their lives. Everything sucks where I live. I've never heard a girl say she hates men.

These forums are non-mainstream and that's the reason many incels and others come here to rant against women. I don't agree with the rant, but the fact is our society is largely gynocentric and has always been, for survival purposes because it benefits out survival to put women first.

In real life and places like Reddit, if you say something against women then 100 white knights will come out of nowhere and attack you, but if you say something against men they will agree with you. This is a psychological fact and has been studied a lot. It's called the "women are wonderful effect". There have been many social experiments done in public comparing a man hitting a woman vs a woman hitting a man in public. In the first case there always come white knights to put him down while in the second case they just ignore them or even laugh.

Also, you have this:

 

[CatDoll]

These forums are non-mainstream and that's the reason many incels and others come here to rant against women. I don't agree with the rant, but the fact is our society is largely gynocentric and has always been, for survival purposes because it benefits out survival to put women first.

I actually dont care about mainstream or not. We have godesses. He cant just say somethin like this. They put women first as men bc they wanted childeren, new generations. They are creating the game. We werent even have right to vote. When we stand up we have told ''Go wash dishes'' They put women first, yes but as an object. Who set all these standart for women? Who said that your value comes from your virginity? Who said that if a woman is on her period she is dirty? Did i started the misoginism? Do men live\hear all these? If man could get period and could get pregnant we would not be able to meet their standarts. Pads and every thing would be free, days off, paid (lol)

In real life and places like Reddit, if you say something against women then 100 white knights will come out of nowhere and attack you, but if you say something against men they will agree with you. This is a psychological fact and has been studied a lot. It's called the "women are wonderful effect". There have been many social experiments done in public comparing a man hitting a woman vs a woman hitting a man in public. In the first case there always come white knights to put him down while in the second case they just ignore them or even laugh.

Yes, because women are seen as merely "little and beautiful" creatures and aren't taken seriously. Even their anger. And besides, as I wrote at the beginning, we have Gods and Goddesses. No one can simply insult either men or women. But even in a title where women are openly denigrated, the plight of "suffering men" is depicted.

Yes, I feel very sorry for men. Throughout history, they have been confined to their homes, beaten, and subjected to sexual assault both within and outside of marriage. They were bought and sold like property. They were valued based on their virginity. They didn't have the right to vote, they couldn't get a mortgage on their own. It's heartbreaking.

 

[CatDoll]

We dont deny hard aspects of being a man but this post is about women, so stop being that attention seeker. Our topic is women. We have many threads about men i can connect you to them.

 

[Night Sky]

We dont deny hard aspects of being a man but this post is about women, so stop being that attention seeker. Our topic is women. We have many threads about men i can connect you to them.

Sister we understand your point, but the problem is that this person seems to be suicidal. We don’t want him to harm himself, so we’re trying to talk him out of it.

I’ve personally discussed extensively how difficult women’s lives are in most countries, but right now, this person is in pain, and our priority is ensuring he doesn’t hurt himself because he is one of us.

We would do the same for a woman

 

[High Priestess Lydia]

Everyone, let's stay on topic. The enemy does a lot of cursing to make the genders hate each other, because this is one of the main ways society and civilization falls. Mercury is also Rx now, which will cause more issues with communication here. The more we argue, the more both genders look bad. We are not supposed to be divided, this is not how our Gods made us. We are supposed to be fully integrated with each other and building civilization upwards together.

The OP needs help, so please direct any comments directly to his precise needs.

 

[Head Guardian Blitzkreig]

#78163 Continuation of #78171

Nothing works anymore , meditation , pills , drugs , nothing . I am in a constant hate , just hate , just pain , I have been awake for 3 days , my soul was begging me to jump over a building but then I've clossed my eyes and remembered what so many have done to me I simply can't allow this to pass , I have had enough of being judged for being to intense,dramatic and extreme , whatever I say I will never be right , I will always be seen as a monster and now I truly start to realize that I might indeed be one.

I have had enough of this delusions , those moments where I meet somebody over and over again just to be broken once more , the inner self always try warn me and always comes back hunting me , not sleeping and being aware of myself, whatever I do or how I fuck up my mind I still can't forgive and forget and let this pass.

For those who love and care about me or whatever , I always been told "all in due time" when the fuck is that? Another decade [10 years] again ? IT WOULD BE TO LATE ,IL BE OLD! I wanted to live my youth at it best not to be oblied by life to do other shits and been so 'cursed' I guess in a way to be so unforucenate in love.

I tried , I'm trying but don't know what will be very soon to be fully honest with you and this is not just about me.

I am the type of person who put a lot of soul even after 5 days , some said 'you can't feel nothing about that person been only 5 days' WELL GUESS FUCKING WHAT , I DO.

I am the type of person who never forgets and very rarely forgives , I tried being nice and this never works always ends up in me being the hoe. I don't hate everything but If il burst myself out I will probbaly see black and will do then hate everyone, I don't know what to do anymore I can already see the answers will be either " wait another decate " or " go improve yourself better and u will have what u seek " because nobody is actually enough for me for some reason , I need to 'upgrade' in order to be loved and for me this is straight up lie , I don't think I am perfect but I perfectionated myself over this decade and where the fuck was my hoe? Nowhere.

I can't sleep anymore I can't do jack shit , before I used to cut myself but this time I was thinking to cut some more .

It might sound cliche, but an internal restoration of the self-esteem, both at the core, and how you connect with others, is needed. Wunjo can help with this a lot, as it restores fulfillment and social happiness.

These situations of wanting to take out your rage on others will not help as the problem is internal. Yes, it can feel like others are "doing this to you", and maybe they did in some cases, but the fix must come through you, not them.

If someone rejects you, belittles you, etc, it is your internal pride which counters this. If you simply lash out at them, this is not a substitute for pride, and then the same thing will happen again with the next person.

Yes, it can feel exhausting, like you are putting in more and more energy into something that isn't working, but the reality is that your current state still does need work. These feelings of pain will still impede how happy you feel with others. At the same time, even if someone became your wife overnight, this would also not directly fix your internal state, either.

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Devaluing other people in these cases, such as calling them "hoes", serves as a defense mechanism for your own ego. It is understandable, as you feel like you are at your wit's end, but that doesn't make it right, and it is also distracting you from the real problem.

Lastly, strong sexual urges, in some cases, can arise from regenerative impulses from the soul, so there is a positive element to this, and it is possible that sex with others can help you repair. At the same time, you still cannot put your problems on other people like this, or flip out over small things.

Your ego and pride is in a state of hyper-reaction because it feels like it cannot get what it wants no matter what. This is actually the opposite state of the normally fixed and bountiful position of someone's Sun and self-esteem. When the internal state of power is restored through solar work, this will both calm your overreactions, but it can also help transform the same intensity into something more useful, too.

Turn the same intensity into productive magickal uses, rather than forcefully trying to change others or cut yourself. These are lower versions of the same root behavior/desire to transform things. This itself can become a power of its own, but you are misusing it and then getting backlash for that, which causes you to think there is no value in your intensity, which is not the case.

 

[Head Guardian Blitzkreig]

Maybe try popping that inflated ego of yours and stop thinking your better than everyone else. At the end of the day your just as lost as everyone else. You think the way you stumble around is better than everyone else. Were all just stumbling around. Your never going to figure it out, life is a grand mystery, an adventure. Its like trying to grab hold of sand. Its much more fun to act like you dont know anything than to act like you know everything. Put yourself in her shoes for once.

You're stupid enough to hate all women just because you're bad with them. Would a woman have post this thread with "I hate men"? Would she have gotten the same reaction? I dont think so... They'd probably post that picture and talk about how sjw she is. Most women are harassed at best once in their lives. Everything sucks where I live. I've never heard a girl say she hates men. I am sorry that you have a f*cked up life, bitch i didnt.

This situation is actually caused by someone whose ego is acting from a position of survival and extreme self-defense, not necessarily "inflated" from a powerful sense (which results in true achievement of desires).

Yes, it is not right for this person to act this way towards others, but saying like "You are stupid" or "You are lost" as a way to make them change their mind will only put them even more on the defensive.

 

[Head Guardian Blitzkreig]

We dont deny hard aspects of being a man but this post is about women, so stop being that attention seeker. Our topic is women. We have many threads about men i can connect you to them.

I understand that you are also trying to vent your anger and defend both yourself and your gender, but this topic is actually about a wounded man who is improperly taking out his anger on women. In that sense, the topic is about trying to heal this from a male perspective.

Yes, the anger of this man is misplaced and that should be called out. At the same time, what this person also needs to heal is to actually see positive examples of a woman. This will help rewire his soul so he stops seeing only negative things.

You are not obligated to do this, of course, but continuing the hate train beyond punitive actions can begin to undermine efforts to retrain constructive mindsets.

In other words, post more about positive things women do for society and men.

 

[Pammy]

I know many will obviously react with hate but this will only fuel my anger and approves it.

Hello. If your hateful remarks make people react with hate, it does not prove anything but a simple action-reaction equation. You don't have to do this. You could create much better reactions with your actions.

It is nice to hear you are better now.

I have also told to myself I will stop scrolling down on dating apps like a hammster and just dominate woman trough money aka gonig prostituates and do what the fuck i want to them , I am trying to figure out how to be ethical and good

Spending less time online is a good idea. Buy sex if you want to, though I doubt emotionless acts are what you crave. It would be like a band-aid on a bleeding cut. It is not the treatment you need. Nevertheless, you have free will. Congrats for trying.

It would be really nice if you stopped calling women ''hoes''.

I hate all of womans below 30 to 18 , they usually 'wake up' after 35+ when they get old ass bitchez and realize they need to settle , there's a video who describe more of my problem which is this:

You are being lied to by people who profit from men's lack of guidance. If young men are in healthy, happy relationships they can't sell their ''black pill'' ''red pill'' content and get views on social media. We are living in a heaven of data. You can find out any information in a very short amount of time. Short research shows me:

-Median number of opposite-sex partners in lifetime among sexually experienced men and women aged 25-44 years of age 2011-2015 is 6.1 for men and 4.2 for women, National Center Health Statistics, USA

If 4 in whole lifetime partner count make women hoes, what should we call men with 6 partners? Also, notice this is among sexually experienced people and in the USA. The numbers are lower than what we are bombarded to believe on social media. They want you to think everyone is having sex every day and you are an outcast, which is a lie, so they can make you full of hate and anger and abuse these emotions.

It is very common to be in your 20s and to have no experience. Had they included people with no experience in the studies, the median partner count would be lower.

-Percentage of men and women 15-44 years of age who have had five or more opposite sex partners in the past 12 months, 2011-2015: 4.0% for men and 1.7% for women, National Center Health Statistics, USA

Should I call you a hoe now, because you are a man? I'm sure I saw quite a few women asking questions in the forums stating they have no experience. Use the search function. You said 95% of women are hoes. Why such an easily exposed false accusation? Worldwide lifetime partner counts are 4-5 for women and 6-7 for men. With men over-reporting and women under-reporting, it is almost the same. Around 1-4% of the population live the life you believe everyone else is living.

You know what? It is actually men who tend to be promiscuous. They are not vigorously slutshamed, they rarely die due to HPV while for women it is often deadly, and they don't face the risk of getting pregnant. Anyone saying women are more promiscuous is a liar. Though the gap is small. Majority of people have lesser than 6 partners their whole life. Almost everyone is monogamous. Almost everyone only has sex with their long-time partners.

Above numbers are from the USA. Most of the world has lower numbers:

Sexual parnter study 2019-2021from India: Results The mean number of lifetime sexual partners was higher in males (3.29) compared to females (2.40), with significant regional and generational variations. https://www.researchgate.net/public...ng_study_of_nationally_representative_Indian_

2-3 partners your whole life is a hoe now? This is a mean, which means almost everyone has 1 partner whole their life while the minority has 4-5+ making up the mean of 2-3.

I am the type of person who put a lot of soul even after 5 days , some said 'you can't feel nothing about that person been only 5 days' WELL GUESS FUCKING WHAT , I DO.

It's not like you can't feel things in a short amount of time. It is more like you can't get to know to people in 5 days, so your feelings are not for the person but for your own hopes. Then it turns out the person is not what you had feelings for... because it was not a whole human being with their depth and sorrow and hope but it was your own craving projected on someone, with hope but not with accuracy. The person does not align with your imaginary soulmate and you feel disappointed. Which you shouldn't be, because it is you who expected too much from a person whom you didn't get to know deeply. You can feel things for someone in 5 days. It is not wise and you should stop it when you notice you are doing that for the simple reason that your feelings will be wasted on someone you don't even know yet.

They are trying to radicalize you to be cannon fodder by feeding you this hate. I'd appreciate it if you stopped calling women names. Thank you.
People do not agree with the OP. When someone is sick, the priority is healing them and stopping them from hurting themselves and others. This is not a who is right and who is wrong kind of discourse. It is about someone who is sick and needs help. You don't have to help. You may even think he does not deserve help. It is fine. Not everyone will show kindness and mercy when they are attacked and not everyone has to do that.

 

[CatDoll]

I am sure this was not random especially this information , I will continue to think and proceed , but from now on I will delete myself as not letting other know too much of me , NEVER and just be false and dominate, manipulate samd , I will join politics and grow to the highest polticians rank , Gouvernemantly if not then the opposite of it but whatever it is , Power is and will be in my hand.

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My bro thinks he is Lex Luthor.

 

[Nikólaos666]

I have met my wife when I was 31, I never had a real relationship before that. I only had sex once before that.

I met her at a pool, we were both swimmers.

Now, I have 3 beautiful kids with her.

Some people bloom later than sooner, remember that.

 

[Shadowcat]

Have you read content by Lady Maxine? She elaborated constantly that the sex drive and libido is a completely normal thing for both sexes. There is no 'dampening or destruction of libido' as a woman evolves spiritually, unless sex is of very little interest, which is a very small amount of the population. Denial of this has led to unmitigated disaster.

Women don't want sex and merely put up with 'uncleanliness' granted as a 'service rendered' to their knight who apparently possesses the animal nature? Look at the amount of women who despise sexless marriages, or get fed up of casual sex that has little satiating content, or pursue sex directly due to dissatisfaction. How would we even propagate as a species if higher women disliked sex?

The feminine archetype of Virgo deals with spiritual hygiene and stands in opposition to Libra which is broadly romantic as a whole and polite to 'everyone', Leo, which is passionate and more bestial at times, and Pisces that can lose itself in others and be on daydreaming wavelengths.

Virgo is not just the virgin but the fertile grain she carries. The presence of the Virgo archetype in Sleeping Beauty, Snow White and all this does not equal being against sexuality. Just look at the Virgo description of romance planets - 'sex is seen as ESSENTIAL to health', 'their fantasies have INTRICATE details... fetishes...', 'they will fixate on their chosen individual WHETHER they are available or not', etc. Despite the highly selective nature of Virgo, the latter even hints at the amoral Mercurial nature (squaring Sagittarius) and the need of earth (feminine polarity) to exert on its chosen object.

In all these stories, it is the metaphysic of union in the kiss or sexual intercourse that leads to the princess becoming reanimated from the curse. This metaphysic is not unclean. Cinderella goes to the royal ball, deliberately, despite being warned not to take attention from her stepsisters. She does so via means of magic. It is her who takes the decisive action, and she uses subversion here.

As for women being uninterested in sex, in money or in the material, the fact other feminine signs are Scorpio, Taurus and Capricorn should speak for itself.

Lack of luck in 7th House matters is not typically down to simple karmic formulas that Lady Maxine warned against like 'you were promiscuous in a past life', 'you raped or domestically abused someone in a past life', 'you did this and that love spell then, now you are punished'.

Someone can be abused for lifetimes, or simply have total inertia, and have immense problems in this area. The OP describes his tense and unloving relationship with his relatives, even the male ones. If you have no male role models to teach you how to approach women, how can you proceed?

I was about to make a comment on this until i saw your post here. I was about to say he literally sounds like a muslim. It isn't the first time a post like this from him or others here has put me off. I'm sick of seeing shit like this from people from turkey, the middle east and eastern Europe its gross. I miss that there aren't as many female zevists active here because theres times where it feels like a secondary /pol on 4chan, where they call women cunts and whores literally on the daily

 

[Ask Satya Operator]

First of all , even if I am anonymous , I want to apologize to the women who have read this topic and to offer my appreciation and respect to all those , not just women but to all who have tried to help me , I appreciate it very much , bless you forever.

Because of several reasons I generalized the whole planet , when I was saying that generalization about women I was referring more to my own life , as I was saying , ugly I am absolutely not at all , money I have , house I have , I have practically everything , most importantly , I'm a very loving and kind person and I can't say that this was necessarily a disadvantage in my relationships but it's probably not good that I hid my self too much , I mean reducing my aggressiveness and my martian side just for the sake of gaining more women and respect from them in my life , I'm trying to find a balance.

When I went through this psychological and emotional crisis I realized that I have much bigger problems , I feel much freer and better but this hatred still continue to persist , I now understand more of my astrogram and about myself and I am going to focus on what is really important.

At a time in my life when I was high, and I mean higher, I had relationships and women galore but I felt empty because I knew that people only look at what you have to offer they don't necessarily look at your person, your character, your soul and that made me stop seeking wealth and power.

I find it absolutely incredible how , after so many years , whatever I do I simply don't even get to get past a simple "hello" or more than a few days into a relationship of any kind with any woman , always really when I pass on the street and I saw a woman especially young I looked with disgust because of this opinion formed that all would be as they are , here I mean my importiva that with others I am convinced that they are not as they were with me.

At present I am much better and I am going to focus on a lot of money , HUGE amounts , I am going to channel those frustrations and I will achieve power for my sake and no one else's.

I know that women are still human beings like me regardless of gender , these thoughts and emotions and everything I have are more out of emotional need to be with someone , it's the lack and more things that made me react the way I did o.

Probably more than likely I have been cursed , not necessarily in this life but further back , enemies stinging my sensitive spots constantly working at it to destroy me but now I know what I have to do.

There's no point in going on with what I'm going to do but I just want to say to all of you that I wish you all the best in the world and may the Gods bless you, maybe one day, someday, my time will come but I'm not going to wait for anything and I'm going to get what I want when I want it, not sitting with my finger up my ass.

That transformation I've been trough made me realize that I am much more then what I have thought my entire life, altough I always knew I am powerful this time I have confrunted my intesnities and I will use magick to obtain more succes not to let the energies manipulate my reactions and emotions , the walls have been broken and destryoed , now it's me and il get what I want.

 

[High Priestess Lydia]

To the OP:

As for your Martian side, men definitely need to have a healthy outlet for that. Women too as it manifests as them being overly aggressive in verbal fighting "for women's rights" and other areas. But for you, have you tried working out a lot, channeling all your frustration into it? Exercise gives so many benefits including improving your mood overall.

Have you done freeing the soul workings, to remove any potential bad karma regarding finding a healthy and happy relationship? This will also help your mindset, removing any conditioning/programming you may have. Having a healthy life partner is healing, and helps most people grow more than they would on our own. So perhaps you would be fine alone as you mentioned focusing on getting into politics, but reading your posts I think there's a good chance you would be happier and more fulfilled with a loving girlfriend/wife.

There are powerful rituals in the Hall of Osiris for purification, by the way. And perhaps other rituals there might bring your soul the healing and growth needed.

 

[Henu the Great]

I can't see how the enemy is completely defeated if this how strongly some of their curses still have hold.

The backbone is destroyed, but healing takes time... Given the condition of the planet, the nature and the people need several generations at the very least.

 

[purplered]

Yo

#78163 Continuation of #78171

you need a psychiatrist and some medications for at least a month, no prozac tho it can heighten your problems. What you truly need is a therapist the interaction and dialogue and engagement will help you understand. If you do spirituality while you’re like that it will be really bad and no advantage

 

[ModernMage]

Brother you are the one creating this dynamic between you and women. This post wreaks of desperation for the approval of women and the hate of women just wanting to have sex. If women you don't like are constantly showing up in your life it's reflecting something unresolved in yourself. Just because you're decent looking and can provide isn't a guarantee a woman is going to stay with you. Women care most about how you make them feel. If you bring this resentful energy with you they will only reflect it back to you.

Are you able to flirt and be confident in making them feel feminine? What kind of vibe are you creating with them? Be fun, be flirty, be witty, be adventurous, be brave. There are times for serious moments but your energy should be inviting them to relax and play with you. What kind of lame BS are you telling yourself that you have to hold this alpha hustler energy that shuts down your emotions. This is not the way of a Zevist man and you will not attract women acting like this.

If you want a quality woman display the traits a quality woman is attracted to. Build a life that you think is rad, there's plenty of woman that might dig what you're doing. What most women do not like is you making your entire experience about them.

You are the king of your kingdom make it in your own vision of life. Do not think there won't be tests. Life is full of trials and tribulations.

All the magic everyone has suggested might help yeah. But you should just go out and learn to talk to women. If they reject you so fucking what? That's their choice just keep trying and learning. Gain confidence in this area and you'll start to learn it gets easier and easier. Women aren't some alien species they're people, so talk and interact with them like a normal person.

 

[CatDoll]

Please post this to the actual thread.

To user #purplered , Don't you tell me what I fucking need or not , are you fucking serious ? The same system that fucks you and everyone else up , yea sure , I should call upon the Yehubor Gov's for help to give me usless pills , wake up you ... whatever.

S\he didnt meant this. your neptunian energy is now harming you and sprituality increases this. First you have to focuss it to way it serves you. Its not serving you now and therapy may work.

I have concluded , altough some things are at their time I ain't gonna wait until 31 years old to meet my wife at a pool , it will be TOO LATE, TOO FUCKING LATE.

Umm...would you care what i say idk but let me tell you. Relationships are not working like this. You are always focussing on yourself. My wife, my life, late for me, me...Relationships are actually make you learn. When i was a child i used to say ''I will never marry'' or ''I will never have a bf'' bc my mom and dad wasnt having a good relationship. I used to love them one by one but in a relationship they were really bad and i used to think every relationship is the same.

Then when i grew up more i started to like guys and had many relationshps. They all made me learn all relationships are different. One tought me love another one braveness the other one having fun...You are focussed to sex and an idea of woman not the lessons. Relationships are fun itself, you make everything hard for yourself. Relationships allow you to know yourself better and gain more awareness. But you seem to have failed to establish a relationship with yourself. Being alone and connecting with yourself shouldn't bother you this much.

I will try go out and scream my lungs out until I pass out, see if that helps , if not, I have decided , this will be certanly be my last year on this planet , sooner then latest December , my life has been crap , worse than Tartarus , Il send myself there willingly or even worse 'whatever destryoed'

Important : This is my LAST! 'Begging' for help , I don't know what ritual to do , Baal or Satan's or Both , but as for what I had my in mind for so long I think I have been may be left be over by the God's and for this I do not judge, I have had enough , in my 'mind' this 'life' can't be worse then already is , Il do it 10000x worse , il do the ULTIMATUM act , the worst act/acts. It will be very influencial so to say at least.

I don't know what to do anymore, I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't do jackshit. Yes , I will be happier with a wife/gf , when? Where the fuck , never, time has past , the many years have been nearly got me gone entierly , I want to at least be couscinesss of my last acts , Hail the God's and I am sorry that They have helped me , I doubt I deserved Their attention , I don't judge Their actions I am just juding myself by myself , I have enough , people bitchin about my desparation and problems , let's see who bitchin when life hits ,ha? Let's fucking see. FUCK IT

I was actually biased but now i feel sad...I am sorry but you cant find anyone untill you love yourself. Put some self-love first. How can you wait from someone love you even you dont, how can you wait from someone respect you when you dont respect yourself?

Love yourself before loving someone else...

 

[Epiphany]

It's better to love them for what they are than to hate them for what they are not and cannot be. Nobody can be expected to fix your problems, nor are they ultimately responsible for them. Love has to be free and fun, that's why it's ruled by Leo.

Many men have gone longer than 8 years without a relationship. Many men that are, by all accounts, more ready for a relationship. Many more than that are not ready. Some have gone their life without it. You've had it before so you know you can get it again and you know where you need to be in life to get it. You are a man, you have to grab your balls and work on yourself and not be so dependent on things outside of you for a sense of "okayness", and not act like you are eternally the victim of the world around you.

If you aren't happy with yourself then nobody else will be happy to recieve you either, and likewise you will not be receptive of others if you harbor ill feelings about them right out the gate.

Stay away from the incel content and most of the redpill content, it is designed to maximize misery and promote hate and discontent and generate profit for faceless losers and parasitic influencers. They do not care about promoting positive relationships, same with dating apps, they exist primarily for profit. Most of "meninist" content is reverse feminism. Find what is life affirming and positive and inspiring and stick to that.

 

[Epiphany]

You've been given alot of advice in your time here, if you are still not receptive to it and you keep your mind closed to possibility then that is on you. You locked yourself in a mental prison and only you have the key to unlock it and set yourself free. I wish you good luck, and may that time come sooner rather than later.