To All Zevism Members

[Lightning_Puma]

So a couple days ago while waiting for the bus to go back home I felt the urge to sing, but sadly I didn't record my voice, all I recorded was my humming and finally, tonight, I felt the urge to sing again. (I love singing!!)

I went outside to do this to have as little to no background noise, but it was a little chilly outside, so forgive me for any shakiness in my voice. Also, I was making up words on the go, like I was being guided, it felt like it. I also felt gently encouraged by either my GD, the Gods or both. I heard a tiny voice telling me that a few, if not all, Dedicated Zevism would benefit from this, to encourage all to continue on and to never give up!

It's 4 minutes and 36 seconds long, got a little carried away haha :lol:
But I felt so GOOD during and after the singing!!

Here it is: http://sndup.net/mjn5

 

[Silverfire]

Thank you for this. It sounded very sweet.

 

[Flamma Bellum]

So a couple days ago while waiting for the bus to go back home I felt the urge to sing, but sadly I didn't record my voice, all I recorded was my humming and finally, tonight, I felt the urge to sing again. (I love singing!!)

I went outside to do this to have as little to no background noise, but it was a little chilly outside, so forgive me for any shakiness in my voice. Also, I was making up words on the go, like I was being guided, it felt like it. I also felt gently encouraged by either my GD, the Gods or both. I heard a tiny voice telling me that a few, if not all, Dedicated Zevism would benefit from this, to encourage all to continue on and to never give up!

It's 4 minutes and 36 seconds long, got a little carried away haha :lol:
But I felt so GOOD during and after the singing!!

Here it is: http://sndup.net/mjn5

You have beautiful voice, don’t stop singing. Sounds like lullaby and it is original, nice to listen, calming. And right at the time, I just have got from the city all going crazy after what mistake I just did there, what I can not to forgive myself in anyway, all the way I was literally facepalming while going home and, after I have got back I opened this mp3 and it took my attention from self accusation and actually helped me. Thank you

 

[Lightning_Puma]

Thank you for this. It sounded very sweet.

Thank you!

You have beautiful voice, don’t stop singing. Sounds like lullaby and it is original, nice to listen, calming. And right at the time, I just have got from the city all going crazy after what mistake I just did there, what I can not to forgive myself in anyway, all the way I was literally facepalming while going home and, after I have got back I opened this mp3 and it took my attention from self accusation and actually helped me. Thank you

I'm glad it helped you so!! I'm happy that other Zevism are benefiting from this!!

Don't be too hard on yourself, we all make mistakes, but what matters is that we learn from those mistakes and make better choices!!

 

[Hrodrik Avernus [SG]]

You have such a beautiful voice. You definitely have a lot of potential as a singer, and I think you should explore that more. Keep practicing and sharing

 

[Lightning_Puma]

You have such a beautiful voice. You definitely have a lot of potential as a singer, and I think you should explore that more. Keep practicing and sharing

Thank you!!

I actually have a potential for being an artist and musician in my chart!

I just need to figure out how to use a program that creates music.. I want to create music, but also art too. It's my biggest passion!! :mrgreen:

If I end up singing anything that's worthwhile to share here, I'll do it!! :33

 

[Flamma Bellum]

Thank you for this. It sounded very sweet.

Thank you!

You have beautiful voice, don’t stop singing. Sounds like lullaby and it is original, nice to listen, calming. And right at the time, I just have got from the city all going crazy after what mistake I just did there, what I can not to forgive myself in anyway, all the way I was literally facepalming while going home and, after I have got back I opened this mp3 and it took my attention from self accusation and actually helped me. Thank you

I'm glad it helped you so!! I'm happy that other Zevism are benefiting from this!!

Don't be too hard on yourself, we all make mistakes, but what matters is that we learn from those mistakes and make better choices!!

Yes, there is always other side to it, but you know

 

[Lightning_Puma]

Yes, there is always other side to it, but you know

I understand. It'll get better!

 

[TheWhiteGiant]

Beautiful.
But be very careful what you share. Make sure you have a VPN service for which you have paid.
Do not share everything.

Although I must say, it's very refreshing hearing this.

Perhaps you'd do well in making the JoS anthem.

 

[Lightning_Puma]

Beautiful.
But be very careful what you share. Make sure you have a VPN service for which you have paid.
Do not share everything.

Although I must say, it's very refreshing hearing this.

Perhaps you'd do well in making the JoS anthem.

Thank you!!

Sadly I don't play any instruments nor am I part of the orchestra. I'm self taught. Never had a teacher to help me develop my voice to it's fullest potential, but yeah..

 

[Norse 88]

So a couple days ago while waiting for the bus to go back home I felt the urge to sing, but sadly I didn't record my voice, all I recorded was my humming and finally, tonight, I felt the urge to sing again. (I love singing!!)

I went outside to do this to have as little to no background noise, but it was a little chilly outside, so forgive me for any shakiness in my voice. Also, I was making up words on the go, like I was being guided, it felt like it. I also felt gently encouraged by either my GD, the Gods or both. I heard a tiny voice telling me that a few, if not all, Dedicated Zevism would benefit from this, to encourage all to continue on and to never give up!

It's 4 minutes and 36 seconds long, got a little carried away haha :lol:
But I felt so GOOD during and after the singing!!

Here it is: http://sndup.net/mjn5

Thank you for this. I really enjoyed that. You have a very soothing voice. It was exactly what I needed after a tough day.

I felt like you were singing on behalf of Satan and the Gods by the end of it. I feel comforted now and closer to Satan.

Keep singing.

 

[Lightning_Puma]

So a couple days ago while waiting for the bus to go back home I felt the urge to sing, but sadly I didn't record my voice, all I recorded was my humming and finally, tonight, I felt the urge to sing again. (I love singing!!)

I went outside to do this to have as little to no background noise, but it was a little chilly outside, so forgive me for any shakiness in my voice. Also, I was making up words on the go, like I was being guided, it felt like it. I also felt gently encouraged by either my GD, the Gods or both. I heard a tiny voice telling me that a few, if not all, Dedicated Zevism would benefit from this, to encourage all to continue on and to never give up!

It's 4 minutes and 36 seconds long, got a little carried away haha :lol:
But I felt so GOOD during and after the singing!!

Here it is: http://sndup.net/mjn5

Thank you for this. I really enjoyed that. You have a very soothing voice. It was exactly what I needed after a tough day.

I felt like you were singing on behalf of Satan and the Gods by the end of it. I feel comforted now and closer to Satan.

Keep singing.

I'm so happy to hear that!!

Thank you brother(?)!

 

[Norse 88]

I'm so happy to hear that!!

Thank you brother(?)!

You're welcome!

And yes, brother is correct.

 

[Ashtup ILum Mari]

you have a good voice to hear
i like your song
hope you take this to the professional level like start thinking seriously about joining a music band
thanks sister

 

[Lightning_Puma]

you have a good voice to hear
i like your song
hope you take this to the professional level like start thinking seriously about joining a music band
thanks sister

Thank you!!

I have thought about that, but stage fright + lack of actual friends who are band members is a problem of mine haha.

I do prefer to draw, feels like I breath fresh air internally when I can let my creative side shine through!

 

[Asra]

This made me relive my social anxiety but this time knowing I have support in bettering myself. It is soothing.

 

[Lightning_Puma]

This made me relive my social anxiety but this time knowing I have support in bettering myself. It is soothing.

I'm happy to hear that!!

 

[Pumpkin671]

Very nice! Now put some musics under and it would be perfect!

 

[Lightning_Puma]

Very nice! Now put some musics under and it would be perfect!

Thank you!

I am unsure what music program to use, and how to even use one, lol

 

[Pumpkin671]

Very nice! Now put some musics under and it would be perfect!

Thank you!

I am unsure what music program to use, and how to even use one, lol

Premiere Pro is good and Resolve is good but better (great for professional use). EDIUS is one that I am more familiar with and is your all around editor.

 

[Yurei]

This woke up some repressed emotion in me.
It reminds me of when my former lover once sang to me...

 

[Hrodrik Avernus [SG]]

Ah SCREW IT.

Please carefully consider your actions and potential consequences before acting on feelings of revenge. While it may be necessary to seek retaliation in specific circumstances, you must think about how this could impact you in the long run. Ask yourself if taking revenge will truly improve your situation or if it might make things worse. Sometimes, delaying your response can be more beneficial than acting impulsively. Avoid any actions that you may come to regret later on, especially if it's something illegal, take a step back, and weigh the potential outcomes before you do anything.

 

[Lightning_Puma]

Very nice! Now put some musics under and it would be perfect!

Thank you!

I am unsure what music program to use, and how to even use one, lol

Premiere Pro is good and Resolve is good but better (great for professional use). EDIUS is one that I am more familiar with and is your all around editor.

This is so nice!! Thank you so much!! I've never heard of these before.

This woke up some repressed emotion in me.
It reminds me of when my former lover once sang to me...

Former lover as in soulmate or?

Regardless, I'm sorry if it cause you pain, that wasn't my intention..

 

[Yurei]

Thank you!

I am unsure what music program to use, and how to even use one, lol

Premiere Pro is good and Resolve is good but better (great for professional use). EDIUS is one that I am more familiar with and is your all around editor.

This is so nice!! Thank you so much!! I've never heard of these before.

This woke up some repressed emotion in me.
It reminds me of when my former lover once sang to me...

Former lover as in soulmate or?

Regardless, I'm sorry if it cause you pain, that wasn't my intention..

No, no! Don't feel sorry! It reminded me of pleasant memories!
And yes, there was this girl I met around 7 years ago, who convinced me she was my soul mate from previous lives.
Until around last year, I learned she had cheated on me and left me after a 6 year relationship.
But please, please don't feel bad! If anything, you should feel happy for reminding me of the pleasant feelings!

Hail Satan!

 

[Pumpkin671]

Thank you!

I am unsure what music program to use, and how to even use one, lol

Premiere Pro is good and Resolve is good but better (great for professional use). EDIUS is one that I am more familiar with and is your all around editor.

This is so nice!! Thank you so much!! I've never heard of these before.

You are welcome.

 

[Shiva666]

Nice Audio.

 

[Kitsunebi]

Sorry I bugged around here just over some really fucky mental breakdowns. Shouldn't have talked here.

 

[Head Guardian Blitzkreig]

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Brother you don't have to feel bad about telling everyone this. We just wanted to make sure you find positive outlets for your feelings.

Justice takes time and if you do rash actions, then the outside world may not understand and will try to punish you. Your Satanic advancement takes priority over all of this, no matter how difficult it may be.

What you describe sounds like trauma or PTSD, which can happen either from this life, or due to past lives. It is very important that you plan some time to deal with this so you are not bubbling with all these strong feelings.

For example, you can use runes like Wunjo and Berkano together to create social and emotional comfort and happiness. The pain which you have inside is causing your behaviors, and this needs to heal for you to feel better.

It should also go without saying that plenty of deep cleaning is needed, as means to "purify" the wounds and aid their healing, so to speak.

Part of healing social wounds involves finding positive people who care for you. I would highly recommend meditating on the sigil of the Gods. Draw their energy into your heart chakra, which will make you feel loved and connected to them. Done many times, this will give you a positive "anchor" in your life from which you can rebuild yourself without feeling alone.

As these solutions are implemented, it will be easier to be optimistic and attract more positive situations for yourself. It is not right to go along and hold all of this inside. Unfortunately, even if you seek your justice, you will still have to heal yourself as well. Stability is a big part of our success, and therefore healing should be done first, rather than acting on destructive urges.

You have a strong potential and should not beat yourself up so badly. No you are not dumb. Everyone has problems. The important point is focusing on our solutions. There is certainly a way out here.

You are not the only one in the world with these problems. If you kill yourself, then you will no longer be able to exist both as a role model to other people in the world, and as a counterweight to those who have wronged others.

The enemy will try to play on your problems, so make sure you have a strong AOP at all times. This will prevent both physical and spiritual problems, giving you the space to heal any internal damage.

Take this one day at a time and try to plan out some workings or other meditations to help you here. Any moon dates like Libra, Cancer, Leo, and Virgo, among others can be useful here, as they pertain to happiness, calm, and healing.

 

[Lightning_Puma]

Premiere Pro is good and Resolve is good but better (great for professional use). EDIUS is one that I am more familiar with and is your all around editor.

This is so nice!! Thank you so much!! I've never heard of these before.

This woke up some repressed emotion in me.
It reminds me of when my former lover once sang to me...

Former lover as in soulmate or?

Regardless, I'm sorry if it cause you pain, that wasn't my intention..

No, no! Don't feel sorry! It reminded me of pleasant memories!
And yes, there was this girl I met around 7 years ago, who convinced me she was my soul mate from previous lives.
Until around last year, I learned she had cheated on me and left me after a 6 year relationship.
But please, please don't feel bad! If anything, you should feel happy for reminding me of the pleasant feelings!

Hail Satan!

I'm sorry to hear that. That's horrible!
Cheating is such a harmful thing anyone could do... people are so insensitive these times it's upsetting.

 

[Lightning_Puma]

Nice Audio.

Thanks!

 

[RA13]

Really beautiful, hearing voices really helps you connect to this family and makes you notice in a more real way that there are other Zevism out there in the world. Thank you!

 

[Lightning_Puma]

Really beautiful, hearing voices really helps you connect to this family and makes you notice in a more real way that there are other Zevism out there in the world. Thank you!

Thank you!! I'm glad it helped you!