that feeling

[saixkosmos]

when I was a kid I never liked churches, in fact I was afraid of them, I was terrified of those places. I used to say "there is bad people in there, don't make me go in." and my xtian family obligated me to go, I used to see things in there and hear weird voices as well. There was always that feeling of being observed and as if I was being drained of all my energy as well, but no one would really believe a little kid to be saying the truth, in fact I was hit on my face by my mother more than once for saying that I hated the church and that I didn't wanted to go back in there.
Last time I was forced into a xtian church was over 7 years ago and it was the most weird experience I've ever had. There was a big shadow floating all over the people that were inside and I started to feel bad, as if they were draining me, then the shadow began moving around and floated right beside me and then went outside. When it was finally over and everyone was outside I heard my little sister say to me "sis,did you see the shadow too?" and my brother who was also there and is not as spiritually sensitive as me and my sister nodded to me as well.

sometimes I still cannot believe it, and well after that and everything else I have experienced since I was little I now understand things better and why I felt so bad whenever I was near xtians or xtians churches.

not to mention I always heard a voice in my head saying "Call for Lucifer" I tried not to pay attention to it but after I found out about JoS I understood why I got so many demon names in my head sometimes telling me things, and the name wouldn't go away until I did some research or something


Hail Satan!

 

[David1]

pretty intersting.

ive always hated churches. i felt like as if they were a nuciance. i never listened to their garbage.

its like the feeling that it just wasnt for me. it was there the whole time i was inside.

but my mother never toke me(on purpose), this was when i was like very younge. and my uncle would take me at times.

i probably fell asleep a couple of times

HAIL SATAN!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "saixkosmos" <saixkosmos@... wrote:

when I was a kid I never liked churches, in fact I was afraid of them, I was terrified of those places. I used to say "there is bad people in there, don't make me go in." and my xtian family obligated me to go, I used to see things in there and hear weird voices as well. There was always that feeling of being observed and as if I was being drained of all my energy as well, but no one would really believe a little kid to be saying the truth, in fact I was hit on my face by my mother more than once for saying that I hated the church and that I didn't wanted to go back in there.
Last time I was forced into a xtian church was over 7 years ago and it was the most weird experience I've ever had. There was a big shadow floating all over the people that were inside and I started to feel bad, as if they were draining me, then the shadow began moving around and floated right beside me and then went outside. When it was finally over and everyone was outside I heard my little sister say to me "sis,did you see the shadow too?" and my brother who was also there and is not as spiritually sensitive as me and my sister nodded to me as well.

sometimes I still cannot believe it, and well after that and everything else I have experienced since I was little I now understand things better and why I felt so bad whenever I was near xtians or xtians churches.

not to mention I always heard a voice in my head saying "Call for Lucifer" I tried not to pay attention to it but after I found out about JoS I understood why I got so many demon names in my head sometimes telling me things, and the name wouldn't go away until I did some research or something


Hail Satan!

 

[verdianguardian666]

same here maybey its a universal stanic thing, because apparently if you were an enemy of xianity in your past life your more likely to be a satanist so it could be you may have opposed the enemy at one point or just compelte coincidence

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "David" <garimevil@... wrote:

pretty intersting.

ive always hated churches. i felt like as if they were a nuciance. i never listened to their garbage.

its like the feeling that it just wasnt for me. it was there the whole time i was inside.

but my mother never toke me(on purpose), this was when i was like very younge. and my uncle would take me at times.

i probably fell asleep a couple of times

HAIL SATAN!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "saixkosmos" <saixkosmos@ wrote:

when I was a kid I never liked churches, in fact I was afraid of them, I was terrified of those places. I used to say "there is bad people in there, don't make me go in." and my xtian family obligated me to go, I used to see things in there and hear weird voices as well. There was always that feeling of being observed and as if I was being drained of all my energy as well, but no one would really believe a little kid to be saying the truth, in fact I was hit on my face by my mother more than once for saying that I hated the church and that I didn't wanted to go back in there.
Last time I was forced into a xtian church was over 7 years ago and it was the most weird experience I've ever had. There was a big shadow floating all over the people that were inside and I started to feel bad, as if they were draining me, then the shadow began moving around and floated right beside me and then went outside. When it was finally over and everyone was outside I heard my little sister say to me "sis,did you see the shadow too?" and my brother who was also there and is not as spiritually sensitive as me and my sister nodded to me as well.

sometimes I still cannot believe it, and well after that and everything else I have experienced since I was little I now understand things better and why I felt so bad whenever I was near xtians or xtians churches.

not to mention I always heard a voice in my head saying "Call for Lucifer" I tried not to pay attention to it but after I found out about JoS I understood why I got so many demon names in my head sometimes telling me things, and the name wouldn't go away until I did some research or something


Hail Satan!

 

[Chris wanhinni]

I am the same way my brother David that was why I dont go any more and plus I got kicked out of the church so many times. Oh father Satan how I adore you and love you 
HALE SATAN


[email protected]Sent: Friday, July 29, 2011 10:21 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: that feeling

  pretty intersting.

ive always hated churches. i felt like as if they were a nuciance. i never listened to their garbage.

its like the feeling that it just wasnt for me. it was there the whole time i was inside.

but my mother never toke me(on purpose), this was when i was like very younge. and my uncle would take me at times.

i probably fell asleep a couple of times

HAIL SATAN!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "saixkosmos" <saixkosmos@... wrote:

when I was a kid I never liked churches, in fact I was afraid of them, I was terrified of those places. I used to say "there is bad people in there, don't make me go in." and my xtian family obligated me to go, I used to see things in there and hear weird voices as well. There was always that feeling of being observed and as if I was being drained of all my energy as well, but no one would really believe a little kid to be saying the truth, in fact I was hit on my face by my mother more than once for saying that I hated the church and that I didn't wanted to go back in there.
Last time I was forced into a xtian church was over 7 years ago and it was the most weird experience I've ever had. There was a big shadow floating all over the people that were inside and I started to feel bad, as if they were draining me, then the shadow began moving around and floated right beside me and then went outside. When it was finally over and everyone was outside I heard my little sister say to me "sis,did you see the shadow too?" and my brother who was also there and is not as spiritually sensitive as me and my sister nodded to me as well.

sometimes I still cannot believe it, and well after that and everything else I have experienced since I was little I now understand things better and why I felt so bad whenever I was near xtians or xtians churches.

not to mention I always heard a voice in my head saying "Call for Lucifer" I tried not to pay attention to it but after I found out about JoS I understood why I got so many demon names in my head sometimes telling me things, and the name wouldn't go away until I did some research or something


Hail Satan!