Struggling

[Xavier]

So I just realized something for some reason it seems like the enemy has put thoughts into me and I didn't really noticed. So here's the thing since I'm 16 I'm in highschool and I used to hang out with people a lot but I stopped because of how they did drugs and all and I chose to not be apart of it anymore. But the bad thing is in return I stay in my house all the time now and almost never leave the house. So the only time I really socialize is in school. I just now noticed the enemy took advantage of this and since I have been lonely they been making me constantly think about everything and today they tried making think the Gods just want power. So I played the xbox for awhile to get my mind from constantly thinking about it. So when I got off of it this is when it came to me.

I'm still building a aura of protection around me and clean my aura so I think I should do this more often. Here recently I've been on my laptop a lot and I seem drawn to it for no apparent reason and then I stay on it until it's late at night when I start to get tired so then that makes everything else like concentrating harder then I keep having a thought to tell me to go to sleep but I almost did different times but a flash of energy wakes me up and I'm thankful for that because I know if I ever stop building a aura protection just once I'll get fucked.

So all I'm asking brothers and sisters is advice I feel like shit right now and my thoughts and emotions are getting fucked up right now I'm trying my best right now but it's fucking hard. So if you can please help.



Hail Satan!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!

 

[Shan823]

f I were you I would use lots of SATANIC electric blue demonic energy. Whenever you feel an enemy attack or if they are near engulf your self in it and place father satans sigil around the room and around your third eye/sisxt chakra area. This helps a lot. also burn the enemy with it. Your whole space this works. Be strong. They are getting desperate, don't you see? They ate losing power and KNOE we are growing stronger everyday! so be strong and a warrior no matter how hard it is. They have been messing with me as well but just STAND your ground. Hope this helps brother!




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On Thu, Dec 6, 2012 1:14 AM EST Xavier wrote:

So I just realized something for some reason it seems like the enemy has put thoughts into me and I didn't really noticed. So here's the thing since I'm 16 I'm in highschool and I used to hang out with people a lot but I stopped because of how they did drugs and all and I chose to not be apart of it anymore. But the bad thing is in return I stay in my house all the time now and almost never leave the house. So the only time I really socialize is in school. I just now noticed the enemy took advantage of this and since I have been lonely they been making me constantly think about everything and today they tried making think the Gods just want power. So I played the xbox for awhile to get my mind from constantly thinking about it. So when I got off of it this is when it came to me.

I'm still building a aura of protection around me and clean my aura so I think I should do this more often. Here recently I've been on my laptop a lot and I seem drawn to it for no apparent reason and then I stay on it until it's late at night when I start to get tired so then that makes everything else like concentrating harder then I keep having a thought to tell me to go to sleep but I almost did different times but a flash of energy wakes me up and I'm thankful for that because I know if I ever stop building a aura protection just once I'll get fucked.

So all I'm asking brothers and sisters is advice I feel like shit right now and my thoughts and emotions are getting fucked up right now I'm trying my best right now but it's fucking hard. So if you can please help.



Hail Satan!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!

 

[Shan823]

Omg I waas typing so fast I made lots of grammatical and spelling errors. But you get what I was saying be strong brother.




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On Thu, Dec 6, 2012 1:35 AM EST Shannon Outlaw wrote:


f I were you I would use lots of SATANIC electric blue demonic energy. Whenever you feel an enemy attack or if they are near engulf your self in it and place father satans sigil around the room and around your third eye/sisxt chakra area. This helps a lot. also burn the enemy with it. Your whole space this works. Be strong. They are getting desperate, don't you see? They ate losing power and KNOE we are growing stronger everyday! so be strong and a warrior no matter how hard it is. They have been messing with me as well but just STAND your ground. Hope this helps brother!




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On Thu, Dec 6, 2012 1:14 AM EST Xavier wrote:

So I just realized something for some reason it seems like the enemy has put thoughts into me and I didn't really noticed. So here's the thing since I'm 16 I'm in highschool and I used to hang out with people a lot but I stopped because of how they did drugs and all and I chose to not be apart of it anymore. But the bad thing is in return I stay in my house all the time now and almost never leave the house. So the only time I really socialize is in school. I just now noticed the enemy took advantage of this and since I have been lonely they been making me constantly think about everything and today they tried making think the Gods just want power. So I played the xbox for awhile to get my mind from constantly thinking about it. So when I got off of it this is when it came to me.

I'm still building a aura of protection around me and clean my aura so I think I should do this more often. Here recently I've been on my laptop a lot and I seem drawn to it for no apparent reason and then I stay on it until it's late at night when I start to get tired so then that makes everything else like concentrating harder then I keep having a thought to tell me to go to sleep but I almost did different times but a flash of energy wakes me up and I'm thankful for that because I know if I ever stop building a aura protection just once I'll get fucked.

So all I'm asking brothers and sisters is advice I feel like shit right now and my thoughts and emotions are getting fucked up right now I'm trying my best right now but it's fucking hard. So if you can please help.



Hail Satan!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!

 

[Xavier Skaggs]

lol that happens to me a lot that's why I always have to read over everything I write. But thanks for the advice it helped me and I actually feel better right now.
From: Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@...
To:
Sent: Thursday, December 6, 2012 1:04 AM
Subject: Re: Struggling

 
Omg I waas typing so fast I made lots of grammatical and spelling errors. But you get what I was saying be strong brother.

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On Thu, Dec 6, 2012 1:35 AM EST Shannon Outlaw wrote:


f I were you I would use lots of SATANIC electric blue demonic energy. Whenever you feel an enemy attack or if they are near engulf your self in it and place father satans sigil around the room and around your third eye/sisxt chakra area. This helps a lot. also burn the enemy with it. Your whole space this works. Be strong. They are getting desperate, don't you see? They ate losing power and KNOE we are growing stronger everyday! so be strong and a warrior no matter how hard it is. They have been messing with me as well but just STAND your ground. Hope this helps brother!




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On Thu, Dec 6, 2012 1:14 AM EST Xavier wrote:

So I just realized something for some reason it seems like the enemy has put thoughts into me and I didn't really noticed. So here's the thing since I'm 16 I'm in highschool and I used to hang out with people a lot but I stopped because of how they did drugs and all and I chose to not be apart of it anymore. But the bad thing is in return I stay in my house all the time now and almost never leave the house. So the only time I really socialize is in school. I just now noticed the enemy took advantage of this and since I have been lonely they been making me constantly think about everything and today they tried making think the Gods just want power. So I played the xbox for awhile to get my mind from constantly thinking about it. So when I got off of it this is when it came to me.

I'm still building a aura of protection around me and clean my aura so I think I should do this more often. Here recently I've been on my laptop a lot and I seem drawn to it for no apparent reason and then I stay on it until it's late at night when I start to get tired so then that makes everything else like concentrating harder then I keep having a thought to tell me to go to sleep but I almost did different times but a flash of energy wakes me up and I'm thankful for that because I know if I ever stop building a aura protection just once I'll get fucked.

So all I'm asking brothers and sisters is advice I feel like shit right now and my thoughts and emotions are getting fucked up right now I'm trying my best right now but it's fucking hard. So if you can please help.



Hail Satan!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!

 

[Enkiss on Descarte]

I know that in a world full of extroverts it seems that you need to go out and socialize with people. It is necessary but don't let that kind of thing bug you or make you depressed. It definitely shouldn't effect you.
If anything go for a walk and meet some new people.

Sometimes I feel depressed and alone too. I will sometimes feel that no one will accept me or like me for who I am. Then I remember that I don't give a fuck what someone else thinks about me. Only Satan and the true gods of humanity. Sometimes I forget I'm always able to talk to Satan. Talking to Satan is a good way to get over the feeling of lonliness.

If you are lacking in trust in Satan just read the al jilwah or the joy of Satan website. I will sometimes read the exposing Christianity book or the black sun to help me remember why I'm with Satan. Not to mention the gift of meditation, astrology, and black magick.

Sometimes I have to force myself to turn My computer off, tv, or music player. Once I find it in myself I can focus 100 percent and do My meditations. I know that in the time it takes to watch one tv show I could do a destruction ritual or do a merkaba spin. Or a chakra spin, clean My aura, serpent meditation, or get rid of those negative ties.

I lost My job recently and instead of spending all day meditating, working out, and doing tai chi or yoga I feel compelled to relax. I've been working My ass off everyday with no rest except for the necessary sleep and there is no reason why I should stop now. I have a golden opportunity right now. Sometimes as satanists We have take complete control of our mind, force ourselves to do what is best, and destroy those foreign impulses.
Hail Satan
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On Wed, Dec 5, 2012 10:14 PM PST Xavier wrote:

So I just realized something for some reason it seems like the enemy has put thoughts into me and I didn't really noticed. So here's the thing since I'm 16 I'm in highschool and I used to hang out with people a lot but I stopped because of how they did drugs and all and I chose to not be apart of it anymore. But the bad thing is in return I stay in my house all the time now and almost never leave the house. So the only time I really socialize is in school. I just now noticed the enemy took advantage of this and since I have been lonely they been making me constantly think about everything and today they tried making think the Gods just want power. So I played the xbox for awhile to get my mind from constantly thinking about it. So when I got off of it this is when it came to me.

I'm still building a aura of protection around me and clean my aura so I think I should do this more often. Here recently I've been on my laptop a lot and I seem drawn to it for no apparent reason and then I stay on it until it's late at night when I start to get tired so then that makes everything else like concentrating harder then I keep having a thought to tell me to go to sleep but I almost did different times but a flash of energy wakes me up and I'm thankful for that because I know if I ever stop building a aura protection just once I'll get fucked.

So all I'm asking brothers and sisters is advice I feel like shit right now and my thoughts and emotions are getting fucked up right now I'm trying my best right now but it's fucking hard. So if you can please help.



Hail Satan!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Do a  banishing ritual. Add on void meditation throughout the day, not just during a meditation session. In time, you will be better at discerning which thoughts are yours and which are the enemy's. It takes practice. Don't get down on yourself. Keep your spirits up, be positive, and keep doing your meditations, no matter what.
From: Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@...
To:
Sent: Thursday, December 6, 2012 2:04:46 AM
Subject: Re: Struggling

 
Omg I waas typing so fast I made lots of grammatical and spelling errors. But you get what I was saying be strong brother.

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On Thu, Dec 6, 2012 1:35 AM EST Shannon Outlaw wrote:


f I were you I would use lots of SATANIC electric blue demonic energy. Whenever you feel an enemy attack or if they are near engulf your self in it and place father satans sigil around the room and around your third eye/sisxt chakra area. This helps a lot. also burn the enemy with it. Your whole space this works. Be strong. They are getting desperate, don't you see? They ate losing power and KNOE we are growing stronger everyday! so be strong and a warrior no matter how hard it is. They have been messing with me as well but just STAND your ground. Hope this helps brother!




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On Thu, Dec 6, 2012 1:14 AM EST Xavier wrote:

So I just realized something for some reason it seems like the enemy has put thoughts into me and I didn't really noticed. So here's the thing since I'm 16 I'm in highschool and I used to hang out with people a lot but I stopped because of how they did drugs and all and I chose to not be apart of it anymore. But the bad thing is in return I stay in my house all the time now and almost never leave the house. So the only time I really socialize is in school. I just now noticed the enemy took advantage of this and since I have been lonely they been making me constantly think about everything and today they tried making think the Gods just want power. So I played the xbox for awhile to get my mind from constantly thinking about it. So when I got off of it this is when it came to me.

I'm still building a aura of protection around me and clean my aura so I think I should do this more often. Here recently I've been on my laptop a lot and I seem drawn to it for no apparent reason and then I stay on it until it's late at night when I start to get tired so then that makes everything else like concentrating harder then I keep having a thought to tell me to go to sleep but I almost did different times but a flash of energy wakes me up and I'm thankful for that because I know if I ever stop building a aura protection just once I'll get fucked.

So all I'm asking brothers and sisters is advice I feel like shit right now and my thoughts and emotions are getting fucked up right now I'm trying my best right now but it's fucking hard. So if you can please help.



Hail Satan!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!

 

[Shane Butler]

Hello 
I've been struggling with the 40 day program, day 1-3 can't seem to visualize the bright light etc..or do the aura cleansing or protection correctly i think im doing it wrong.? Anyone who seem to had the same trouble as me if you have any techniques or tips to help me that would be great thanks.
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[talonjackman]

That's actually fairly common. As you continue it will get easier because your soul and aura will become cleaner and more powerful. Just keep going and keep trying and it will get easier

 

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If you have an phone go somewhere else and do the vibrations do it when people are sleeping. Do it quietly. It really will help you. If you think about it day to day what you do you will be creative I mean I guess even if you are in a public place but its loud and waiting for sometime you could probably pull it off and no one would hear you very quietly think creative.

With that said you will need to let go think positive thoughts. Feeling guilt over something is a waste and brings curses on yourself. If you need to do something nice for the person you wronged if possible or send them positive energy. If the person doesnt fully or even know you wronged them then dont confess and make it worse just do something good for them. Dont be hard on yourself. Move on and work on bettering yourself. We are not all perfect especially not when we had an xtian mindset. I dont even think the Gods care that much about all the little things we do in our lives unless its between Satanists. Not suggesting you be totally an unethical Jerk just suggesting you get out of the xtian mindset. There is nothing watching you or judging you 24 7.

Hail Satan