So I just realized something for some reason it seems like the enemy has put thoughts into me and I didn't really noticed. So here's the thing since I'm 16 I'm in highschool and I used to hang out with people a lot but I stopped because of how they did drugs and all and I chose to not be apart of it anymore. But the bad thing is in return I stay in my house all the time now and almost never leave the house. So the only time I really socialize is in school. I just now noticed the enemy took advantage of this and since I have been lonely they been making me constantly think about everything and today they tried making think the Gods just want power. So I played the xbox for awhile to get my mind from constantly thinking about it. So when I got off of it this is when it came to me.
I'm still building a aura of protection around me and clean my aura so I think I should do this more often. Here recently I've been on my laptop a lot and I seem drawn to it for no apparent reason and then I stay on it until it's late at night when I start to get tired so then that makes everything else like concentrating harder then I keep having a thought to tell me to go to sleep but I almost did different times but a flash of energy wakes me up and I'm thankful for that because I know if I ever stop building a aura protection just once I'll get fucked.
So all I'm asking brothers and sisters is advice I feel like shit right now and my thoughts and emotions are getting fucked up right now I'm trying my best right now but it's fucking hard. So if you can please help.
Hail Satan!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!
Struggling
Xavier2 min to read
f I were you I would use lots of SATANIC electric blue demonic energy. Whenever you feel an enemy attack or if they are near engulf your self in it and place father satans sigil around the room and around your third eye/sisxt chakra area. This helps a lot. also burn the enemy with it. Your whole space :) this works. Be strong. They are getting desperate, don't you see? They ate losing power and KNOE we are growing stronger everyday! so be strong and a warrior no matter how hard it is. They have been messing with me as well but just STAND your ground. Hope this helps brother!
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On Thu, Dec 6, 2012 1:14 AM EST Xavier wrote:
So I just realized something for some reason it seems like the enemy has put thoughts into me and I didn't really noticed. So here's the thing since I'm 16 I'm in highschool and I used to hang out with people a lot but I stopped because of how they did drugs and all and I chose to not be apart of it anymore. But the bad thing is in return I stay in my house all the time now and almost never leave the house. So the only time I really socialize is in school. I just now noticed the enemy took advantage of this and since I have been lonely they been making me constantly think about everything and today they tried making think the Gods just want power. So I played the xbox for awhile to get my mind from constantly thinking about it. So when I got off of it this is when it came to me.
I'm still building a aura of protection around me and clean my aura so I think I should do this more often. Here recently I've been on my laptop a lot and I seem drawn to it for no apparent reason and then I stay on it until it's late at night when I start to get tired so then that makes everything else like concentrating harder then I keep having a thought to tell me to go to sleep but I almost did different times but a flash of energy wakes me up and I'm thankful for that because I know if I ever stop building a aura protection just once I'll get fucked.
So all I'm asking brothers and sisters is advice I feel like shit right now and my thoughts and emotions are getting fucked up right now I'm trying my best right now but it's fucking hard. So if you can please help.
Hail Satan!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!
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f I were you I would use lots of SATANIC electric blue demonic energy. Whenever you feel an enemy attack or if they are near engulf your self in it and place father satans sigil around the room and around your third eye/sisxt chakra area. This helps a lot. also burn the enemy with it. Your whole space :) this works. Be strong. They are getting desperate, don't you see? They ate losing power and KNOE we are growing stronger everyday! so be strong and a warrior no matter how hard it is. They have been messing with me as well but just STAND your ground. Hope this helps brother!
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On Thu, Dec 6, 2012 1:14 AM EST Xavier wrote:
So I just realized something for some reason it seems like the enemy has put thoughts into me and I didn't really noticed. So here's the thing since I'm 16 I'm in highschool and I used to hang out with people a lot but I stopped because of how they did drugs and all and I chose to not be apart of it anymore. But the bad thing is in return I stay in my house all the time now and almost never leave the house. So the only time I really socialize is in school. I just now noticed the enemy took advantage of this and since I have been lonely they been making me constantly think about everything and today they tried making think the Gods just want power. So I played the xbox for awhile to get my mind from constantly thinking about it. So when I got off of it this is when it came to me.
I'm still building a aura of protection around me and clean my aura so I think I should do this more often. Here recently I've been on my laptop a lot and I seem drawn to it for no apparent reason and then I stay on it until it's late at night when I start to get tired so then that makes everything else like concentrating harder then I keep having a thought to tell me to go to sleep but I almost did different times but a flash of energy wakes me up and I'm thankful for that because I know if I ever stop building a aura protection just once I'll get fucked.
So all I'm asking brothers and sisters is advice I feel like shit right now and my thoughts and emotions are getting fucked up right now I'm trying my best right now but it's fucking hard. So if you can please help.
Hail Satan!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!
Omg I waas typing so fast I made lots of grammatical and spelling errors. But you get what I was saying :P be strong brother.
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On Thu, Dec 6, 2012 1:35 AM EST Shannon Outlaw wrote:
f I were you I would use lots of SATANIC electric blue demonic energy. Whenever you feel an enemy attack or if they are near engulf your self in it and place father satans sigil around the room and around your third eye/sisxt chakra area. This helps a lot. also burn the enemy with it. Your whole space :) this works. Be strong. They are getting desperate, don't you see? They ate losing power and KNOE we are growing stronger everyday! so be strong and a warrior no matter how hard it is. They have been messing with me as well but just STAND your ground. Hope this helps brother!
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On Thu, Dec 6, 2012 1:14 AM EST Xavier wrote:
So I just realized something for some reason it seems like the enemy has put thoughts into me and I didn't really noticed. So here's the thing since I'm 16 I'm in highschool and I used to hang out with people a lot but I stopped because of how they did drugs and all and I chose to not be apart of it anymore. But the bad thing is in return I stay in my house all the time now and almost never leave the house. So the only time I really socialize is in school. I just now noticed the enemy took advantage of this and since I have been lonely they been making me constantly think about everything and today they tried making think the Gods just want power. So I played the xbox for awhile to get my mind from constantly thinking about it. So when I got off of it this is when it came to me.
I'm still building a aura of protection around me and clean my aura so I think I should do this more often. Here recently I've been on my laptop a lot and I seem drawn to it for no apparent reason and then I stay on it until it's late at night when I start to get tired so then that makes everything else like concentrating harder then I keep having a thought to tell me to go to sleep but I almost did different times but a flash of energy wakes me up and I'm thankful for that because I know if I ever stop building a aura protection just once I'll get fucked.
So all I'm asking brothers and sisters is advice I feel like shit right now and my thoughts and emotions are getting fucked up right now I'm trying my best right now but it's fucking hard. So if you can please help.
Hail Satan!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!
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Omg I waas typing so fast I made lots of grammatical and spelling errors. But you get what I was saying :P be strong brother.
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On Thu, Dec 6, 2012 1:35 AM EST Shannon Outlaw wrote:
f I were you I would use lots of SATANIC electric blue demonic energy. Whenever you feel an enemy attack or if they are near engulf your self in it and place father satans sigil around the room and around your third eye/sisxt chakra area. This helps a lot. also burn the enemy with it. Your whole space :) this works. Be strong. They are getting desperate, don't you see? They ate losing power and KNOE we are growing stronger everyday! so be strong and a warrior no matter how hard it is. They have been messing with me as well but just STAND your ground. Hope this helps brother!
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On Thu, Dec 6, 2012 1:14 AM EST Xavier wrote:
So I just realized something for some reason it seems like the enemy has put thoughts into me and I didn't really noticed. So here's the thing since I'm 16 I'm in highschool and I used to hang out with people a lot but I stopped because of how they did drugs and all and I chose to not be apart of it anymore. But the bad thing is in return I stay in my house all the time now and almost never leave the house. So the only time I really socialize is in school. I just now noticed the enemy took advantage of this and since I have been lonely they been making me constantly think about everything and today they tried making think the Gods just want power. So I played the xbox for awhile to get my mind from constantly thinking about it. So when I got off of it this is when it came to me.
I'm still building a aura of protection around me and clean my aura so I think I should do this more often. Here recently I've been on my laptop a lot and I seem drawn to it for no apparent reason and then I stay on it until it's late at night when I start to get tired so then that makes everything else like concentrating harder then I keep having a thought to tell me to go to sleep but I almost did different times but a flash of energy wakes me up and I'm thankful for that because I know if I ever stop building a aura protection just once I'll get fucked.
So all I'm asking brothers and sisters is advice I feel like shit right now and my thoughts and emotions are getting fucked up right now I'm trying my best right now but it's fucking hard. So if you can please help.
Hail Satan!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!
lol that happens to me a lot that's why I always have to read over everything I write. But thanks for the advice it helped me and I actually feel better right now.
From: Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@...
To:
Sent: Thursday, December 6, 2012 1:04 AM
Subject: Re: Struggling
Omg I waas typing so fast I made lots of grammatical and spelling errors. But you get what I was saying :P be strong brother.
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On Thu, Dec 6, 2012 1:35 AM EST Shannon Outlaw wrote:
f I were you I would use lots of SATANIC electric blue demonic energy. Whenever you feel an enemy attack or if they are near engulf your self in it and place father satans sigil around the room and around your third eye/sisxt chakra area. This helps a lot. also burn the enemy with it. Your whole space :) this works. Be strong. They are getting desperate, don't you see? They ate losing power and KNOE we are growing stronger everyday! so be strong and a warrior no matter how hard it is. They have been messing with me as well but just STAND your ground. Hope this helps brother!
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On Thu, Dec 6, 2012 1:14 AM EST Xavier wrote:
So I just realized something for some reason it seems like the enemy has put thoughts into me and I didn't really noticed. So here's the thing since I'm 16 I'm in highschool and I used to hang out with people a lot but I stopped because of how they did drugs and all and I chose to not be apart of it anymore. But the bad thing is in return I stay in my house all the time now and almost never leave the house. So the only time I really socialize is in school. I just now noticed the enemy took advantage of this and since I have been lonely they been making me constantly think about everything and today they tried making think the Gods just want power. So I played the xbox for awhile to get my mind from constantly thinking about it. So when I got off of it this is when it came to me.
I'm still building a aura of protection around me and clean my aura so I think I should do this more often. Here recently I've been on my laptop a lot and I seem drawn to it for no apparent reason and then I stay on it until it's late at night when I start to get tired so then that makes everything else like concentrating harder then I keep having a thought to tell me to go to sleep but I almost did different times but a flash of energy wakes me up and I'm thankful for that because I know if I ever stop building a aura protection just once I'll get fucked.
So all I'm asking brothers and sisters is advice I feel like shit right now and my thoughts and emotions are getting fucked up right now I'm trying my best right now but it's fucking hard. So if you can please help.
Hail Satan!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!
0
lol that happens to me a lot that's why I always have to read over everything I write. But thanks for the advice it helped me and I actually feel better right now.
From: Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@...
To:
Sent: Thursday, December 6, 2012 1:04 AM
Subject: Re: Struggling
Omg I waas typing so fast I made lots of grammatical and spelling errors. But you get what I was saying :P be strong brother.
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On Thu, Dec 6, 2012 1:35 AM EST Shannon Outlaw wrote:
f I were you I would use lots of SATANIC electric blue demonic energy. Whenever you feel an enemy attack or if they are near engulf your self in it and place father satans sigil around the room and around your third eye/sisxt chakra area. This helps a lot. also burn the enemy with it. Your whole space :) this works. Be strong. They are getting desperate, don't you see? They ate losing power and KNOE we are growing stronger everyday! so be strong and a warrior no matter how hard it is. They have been messing with me as well but just STAND your ground. Hope this helps brother!
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On Thu, Dec 6, 2012 1:14 AM EST Xavier wrote:
So I just realized something for some reason it seems like the enemy has put thoughts into me and I didn't really noticed. So here's the thing since I'm 16 I'm in highschool and I used to hang out with people a lot but I stopped because of how they did drugs and all and I chose to not be apart of it anymore. But the bad thing is in return I stay in my house all the time now and almost never leave the house. So the only time I really socialize is in school. I just now noticed the enemy took advantage of this and since I have been lonely they been making me constantly think about everything and today they tried making think the Gods just want power. So I played the xbox for awhile to get my mind from constantly thinking about it. So when I got off of it this is when it came to me.
I'm still building a aura of protection around me and clean my aura so I think I should do this more often. Here recently I've been on my laptop a lot and I seem drawn to it for no apparent reason and then I stay on it until it's late at night when I start to get tired so then that makes everything else like concentrating harder then I keep having a thought to tell me to go to sleep but I almost did different times but a flash of energy wakes me up and I'm thankful for that because I know if I ever stop building a aura protection just once I'll get fucked.
So all I'm asking brothers and sisters is advice I feel like shit right now and my thoughts and emotions are getting fucked up right now I'm trying my best right now but it's fucking hard. So if you can please help.
Hail Satan!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!
Do a banishing ritual. Add on void meditation throughout the day, not just during a meditation session. In time, you will be better at discerning which thoughts are yours and which are the enemy's. It takes practice. Don't get down on yourself. Keep your spirits up, be positive, and keep doing your meditations, no matter what.
From: Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@...
To:
Sent: Thursday, December 6, 2012 2:04:46 AM
Subject: Re: Struggling
Omg I waas typing so fast I made lots of grammatical and spelling errors. But you get what I was saying :P be strong brother.
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On Thu, Dec 6, 2012 1:35 AM EST Shannon Outlaw wrote:
f I were you I would use lots of SATANIC electric blue demonic energy. Whenever you feel an enemy attack or if they are near engulf your self in it and place father satans sigil around the room and around your third eye/sisxt chakra area. This helps a lot. also burn the enemy with it. Your whole space :) this works. Be strong. They are getting desperate, don't you see? They ate losing power and KNOE we are growing stronger everyday! so be strong and a warrior no matter how hard it is. They have been messing with me as well but just STAND your ground. Hope this helps brother!
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On Thu, Dec 6, 2012 1:14 AM EST Xavier wrote:
So I just realized something for some reason it seems like the enemy has put thoughts into me and I didn't really noticed. So here's the thing since I'm 16 I'm in highschool and I used to hang out with people a lot but I stopped because of how they did drugs and all and I chose to not be apart of it anymore. But the bad thing is in return I stay in my house all the time now and almost never leave the house. So the only time I really socialize is in school. I just now noticed the enemy took advantage of this and since I have been lonely they been making me constantly think about everything and today they tried making think the Gods just want power. So I played the xbox for awhile to get my mind from constantly thinking about it. So when I got off of it this is when it came to me.
I'm still building a aura of protection around me and clean my aura so I think I should do this more often. Here recently I've been on my laptop a lot and I seem drawn to it for no apparent reason and then I stay on it until it's late at night when I start to get tired so then that makes everything else like concentrating harder then I keep having a thought to tell me to go to sleep but I almost did different times but a flash of energy wakes me up and I'm thankful for that because I know if I ever stop building a aura protection just once I'll get fucked.
So all I'm asking brothers and sisters is advice I feel like shit right now and my thoughts and emotions are getting fucked up right now I'm trying my best right now but it's fucking hard. So if you can please help.
Hail Satan!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!
0
Do a banishing ritual. Add on void meditation throughout the day, not just during a meditation session. In time, you will be better at discerning which thoughts are yours and which are the enemy's. It takes practice. Don't get down on yourself. Keep your spirits up, be positive, and keep doing your meditations, no matter what.
From: Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@...
To:
Sent: Thursday, December 6, 2012 2:04:46 AM
Subject: Re: Struggling
Omg I waas typing so fast I made lots of grammatical and spelling errors. But you get what I was saying :P be strong brother.
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On Thu, Dec 6, 2012 1:35 AM EST Shannon Outlaw wrote:
f I were you I would use lots of SATANIC electric blue demonic energy. Whenever you feel an enemy attack or if they are near engulf your self in it and place father satans sigil around the room and around your third eye/sisxt chakra area. This helps a lot. also burn the enemy with it. Your whole space :) this works. Be strong. They are getting desperate, don't you see? They ate losing power and KNOE we are growing stronger everyday! so be strong and a warrior no matter how hard it is. They have been messing with me as well but just STAND your ground. Hope this helps brother!
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On Thu, Dec 6, 2012 1:14 AM EST Xavier wrote:
So I just realized something for some reason it seems like the enemy has put thoughts into me and I didn't really noticed. So here's the thing since I'm 16 I'm in highschool and I used to hang out with people a lot but I stopped because of how they did drugs and all and I chose to not be apart of it anymore. But the bad thing is in return I stay in my house all the time now and almost never leave the house. So the only time I really socialize is in school. I just now noticed the enemy took advantage of this and since I have been lonely they been making me constantly think about everything and today they tried making think the Gods just want power. So I played the xbox for awhile to get my mind from constantly thinking about it. So when I got off of it this is when it came to me.
I'm still building a aura of protection around me and clean my aura so I think I should do this more often. Here recently I've been on my laptop a lot and I seem drawn to it for no apparent reason and then I stay on it until it's late at night when I start to get tired so then that makes everything else like concentrating harder then I keep having a thought to tell me to go to sleep but I almost did different times but a flash of energy wakes me up and I'm thankful for that because I know if I ever stop building a aura protection just once I'll get fucked.
So all I'm asking brothers and sisters is advice I feel like shit right now and my thoughts and emotions are getting fucked up right now I'm trying my best right now but it's fucking hard. So if you can please help.
Hail Satan!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!
Hello:)
I've been struggling with the 40 day program, day 1-3 can't seem to visualize the bright light etc..or do the aura cleansing or protection correctly i think im doing it wrong.? Anyone who seem to had the same trouble as me if you have any techniques or tips to help me that would be great thanks. :)
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Hello:)
I've been struggling with the 40 day program, day 1-3 can't seem to visualize the bright light etc..or do the aura cleansing or protection correctly i think im doing it wrong.? Anyone who seem to had the same trouble as me if you have any techniques or tips to help me that would be great thanks. :)
Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android
That's actually fairly common. As you continue it will get easier because your soul and aura will become cleaner and more powerful. Just keep going and keep trying and it will get easier
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That's actually fairly common. As you continue it will get easier because your soul and aura will become cleaner and more powerful. Just keep going and keep trying and it will get easier
If you have an phone go somewhere else and do the vibrations do it when people are sleeping. Do it quietly. It really will help you. If you think about it day to day what you do you will be creative I mean I guess even if you are in a public place but its loud and waiting for sometime you could probably pull it off and no one would hear you very quietly think creative.
With that said you will need to let go think positive thoughts. Feeling guilt over something is a waste and brings curses on yourself. If you need to do something nice for the person you wronged if possible or send them positive energy. If the person doesnt fully or even know you wronged them then dont confess and make it worse just do something good for them. Dont be hard on yourself. Move on and work on bettering yourself. We are not all perfect especially not when we had an christian mindset. I dont even think the Gods care that much about all the little things we do in our lives unless its between Satanists. Not suggesting you be totally an unethical Jerk just suggesting you get out of the christian mindset. There is nothing watching you or judging you 24 7.
Hail Satan
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If you have an phone go somewhere else and do the vibrations do it when people are sleeping. Do it quietly. It really will help you. If you think about it day to day what you do you will be creative I mean I guess even if you are in a public place but its loud and waiting for sometime you could probably pull it off and no one would hear you very quietly think creative.
With that said you will need to let go think positive thoughts. Feeling guilt over something is a waste and brings curses on yourself. If you need to do something nice for the person you wronged if possible or send them positive energy. If the person doesnt fully or even know you wronged them then dont confess and make it worse just do something good for them. Dont be hard on yourself. Move on and work on bettering yourself. We are not all perfect especially not when we had an christian mindset. I dont even think the Gods care that much about all the little things we do in our lives unless its between Satanists. Not suggesting you be totally an unethical Jerk just suggesting you get out of the christian mindset. There is nothing watching you or judging you 24 7.
Hail Satan