Spiritual Support Thread - Never Give Up!

[BrightSpace666]

I thought I'd create this topic, which will be about the help given to the Zevism. I am thinking of things like depression, loneliness, isolation, suicidal thoughts, and I could go on and on. The point of this topic would be to provide Spiritual Help.

I don't know how much you would be interested, if it is not necessary, however, I will delete the post. As there have been some unexpected turns lately - from more advanced members who need help. I have written posts about these before, if I remember them I will link them here.

https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=68155

https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=68029

I could write at length about this here, but I'll devote this thread to it instead.

I would like to ask for help from more advanced, more advanced members - if you would like to help, you are welcome. I imagine there will be a lot of posts here, I don't know if I could do it alone. I would like to ask the Zevism members here, if you have any problems, feel free to post here.

I should add that I'm not sure I'll be able to answer everything, which is why I need help.

If something bothers you, annoys you, or you feel like posting, post here and we will help you. May Zevism always be happy, grow and shine. That is why I created this thread, if you have any problems and think you would like to share and ask for help, post here.

Remember - you are Zevism, your goal is Spiritual and Physical Perfection, and to achieve it you need to be happy and strong! May The Strength Be With You.

BrightSpace666

 

[BrightSpace666]

Hi its time 3:30 am in night duty at my workplace i started the aura cleaning meditation But i stop quickly because i afraid of this
I am completely hopeless
I am poor i need money I have many problems at my home
I need money to bring my mother's medicine
Is there any otherway to sale my soul to get money i have no option And i cant do the meditation because i am a Looser
Sir please Help me thanx
Hail Satan

Don't worry, this is a normal concern. People often have similar problems in the beginning, before the commitment, as you mentioned. In the beginning - there is no such thing as selling your soul. It's called giving your soul away to be safe. This "selling your soul" is just a figment of the enemy.

You give your soul away to be safe, protected and not incidentally strong. There are many reasons for the suppression of the Soul, which affects both well-being and the health of the Soul, and Knowledge is compromised. It is not a problem if you have such thoughts.

Devotion is not compulsory, but if you wish to progress on this Path, it is recommended - for the reasons mentioned above. You don't have to worry about being a loser or anything else. Typical enemy psychic attack that encourages you to think of yourself as a loser.

No, you are not a loser. It's a sign that you're going to do the right thing, and it's trying to discourage you from doing so. Don't give up! Many times even the more advanced members of the community sometimes think the same thing. You have to get over them because it makes no sense and is a waste of time.

As for your workplace - feel free to do your aura clearing there too, no problem. Pretend you are just taking a break or a rest. It's also okay to pretend you're taking a nap but not sleeping.

I would like to give you concrete answers to your problems. As I explained above, you are not a loser. Nobody is, you can only think you are. Practice Empty Meditation and everything will be fine. When this state comes up, just focus on nothing and it will pass.

Cleanse your aura daily, but if you're a beginner and feel you can't, you can try the simpler version - visualise strong energy around you and chant mantras into your soul. There are several mantras for this purpose, choose from them. Afterwards you can also say affirmations, depending on the occasion.

About money - you can chant runes to earn money or do spiritual work to earn money. Do this every day and pay attention to the planetary positions. Start your work during a waxing moon and you will do well.

Don't give up on your goals and don't worry, things will get better.

 

[BrightSpace666]

Thank you. What you wrote is indeed interesting and instructive. It is remarkable how meditation practices can help people. They are 100% suitable for eliminating addictions and almost everything else.

The feeling that you see your life as hopeless and meaningless is the worst possible. I'm glad you didn't do anything stupid and finally found your True Path. I hope that from here on in you will only go forward and make unstoppable progress.

I'm actually sorry you're in foster care.. However, as you say, you don't regret it or feel sorry, so that's a positive. Feelings of inferiority can come from a lack of self-confidence - Respect Yourself and You Will Be Respected.

I will explain this concept. If you see yourself in a way that all your preconceptions about yourself are removed, you accept yourself, you are happy, it will affect others. This is because of two things - your Aura will shine and people will notice it - in a word they will be attracted to you. A strong, glowing Aura attracts positivity.

The bottom line - you are now feeling 100% well and the past is the past. If there are problems about things that happened in the past, try to forget them and look forward. I am indescribably happy for your success, your studies and for you. Be happy every day!

Thank you for the empowering reply. <3

This actually gave me some great information on the best way to live. When I was working full time, going to pubs, smoking pot and attending college I felt like everyday I was gaining something. I was almost always in flow state even though I was nonstop busy and not meditating.

Strangely, after I finished college and stopped working, I became a hermit and experienced sleep problems and depression.

Now I'm working part time, socializing periodically and meditating everyday. I no longer use any substances and I found new ways to keep busy (cooking, creating art/music and reading). It's just like you said, meditation can cure us from nearly anything.

I had no clue that happiness changes our aura. I will definitely maintain a balance, be happy everyday and view every moment as a new adventure in life.

We Zevism should feel inspired and happy. We mustn't allow negative information make us nihilistic. Such information 'just is' and is almost always external. My advice (from experience) is never internalize outside negativity. (i.e Don't let it get to you). Also, take time to do things that truly make you happy. Don't focus only on conspiracy theories and binge watch television like I did. We must constantly listen to our inner-self and be rational.

Anyway, sorry for another ramble lol. Life is a deep and complex topic, albeit fascinating. The answers are always within us and Satan and his Demons help guide us toward them.

Lifestyle problems, both smoking pot and debauchery and so on, are all rooted in psychological problems. It could be a repressed, deep and intense emotion that wants to surface but you're trying to suppress it, or it could just be a sense of pity for society and you want to compensate with addictions.

Addictions are not only harmful, they are addictive, but they also create a certain circle around consumption. The consumer does not control the substance, but vice versa. It turns you completely inside out and makes you do things you would never do otherwise.

This is where the depression starts, which is associated with lower Bio-Electricality, poorer functioning of the chakras, and chaotic energy circulation. It has to be decided who controls whom. You or him? This is a crucial question that affects the whole situation and can be compensated for by reason.

Not least, these drugs completely change one's mentality towards a decline from which it will be difficult to recover without help. Avoid these drugs, they do no good but they do a lot of harm. "Let Spirituality be our drug and enjoy its edifying and healthy effects".

In fact, they are designed so that while they are addictive, you feel that if you do them again you will feel good, that is not the case. There are psychological reasons for this - because the mind is reprogrammed towards the drug and it's actually your mind that needs the dose, not the person. Because they affect the mind psychologically, you have to start working there for a positive result.

What you are doing is perfectly healthy. You work, you create. Creating is very good for the soul because you let your feelings out, it's your world. Creating has countless benefits. It gives a refreshing boost to the mind and the soul.

Happiness actually makes the aura more beautiful. Because the aura is the field around us, we can influence and control it. With a healthy soul, you will have a healthy aura and mind, the kind you have always wanted. Last but not least, you will feel better.

Your life will be 100% positive, which is great. An Zevism should always be happy and strong - That is the essence of this Path, Happiness and Strength.

"Without knowledge, power is lost, as power is lost, so is understanding lost and so is True Knowledge lost."

Good luck on the Path of Truth, and remember - Use your strength and be happy every day!

 

[BrightSpace666]

Since I created this thread to help, I'm including a post I wrote.


Depression itself is a small but complex concept that almost everyone experiences in their lives. Some people experience it for shorter periods, others for longer. But how it affects the body and wellbeing is something we need to be aware of.


Causes include unfortunate events in the past, unresolved emotions, but even a bad mood can helpfully trigger this 'mood'. Depression is something that needs to be treated, and if you happen to suffer from it, I would like to help you overcome it and make it go away for good.


Depression can often come that way. Someone, for example, falls in line, doesn't achieve what they want to achieve, wonders if it makes sense to do it, realises they're not good at it, gets depressed and the symptoms start. But all techniques can be learned, just with practice.


You need to start these exercises with a clear head, however nerve-wracking they may be, try them and your chances will be greatly increased. If you try to do it at all costs and get nervous, you will fail even more. Always be calm and think with a clear head.


There are several solutions to depression. I will not start with the example of medication here, because our method is Spiritual Healing.


Initially, clearing your aura daily, strengthening your chakras daily and strengthening your aura is the key here. If you do these, you'll increase your chances of beating this shit. Empty meditation, I emphasize here, because if you have any symptoms that indicate this, just don't think about anything and it will go away in a little while, just as it came.


Yoga is a very important help here, as in everything. It releases excess energy, your energies are released, they flow and you feel better. All yoga exercises are beneficial, it's worth picking a few that you like and starting to do them.


It's also about creating an environment that, when you look at it and when you're there, radiates calm and positive energy. Herbal teas and herbs also help, as does the mentality of not beating yourself up for everything, but praising yourself.


Look in the mirror and say "I look good!". Take a constructive attitude, whatever someone says about you that you don't like, don't dwell on it, you can say a lot of things about it, but you are different and a better person, see, that's a plus point. If one person insults another, it's not about you, it's about the person who insults you. That's his problem.


Your time to get out of depression is up to you. How much of the above you are willing to do. I should mention here that working with your energies will also help you do this. Do energy enrichment exercises, which will also help you feel better.


Your daily life and your spiritual development are also affected by this "disease". Because if you are not in the mood to meditate, you are not moving forward. Beat this shit, because it only slows you down. You need the same mentality to overcome anxiety, which I also wrote a post about a while ago.


Given the current "viral" situation in today's society, the tendency is for it to escalate with many depressed victims. I do not want to go into this in detail now.


As I wrote, these methods all help to combat it. The right spiritual clarity also adds a lot to this. Don't get depressed, think of yourself as being OK and think of it as just holding you back. You're too good at what you do and it's just trying to slow you down.


Once you've done that, laugh, continue your routine and shine! I hope I've been able to help my Zevism peers here with this little post.

 

[sublimesatanist]

Lifestyle problems, both smoking pot and debauchery and so on, are all rooted in psychological problems. It could be a repressed, deep and intense emotion that wants to surface but you're trying to suppress it, or it could just be a sense of pity for society and you want to compensate with addictions.

Addictions are not only harmful, they are addictive, but they also create a certain circle around consumption. The consumer does not control the substance, but vice versa. It turns you completely inside out and makes you do things you would never do otherwise.

This is where the depression starts, which is associated with lower Bio-Electricality, poorer functioning of the chakras, and chaotic energy circulation. It has to be decided who controls whom. You or him? This is a crucial question that affects the whole situation and can be compensated for by reason.

Not least, these drugs completely change one's mentality towards a decline from which it will be difficult to recover without help. Avoid these drugs, they do no good but they do a lot of harm. "Let Spirituality be our drug and enjoy its edifying and healthy effects".

In fact, they are designed so that while they are addictive, you feel that if you do them again you will feel good, that is not the case. There are psychological reasons for this - because the mind is reprogrammed towards the drug and it's actually your mind that needs the dose, not the person. Because they affect the mind psychologically, you have to start working there for a positive result.

What you are doing is perfectly healthy. You work, you create. Creating is very good for the soul because you let your feelings out, it's your world. Creating has countless benefits. It gives a refreshing boost to the mind and the soul.

Happiness actually makes the aura more beautiful. Because the aura is the field around us, we can influence and control it. With a healthy soul, you will have a healthy aura and mind, the kind you have always wanted. Last but not least, you will feel better.

Your life will be 100% positive, which is great. An Zevism should always be happy and strong - That is the essence of this Path, Happiness and Strength.

"Without knowledge, power is lost, as power is lost, so is understanding lost and so is True Knowledge lost."

Good luck on the Path of Truth, and remember - Use your strength and be happy every day!

Fascinating! This is great information BrightSpace666. I currently have one addiction (to vaping). I justify it because a few of my relatives talk ad naseum about how it's harmful, albeit it is far less harmful than smoking.

Still, being 'less bad' doesn't make it good. I tend to hold onto it because it gives me an excuse to go outside and have a break from people (i.e family). I also like fast and repetitive actions. I think the many years working as a barista, cooking, cleaning dishes and my love for intense music all add an attraction to it. Coffee (I love the stuff) also increases cravings.

This is yet another test of will. Considering your reply I would be much better off without it. Your words honestly gave me more incentive to quit than any person in my life ever could. Thanks and sorry to bombard you with responses and random thoughts yet again. :roll:

 

[BrightSpace666]

Lifestyle problems, both smoking pot and debauchery and so on, are all rooted in psychological problems. It could be a repressed, deep and intense emotion that wants to surface but you're trying to suppress it, or it could just be a sense of pity for society and you want to compensate with addictions.

Addictions are not only harmful, they are addictive, but they also create a certain circle around consumption. The consumer does not control the substance, but vice versa. It turns you completely inside out and makes you do things you would never do otherwise.

This is where the depression starts, which is associated with lower Bio-Electricality, poorer functioning of the chakras, and chaotic energy circulation. It has to be decided who controls whom. You or him? This is a crucial question that affects the whole situation and can be compensated for by reason.

Not least, these drugs completely change one's mentality towards a decline from which it will be difficult to recover without help. Avoid these drugs, they do no good but they do a lot of harm. "Let Spirituality be our drug and enjoy its edifying and healthy effects".

In fact, they are designed so that while they are addictive, you feel that if you do them again you will feel good, that is not the case. There are psychological reasons for this - because the mind is reprogrammed towards the drug and it's actually your mind that needs the dose, not the person. Because they affect the mind psychologically, you have to start working there for a positive result.

What you are doing is perfectly healthy. You work, you create. Creating is very good for the soul because you let your feelings out, it's your world. Creating has countless benefits. It gives a refreshing boost to the mind and the soul.

Happiness actually makes the aura more beautiful. Because the aura is the field around us, we can influence and control it. With a healthy soul, you will have a healthy aura and mind, the kind you have always wanted. Last but not least, you will feel better.

Your life will be 100% positive, which is great. An Zevism should always be happy and strong - That is the essence of this Path, Happiness and Strength.

"Without knowledge, power is lost, as power is lost, so is understanding lost and so is True Knowledge lost."

Good luck on the Path of Truth, and remember - Use your strength and be happy every day!

Fascinating! This is great information BrightSpace666. I currently have one addiction (to vaping). I justify it because a few of my relatives talk ad naseum about how it's harmful, albeit it is far less harmful than smoking.

Still, being 'less bad' doesn't make it good. I tend to hold onto it because it gives me an excuse to go outside and have a break from people (i.e family). I also like fast and repetitive actions. I think the many years working as a barista, cooking, cleaning dishes and my love for intense music all add an attraction to it. Coffee (I love the stuff) also increases cravings.

This is yet another test of will. Considering your reply I would be much better off without it. Your words honestly gave me more incentive to quit than any person in my life ever could. Thanks and sorry to bombard you with responses and random thoughts yet again. :roll:

Addictions are not always bad. Some addictions are healthy, for example. Sports, for example - maybe not the best example of a healthy addiction, but you get the point. So addictions are not all bad, but harmful addictions require persistence and willpower to stop using.

It is a matter of judgement whether someone needs it or not, it is up to the person using to know. One also has to wonder whether there is a reason for the addiction. If we find that reason and start working on it spiritually, it can be fixed with the right spiritual and mental cleansing.

The arts are beautiful, they evoke the dormant imagination, power and expression of fantasy in us, which has healthy effects. It is also good for distracting from mental problems because we can express what we feel.

Nature is a real relaxation - to get away from the current problems of society, to concentrate on ourselves and just be with ourselves. A good walk in the open air, enjoying the landscape, is one of the best cures. It restores the soul, cleanses and calms on a level that is incredible.

Don't worry about writing stupid stuff, because you're not writing bad stuff. Glad I could/can help. It is very important to help people, especially in these times.

 

[Veritá_666]

Excuse me, I would like to ask if it is possible to replace the walls of text in answers with the three dots.

 

[High Priestess Lydia Coventina]

Excuse me, I would like to ask if it is possible to replace the walls of text in answers with the three dots.

Do it manually. Quote them, then highlight and delete all of what they write (or the non-relevant things) and then press the period button 3 times. I always do this out of courtesy to those reading, as it is just annoying to see the same large text or wall of text multiple times.

 

[Veritá_666]

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Excuse me, I would like to ask if it is possible to replace the walls of text in answers with the three dots.

Do it manually. Quote them, then highlight and delete all of what they write (or the non-relevant things) and then press the period button 3 times. I always do this out of courtesy to those reading, as it is just annoying to see the same large text or wall of text multiple times.

I knew that, I wondered if others could do it too.

 

[Henu the Great]

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Do you want guidance on what to do?

 

[satanama666]

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Do you want guidance on what to do?

regular soul cleaning is too slow,workings of tens of days are too hard to do,i don't have the time for one and i can't remember the number of the day of it that i am in anyway,asking satan to help me at least through another demon(ess) didn't give me any obvious enough answer,what else could be done?

 

[Henu the Great]

regular soul cleaning is too slow,workings of tens of days are too hard to do,i don't have the time for one and i can't remember the number of the day of it that i am in anyway,asking satan to help me at least through another demon(ess) didn't give me any obvious enough answer,what else could be done?

Addressing the root of the issue, which in your case is lack of organizing your efforts and not enough enduring could be good starting points.

So the first thing is to start organizing your day in a manner that enables you to do the neccessary steps to propel yourself forward by doing the meditations and workings that address the issue and build up on them. You also need to consider practical methods in your daily life and how they affect your time spent.

Start journaling the meditations so that you will not lose count. Plan ahead what you will do on the following day, and when. Then follow up on the plan. Just like carrying bricks on the construction yard, just do the thing and don't mind others too much. Do your thing, and then go from there. There might be things that should be avoided more or less as time consuming with no return to your advancement and those things you should cut out to get more time. If your work or school takes too much time, look for alternative ways of learning that could save you time, or do a working to this end for quicker retention, or for another job with more free time. If you are in a position where you consitently do not have time for your advancement then try to look ways to have a chunk of day for your advancement, every day. This could require quite a bit of changing of habits and whatnot, but it is for a good cause. For yourself and your future.

Even though you might feel like you can do thousand things, do not. Do smaller amount of things, but stay consistent. Once you have a steady habit established it is safer to add more to your tasks so that you will not lose track of what and when and so on. This applies to daily meditations as well, such as aura cleaning, aura of protection, void meditation and physical exercises such as hatha and kundalini yoga. You do not need to lift the whole world alone. Instead it is neccessary for you to stay consistent in your effort so that you would actually do what is required to do and stay with it. Basically a healthy habit building needs to happen to ensure success.

You said that you do meditations and such sporadically. You could address the issue with the rune Nauthiz, or invoking small amounts of Earth and program the energy to give you stability to structure what you need to in order to accomplish your tasks. Earth energy would give your abundant fire and air grounding so you would not lose your way and stay focused on what needs to be done. Hatha yoga would aid to this end as well, and I would likewise advise that you will simply do something little consistently to get yourself accustomed to doing it instead of not doing it at all and thus not progressing or doing a lot for once or twice and then letting go from doing these activities likewise not progressing.

For practical things to do to help building habits along with the keeping track of your progress by writing things up could be: Making a space for your activities, such as having yoga mat readily available for your practice as to make beginning to do this as easy as possible instead of needing to get something from another room or storage or something. Blocking unneccessary stimulus from your sphere, such as mobile phone could be turned off or be put in another room for removing the distraction or your computer could be turned off for a period when you need to meditate, for example. You get the idea.

I do not know if you live alone or with family or what, but having boundaries will help. If you find yourself distracted by other people you will need to make them know that you have a certain amount of me-time in which you can not be disturbed and you will not respond to their requests during that time. Push everything else aside for this time period and focus on yourself during this time. When the time is over you can return to other people.

I hope this sums up some things that can help you. Some of these I learned from Atomic Habits, even though I did some of these by myself before learning them. You can watch a video summarizing the book here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PZ7lDrwYdZc - How to become 37.78 times better at anything | Atomic Habits summary (by James Clear)

I also remember reading you telling that you lack empathy which would be a clear sign of lacking water element which rules it. To that end you could invoke small amounts of Water and program to balance your emotions in a healthy manner, or using the rune Berkano.

Overall cleaning and meditating on your chakras can and eventually will help balance your emotional and enduring issues as well so that should be on your to-do list as well.

If anything is unclear about the subject please do post about it. This is a platform for growth after all.

 

[BlueWizard]

Hello my fellow satanic family.

After reading some posts on this topic it was time for me to write about my own problems in life that have unfortunately started since I dedicated and joined JoS.

Yes, I know that we have to meditate daily to protect ourselves from enemies because it is them who make our lives worse and make us think it's all Satan's fault but due to my problems it is hard to keep up constant routine.

Right, before dedicating and all my life was amazing. I was happy and really motivated.
But after dedicating almost 5 years ago it all went down.

I became less motivated and because of that I couldn't keep up with daily routines so I stopped with AoP and everything.
After that it just kept getting worse and worse.
I won't complain about every single bad thing that is usually happening to me every day but it is usually that everything I want to do fails, I get so much negative energies around me, and because of that I get angry so easily.
Then I constantly get surrounded by people who just want to fuck me up mentally all the time.
Not to mention I cannot sleep normaly, I look like a walking dead every day, unfortunately I am also very horny every day, can sometimes masturbate up to 3 times per day which makes me even more exhausted. I hate it but I cannot help it.

All of this is just a bit of what's happening every day to me for the past few years and it has gotten to the point where the suicidal thoughts have started to kick in as well.
Obviously I cannot do that as I want to advance in my spiritual life, I want to be happy.
I keep reading here how people who finally got past all the bad or negative karma are living happy, or at least better than me.

It is time to start over again but this time I want to get the root of the problem which will hopefully solve my main problem.

Thank you and Hail Satan.

 

[BrightSpace666]

Hello my fellow satanic family.

After reading some posts on this topic it was time for me to write about my own problems in life that have unfortunately started since I dedicated and joined JoS.

Yes, I know that we have to meditate daily to protect ourselves from enemies because it is them who make our lives worse and make us think it's all Satan's fault but due to my problems it is hard to keep up constant routine.

Right, before dedicating and all my life was amazing. I was happy and really motivated.
But after dedicating almost 5 years ago it all went down.

I became less motivated and because of that I couldn't keep up with daily routines so I stopped with AoP and everything.
After that it just kept getting worse and worse.
I won't complain about every single bad thing that is usually happening to me every day but it is usually that everything I want to do fails, I get so much negative energies around me, and because of that I get angry so easily.
Then I constantly get surrounded by people who just want to fuck me up mentally all the time.
Not to mention I cannot sleep normaly, I look like a walking dead every day, unfortunately I am also very horny every day, can sometimes masturbate up to 3 times per day which makes me even more exhausted. I hate it but I cannot help it.

All of this is just a bit of what's happening every day to me for the past few years and it has gotten to the point where the suicidal thoughts have started to kick in as well.
Obviously I cannot do that as I want to advance in my spiritual life, I want to be happy.
I keep reading here how people who finally got past all the bad or negative karma are living happy, or at least better than me.

It is time to start over again but this time I want to get the root of the problem which will hopefully solve my main problem.

Thank you and Hail Satan.

This often happens to us when we sign up and join. For some it takes longer, for others less. Here again, I can say that they are probably trying to talk you off the Path so much because there is something strong in you and they don't want it to surface. Both for your own sake and for the sake of others.

Such things don't need to be dealt with, we just need to do our jobs. Many people don't like the fact that the Truth is available on the internet and that our enemies are being exposed, and more and more people are realising this every day. You don't have to worry about it, if you really need it, ask our Mother for help, she will always listen and help you.

As for meditation - once you start, it should not (at least not recommended) to stop, because in the past when you meditate you drastically increase your bio-electricity and vitality, and after a while your body gets used to it and gets used to it. If you suddenly stop, you can fall back emotionally and spiritually to your previous state.

Hence depression and lethargy, which go hand in hand. (I know, it's a very bad pairing, but you have to get out of it). Stopping AoP also produces unpleasant symptoms as the accumulated negative energy builds up and takes control of both your thinking and your state of mind.

Therefore, the enemy's goal is to keep Knowledge a secret, but they are less and less successful at this these days. If you're not feeling well and don't feel like meditating, at least do yourself the favour of doing AoP and some kind of energy-boosting breathing exercises regularly.

Failures are easily avoided with Knowledge and understanding. Read, grow and do magical work that speaks to you. With the right programming and affirmation, the right planetary alignments, it will go faster and work in your favour.

People often harm others, either for their own benefit or for the benefit of others. Such attacks mostly affect the soul, as they say things to you that they know will make you feel bad. Controlling your emotions helps a lot with this, and of course Void Meditation.

You have to detach yourself from things, not thinking about what they are saying. It is not a reflection of you, it is a reflection of those who are saying it. I'll tell you something - Most people hurt others emotionally because they themselves have suffered a lot, and they try to take out their pent up anger and resentment on others. On the basis that "I've been there, you'll be there" - this is ignorance and stubborn revenge. Ignore them, use Knowledge and show yourself how much more intelligent you are than they are.

But you have to know yourself. This is an important key to the door of your Spiritual Path, and if you know yourself, you will not be surprised in this respect or in many others.

Self-doubt is a serious symptom, so change it. Social media is not the best solution to this problem. After all, everyone (at least most people) is wearing a mask about their life. They hide behind a mask to hide their real life, which is who knows what. This false mask, however, is very well displayed outwardly. In many cases, such a spectacle contributes to self-confidence when one is not living this lifestyle.

Adult content videos (porn) are not the best way to do this either, I don't need to explain why. Change your lifestyle. I'm assuming you're younger and it's best to start making changes.

Finally, stop worrying about what other people think of you. Know yourself and you will know what you are capable of. Develop yourself spiritually and your confidence will return to normal.

 

[Pyralis]

I suppose I'll throw my hat in this ring.

I'm in a somewhat unique situation. The short version is this: Not long after my dedication, I fell in with a group I shouldn't have associated with and did things I shouldn't have done--the end result was my kundalini erupted prematurely. This was almost ten years ago, and it's been inexorably progressing ever since. It has reached what I can only assume is a rather advanced stage, though I have almost nothing to show for it.

This has made my advancement...rather difficult. Attempting to improve myself usually goes one of two ways: either it has no effect, because the constant flood of powerful fiery energy makes it impossible to attain the required level of concentration and my efforts end up being wasted, or I gain some slight traction, which releases more energy and overwhelms me, forcing me to back off. Of course, there's also all the attendant aches and pains, which at times can be debilitating, and if I'm having a particularly bad day, I sometimes travel down a particular line of questioning that concludes with "Have I irreparably damaged myself, and do I need to hit the reset button so I can get a fresh start in a new life?" I've yet to act on this, and the thought of doing so horrifies me, but the sentiment lingers.

At this point, I'm paralyzed with indecision. I'm almost afraid to try to take any action, since I'm worried I'll make a misstep and cause things to be even worse. I've tried asking the Gods for help, but my astral senses are worthless, for aforementioned reasons. All of this, on top of trying to balance it with my everyday life--it's quite stressful, and it doesn't seem to be getting any easier.

What should I do? Is there anything I can do?

 

[Henu the Great]

What should I do? Is there anything I can do?

What are you already doing? What are the things you do when you say that you are getting forward, but then have to backtrack? Some more detail would help so we can give specific advice.

Hatha yoga is something we should do regardless of these sort of problems, but especially so when problems such as yours are manifesting. I hope you are already steadfast in your practice, if not, then it is a good time to start.

There is also a current topic in announcement section that mentions witches sabbaths during this month. https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=5&t=70110

Here are some more practical tips: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=69879

 

[BlueWizard]

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This was very helpful information.
I will start a new, fresh routine with the advices you gave me.
Although I am not sure what to do with the ayurvedic solutions. Can you explain a little bit about it.
And can I do mantra together with the working above?
I am not entirely sure which element I am but I have always been drawn to fire, but as you say, I do have dry hair and skin and lack motivation so I can be Vata too.
I will soon start new eating habits so I expect a lot of positive outcomes on that one too.

I really appreciated the post as it contains a lot of information and I cannot wait to soon start with my new routine.
I will keep it in my journal, something that I should have done with my other "failed" routines

 

[Pyralis]

What should I do? Is there anything I can do?

What are you already doing? What are the things you do when you say that you are getting forward, but then have to backtrack? Some more detail would help so we can give specific advice.

Hatha yoga is something we should do regardless of these sort of problems, but especially so when problems such as yours are manifesting. I hope you are already steadfast in your practice, if not, then it is a good time to start.

There is also a current topic in announcement section that mentions witches sabbaths during this month. https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=5&t=70110

Here are some more practical tips: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=69879

Thank you for replying.

Those two are actually the exact things I've tried; in both cases, the serpent quickened its pace and caused me significant physical and mental discomfort. Most recently, with the Witches' Sabbat, I actually began to feel extreme fatigue and drowsiness, coupled with severe headaches. I hate to admit it, but after that, I got scared and gave up. This is what I mean when I say any attempt at advancement either goes nowhere or goes wrong, and why I'm hesitant to try anything else unless I know full well what I'm doing is the right thing and what effects it will have. It feels a bit like I'm trying to defuse a nuclear bomb, to be honest: an incorrect step, or even a correct step at the wrong time, could have disastrous consequences, so at this point the only thing I can think of is to bide my time and see how things pan out. It's frustrating, but I don't know what else to do.

 

[Henu the Great]

Thank you for replying.

Those two are actually the exact things I've tried; in both cases, the serpent quickened its pace and caused me significant physical and mental discomfort. Most recently, with the Witches' Sabbat, I actually began to feel extreme fatigue and drowsiness, coupled with severe headaches. I hate to admit it, but after that, I got scared and gave up. This is what I mean when I say any attempt at advancement either goes nowhere or goes wrong, and why I'm hesitant to try anything else unless I know full well what I'm doing is the right thing and what effects it will have. It feels a bit like I'm trying to defuse a nuclear bomb, to be honest: an incorrect step, or even a correct step at the wrong time, could have disastrous consequences, so at this point the only thing I can think of is to bide my time and see how things pan out. It's frustrating, but I don't know what else to do.

You have tried? You would need to be consistent to reap the benefits. How is your daily routine, by the way? If it is lacking, that is one thing to change right off the bat for improvement.

Furthermore in regard to being drowsy while raising energy: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=342741#p342741

For a clean slate so to speak you need to consistently clean with various methods and perhaps include a munka or ansuz working for freeing the soul. Also the following method would suit your situation, it is from HC666:

Freeing your Soul from enemy influences / Psychic Vampires.

****The meditation is quite simple:

Inhale blue Satanic energy into your chakras:

Vibrate Ansuz x9 or Ur x9 times in the chakra you feel is linked in someway to an enemy, or if you feel your chakras getting drained out of nowhere. Which is quite a disturbing feeling.

Affirmation: " The energy of the ___[rune you chose]___ is now freeing my ____ chakra from all connections and influences of the enemies of Satan, eternally and completely, NOW"

You can keep the "NOW" away, but personally I believe its a good word to specify to your mind that you want it now, in the present. I know you get the idea, if you feel that you need to specifically fix something, get down there and fix it.

Feel the chakra vibrating and engulf it in blue Satanic fire. Imagine all links on the chakra getting burned and your chakra becoming bright as a blue Sun, or whitegold. You can do this for all your chakras, so that would be 9x7. You can do far more than x9 vibrations, this is up to you and how much energy you feel is needed for this to work. This will help cut off from bad links from past lives, present incarnation, people you could have linked
'involuntarily' like when you was drunk or when you had sex with somebody and just this.

Also, you might want to use Nauthiz for more stability and generally clean and empower base chakra for more stability. Of course other chakras need daily work as well.

I recommend to read JoS and sermons for refreshing your memory and learning new things. Knowledge, when applied to your practice will speed up your advancement.