omeedmohsenian
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Hello. I found Satanism and knew it was for me. I spent around 5 hours studying it before making my commitment to Satan. During all this i have felt many emotions. Happiness, a sense of belonging, reassurance ect. But the longer i studied and wanted more and more to have a relationship with Satan ive been feeling strangely. The longer i studied, i felt more and more pressure on my chest. After i made my commitment i got a headache, right below my sternum has a sharp pain. My thoughts are fuzzy and i dont feel right. I don't know whats oing on and im wondering if im being affected by an outside source? I used to be christian wgen i was younger. That might have somthing to do with it? All feedback is appreciated.