Searching for truth.

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I was raised in a Christian house hold, and fervently believed in the bible and what it taught my entire life up to about 5 or 6 months ago. It was weird, I went to bed one night believing what I always had, and the following morning, it was like blinders had been taken off my mind and heart, and I saw christianity for what it truly is; complete and utter bullshit.

I started looking into various belief systems, and came across the JoS website, read some of the articles, and joined this group. I want to believe, but after spending my whole life believing in a false god, I am not in a hurry to dedicate myself to any one thing again, not without proof anyways.

I am just trying to make sense things in my life. I have had too many personal experiences to not know there is a spiritual realm. If you guys could maybe share with me how you came to believe in what you do and why, I would greatly appreciate it. I really am just looking for answers.

 

[tjs4satan]

Almost all of your answers can be answered by reading the following sites and the materials within

JoyofSatan.com

Truth of Satan

Satan's Library


The Real Holocaust: http://gblt.webs.com/Real_Holocaust.htm


Exposing Christianity: Exposing Christianity

Joy of Satan

 

[eduardoquinonez88]

Go at your own pace. If something doesn't make any sense, then ask us. We may have the answer, we may not. just remember that things will be reveal to you, in due time. One last thing to remember. "Patience, discipline." ~ World of Warcraft.

""Do not allow the achievements of the past get to your head. While, at the same time, making sure that the failures of the past do not get to your heart."" ~ Unknown.


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