Hello friends, I'm new to this site. I'm hoping if you can help me with something that's been bugging me lately.
After a couple of months of not meditating I decided to go back to it again. The thing is, I usually meditate at night because this is the only time of day I can rely on for having some peace and quiet. Anyway, this was pretty usual: let my mind wander, saw a couple of images that I've seen before and then there was these balls of light I saw. I not only saw them but I felt them. I saw 2 smaller ones and a large fireball.
Now this is when shit started getting real folks.
I saw the face of my succubus. Like I've said, this is an image I've seen before. Blood on her face, big scary teeth. The usual when she tried to scare me before (or at least I think she was.) Then I felt like I was travelling to somewhere....
I ended up looking into a cave-like dwelling. Somewhat hellish and dark. I saw this bald, red being. Not sure of the gender but I had a feeling this must have been a woman. Anyway she standing in front of someone and this person in front of the red demon was held down and was swinging in circles, in front of her. It was like the red woman (as I shall now call her) was participating in this persons abuse.
That's not the scary part, the person that was swinging had features similar to mine (Black hair, light skin) and I do recall at some point seeing the red woman in front of me, as I'm swinging.
I'm wondering if it's 'normal' to travel during meditation sessions. As terrifying as it was, I also felt excitement seeing that, and would like to travel again.
I've asked several of my friends who are very spiritual and very much in tune with themselves and the earth and they don't really know what to think of it.
After a couple of months of not meditating I decided to go back to it again. The thing is, I usually meditate at night because this is the only time of day I can rely on for having some peace and quiet. Anyway, this was pretty usual: let my mind wander, saw a couple of images that I've seen before and then there was these balls of light I saw. I not only saw them but I felt them. I saw 2 smaller ones and a large fireball.
Now this is when shit started getting real folks.
I saw the face of my succubus. Like I've said, this is an image I've seen before. Blood on her face, big scary teeth. The usual when she tried to scare me before (or at least I think she was.) Then I felt like I was travelling to somewhere....
I ended up looking into a cave-like dwelling. Somewhat hellish and dark. I saw this bald, red being. Not sure of the gender but I had a feeling this must have been a woman. Anyway she standing in front of someone and this person in front of the red demon was held down and was swinging in circles, in front of her. It was like the red woman (as I shall now call her) was participating in this persons abuse.
That's not the scary part, the person that was swinging had features similar to mine (Black hair, light skin) and I do recall at some point seeing the red woman in front of me, as I'm swinging.
I'm wondering if it's 'normal' to travel during meditation sessions. As terrifying as it was, I also felt excitement seeing that, and would like to travel again.
I've asked several of my friends who are very spiritual and very much in tune with themselves and the earth and they don't really know what to think of it.
