Donations

[kybalion666]

Hello everyone, I used to belong to the tiers, but I lost my account info.. well I’m not really sure to be honest, maybe I didn’t. I started making donations and asked Cobra about it and he gave me I believe it was the first or second file of the tiers.. the first I think if it showed *. Anyways I’m sort of at a point in life where, I work not a regular job but a job through parole, and I do other things on the side to get money. I usually save or send money to my sons mom for them, we’re not so close right now in fact she’s taught him to be like her they only interact with me with they’re hand out id like to change this, but I wanna work on myself first. And then. I’m going through a divorce with another girl. Part of the reason is idk why but the Gods said pull away. They said she would be my demise. A high priest on here told me in the past as well that she had a working on her that would take my workings and give her the benefits of them and I saw it work with a square or like, I would end up buying cars through workings and somehow she would end of with one to, you kind of get what I’m saying, I found out later on her family was into Santeria and her personally I think she may be enemy the last time we argued I saw her continuously in my mind and it was images of her lighting a candle and the candle that was charged and why I say charged is because it appeared to be a god of some sort like.. you know the candles you can buy that are in glass and usually a saint or a gods image is on them it looked like that but the image of the being on it grew bigger in my mind, he had sort of like.. idk feathers he was tall and bronze skin toned I didn’t recognize him nor his energy to be of our path or of our pantheon and when this was happening Zeus appeared as Satan, with Astarte and she was dressed in Armour, which I’ve only seen her dressed in once before, and another god who I didn’t know who he was he sort of looked like Azazel but Azazel has like shoulder length hair of texture and this Gods was close to like platinum or white in like a robe I’m forsure he was a Nordic idk who though, and the god that appeared left. Was this a possible attack? The next days after that I was getting messages in my mind every time I would start to miss her and I learned that this feeling of missing her wasn’t originated from my own feelings it was manipulation. Anyways so now that she’s out of the picture. I’m sort of alone.. I work, come home and do my spirituality, maybe go workout in our gym, and keep to myself.. I feel sad inside. Would it be advisable to start putting all of my checks into donations? And how would I end up going up the tiers and into the hall of Osiris and, is there anything on there that could help out my current situations? I took the day off of work today tink sort of try and get guidance from the groups, to go find a bitcoin atm to send a donation to the groups, and to go get candles, um jade, tigers eye just things from this shop, come home do the ritual for cobra and then a power ritual for a few of the gods just, things I’m sure we all do regularly.. but I feel empty, and alone inside. I feel betrayed, I feel doubtful.. a lot of things that I’d like to pass or overcome. The more I donate weekly. Will I find things that can help me fix a lot of these things in life? And is donating regularly the same as buying things offered in the hall of Osiris? I never mind donating and I’m reasonably good at accumulating money quickly. I’m assuming donating is not the same as purchasing something from the Hall of Osiris? But something is telling me to go in this direction and purchase this knowledge.. lmk please. Thank you.

Also: what do you guys do when you’re going through spouts like this to snap out of them and get you back on the right track in life? Please share.