Scared to take the next step

[arietpatxi]

Hello Everyone,I have been studying Satanism for some time now, and I feel like I am being called to this path. Everything within my heart is telling me to do the dedication. But because of my upbringing I still have some of that fear that I was taught. What are your suggestions for how to overcome this? How did you all overcome this? 
Frank

 

[Sims Motal]

Just do it! You may be terrified, at first. But it is all brainwashing. Nothing to fear!
I knew, intellectually that it was the right step, but I was terrified. I did it anyway.
Father Satan was there for me from the beginning. HE told me not to fear and
I did as He said. I have NEVER regretted my dedication. Not ever.

Hail Satan!


Sims


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Hello Everyone,I
have been studying Satanism for some time now, and I feel
like I am being called to this path. Everything within my
heart is telling me to do the dedication. But because of my
upbringing I still have some of that fear that I was taught.
What are your suggestions for how to overcome this? How did
you all overcome this? 
Frank










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[descipleofthegods13]

Studying goes along with meditation as well.

I have some information for you and some sermons other than what Johnson_Akemi has recommended.

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ALITY.html      

https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/Joy ... ics/126830 
https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/Joy ... ges/126978
 https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/Joy ... ges/133673


Those will really get you started, just read them when you have time. Remember to have patience in this path.
Give it time all time to sink in, because it will take time.

Start off with a simple meditation program once you have Dedicated like this:
 http://satanism-nazism.webs.com/hp_hood ... rogram.pdf

This should all help a lot with deprogramming, and learning about meditation and Satanism in general.

Hail Satan.

 

 

[Aperson Somewhere]

  Hello Everyone,I have been studying Satanism for some time now, and I feel like I am being called to this path. Everything within my heart is telling me to do the dedication. But because of my upbringing I still have some of that fear that I was taught. What are your suggestions for how to overcome this? How did you all overcome this? 
Frank

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[Fatherschild1]

After I dedicated my fears began melting away .Now ive got just about none left.Ive still got fight or flight response but I need that.You already know what you want.Give that fear an identity.Its a living,intelligent thing standing in your way.Get mad at it and push it out of your way.Or just forget all that and go to church,maybe convert to Islam.
-Hail to the Father

 

[pacifistgoat666]

Oh man I know! Its a really intimidating action to dedicate, but trust me it will just help you grow more and more. If the path calls you there is no other option but follow the call, trust your heart and don't let anyone tell you what to believe in.
Good luck with that man, and let good energies follow where you goHail Satan