Ignisalas said:
If you are not
Dedicated to Satan by blood, you are not protected. If you do not fight the enemy on behalf of Satan, you are not protected. If you don't protect yourself, you are not protected.
I've been dedicated to Satan for many, many years, and although I was protected from major enemy attacks, I was not protected from the negative circumstances of my living situation, of which I managed to endure my way out of 4 months ago, and I'm 21. If you
are dedicated and you work relentlessly for Satan, then you are receiving no help because you are fully capable of fixing the situation for yourself, and you need to wake up and realize this; this was how it was for me.
You need to know that enough is enough and you are going to take control of your life. Do intense research, look into a thousand healthy and reasonable opportunities. A roommate, a homeless shelter, whatever financial support you can receive. Go out there and fight for the acquiring of a job, it doesn't matter if you go to a hundred different employers and if they reject you one by one, if you keep fighting and know in your heart that you will get a job you will find one.
Clean your aura fiercely and build an insurmountable
Aura of Protection. With a clean and healthy aura this is where you can passively influence those around you to like you and do favours for you and increase the likelihood of getting hired somewhere, as your aura can subtly influence those around you. In the situation I broke free from, the sheer negativity was counteracting the positive outcomes I would've had for myself if I wasn't surrounded by the negativity.
You need to fight against the negative energy so the positive workings you do on yourself overpower the negative energy around you, that means working hard and relentlessly. Then good things will start happening to you. Because in your situation and the situation I was in as well the situations similar to others where Saturn is prominent in our life, the regular workings of protection and cleaning on the website is not enough. You need to do more, way more, a thousand fold if you must, because those workings are for your typical individual and we are a different case. The negativity wears down your aura of protection and aura in general after a working before it can even be given the chance to do anything good for you, so you need to push hard against it and build up against it relentlessly every day.
I'll refer you to this topic which is more efficient for an
Aura of Protection and remember, the bare minimum will not be enough, if you want out of your situation you're going to have to go the extra mile. I'm not telling you to vibrate a rune 333 times, just do the most you think you can push for in a day. Also you must keep your energy levels up to make these workings powerful, this means doing the
Foundation Meditation to keep an energy buzz going when doing the workings. Raise your vril/witchpower
once every day,
this is where I will tell you NOT to push it, heed the warning on this page and only do one or two different breathing exercises
ONCE EACH in a single day - this means the 5 rounds for one and the 5 rounds for the other. I also recommend you start doing
Hatha Yoga in your daily routine, even if only for 10 or 15 minutes.
If at any point of the day you feel an energy buzz out of no where, a demon or powerful entity has given you excess bio-electricity, use this energy for your workings every single time it happens and clean your aura before and after doing so. I'm going to let you know that when working hard to clean your soul you will find a lot of emotions come pouring out or 'negative' feelings will come out of no where; these are not from the enemy but are in fact the buried negativity you are cleaning from your soul coming to the surface before it leaves you and you are free of them, these feelings are temporary and will pass and you may or may not feel a huge wave of relief afterwords.
I have given you the means to fix your situation, now
use it and don't stop until you are fully free of it. Don't be satisfied or settle with just 'little miracles' or the mere moments of respite you will get, you're going for something long-term, very long-term, be it your own place or in another country. We take control of our own lives, you should too.
Just look at your signature "Suffer the pain of discipline or suffer the pain of regret." That really says it all right there. All your focus is constantly on pain and suffering, then you come here and ask us why your life is so sufferable and painful. :roll: Well it isn't really because of Saturn or Saturday. What about instead something like "Constantly continuously improving in the greatest and happiest ways for me in every way" this will give you a much happier life. Your thoughts and affirmations are the most important thing so control them and use them to help yourself. Every moment you are either making your life better or worse and your thoughts are what direct this. Don't blame your mother or any planets, if you are making your soul more powerful you are surely having a stronger effect on the world than you realize so what are you really doing with that power?
