I hope what I am saying can help you I was in alcoholics anonymous for awhile while I cannot deny that I did have a problem with alcohol because I was drinking and drinking till I passed out, all day pretty much for almost a year and got to the point I was willing to rob or hustle people if I didn't have money anything for at least a beer if not preferably something a little stronger, actually part of this was living around a ghetto area where people didn't give a fuck about anything except getting high in some way, alcohol, weed, crack, heroine, speed, meth, pills, ecstasy, fuck it all existed any drug you can name was easily available if you knew the right people and if they didn't have it they would find someone who did so usually within a few hours or at least by the end of the day you would have it, lucky me for just sticking to alcohol, (scared of the other shit) alcoholics anonymous while not that xtian (I don't live in the bible belt or the area I was in anymore) isn't helpful for the reason that you state and constantly hear I am an alcoholic why do you want to program yourself to think like that, I could enjoy a beer today and not feel a need for another one ever maybe want though, the problem is the environment mainly in my case people constantly pressuring me to drink, buying it for me, wanting to "enjoy" it with me, fuck after awhile its no fun to be honest the only redeeming quality is the feeling of unity, and closeness it provided and safety, etc
Also try to find something thats not based on the "god" concept if you feel you still need a support group after what is said by me and others on here, for me it seemed more new ageish than xtian they would talk about meditation and vibes, psychic stuff etc sometimes, and yeah the lords prayer is standard regardless of locality at the end as far as I know, they said you didn't have to believe in "god" or anything else but the point was to surrender yourself to something or someone (what fucking bad advice lol I think maybe they could have just come out and say it your god could be alcohol or the drug that you wanted off of I am sure some of the people there were thinking that and really were just there to find hook ups for drugs (dealers hung out there in the building from what I heard and I personally know of someone who used the alcoholics anonymous "Alano club" place to get a hook up for some drugs when they really wanted them but couldn't find anyone who had exactly what they wanted) the goal is to become independent of your addiction) much of addiction is in the way of thinking about it, your influence, spiritual health etc, I can say depleted 3rd chakra and heart chakra are a big cause, so meditate and empower those chakras, work on building up your aura, and sealing all the holes, I was a Satanist at the time this was going on now Satan was very helpful he sent some people into my life that were a direct help in getting me out of being addicted to alcohol, the big challenge and whether you do this or not is totally optional (I am not pushing anything just saying something that helped me) I did is do all this programming to yourself, meditation, yoga is good too, talking to people who are understanding if possible, Now the challenge I propose and this is a strength test I did it for this purpose is have a few drinks once you feel confident and notice how you do not want or need it afterwards be careful here make sure you are fully out of the addiction mindset and spiritually healed first, THEN you will KNOW you are no longer an alcoholic (really really bad thinking another Satanist even confirmed this to me that addiction is a thought process along with spiritual depletion as well) and it wont be in your mind anymore and you can be totally free, whether you choose to ever drink again or not after that is up to you spiritual Satanism is about freedom but alcohol is not spiritually helpful (though not really very harmful in moderate amounts on an occasional basis either) just an idea someone gave me, and yes it did help. It will basically shatter once and for all the idea that you are dependent on alcohol. The idea of Spiritual Satanism is freedom and independence not dependence on alcohol or anything else. The gods guide us and want us to be free and become as they are eventually achieving godhood, sitting around dependent on any substance doesn't at all help this goal. Yellow energy programmed is very helpful btw also energy from the sun is too.
Hail Satan
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[email protected][/email][/url], "beelzebub2114" <beelzebub2114@... wrote:
I used to drink a pint of whiskey to myself every night when I was 14, and I quit on my own. You don't need a bunch of jackasses telling you how to live your life, you can do it with your own personal strength.
Hail Satan!!
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[email protected][/email][/url], "dectotaku34" <dectotaku34@ wrote:
I'm hoping I can find any advice or communicate with others about my issue here. I have been an alcoholic since 16 and been in the program since 17, I have been attending for 3 and 1/2 years. The spiritual side stumped me for awhile until I came across Satanism and how many of the thoughts I've had for years were listed there. I've read Anton LaVey's work and researched online. For those unfamiliar with the AA 12-step program I will give a brief summary. AA is founded on the chiristian religion but deny being a religious program; in my area it's known as the "bible belt" and they say the lords prayer. Their 12-step process includes believing in a power higher than yourself to restore you to sanity: "god". Obviously, this is where my beliefs contradict. I am trying to stay wih the fellowship but all they believe are lies and deny their own self power. The bottom line is whatever keeps one sober, however.
Does anyone else embrace Satan and are members of AA (or any 12-step program)? Or have any advice for me?
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