Shannon Outlaw
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Hailazazel its definetly the inconsistent power meditation. It happens to me but I dont really get moody I just psychically feek bad. Try try try your best to jeep up your meditations. Be strong. Try invoking earth element, try alternative nostril breath and or balancing your chakras by aligning your soul. Stay balanced my brother 
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On Sun, Feb 17, 2013 3:59 PM EST hailazazel wrote:
You right, I wasn't consistent with my Power meditations schedule. It was a hard time lately. I'll try to keep up my meditations even if I feel bad. Thank you for your help.
HAIL SATAN!!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs <xavi3rskaggs@... wrote:
If you have to ask the gods to help point you in the right direction. It might not happen immediately but keep trying it won't last forever. You may feel weak but try even if you feel like you aren't accomplishing anything. Your bio-electricity might be low or things can get fucked up if you aren't consistent in doing power meditations. Good Luck
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From: hailazazel <hailazazel@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 11:53 AM
Subject: Ã…ter-: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Mood
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I'm afraid it's not the case. I feel like I lost control of my emotions. arghhh I can't explain myself. I feel bad, and no I don't think it's excessive of bio-electricity, but my brain starting to freak out, I don't know. Also I suffered from moderate depression (also called Dysthymia) for all of my life and now I got into really depressed state, I don't know why fuck. And I also take St. John's Wort to ease my depression and now I'm just in major depression, also angry and sad at the same time. I'm so fucked up, I don't know what's happening, sorry I just write what comes to mind., I need your help.
HAIL SATAN!!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Isak Bendrik wrote:
Yea ive felt same shit exactly,like ur in a psychosis and u cant get out of it. More than likely ur high bioelectricity is causing, this will more than likely help u out!
Ask satan to drain ur exessive energy from u as it makes u feel like shit, ive done it and it worked out fine!
I also invoked the earth element to make it some better also. It mght not work for u but i think its worth a trybut ask Satan to help u drain it,just the exessive part will be gone and nothing more
cheers
Hail Astaroth-sama!
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Den sön 17 feb 2013 17:07 CET skrev hailazazel:
What the fuck is happening to me? Dude i'm losing my sanity here i'm not kidding. It's like one thought can make me feel bad. I'm so fucking confused... wtf is happening I'm sorry for the mess I really don't know what is happening to my brain
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:
It will iron itself out in time just keep being consistent or try to even do some yoga if you haven't already and also make sure you're do a couple breathing exercises. But we feel imbalanced when we are experiencing more bio-electricity in our bodies and our bodies have to adjust to the new levels and it can take awhile so just be patient.
Hail Satan!!!!
Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!
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From: hailazazel
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 9:29 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Mood
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I have too many highs and downs lately. I feel great, than two hours later feel like shit, than again feel good and so forth. When I feel good i'm afraid it will pass and than again, I will feel bad. This is not the enemy but my own fucked-up brain. This imbalance kills me. And I do meditate and strech everyday. Why can't I just be more balanced?
HAIL SATAN!!