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Re: Ã…ter-: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Mood

Shannon Outlaw

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Hailazazel its definetly the inconsistent power meditation. It happens to me but I dont really get moody I just psychically feek bad. Try try try your best to jeep up your meditations. Be strong. Try invoking earth element, try alternative nostril breath and or balancing your chakras by aligning your soul. Stay balanced my brother :)


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On Sun, Feb 17, 2013 3:59 PM EST hailazazel wrote:

You right, I wasn't consistent with my Power meditations schedule. It was a hard time lately. I'll try to keep up my meditations even if I feel bad. Thank you for your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs <xavi3rskaggs@... wrote:

If you have to ask the gods to help point you in the right direction. It might not happen immediately but keep trying it won't last forever. You may feel weak but try even if you feel like you aren't accomplishing anything. Your bio-electricity might be low or things can get fucked up if you aren't consistent in doing power meditations. Good Luck


________________________________
From: hailazazel <hailazazel@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 11:53 AM
Subject: Ã…ter-: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Mood


 
I'm afraid it's not the case. I feel like I lost control of my emotions. arghhh I can't explain myself. I feel bad, and no I don't think it's excessive of bio-electricity, but my brain starting to freak out, I don't know. Also I suffered from moderate depression (also called Dysthymia) for all of my life and now I got into really depressed state, I don't know why fuck. And I also take St. John's Wort to ease my depression and now I'm just in major depression, also angry and sad at the same time. I'm so fucked up, I don't know what's happening, sorry I just write what comes to mind., I need your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Isak Bendrik wrote:



Yea ive felt same shit exactly,like ur in a psychosis and u cant get out of it. More than likely ur high bioelectricity is causing, this will more than likely help u out!

Ask satan to drain ur exessive energy from u as it makes u feel like shit, ive done it and it worked out fine!

I also invoked the earth element to make it some better also. It mght not work for u but i think its worth a try:)but ask Satan to help u drain it,just the exessive part will be gone and nothing more:)cheers

Hail Astaroth-sama!


------------------------------
Den sön 17 feb 2013 17:07 CET skrev hailazazel:

What the fuck is happening to me? Dude i'm losing my sanity here i'm not kidding. It's like one thought can make me feel bad. I'm so fucking confused... wtf is happening I'm sorry for the mess I really don't know what is happening to my brain

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

It will iron itself out in time just keep being consistent or try to even do some yoga if you haven't already and also make sure you're do a couple breathing exercises. But we feel imbalanced when we are experiencing more bio-electricity in our bodies and our bodies have to adjust to the new levels and it can take awhile so just be patient.



Hail Satan!!!!
Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!


________________________________
From: hailazazel
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 9:29 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Mood


 
I have too many highs and downs lately. I feel great, than two hours later feel like shit, than again feel good and so forth. When I feel good i'm afraid it will pass and than again, I will feel bad. This is not the enemy but my own fucked-up brain. This imbalance kills me. And I do meditate and strech everyday. Why can't I just be more balanced?

HAIL SATAN!!
 
I'm of the Earth element, so invoking Earth won't seem to solve anything. My problem is my depression I hate it so much. My depression just got worsen I feel it. I always suffered from moderate depression and lately it got really bad, I feel like shit.
One of my nostrils is always blocked, so nostril breathing is impossible. Thanks Shannon.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@... wrote:



Hailazazel its definetly the inconsistent power meditation. It happens to me but I dont really get moody I just psychically feek bad. Try try try your best to jeep up your meditations. Be strong. Try invoking earth element, try alternative nostril breath and or balancing your chakras by aligning your soul. Stay balanced my brother :)


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On Sun, Feb 17, 2013 3:59 PM EST hailazazel wrote:

You right, I wasn't consistent with my Power meditations schedule. It was a hard time lately. I'll try to keep up my meditations even if I feel bad. Thank you for your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs <xavi3rskaggs@ wrote:

If you have to ask the gods to help point you in the right direction. It might not happen immediately but keep trying it won't last forever. You may feel weak but try even if you feel like you aren't accomplishing anything. Your bio-electricity might be low or things can get fucked up if you aren't consistent in doing power meditations. Good Luck


________________________________
From: hailazazel <hailazazel@
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 11:53 AM
Subject: Ã…ter-: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Mood


 
I'm afraid it's not the case. I feel like I lost control of my emotions. arghhh I can't explain myself. I feel bad, and no I don't think it's excessive of bio-electricity, but my brain starting to freak out, I don't know. Also I suffered from moderate depression (also called Dysthymia) for all of my life and now I got into really depressed state, I don't know why fuck. And I also take St. John's Wort to ease my depression and now I'm just in major depression, also angry and sad at the same time. I'm so fucked up, I don't know what's happening, sorry I just write what comes to mind., I need your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Isak Bendrik wrote:



Yea ive felt same shit exactly,like ur in a psychosis and u cant get out of it. More than likely ur high bioelectricity is causing, this will more than likely help u out!

Ask satan to drain ur exessive energy from u as it makes u feel like shit, ive done it and it worked out fine!

I also invoked the earth element to make it some better also. It mght not work for u but i think its worth a try:)but ask Satan to help u drain it,just the exessive part will be gone and nothing more:)cheers

Hail Astaroth-sama!


------------------------------
Den sön 17 feb 2013 17:07 CET skrev hailazazel:

What the fuck is happening to me? Dude i'm losing my sanity here i'm not kidding. It's like one thought can make me feel bad. I'm so fucking confused... wtf is happening I'm sorry for the mess I really don't know what is happening to my brain

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

It will iron itself out in time just keep being consistent or try to even do some yoga if you haven't already and also make sure you're do a couple breathing exercises. But we feel imbalanced when we are experiencing more bio-electricity in our bodies and our bodies have to adjust to the new levels and it can take awhile so just be patient.



Hail Satan!!!!
Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!


________________________________
From: hailazazel
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 9:29 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Mood


 
I have too many highs and downs lately. I feel great, than two hours later feel like shit, than again feel good and so forth. When I feel good i'm afraid it will pass and than again, I will feel bad. This is not the enemy but my own fucked-up brain. This imbalance kills me. And I do meditate and strech everyday. Why can't I just be more balanced?

HAIL SATAN!!
 
One nostril used to be blocked and it went back and forth between both nostrils. Just try even if you can't get any air through a nostril. I still have to deal with a nostril getting blocked but when I'm trying the sun/moon breath it starts to get easier to breath when I try doing it, when my nose is clogged up. Nothing is never impossible it just takes longer. Hang in there brother.


Hail Satan!!!!Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!
From: hailazazel <hailazazel@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 3:27 PM
Subject: Ã…ter-: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Mood

  I'm of the Earth element, so invoking Earth won't seem to solve anything. My problem is my depression I hate it so much. My depression just got worsen I feel it. I always suffered from moderate depression and lately it got really bad, I feel like shit.
One of my nostrils is always blocked, so nostril breathing is impossible. Thanks Shannon.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Shannon Outlaw wrote:



Hailazazel its definetly the inconsistent power meditation. It happens to me but I dont really get moody I just psychically feek bad. Try try try your best to jeep up your meditations. Be strong. Try invoking earth element, try alternative nostril breath and or balancing your chakras by aligning your soul. Stay balanced my brother :)


------------------------------
On Sun, Feb 17, 2013 3:59 PM EST hailazazel wrote:

You right, I wasn't consistent with my Power meditations schedule. It was a hard time lately. I'll try to keep up my meditations even if I feel bad. Thank you for your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

If you have to ask the gods to help point you in the right direction. It might not happen immediately but keep trying it won't last forever. You may feel weak but try even if you feel like you aren't accomplishing anything. Your bio-electricity might be low or things can get fucked up if you aren't consistent in doing power meditations. Good Luck


________________________________
From: hailazazel
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 11:53 AM
Subject: Ã…ter-: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Mood


 
I'm afraid it's not the case. I feel like I lost control of my emotions. arghhh I can't explain myself. I feel bad, and no I don't think it's excessive of bio-electricity, but my brain starting to freak out, I don't know. Also I suffered from moderate depression (also called Dysthymia) for all of my life and now I got into really depressed state, I don't know why fuck. And I also take St. John's Wort to ease my depression and now I'm just in major depression, also angry and sad at the same time. I'm so fucked up, I don't know what's happening, sorry I just write what comes to mind., I need your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Isak Bendrik wrote:



Yea ive felt same shit exactly,like ur in a psychosis and u cant get out of it. More than likely ur high bioelectricity is causing, this will more than likely help u out!

Ask satan to drain ur exessive energy from u as it makes u feel like shit, ive done it and it worked out fine!

I also invoked the earth element to make it some better also. It mght not work for u but i think its worth a try:)but ask Satan to help u drain it,just the exessive part will be gone and nothing more:)cheers

Hail Astaroth-sama!


------------------------------
Den sön 17 feb 2013 17:07 CET skrev hailazazel:

What the fuck is happening to me? Dude i'm losing my sanity here i'm not kidding. It's like one thought can make me feel bad. I'm so fucking confused... wtf is happening I'm sorry for the mess I really don't know what is happening to my brain

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

It will iron itself out in time just keep being consistent or try to even do some yoga if you haven't already and also make sure you're do a couple breathing exercises. But we feel imbalanced when we are experiencing more bio-electricity in our bodies and our bodies have to adjust to the new levels and it can take awhile so just be patient.



Hail Satan!!!!
Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!


________________________________
From: hailazazel
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 9:29 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Mood


 
I have too many highs and downs lately. I feel great, than two hours later feel like shit, than again feel good and so forth. When I feel good i'm afraid it will pass and than again, I will feel bad. This is not the enemy but my own fucked-up brain. This imbalance kills me. And I do meditate and strech everyday. Why can't I just be more balanced?

HAIL SATAN!!

 
Actually if I am congested or have a blocked nostril, alternative nostril breathing clears it.



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On Sun, Feb 17, 2013 4:40 PM EST Xavier Skaggs wrote:

One nostril used to be blocked and it went back and forth between both nostrils. Just try even if you can't get any air through a nostril. I still have to deal with a nostril getting blocked but when I'm trying the sun/moon breath it starts to get easier to breath when I try doing it, when my nose is clogged up. Nothing is never impossible it just takes longer. Hang in there brother.



Hail Satan!!!!
Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!


________________________________
From: hailazazel <hailazazel@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 3:27 PM
Subject: Ã…ter-: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Mood


 
I'm of the Earth element, so invoking Earth won't seem to solve anything. My problem is my depression I hate it so much. My depression just got worsen I feel it. I always suffered from moderate depression and lately it got really bad, I feel like shit.
One of my nostrils is always blocked, so nostril breathing is impossible. Thanks Shannon.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Shannon Outlaw wrote:



Hailazazel its definetly the inconsistent power meditation. It happens to me but I dont really get moody I just psychically feek bad. Try try try your best to jeep up your meditations. Be strong. Try invoking earth element, try alternative nostril breath and or balancing your chakras by aligning your soul. Stay balanced my brother :)


------------------------------
On Sun, Feb 17, 2013 3:59 PM EST hailazazel wrote:

You right, I wasn't consistent with my Power meditations schedule. It was a hard time lately. I'll try to keep up my meditations even if I feel bad. Thank you for your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

If you have to ask the gods to help point you in the right direction. It might not happen immediately but keep trying it won't last forever. You may feel weak but try even if you feel like you aren't accomplishing anything. Your bio-electricity might be low or things can get fucked up if you aren't consistent in doing power meditations. Good Luck


________________________________
From: hailazazel
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 11:53 AM
Subject: Ã…ter-: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Mood


 
I'm afraid it's not the case. I feel like I lost control of my emotions. arghhh I can't explain myself. I feel bad, and no I don't think it's excessive of bio-electricity, but my brain starting to freak out, I don't know. Also I suffered from moderate depression (also called Dysthymia) for all of my life and now I got into really depressed state, I don't know why fuck. And I also take St. John's Wort to ease my depression and now I'm just in major depression, also angry and sad at the same time. I'm so fucked up, I don't know what's happening, sorry I just write what comes to mind., I need your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Isak Bendrik wrote:



Yea ive felt same shit exactly,like ur in a psychosis and u cant get out of it. More than likely ur high bioelectricity is causing, this will more than likely help u out!

Ask satan to drain ur exessive energy from u as it makes u feel like shit, ive done it and it worked out fine!

I also invoked the earth element to make it some better also. It mght not work for u but i think its worth a try:)but ask Satan to help u drain it,just the exessive part will be gone and nothing more:)cheers

Hail Astaroth-sama!


------------------------------
Den sön 17 feb 2013 17:07 CET skrev hailazazel:

What the fuck is happening to me? Dude i'm losing my sanity here i'm not kidding. It's like one thought can make me feel bad. I'm so fucking confused... wtf is happening I'm sorry for the mess I really don't know what is happening to my brain

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

It will iron itself out in time just keep being consistent or try to even do some yoga if you haven't already and also make sure you're do a couple breathing exercises. But we feel imbalanced when we are experiencing more bio-electricity in our bodies and our bodies have to adjust to the new levels and it can take awhile so just be patient.



Hail Satan!!!!
Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!


________________________________
From: hailazazel
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 9:29 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Mood


 
I have too many highs and downs lately. I feel great, than two hours later feel like shit, than again feel good and so forth. When I feel good i'm afraid it will pass and than again, I will feel bad. This is not the enemy but my own fucked-up brain. This imbalance kills me. And I do meditate and strech everyday. Why can't I just be more balanced?

HAIL SATAN!!
 
I am sorry you are feeling this way. Depression is never fun! I do not
suffer from clinical depression, but i've been feeling rather
up-and-down for the past few weeks or so, not sure why. But I know
it'll even out eventually, I just have to keep on keeping on. I didn't
read the other posts in this topic, so forgive me if i'm repeating
stuff that's already been said. Lol. But you could try vibrating
Wunjo, as that is a great rune for getting rid of depression. Also,
you could try vibrating "sa-ta-na-ma" 20-40 times, or however long you
wanted to. That has made me feel nice and peaceful, calm in the past.
Just a thought. I only did it once, actually, but it felt very
uplifting. Don't worry Brother, this will pass, in the end; stuff like
this always does, even though I know sometimes it feels as though it
never will. Just hang in there, and trust Father and yourself. Hail
Father Satan always! Hail Lord Andras!

On 2/17/13, Xavier Skaggs <xavi3rskaggs@... wrote:
One nostril used to be blocked and it went back and forth between both
nostrils. Just try even if you can't get any air through a nostril. I still
have to deal with a nostril getting blocked but when I'm trying the sun/moon
breath it starts to get easier to breath when I try doing it, when my nose
is clogged up. Nothing is never impossible it just takes longer. Hang in
there brother.



Hail Satan!!!!
Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!


________________________________
From: hailazazel <hailazazel@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 3:27 PM
Subject: Ã…ter-: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Mood



I'm of the Earth element, so invoking Earth won't seem to solve anything. My
problem is my depression I hate it so much. My depression just got worsen I
feel it. I always suffered from moderate depression and lately it got really
bad, I feel like shit.
One of my nostrils is always blocked, so nostril breathing is impossible.
Thanks Shannon.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Shannon Outlaw wrote:



Hailazazel its definetly the inconsistent power meditation. It happens to
me but I dont really get moody I just psychically feek bad. Try try try
your best to jeep up your meditations. Be strong. Try invoking earth
element, try alternative nostril breath and or balancing your chakras by
aligning your soul. Stay balanced my brother :)


------------------------------
On Sun, Feb 17, 2013 3:59 PM EST hailazazel wrote:

You right, I wasn't consistent with my Power meditations schedule. It was
a hard time lately. I'll try to keep up my meditations even if I feel
bad. Thank you for your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

If you have to ask the gods to help point you in the right direction.
It might not happen immediately but keep trying it won't last forever.
You may feel weak but try even if you feel like
you aren't accomplishing anything. Your bio-electricity might be
low or things can get fucked up if you aren't consistent in doing
power meditations. Good Luck


________________________________
From: hailazazel
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 11:53 AM
Subject: Ã…ter-: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Mood


ÂÂ
I'm afraid it's not the case. I feel like I lost control of my
emotions. arghhh I can't explain myself. I feel bad, and no I don't
think it's excessive of bio-electricity, but my brain starting to freak
out, I don't know. Also I suffered from moderate depression (also
called Dysthymia) for all of my life and now I got into really
depressed state, I don't know why fuck. And I also take St. John's Wort
to ease my depression and now I'm just in major depression, also angry
and sad at the same time. I'm so fucked up, I don't know what's
happening, sorry I just write what comes to mind., I need your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Isak Bendrik wrote:



Yea ive felt same shit exactly,like ur in a psychosis and u cant get
out of it. More than likely ur high bioelectricity is causing, this
will more than likely help u out!

Ask satan to drain ur exessive energy from u as it makes u feel like
shit, ive done it and it worked out fine!

I also invoked the earth element to make it some better also. It mght
not work for u but i think its worth a try:)but ask Satan to help u
drain it,just the exessive part will be gone and nothing
more:)cheers

Hail Astaroth-sama!


------------------------------
Den sön 17 feb 2013 17:07 CET skrev hailazazel:

What the fuck is happening to me? Dude i'm losing my sanity here i'm
not kidding. It's like one thought can make me feel bad. I'm so
fucking confused... wtf is happening I'm sorry for the mess I
really don't know what is happening to my brain

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

It will iron itself out in time just keep
being consistent or try to even do some yoga if you
haven't already and also make sure you're do a couple breathing
exercises. But we feel imbalanced when we are experiencing
more bio-electricity in our bodies and our bodies have to adjust to
the new levels and it can take awhile so just be patient.



Hail Satan!!!!
Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!


________________________________
From: hailazazel
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 9:29 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Mood


ÂÂÂ
I have too many highs and downs lately. I feel great, than two
hours later feel like shit, than again feel good and so forth. When
I feel good i'm afraid it will pass and than again, I will feel
bad. This is not the enemy but my own fucked-up brain. This
imbalance kills me. And I do meditate and strech everyday. Why
can't I just be more balanced?

HAIL SATAN!!
 

From: hailazazel <hailazazel@...;
To: <[email protected];
Subject: Ã…ter-: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Mood
Sent: Sun, Feb 17, 2013 9:27:10 PM

<td val[/IMG]   I'm of the Earth element, so invoking Earth won't seem to solve anything. My problem is my depression I hate it so much. My depression just got worsen I feel it. I always suffered from moderate depression and lately it got really bad, I feel like shit.
One of my nostrils is always blocked, so nostril breathing is impossible. Thanks Shannon.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- [/IMG][email protected], Shannon Outlaw wrote:



Hailazazel its definetly the inconsistent power meditation. It happens to me but I dont really get moody I just psychically feek bad. Try try try your best to jeep up your meditations. Be strong. Try invoking earth element, try alternative nostril breath and or balancing your chakras by aligning your soul. Stay balanced my brother :)


------------------------------
On Sun, Feb 17, 2013 3:59 PM EST hailazazel wrote:

You right, I wasn't consistent with my Power meditations schedule. It was a hard time lately. I'll try to keep up my meditations even if I feel bad. Thank you for your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- [/IMG][email protected], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

If you have to ask the gods to help point you in the right direction. It might not happen immediately but keep trying it won't last forever. You may feel weak but try even if you feel like you aren't accomplishing anything. Your bio-electricity might be low or things can get fucked up if you aren't consistent in doing power meditations. Good Luck


________________________________
From: hailazazel
To: <a rel="nofollow">[email protected]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 11:53 AM
Subject: Ã…ter-: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Mood


 
I'm afraid it's not the case. I feel like I lost control of my emotions. arghhh I can't explain myself. I feel bad, and no I don't think it's excessive of bio-electricity, but my brain starting to freak out, I don't know. Also I suffered from moderate depression (also called Dysthymia) for all of my life and now I got into really depressed state, I don't know why fuck. And I also take St. John's Wort to ease my depression and now I'm just in major depression, also angry and sad at the same time. I'm so fucked up, I don't know what's happening, sorry I just write what comes to mind., I need your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- [/IMG][email protected], Isak Bendrik wrote:



Yea ive felt same shit exactly,like ur in a psychosis and u cant get out of it. More than likely ur high bioelectricity is causing, this will more than likely help u out!

Ask satan to drain ur exessive energy from u as it makes u feel like shit, ive done it and it worked out fine!

I also invoked the earth element to make it some better also. It mght not work for u but i think its worth a try:)but ask Satan to help u drain it,just the exessive part will be gone and nothing more:)cheers

Hail Astaroth-sama!


------------------------------
Den sön 17 feb 2013 17:07 CET skrev hailazazel:

What the fuck is happening to me? Dude i'm losing my sanity here i'm not kidding. It's like one thought can make me feel bad. I'm so fucking confused... wtf is happening I'm sorry for the mess I really don't know what is happening to my brain

--- [/IMG][email protected], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

It will iron itself out in time just keep being consistent or try to even do some yoga if you haven't already and also make sure you're do a couple breathing exercises. But we feel imbalanced when we are experiencing more bio-electricity in our bodies and our bodies have to adjust to the new levels and it can take awhile so just be patient.



Hail Satan!!!!
Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!


________________________________
From: hailazazel
To: <a rel="nofollow">[email protected]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 9:29 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Mood


 
I have too many highs and downs lately. I feel great, than two hours later feel like shit, than again feel good and so forth. When I feel good i'm afraid it will pass and than again, I will feel bad. This is not the enemy but my own fucked-up brain. This imbalance kills me. And I do meditate and strech everyday. Why can't I just be more balanced?

HAIL SATAN!!
[/TD]
 
Thank you for the uplifting comment. It is hard to meditate when I feel bad but I must keep up my meditations, I know i'll get out of it. I also started taking St. John's Wort, to ease it, I really need it. I eat healthy food and doing exercise and I know I'll get my fucking depression out of my life and start to actually enjoy life for once.
I also found out that 10 minutes out in the Sun make me more happy.
I tried vibrating SaTaNaMa for couple times, and to be honest I didn't notice any change in my mood, but i'll try again.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

I am sorry you are feeling this way. Depression is never fun! I do not
suffer from clinical depression, but i've been feeling rather
up-and-down for the past few weeks or so, not sure why. But I know
it'll even out eventually, I just have to keep on keeping on. I didn't
read the other posts in this topic, so forgive me if i'm repeating
stuff that's already been said. Lol. But you could try vibrating
Wunjo, as that is a great rune for getting rid of depression. Also,
you could try vibrating "sa-ta-na-ma" 20-40 times, or however long you
wanted to. That has made me feel nice and peaceful, calm in the past.
Just a thought. I only did it once, actually, but it felt very
uplifting. Don't worry Brother, this will pass, in the end; stuff like
this always does, even though I know sometimes it feels as though it
never will. Just hang in there, and trust Father and yourself. Hail
Father Satan always! Hail Lord Andras!

On 2/17/13, Xavier Skaggs <xavi3rskaggs@... wrote:
One nostril used to be blocked and it went back and forth between both
nostrils. Just try even if you can't get any air through a nostril. I still
have to deal with a nostril getting blocked but when I'm trying the sun/moon
breath it starts to get easier to breath when I try doing it, when my nose
is clogged up. Nothing is never impossible it just takes longer. Hang in
there brother.



Hail Satan!!!!
Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!


________________________________
From: hailazazel <hailazazel@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 3:27 PM
Subject: ÃÆ'…ter-: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Mood



I'm of the Earth element, so invoking Earth won't seem to solve anything. My
problem is my depression I hate it so much. My depression just got worsen I
feel it. I always suffered from moderate depression and lately it got really
bad, I feel like shit.
One of my nostrils is always blocked, so nostril breathing is impossible.
Thanks Shannon.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Shannon Outlaw wrote:



Hailazazel its definetly the inconsistent power meditation. It happens to
me but I dont really get moody I just psychically feek bad. Try try try
your best to jeep up your meditations. Be strong. Try invoking earth
element, try alternative nostril breath and or balancing your chakras by
aligning your soul. Stay balanced my brother :)


------------------------------
On Sun, Feb 17, 2013 3:59 PM EST hailazazel wrote:

You right, I wasn't consistent with my Power meditations schedule. It was
a hard time lately. I'll try to keep up my meditations even if I feel
bad. Thank you for your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

If you have to ask the gods to help point you in the right direction.
It might not happen immediately but keep trying it won't last forever.
You may feel weak but try even if you feel like
you aren't accomplishing anything. Your bio-electricity might be
low or things can get fucked up if you aren't consistent in doing
power meditations. Good Luck


________________________________
From: hailazazel
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 11:53 AM
Subject: ÃÆ'…ter-: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Mood


ÂÂ
I'm afraid it's not the case. I feel like I lost control of my
emotions. arghhh I can't explain myself. I feel bad, and no I don't
think it's excessive of bio-electricity, but my brain starting to freak
out, I don't know. Also I suffered from moderate depression (also
called Dysthymia) for all of my life and now I got into really
depressed state, I don't know why fuck. And I also take St. John's Wort
to ease my depression and now I'm just in major depression, also angry
and sad at the same time. I'm so fucked up, I don't know what's
happening, sorry I just write what comes to mind., I need your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Isak Bendrik wrote:



Yea ive felt same shit exactly,like ur in a psychosis and u cant get
out of it. More than likely ur high bioelectricity is causing, this
will more than likely help u out!

Ask satan to drain ur exessive energy from u as it makes u feel like
shit, ive done it and it worked out fine!

I also invoked the earth element to make it some better also. It mght
not work for u but i think its worth a try:)but ask Satan to help u
drain it,just the exessive part will be gone and nothing
more:)cheers

Hail Astaroth-sama!


------------------------------
Den sÃÆ'¶n 17 feb 2013 17:07 CET skrev hailazazel:

What the fuck is happening to me? Dude i'm losing my sanity here i'm
not kidding. It's like one thought can make me feel bad. I'm so
fucking confused... wtf is happening I'm sorry for the mess I
really don't know what is happening to my brain

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

It will iron itself out in time just keep
beingÃÆ'‚ consistentÃÆ'‚ or try to even do some yoga if you
haven't already and also make sure you're do a couple breathing
exercises. But we feelÃÆ'‚ imbalanced when we are experiencing
more bio-electricity in our bodies and our bodies have to adjust to
the new levels and it can take awhile so just be patient.



Hail Satan!!!!
Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!


________________________________
From: hailazazel
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 9:29 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Mood


ÃÆ'‚ÂÂ
I have too many highs and downs lately. I feel great, than two
hours later feel like shit, than again feel good and so forth. When
I feel good i'm afraid it will pass and than again, I will feel
bad. This is not the enemy but my own fucked-up brain. This
imbalance kills me. And I do meditate and strech everyday. Why
can't I just be more balanced?

HAIL SATAN!!
 
It wasn't excuse. I was reading in the JoS that this breathing exercise balance the soul and I had a thought, that if one of my nostrils is blocked, it will do the opposite from balancing. Stupid thought I know now. Thanks to all of you, I will try my best to do that breathing exercise.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

I use to use that excuse to that my nose couldn't stay clear for me to do alternate nostril. but like Shannon and others I found out that if I just press on and try to do it as best I can it does clear my sinuses too. I had used every cop out in the book with meditations at one time or another but I just won't except any excuses now.Meditation and advancing is just too important in our lives.

Sent from Yahoo! Mail on Android
 
Hailazazel. I see you have decided to try St. John's Wort, to try and alleviate your Dysthymia. St. John's Wort acts just like Prozac and Zoloft (SSRIs); to inhibit the reuptake of serotonin - or it destruction.

The best analogy I can make about SSRI's is this:

Visualise a glass with a faucet (spigot) at the bottom of the glass - as your body produces serotonin; it fills the glass and your body uses it for the necessary neuro-bodily functions; if your body isn't producing enough serotonin - your deficient. The SSRI (St. John's Wort) turns the faucet - reducing the flow (reuptake-destruction), thus increasing the amount of serotonin available to be used - in the glass. St. John's Wort doesn't produce 1 molecule of serotonin; it only constricts the reuptake and the theory is that it increases the amount available to your brain to use.

You have to give your body the necessary raw materials to produce serotonin and other neuro-transmitters. You need a diet rich in all the essential amino-acids (proteins-peptides).

A product I can recomment is by "bodylogix" whey Protein isolate. It would be a good supplement to your diet to insure you have the raw materials to build your neuro-transmitters.

Now, there is a supplement that can both calm and energize you at the same time it is: Reishi mushroom (Ganodernum lucidum). It has been use for over 5000 years in China and Japan. You can buy Reishi mushroom standardized extract caps from GNC. They recommend 2 caps with food twice a day. I have teken this myself with good results. Caution - Don't take Reishi if you are on blood thinners (asprin, coumadin, etc.) Use per need.

Also, as to your diet; one of the best things you can eat for brain chemicals is Ricotta cheese. Have at least a tablespoon or more first thing in the morning on an empty stomach. Ricotta is high in tryptophan and tyrosine - so your body can produce neuro-transmitters.

Also, eat 2 eggs (4 might be better) soft cooked - they have choline and stem-cells in the yolks and build your body with proteins. Reduce or resteict carbs especially refined sugars; they can wreck your material function and actually block nutrients you need.

I can't guarantee that any of this will help; but they are worth trying. Make your own decsions. Be healthy.

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailazazel" <hailazazel@... wrote:

Thank you for the uplifting comment. It is hard to meditate when I feel bad but I must keep up my meditations, I know i'll get out of it. I also started taking St. John's Wort, to ease it, I really need it. I eat healthy food and doing exercise and I know I'll get my fucking depression out of my life and start to actually enjoy life for once.
I also found out that 10 minutes out in the Sun make me more happy.
I tried vibrating SaTaNaMa for couple times, and to be honest I didn't notice any change in my mood, but i'll try again.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@ wrote:

I am sorry you are feeling this way. Depression is never fun! I do not
suffer from clinical depression, but i've been feeling rather
up-and-down for the past few weeks or so, not sure why. But I know
it'll even out eventually, I just have to keep on keeping on. I didn't
read the other posts in this topic, so forgive me if i'm repeating
stuff that's already been said. Lol. But you could try vibrating
Wunjo, as that is a great rune for getting rid of depression. Also,
you could try vibrating "sa-ta-na-ma" 20-40 times, or however long you
wanted to. That has made me feel nice and peaceful, calm in the past.
Just a thought. I only did it once, actually, but it felt very
uplifting. Don't worry Brother, this will pass, in the end; stuff like
this always does, even though I know sometimes it feels as though it
never will. Just hang in there, and trust Father and yourself. Hail
Father Satan always! Hail Lord Andras!

On 2/17/13, Xavier Skaggs <xavi3rskaggs@ wrote:
One nostril used to be blocked and it went back and forth between both
nostrils. Just try even if you can't get any air through a nostril. I still
have to deal with a nostril getting blocked but when I'm trying the sun/moon
breath it starts to get easier to breath when I try doing it, when my nose
is clogged up. Nothing is never impossible it just takes longer. Hang in
there brother.



Hail Satan!!!!
Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!


________________________________
From: hailazazel <hailazazel@
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 3:27 PM
Subject: ÃÆ'…ter-: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Mood



I'm of the Earth element, so invoking Earth won't seem to solve anything. My
problem is my depression I hate it so much. My depression just got worsen I
feel it. I always suffered from moderate depression and lately it got really
bad, I feel like shit.
One of my nostrils is always blocked, so nostril breathing is impossible.
Thanks Shannon.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Shannon Outlaw wrote:



Hailazazel its definetly the inconsistent power meditation. It happens to
me but I dont really get moody I just psychically feek bad. Try try try
your best to jeep up your meditations. Be strong. Try invoking earth
element, try alternative nostril breath and or balancing your chakras by
aligning your soul. Stay balanced my brother :)


------------------------------
On Sun, Feb 17, 2013 3:59 PM EST hailazazel wrote:

You right, I wasn't consistent with my Power meditations schedule. It was
a hard time lately. I'll try to keep up my meditations even if I feel
bad. Thank you for your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

If you have to ask the gods to help point you in the right direction.
It might not happen immediately but keep trying it won't last forever.
You may feel weak but try even if you feel like
you aren't accomplishing anything. Your bio-electricity might be
low or things can get fucked up if you aren't consistent in doing
power meditations. Good Luck


________________________________
From: hailazazel
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 11:53 AM
Subject: ÃÆ'…ter-: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Mood


ÂÂ
I'm afraid it's not the case. I feel like I lost control of my
emotions. arghhh I can't explain myself. I feel bad, and no I don't
think it's excessive of bio-electricity, but my brain starting to freak
out, I don't know. Also I suffered from moderate depression (also
called Dysthymia) for all of my life and now I got into really
depressed state, I don't know why fuck. And I also take St. John's Wort
to ease my depression and now I'm just in major depression, also angry
and sad at the same time. I'm so fucked up, I don't know what's
happening, sorry I just write what comes to mind., I need your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Isak Bendrik wrote:



Yea ive felt same shit exactly,like ur in a psychosis and u cant get
out of it. More than likely ur high bioelectricity is causing, this
will more than likely help u out!

Ask satan to drain ur exessive energy from u as it makes u feel like
shit, ive done it and it worked out fine!

I also invoked the earth element to make it some better also. It mght
not work for u but i think its worth a try:)but ask Satan to help u
drain it,just the exessive part will be gone and nothing
more:)cheers

Hail Astaroth-sama!


------------------------------
Den sÃÆ'¶n 17 feb 2013 17:07 CET skrev hailazazel:

What the fuck is happening to me? Dude i'm losing my sanity here i'm
not kidding. It's like one thought can make me feel bad. I'm so
fucking confused... wtf is happening I'm sorry for the mess I
really don't know what is happening to my brain

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

It will iron itself out in time just keep
beingÃÆ'‚ consistentÃÆ'‚ or try to even do some yoga if you
haven't already and also make sure you're do a couple breathing
exercises. But we feelÃÆ'‚ imbalanced when we are experiencing
more bio-electricity in our bodies and our bodies have to adjust to
the new levels and it can take awhile so just be patient.



Hail Satan!!!!
Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!


________________________________
From: hailazazel
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 9:29 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Mood


ÃÆ'‚ÂÂ
I have too many highs and downs lately. I feel great, than two
hours later feel like shit, than again feel good and so forth. When
I feel good i'm afraid it will pass and than again, I will feel
bad. This is not the enemy but my own fucked-up brain. This
imbalance kills me. And I do meditate and strech everyday. Why
can't I just be more balanced?

HAIL SATAN!!
 
Dude I really thank you for writing all this, but I'm short on money and my parents won't help me buy all those foods/supplements. You obviously have alot of knowledge about health care, but it's too much. I thank you from heart for writing and trying to help.
Aside from St. John's Wort, what is best thing I should buy? Don't give me too many options, as I will naturally skip them. As I said, I don't have all this money for this. Thank you keeperofstone.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "keeperofstone" <brucekuersteiner@... wrote:

Hailazazel. I see you have decided to try St. John's Wort, to try and alleviate your Dysthymia. St. John's Wort acts just like Prozac and Zoloft (SSRIs); to inhibit the reuptake of serotonin - or it destruction.

The best analogy I can make about SSRI's is this:

Visualise a glass with a faucet (spigot) at the bottom of the glass - as your body produces serotonin; it fills the glass and your body uses it for the necessary neuro-bodily functions; if your body isn't producing enough serotonin - your deficient. The SSRI (St. John's Wort) turns the faucet - reducing the flow (reuptake-destruction), thus increasing the amount of serotonin available to be used - in the glass. St. John's Wort doesn't produce 1 molecule of serotonin; it only constricts the reuptake and the theory is that it increases the amount available to your brain to use.

You have to give your body the necessary raw materials to produce serotonin and other neuro-transmitters. You need a diet rich in all the essential amino-acids (proteins-peptides).

A product I can recomment is by "bodylogix" whey Protein isolate. It would be a good supplement to your diet to insure you have the raw materials to build your neuro-transmitters.

Now, there is a supplement that can both calm and energize you at the same time it is: Reishi mushroom (Ganodernum lucidum). It has been use for over 5000 years in China and Japan. You can buy Reishi mushroom standardized extract caps from GNC. They recommend 2 caps with food twice a day. I have teken this myself with good results. Caution - Don't take Reishi if you are on blood thinners (asprin, coumadin, etc.) Use per need.

Also, as to your diet; one of the best things you can eat for brain chemicals is Ricotta cheese. Have at least a tablespoon or more first thing in the morning on an empty stomach. Ricotta is high in tryptophan and tyrosine - so your body can produce neuro-transmitters.

Also, eat 2 eggs (4 might be better) soft cooked - they have choline and stem-cells in the yolks and build your body with proteins. Reduce or resteict carbs especially refined sugars; they can wreck your material function and actually block nutrients you need.

I can't guarantee that any of this will help; but they are worth trying. Make your own decsions. Be healthy.

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailazazel" <hailazazel@ wrote:

Thank you for the uplifting comment. It is hard to meditate when I feel bad but I must keep up my meditations, I know i'll get out of it. I also started taking St. John's Wort, to ease it, I really need it. I eat healthy food and doing exercise and I know I'll get my fucking depression out of my life and start to actually enjoy life for once.
I also found out that 10 minutes out in the Sun make me more happy.
I tried vibrating SaTaNaMa for couple times, and to be honest I didn't notice any change in my mood, but i'll try again.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@ wrote:

I am sorry you are feeling this way. Depression is never fun! I do not
suffer from clinical depression, but i've been feeling rather
up-and-down for the past few weeks or so, not sure why. But I know
it'll even out eventually, I just have to keep on keeping on. I didn't
read the other posts in this topic, so forgive me if i'm repeating
stuff that's already been said. Lol. But you could try vibrating
Wunjo, as that is a great rune for getting rid of depression. Also,
you could try vibrating "sa-ta-na-ma" 20-40 times, or however long you
wanted to. That has made me feel nice and peaceful, calm in the past.
Just a thought. I only did it once, actually, but it felt very
uplifting. Don't worry Brother, this will pass, in the end; stuff like
this always does, even though I know sometimes it feels as though it
never will. Just hang in there, and trust Father and yourself. Hail
Father Satan always! Hail Lord Andras!

On 2/17/13, Xavier Skaggs <xavi3rskaggs@ wrote:
One nostril used to be blocked and it went back and forth between both
nostrils. Just try even if you can't get any air through a nostril. I still
have to deal with a nostril getting blocked but when I'm trying the sun/moon
breath it starts to get easier to breath when I try doing it, when my nose
is clogged up. Nothing is never impossible it just takes longer. Hang in
there brother.



Hail Satan!!!!
Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!


________________________________
From: hailazazel <hailazazel@
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 3:27 PM
Subject: ÃÆ'…ter-: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Mood



I'm of the Earth element, so invoking Earth won't seem to solve anything. My
problem is my depression I hate it so much. My depression just got worsen I
feel it. I always suffered from moderate depression and lately it got really
bad, I feel like shit.
One of my nostrils is always blocked, so nostril breathing is impossible.
Thanks Shannon.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Shannon Outlaw wrote:



Hailazazel its definetly the inconsistent power meditation. It happens to
me but I dont really get moody I just psychically feek bad. Try try try
your best to jeep up your meditations. Be strong. Try invoking earth
element, try alternative nostril breath and or balancing your chakras by
aligning your soul. Stay balanced my brother :)


------------------------------
On Sun, Feb 17, 2013 3:59 PM EST hailazazel wrote:

You right, I wasn't consistent with my Power meditations schedule. It was
a hard time lately. I'll try to keep up my meditations even if I feel
bad. Thank you for your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

If you have to ask the gods to help point you in the right direction.
It might not happen immediately but keep trying it won't last forever.
You may feel weak but try even if you feel like
you aren't accomplishing anything. Your bio-electricity might be
low or things can get fucked up if you aren't consistent in doing
power meditations. Good Luck


________________________________
From: hailazazel
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 11:53 AM
Subject: ÃÆ'…ter-: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Mood


ÂÂ
I'm afraid it's not the case. I feel like I lost control of my
emotions. arghhh I can't explain myself. I feel bad, and no I don't
think it's excessive of bio-electricity, but my brain starting to freak
out, I don't know. Also I suffered from moderate depression (also
called Dysthymia) for all of my life and now I got into really
depressed state, I don't know why fuck. And I also take St. John's Wort
to ease my depression and now I'm just in major depression, also angry
and sad at the same time. I'm so fucked up, I don't know what's
happening, sorry I just write what comes to mind., I need your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Isak Bendrik wrote:



Yea ive felt same shit exactly,like ur in a psychosis and u cant get
out of it. More than likely ur high bioelectricity is causing, this
will more than likely help u out!

Ask satan to drain ur exessive energy from u as it makes u feel like
shit, ive done it and it worked out fine!

I also invoked the earth element to make it some better also. It mght
not work for u but i think its worth a try:)but ask Satan to help u
drain it,just the exessive part will be gone and nothing
more:)cheers

Hail Astaroth-sama!


------------------------------
Den sÃÆ'¶n 17 feb 2013 17:07 CET skrev hailazazel:

What the fuck is happening to me? Dude i'm losing my sanity here i'm
not kidding. It's like one thought can make me feel bad. I'm so
fucking confused... wtf is happening I'm sorry for the mess I
really don't know what is happening to my brain

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

It will iron itself out in time just keep
beingÃÆ'‚ consistentÃÆ'‚ or try to even do some yoga if you
haven't already and also make sure you're do a couple breathing
exercises. But we feelÃÆ'‚ imbalanced when we are experiencing
more bio-electricity in our bodies and our bodies have to adjust to
the new levels and it can take awhile so just be patient.



Hail Satan!!!!
Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!


________________________________
From: hailazazel
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 9:29 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Mood


ÃÆ'‚ÂÂ
I have too many highs and downs lately. I feel great, than two
hours later feel like shit, than again feel good and so forth. When
I feel good i'm afraid it will pass and than again, I will feel
bad. This is not the enemy but my own fucked-up brain. This
imbalance kills me. And I do meditate and strech everyday. Why
can't I just be more balanced?

HAIL SATAN!!
 
As for the excessive energy and mood swings, yes, I can relate. I'd like to claim that I'm putting all of the excessive energy to good use but that would be a lie. And I won't lie to you folks - not to my new family.

I've been finding myself nearly "bouncing off the walls" with these mood swings. I never thunkedit to just ask Satan for help removing the excess power. So, thank you for that, whomever it was who recommended it. Muchly appreciated.

As for the blocked sinuses, when HP Maxine Dietrich shared this a couple weeks back, http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/cienc ... pons33.htm I gave it a run. I'm now on my third week and not only are my sinuses and lungs the clearest I can remember them ever being, a host of other problems have disappeared. Sometimes the nausea makes it difficult. But to BREATHE FREELY again makes it worth it.

Just be sure to read the entire thing before embarking on it. It really works better than anything else I've ever tried.

I bow in admiration and respect before Satan and all of the true Gods!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailazazel" <hailazazel@... wrote:

I'm of the Earth element, so invoking Earth won't seem to solve anything. My problem is my depression I hate it so much. My depression just got worsen I feel it. I always suffered from moderate depression and lately it got really bad, I feel like shit.
One of my nostrils is always blocked, so nostril breathing is impossible. Thanks Shannon.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@ wrote:



Hailazazel its definetly the inconsistent power meditation. It happens to me but I dont really get moody I just psychically feek bad. Try try try your best to jeep up your meditations. Be strong. Try invoking earth element, try alternative nostril breath and or balancing your chakras by aligning your soul. Stay balanced my brother :)


------------------------------
On Sun, Feb 17, 2013 3:59 PM EST hailazazel wrote:

You right, I wasn't consistent with my Power meditations schedule. It was a hard time lately. I'll try to keep up my meditations even if I feel bad. Thank you for your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs <xavi3rskaggs@ wrote:

If you have to ask the gods to help point you in the right direction. It might not happen immediately but keep trying it won't last forever. You may feel weak but try even if you feel like you aren't accomplishing anything. Your bio-electricity might be low or things can get fucked up if you aren't consistent in doing power meditations. Good Luck


________________________________
From: hailazazel <hailazazel@
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 11:53 AM
Subject: Ã…ter-: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Mood


 
I'm afraid it's not the case. I feel like I lost control of my emotions. arghhh I can't explain myself. I feel bad, and no I don't think it's excessive of bio-electricity, but my brain starting to freak out, I don't know. Also I suffered from moderate depression (also called Dysthymia) for all of my life and now I got into really depressed state, I don't know why fuck. And I also take St. John's Wort to ease my depression and now I'm just in major depression, also angry and sad at the same time. I'm so fucked up, I don't know what's happening, sorry I just write what comes to mind., I need your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Isak Bendrik wrote:



Yea ive felt same shit exactly,like ur in a psychosis and u cant get out of it. More than likely ur high bioelectricity is causing, this will more than likely help u out!

Ask satan to drain ur exessive energy from u as it makes u feel like shit, ive done it and it worked out fine!

I also invoked the earth element to make it some better also. It mght not work for u but i think its worth a try:)but ask Satan to help u drain it,just the exessive part will be gone and nothing more:)cheers

Hail Astaroth-sama!


------------------------------
Den sön 17 feb 2013 17:07 CET skrev hailazazel:

What the fuck is happening to me? Dude i'm losing my sanity here i'm not kidding. It's like one thought can make me feel bad. I'm so fucking confused... wtf is happening I'm sorry for the mess I really don't know what is happening to my brain

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

It will iron itself out in time just keep being consistent or try to even do some yoga if you haven't already and also make sure you're do a couple breathing exercises. But we feel imbalanced when we are experiencing more bio-electricity in our bodies and our bodies have to adjust to the new levels and it can take awhile so just be patient.



Hail Satan!!!!
Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!


________________________________
From: hailazazel
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 9:29 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Mood


 
I have too many highs and downs lately. I feel great, than two hours later feel like shit, than again feel good and so forth. When I feel good i'm afraid it will pass and than again, I will feel bad. This is not the enemy but my own fucked-up brain. This imbalance kills me. And I do meditate and strech everyday. Why can't I just be more balanced?

HAIL SATAN!!
 
Try to push through those complications and stop if it starts to bother you or you feel like its doing damage. Take things nice and slowly :) Remember, as the website says all your physical and mental ailments will miraculously go away once your chakras and fully open and empowered! Don't lose hope.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailazazel" <hailazazel@... wrote:

I'm of the Earth element, so invoking Earth won't seem to solve anything. My problem is my depression I hate it so much. My depression just got worsen I feel it. I always suffered from moderate depression and lately it got really bad, I feel like shit.
One of my nostrils is always blocked, so nostril breathing is impossible. Thanks Shannon.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@ wrote:



Hailazazel its definetly the inconsistent power meditation. It happens to me but I dont really get moody I just psychically feek bad. Try try try your best to jeep up your meditations. Be strong. Try invoking earth element, try alternative nostril breath and or balancing your chakras by aligning your soul. Stay balanced my brother :)


------------------------------
On Sun, Feb 17, 2013 3:59 PM EST hailazazel wrote:

You right, I wasn't consistent with my Power meditations schedule. It was a hard time lately. I'll try to keep up my meditations even if I feel bad. Thank you for your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs <xavi3rskaggs@ wrote:

If you have to ask the gods to help point you in the right direction. It might not happen immediately but keep trying it won't last forever. You may feel weak but try even if you feel like you aren't accomplishing anything. Your bio-electricity might be low or things can get fucked up if you aren't consistent in doing power meditations. Good Luck


________________________________
From: hailazazel <hailazazel@
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 11:53 AM
Subject: Ã…ter-: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Mood


 
I'm afraid it's not the case. I feel like I lost control of my emotions. arghhh I can't explain myself. I feel bad, and no I don't think it's excessive of bio-electricity, but my brain starting to freak out, I don't know. Also I suffered from moderate depression (also called Dysthymia) for all of my life and now I got into really depressed state, I don't know why fuck. And I also take St. John's Wort to ease my depression and now I'm just in major depression, also angry and sad at the same time. I'm so fucked up, I don't know what's happening, sorry I just write what comes to mind., I need your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Isak Bendrik wrote:



Yea ive felt same shit exactly,like ur in a psychosis and u cant get out of it. More than likely ur high bioelectricity is causing, this will more than likely help u out!

Ask satan to drain ur exessive energy from u as it makes u feel like shit, ive done it and it worked out fine!

I also invoked the earth element to make it some better also. It mght not work for u but i think its worth a try:)but ask Satan to help u drain it,just the exessive part will be gone and nothing more:)cheers

Hail Astaroth-sama!


------------------------------
Den sön 17 feb 2013 17:07 CET skrev hailazazel:

What the fuck is happening to me? Dude i'm losing my sanity here i'm not kidding. It's like one thought can make me feel bad. I'm so fucking confused... wtf is happening I'm sorry for the mess I really don't know what is happening to my brain

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

It will iron itself out in time just keep being consistent or try to even do some yoga if you haven't already and also make sure you're do a couple breathing exercises. But we feel imbalanced when we are experiencing more bio-electricity in our bodies and our bodies have to adjust to the new levels and it can take awhile so just be patient.



Hail Satan!!!!
Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!


________________________________
From: hailazazel
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 9:29 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Mood


 
I have too many highs and downs lately. I feel great, than two hours later feel like shit, than again feel good and so forth. When I feel good i'm afraid it will pass and than again, I will feel bad. This is not the enemy but my own fucked-up brain. This imbalance kills me. And I do meditate and strech everyday. Why can't I just be more balanced?

HAIL SATAN!!
 
It can happen even if you are consistent, I know it for a fact.

On Sun, Feb 17, 2013 at 10:12 PM, Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@... wrote:
 

Hailazazel its definetly the inconsistent power meditation. It happens to me but I dont really get moody I just psychically feek bad. Try try try your best to jeep up your meditations. Be strong. Try invoking earth element, try alternative nostril breath and or balancing your chakras by aligning your soul. Stay balanced my brother :)

------------------------------
On Sun, Feb 17, 2013 3:59 PM EST hailazazel wrote:

You right, I wasn't consistent with my Power meditations schedule. It was a hard time lately. I'll try to keep up my meditations even if I feel bad. Thank you for your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

If you have to ask the gods to help point you in the right direction. It might not happen immediately but keep trying it won't last forever. You may feel weak but try even if you feel like you aren't accomplishing anything. Your bio-electricity might be low or things can get fucked up if you aren't consistent in doing power meditations. Good Luck


________________________________
From: hailazazel
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 11:53 AM
Subject: Ã…ter-: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Mood


 
I'm afraid it's not the case. I feel like I lost control of my emotions. arghhh I can't explain myself. I feel bad, and no I don't think it's excessive of bio-electricity, but my brain starting to freak out, I don't know. Also I suffered from moderate depression (also called Dysthymia) for all of my life and now I got into really depressed state, I don't know why fuck. And I also take St. John's Wort to ease my depression and now I'm just in major depression, also angry and sad at the same time. I'm so fucked up, I don't know what's happening, sorry I just write what comes to mind., I need your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Isak Bendrik wrote:



Yea ive felt same shit exactly,like ur in a psychosis and u cant get out of it. More than likely ur high bioelectricity is causing, this will more than likely help u out!

Ask satan to drain ur exessive energy from u as it makes u feel like shit, ive done it and it worked out fine!

I also invoked the earth element to make it some better also. It mght not work for u but i think its worth a try:)but ask Satan to help u drain it,just the exessive part will be gone and nothing more:)cheers

Hail Astaroth-sama!


------------------------------
Den sön 17 feb 2013 17:07 CET skrev hailazazel:

What the fuck is happening to me? Dude i'm losing my sanity here i'm not kidding. It's like one thought can make me feel bad. I'm so fucking confused... wtf is happening I'm sorry for the mess I really don't know what is happening to my brain

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

It will iron itself out in time just keep being consistent or try to even do some yoga if you haven't already and also make sure you're do a couple breathing exercises. But we feel imbalanced when we are experiencing more bio-electricity in our bodies and our bodies have to adjust to the new levels and it can take awhile so just be patient.



Hail Satan!!!!
Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!


________________________________
From: hailazazel
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 9:29 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Mood


 
I have too many highs and downs lately. I feel great, than two hours later feel like shit, than again feel good and so forth. When I feel good i'm afraid it will pass and than again, I will feel bad. This is not the enemy but my own fucked-up brain. This imbalance kills me. And I do meditate and strech everyday. Why can't I just be more balanced?

HAIL SATAN!!
 
I don't know if it is the excessive energy. I started to be more agressive lately, and angry on anyone. I feel like I lost control over my body and my emotions. Today I just started to shout in my house and was angry for nothing, just angry. Maybe Void meditation gets up to the surface repressed emotions. I don't know

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Igor Bedzor <igorbedzor@... wrote:

It can happen even if you are consistent, I know it for a fact.

On Sun, Feb 17, 2013 at 10:12 PM, Shannon Outlaw <[email protected]:

**




Hailazazel its definetly the inconsistent power meditation. It happens to
me but I dont really get moody I just psychically feek bad. Try try try
your best to jeep up your meditations. Be strong. Try invoking earth
element, try alternative nostril breath and or balancing your chakras by
aligning your soul. Stay balanced my brother :)

------------------------------

On Sun, Feb 17, 2013 3:59 PM EST hailazazel wrote:

You right, I wasn't consistent with my Power meditations schedule. It was
a hard time lately. I'll try to keep up my meditations even if I feel bad.
Thank you for your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

If you have to ask the gods to help point you in the right direction.
It might not happen immediately but keep trying it won't last forever. You
may feel weak but try even if you feel like you aren't accomplishing
anything. Your bio-electricity might be low or things can get fucked up if
you aren't consistent in doing power meditations. Good Luck


________________________________
From: hailazazel
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 11:53 AM
Subject: Åter-: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Mood


Â
I'm afraid it's not the case. I feel like I lost control of my
emotions. arghhh I can't explain myself. I feel bad, and no I don't think
it's excessive of bio-electricity, but my brain starting to freak out, I
don't know. Also I suffered from moderate depression (also called
Dysthymia) for all of my life and now I got into really depressed state, I
don't know why fuck. And I also take St. John's Wort to ease my depression
and now I'm just in major depression, also angry and sad at the same time.
I'm so fucked up, I don't know what's happening, sorry I just write what
comes to mind., I need your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Isak Bendrik wrote:



Yea ive felt same shit exactly,like ur in a psychosis and u cant get
out of it. More than likely ur high bioelectricity is causing, this will
more than likely help u out!

Ask satan to drain ur exessive energy from u as it makes u feel like
shit, ive done it and it worked out fine!

I also invoked the earth element to make it some better also. It mght
not work for u but i think its worth a try:)but ask Satan to help u drain
it,just the exessive part will be gone and nothing more:)cheers

Hail Astaroth-sama!


------------------------------
Den sön 17 feb 2013 17:07 CET skrev hailazazel:

What the fuck is happening to me? Dude i'm losing my sanity here i'm
not kidding. It's like one thought can make me feel bad. I'm so fucking
confused... wtf is happening I'm sorry for the mess I really don't know
what is happening to my brain

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

It will iron itself out in time just keep being consistent or
try to even do some yoga if you haven't already and also make sure you're
do a couple breathing exercises. But we feel imbalanced when we are
experiencing more bio-electricity in our bodies and our bodies have to
adjust to the new levels and it can take awhile so just be patient.



Hail Satan!!!!
Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!


________________________________
From: hailazazel
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 9:29 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Mood


ÂÂ
I have too many highs and downs lately. I feel great, than two
hours later feel like shit, than again feel good and so forth. When I feel
good i'm afraid it will pass and than again, I will feel bad. This is not
the enemy but my own fucked-up brain. This imbalance kills me. And I do
meditate and strech everyday. Why can't I just be more balanced?

HAIL SATAN!!
 
I wasn't checking that site yet. Do you recommend it?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailbelphagor" <no.state@... wrote:

As for the excessive energy and mood swings, yes, I can relate. I'd like to claim that I'm putting all of the excessive energy to good use but that would be a lie. And I won't lie to you folks - not to my new family.

I've been finding myself nearly "bouncing off the walls" with these mood swings. I never thunkedit to just ask Satan for help removing the excess power. So, thank you for that, whomever it was who recommended it. Muchly appreciated.

As for the blocked sinuses, when HP Maxine Dietrich shared this a couple weeks back, http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/cienc ... pons33.htm I gave it a run. I'm now on my third week and not only are my sinuses and lungs the clearest I can remember them ever being, a host of other problems have disappeared. Sometimes the nausea makes it difficult. But to BREATHE FREELY again makes it worth it.

Just be sure to read the entire thing before embarking on it. It really works better than anything else I've ever tried.

I bow in admiration and respect before Satan and all of the true Gods!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailazazel" <hailazazel@ wrote:

I'm of the Earth element, so invoking Earth won't seem to solve anything. My problem is my depression I hate it so much. My depression just got worsen I feel it. I always suffered from moderate depression and lately it got really bad, I feel like shit.
One of my nostrils is always blocked, so nostril breathing is impossible. Thanks Shannon.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@ wrote:



Hailazazel its definetly the inconsistent power meditation. It happens to me but I dont really get moody I just psychically feek bad. Try try try your best to jeep up your meditations. Be strong. Try invoking earth element, try alternative nostril breath and or balancing your chakras by aligning your soul. Stay balanced my brother :)


------------------------------
On Sun, Feb 17, 2013 3:59 PM EST hailazazel wrote:

You right, I wasn't consistent with my Power meditations schedule. It was a hard time lately. I'll try to keep up my meditations even if I feel bad. Thank you for your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs <xavi3rskaggs@ wrote:

If you have to ask the gods to help point you in the right direction. It might not happen immediately but keep trying it won't last forever. You may feel weak but try even if you feel like you aren't accomplishing anything. Your bio-electricity might be low or things can get fucked up if you aren't consistent in doing power meditations. Good Luck


________________________________
From: hailazazel <hailazazel@
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 11:53 AM
Subject: Ã…ter-: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Mood


 
I'm afraid it's not the case. I feel like I lost control of my emotions. arghhh I can't explain myself. I feel bad, and no I don't think it's excessive of bio-electricity, but my brain starting to freak out, I don't know. Also I suffered from moderate depression (also called Dysthymia) for all of my life and now I got into really depressed state, I don't know why fuck. And I also take St. John's Wort to ease my depression and now I'm just in major depression, also angry and sad at the same time. I'm so fucked up, I don't know what's happening, sorry I just write what comes to mind., I need your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Isak Bendrik wrote:



Yea ive felt same shit exactly,like ur in a psychosis and u cant get out of it. More than likely ur high bioelectricity is causing, this will more than likely help u out!

Ask satan to drain ur exessive energy from u as it makes u feel like shit, ive done it and it worked out fine!

I also invoked the earth element to make it some better also. It mght not work for u but i think its worth a try:)but ask Satan to help u drain it,just the exessive part will be gone and nothing more:)cheers

Hail Astaroth-sama!


------------------------------
Den sön 17 feb 2013 17:07 CET skrev hailazazel:

What the fuck is happening to me? Dude i'm losing my sanity here i'm not kidding. It's like one thought can make me feel bad. I'm so fucking confused... wtf is happening I'm sorry for the mess I really don't know what is happening to my brain

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

It will iron itself out in time just keep being consistent or try to even do some yoga if you haven't already and also make sure you're do a couple breathing exercises. But we feel imbalanced when we are experiencing more bio-electricity in our bodies and our bodies have to adjust to the new levels and it can take awhile so just be patient.



Hail Satan!!!!
Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!


________________________________
From: hailazazel
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 9:29 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Mood


 
I have too many highs and downs lately. I feel great, than two hours later feel like shit, than again feel good and so forth. When I feel good i'm afraid it will pass and than again, I will feel bad. This is not the enemy but my own fucked-up brain. This imbalance kills me. And I do meditate and strech everyday. Why can't I just be more balanced?

HAIL SATAN!!
 
Oh, yes I do.

The healing crisis phase was a bit rough. But well worth it for the ease of breathing I now experience.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailazazel" <hailazazel@... wrote:

I wasn't checking that site yet. Do you recommend it?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailbelphagor" <no.state@ wrote:

As for the excessive energy and mood swings, yes, I can relate. I'd like to claim that I'm putting all of the excessive energy to good use but that would be a lie. And I won't lie to you folks - not to my new family.

I've been finding myself nearly "bouncing off the walls" with these mood swings. I never thunkedit to just ask Satan for help removing the excess power. So, thank you for that, whomever it was who recommended it. Muchly appreciated.

As for the blocked sinuses, when HP Maxine Dietrich shared this a couple weeks back, http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/cienc ... pons33.htm I gave it a run. I'm now on my third week and not only are my sinuses and lungs the clearest I can remember them ever being, a host of other problems have disappeared. Sometimes the nausea makes it difficult. But to BREATHE FREELY again makes it worth it.

Just be sure to read the entire thing before embarking on it. It really works better than anything else I've ever tried.

I bow in admiration and respect before Satan and all of the true Gods!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailazazel" <hailazazel@ wrote:

I'm of the Earth element, so invoking Earth won't seem to solve anything. My problem is my depression I hate it so much. My depression just got worsen I feel it. I always suffered from moderate depression and lately it got really bad, I feel like shit.
One of my nostrils is always blocked, so nostril breathing is impossible. Thanks Shannon.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@ wrote:



Hailazazel its definetly the inconsistent power meditation. It happens to me but I dont really get moody I just psychically feek bad. Try try try your best to jeep up your meditations. Be strong. Try invoking earth element, try alternative nostril breath and or balancing your chakras by aligning your soul. Stay balanced my brother :)


------------------------------
On Sun, Feb 17, 2013 3:59 PM EST hailazazel wrote:

You right, I wasn't consistent with my Power meditations schedule. It was a hard time lately. I'll try to keep up my meditations even if I feel bad. Thank you for your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs <xavi3rskaggs@ wrote:

If you have to ask the gods to help point you in the right direction. It might not happen immediately but keep trying it won't last forever. You may feel weak but try even if you feel like you aren't accomplishing anything. Your bio-electricity might be low or things can get fucked up if you aren't consistent in doing power meditations. Good Luck


________________________________
From: hailazazel <hailazazel@
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 11:53 AM
Subject: Ã…ter-: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Mood


 
I'm afraid it's not the case. I feel like I lost control of my emotions. arghhh I can't explain myself. I feel bad, and no I don't think it's excessive of bio-electricity, but my brain starting to freak out, I don't know. Also I suffered from moderate depression (also called Dysthymia) for all of my life and now I got into really depressed state, I don't know why fuck. And I also take St. John's Wort to ease my depression and now I'm just in major depression, also angry and sad at the same time. I'm so fucked up, I don't know what's happening, sorry I just write what comes to mind., I need your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Isak Bendrik wrote:



Yea ive felt same shit exactly,like ur in a psychosis and u cant get out of it. More than likely ur high bioelectricity is causing, this will more than likely help u out!

Ask satan to drain ur exessive energy from u as it makes u feel like shit, ive done it and it worked out fine!

I also invoked the earth element to make it some better also. It mght not work for u but i think its worth a try:)but ask Satan to help u drain it,just the exessive part will be gone and nothing more:)cheers

Hail Astaroth-sama!


------------------------------
Den sön 17 feb 2013 17:07 CET skrev hailazazel:

What the fuck is happening to me? Dude i'm losing my sanity here i'm not kidding. It's like one thought can make me feel bad. I'm so fucking confused... wtf is happening I'm sorry for the mess I really don't know what is happening to my brain

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

It will iron itself out in time just keep being consistent or try to even do some yoga if you haven't already and also make sure you're do a couple breathing exercises. But we feel imbalanced when we are experiencing more bio-electricity in our bodies and our bodies have to adjust to the new levels and it can take awhile so just be patient.



Hail Satan!!!!
Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!


________________________________
From: hailazazel
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 9:29 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Mood


 
I have too many highs and downs lately. I feel great, than two hours later feel like shit, than again feel good and so forth. When I feel good i'm afraid it will pass and than again, I will feel bad. This is not the enemy but my own fucked-up brain. This imbalance kills me. And I do meditate and strech everyday. Why can't I just be more balanced?

HAIL SATAN!!
 
Has your Kundalini awakened I wonder?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailazazel" <hailazazel@... wrote:

I don't know if it is the excessive energy. I started to be more agressive lately, and angry on anyone. I feel like I lost control over my body and my emotions. Today I just started to shout in my house and was angry for nothing, just angry. Maybe Void meditation gets up to the surface repressed emotions. I don't know

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Igor Bedzor <igorbedzor@ wrote:

It can happen even if you are consistent, I know it for a fact.

On Sun, Feb 17, 2013 at 10:12 PM, Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@wrote:

**




Hailazazel its definetly the inconsistent power meditation. It happens to
me but I dont really get moody I just psychically feek bad. Try try try
your best to jeep up your meditations. Be strong. Try invoking earth
element, try alternative nostril breath and or balancing your chakras by
aligning your soul. Stay balanced my brother :)

------------------------------

On Sun, Feb 17, 2013 3:59 PM EST hailazazel wrote:

You right, I wasn't consistent with my Power meditations schedule. It was
a hard time lately. I'll try to keep up my meditations even if I feel bad.
Thank you for your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

If you have to ask the gods to help point you in the right direction.
It might not happen immediately but keep trying it won't last forever. You
may feel weak but try even if you feel like you aren't accomplishing
anything. Your bio-electricity might be low or things can get fucked up if
you aren't consistent in doing power meditations. Good Luck


________________________________
From: hailazazel
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 11:53 AM
Subject: Åter-: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Mood


Â
I'm afraid it's not the case. I feel like I lost control of my
emotions. arghhh I can't explain myself. I feel bad, and no I don't think
it's excessive of bio-electricity, but my brain starting to freak out, I
don't know. Also I suffered from moderate depression (also called
Dysthymia) for all of my life and now I got into really depressed state, I
don't know why fuck. And I also take St. John's Wort to ease my depression
and now I'm just in major depression, also angry and sad at the same time.
I'm so fucked up, I don't know what's happening, sorry I just write what
comes to mind., I need your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Isak Bendrik wrote:



Yea ive felt same shit exactly,like ur in a psychosis and u cant get
out of it. More than likely ur high bioelectricity is causing, this will
more than likely help u out!

Ask satan to drain ur exessive energy from u as it makes u feel like
shit, ive done it and it worked out fine!

I also invoked the earth element to make it some better also. It mght
not work for u but i think its worth a try:)but ask Satan to help u drain
it,just the exessive part will be gone and nothing more:)cheers

Hail Astaroth-sama!


------------------------------
Den sön 17 feb 2013 17:07 CET skrev hailazazel:

What the fuck is happening to me? Dude i'm losing my sanity here i'm
not kidding. It's like one thought can make me feel bad. I'm so fucking
confused... wtf is happening I'm sorry for the mess I really don't know
what is happening to my brain

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

It will iron itself out in time just keep being consistent or
try to even do some yoga if you haven't already and also make sure you're
do a couple breathing exercises. But we feel imbalanced when we are
experiencing more bio-electricity in our bodies and our bodies have to
adjust to the new levels and it can take awhile so just be patient.



Hail Satan!!!!
Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!


________________________________
From: hailazazel
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 9:29 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Mood


ÂÂ
I have too many highs and downs lately. I feel great, than two
hours later feel like shit, than again feel good and so forth. When I feel
good i'm afraid it will pass and than again, I will feel bad. This is not
the enemy but my own fucked-up brain. This imbalance kills me. And I do
meditate and strech everyday. Why can't I just be more balanced?

HAIL SATAN!!
 
When we begin to clear out the dross in our souls, repressed emotions and feelings come up to the surface and express themselves. This is why most people who come to Satanism and go through the meditations, are angry. This can last for a while until all the repressed emotions are released and the mind is set free. Power meditations are a psychic cleaning house.

Lucius O

HAIL SATAN

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailazazel" <hailazazel@... wrote:

I don't know if it is the excessive energy. I started to be more agressive lately, and angry on anyone. I feel like I lost control over my body and my emotions. Today I just started to shout in my house and was angry for nothing, just angry. Maybe Void meditation gets up to the surface repressed emotions. I don't know

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Igor Bedzor <igorbedzor@ wrote:

It can happen even if you are consistent, I know it for a fact.

On Sun, Feb 17, 2013 at 10:12 PM, Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@wrote:

**




Hailazazel its definetly the inconsistent power meditation. It happens to
me but I dont really get moody I just psychically feek bad. Try try try
your best to jeep up your meditations. Be strong. Try invoking earth
element, try alternative nostril breath and or balancing your chakras by
aligning your soul. Stay balanced my brother :)

------------------------------

On Sun, Feb 17, 2013 3:59 PM EST hailazazel wrote:

You right, I wasn't consistent with my Power meditations schedule. It was
a hard time lately. I'll try to keep up my meditations even if I feel bad.
Thank you for your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

If you have to ask the gods to help point you in the right direction.
It might not happen immediately but keep trying it won't last forever. You
may feel weak but try even if you feel like you aren't accomplishing
anything. Your bio-electricity might be low or things can get fucked up if
you aren't consistent in doing power meditations. Good Luck


________________________________
From: hailazazel
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 11:53 AM
Subject: Åter-: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Mood


Â
I'm afraid it's not the case. I feel like I lost control of my
emotions. arghhh I can't explain myself. I feel bad, and no I don't think
it's excessive of bio-electricity, but my brain starting to freak out, I
don't know. Also I suffered from moderate depression (also called
Dysthymia) for all of my life and now I got into really depressed state, I
don't know why fuck. And I also take St. John's Wort to ease my depression
and now I'm just in major depression, also angry and sad at the same time.
I'm so fucked up, I don't know what's happening, sorry I just write what
comes to mind., I need your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Isak Bendrik wrote:



Yea ive felt same shit exactly,like ur in a psychosis and u cant get
out of it. More than likely ur high bioelectricity is causing, this will
more than likely help u out!

Ask satan to drain ur exessive energy from u as it makes u feel like
shit, ive done it and it worked out fine!

I also invoked the earth element to make it some better also. It mght
not work for u but i think its worth a try:)but ask Satan to help u drain
it,just the exessive part will be gone and nothing more:)cheers

Hail Astaroth-sama!


------------------------------
Den sön 17 feb 2013 17:07 CET skrev hailazazel:

What the fuck is happening to me? Dude i'm losing my sanity here i'm
not kidding. It's like one thought can make me feel bad. I'm so fucking
confused... wtf is happening I'm sorry for the mess I really don't know
what is happening to my brain

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

It will iron itself out in time just keep being consistent or
try to even do some yoga if you haven't already and also make sure you're
do a couple breathing exercises. But we feel imbalanced when we are
experiencing more bio-electricity in our bodies and our bodies have to
adjust to the new levels and it can take awhile so just be patient.



Hail Satan!!!!
Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!


________________________________
From: hailazazel
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 9:29 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Mood


ÂÂ
I have too many highs and downs lately. I feel great, than two
hours later feel like shit, than again feel good and so forth. When I feel
good i'm afraid it will pass and than again, I will feel bad. This is not
the enemy but my own fucked-up brain. This imbalance kills me. And I do
meditate and strech everyday. Why can't I just be more balanced?

HAIL SATAN!!
 
Yes, it must be that. Thank you.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Lucius Oria" <lucius.oria@... wrote:

When we begin to clear out the dross in our souls, repressed emotions and feelings come up to the surface and express themselves. This is why most people who come to Satanism and go through the meditations, are angry. This can last for a while until all the repressed emotions are released and the mind is set free. Power meditations are a psychic cleaning house.

Lucius O

HAIL SATAN

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailazazel" <hailazazel@ wrote:

I don't know if it is the excessive energy. I started to be more agressive lately, and angry on anyone. I feel like I lost control over my body and my emotions. Today I just started to shout in my house and was angry for nothing, just angry. Maybe Void meditation gets up to the surface repressed emotions. I don't know

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Igor Bedzor <igorbedzor@ wrote:

It can happen even if you are consistent, I know it for a fact.

On Sun, Feb 17, 2013 at 10:12 PM, Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@wrote:

**




Hailazazel its definetly the inconsistent power meditation. It happens to
me but I dont really get moody I just psychically feek bad. Try try try
your best to jeep up your meditations. Be strong. Try invoking earth
element, try alternative nostril breath and or balancing your chakras by
aligning your soul. Stay balanced my brother :)

------------------------------

On Sun, Feb 17, 2013 3:59 PM EST hailazazel wrote:

You right, I wasn't consistent with my Power meditations schedule. It was
a hard time lately. I'll try to keep up my meditations even if I feel bad.
Thank you for your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

If you have to ask the gods to help point you in the right direction.
It might not happen immediately but keep trying it won't last forever. You
may feel weak but try even if you feel like you aren't accomplishing
anything. Your bio-electricity might be low or things can get fucked up if
you aren't consistent in doing power meditations. Good Luck


________________________________
From: hailazazel
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 11:53 AM
Subject: Åter-: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Mood


Â
I'm afraid it's not the case. I feel like I lost control of my
emotions. arghhh I can't explain myself. I feel bad, and no I don't think
it's excessive of bio-electricity, but my brain starting to freak out, I
don't know. Also I suffered from moderate depression (also called
Dysthymia) for all of my life and now I got into really depressed state, I
don't know why fuck. And I also take St. John's Wort to ease my depression
and now I'm just in major depression, also angry and sad at the same time.
I'm so fucked up, I don't know what's happening, sorry I just write what
comes to mind., I need your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Isak Bendrik wrote:



Yea ive felt same shit exactly,like ur in a psychosis and u cant get
out of it. More than likely ur high bioelectricity is causing, this will
more than likely help u out!

Ask satan to drain ur exessive energy from u as it makes u feel like
shit, ive done it and it worked out fine!

I also invoked the earth element to make it some better also. It mght
not work for u but i think its worth a try:)but ask Satan to help u drain
it,just the exessive part will be gone and nothing more:)cheers

Hail Astaroth-sama!


------------------------------
Den sön 17 feb 2013 17:07 CET skrev hailazazel:

What the fuck is happening to me? Dude i'm losing my sanity here i'm
not kidding. It's like one thought can make me feel bad. I'm so fucking
confused... wtf is happening I'm sorry for the mess I really don't know
what is happening to my brain

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

It will iron itself out in time just keep being consistent or
try to even do some yoga if you haven't already and also make sure you're
do a couple breathing exercises. But we feel imbalanced when we are
experiencing more bio-electricity in our bodies and our bodies have to
adjust to the new levels and it can take awhile so just be patient.



Hail Satan!!!!
Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!


________________________________
From: hailazazel
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 9:29 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Mood


ÂÂ
I have too many highs and downs lately. I feel great, than two
hours later feel like shit, than again feel good and so forth. When I feel
good i'm afraid it will pass and than again, I will feel bad. This is not
the enemy but my own fucked-up brain. This imbalance kills me. And I do
meditate and strech everyday. Why can't I just be more balanced?

HAIL SATAN!!
 
Considering your situation I would recommend the 'bodylogix' Whey Protein. It has the essential Amino Acid profile your body needs . It also, has enzymes in it to increase your amino acid levels - something you need quickly to produce neuro-transmitters.

One thing you can do and should and it doesn't cost any money is to have at least 2 to 3 orgasms per day. A male of your age should easily be able to have this many; in fact healthy males up into their 90's should also be able to acheive this. It's a good way to release endorphins and make you feel ecstatic. Sex is sacred - even self-sex - be good to yourself. Having an orgasm is a good prelude (primer) to meditation. Good Luck. Be Healthy.

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailazazel" <hailazazel@... wrote:

Dude I really thank you for writing all this, but I'm short on money and my parents won't help me buy all those foods/supplements. You obviously have alot of knowledge about health care, but it's too much. I thank you from heart for writing and trying to help.
Aside from St. John's Wort, what is best thing I should buy? Don't give me too many options, as I will naturally skip them. As I said, I don't have all this money for this. Thank you keeperofstone.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "keeperofstone" <brucekuersteiner@ wrote:

Hailazazel. I see you have decided to try St. John's Wort, to try and alleviate your Dysthymia. St. John's Wort acts just like Prozac and Zoloft (SSRIs); to inhibit the reuptake of serotonin - or it destruction.

The best analogy I can make about SSRI's is this:

Visualise a glass with a faucet (spigot) at the bottom of the glass - as your body produces serotonin; it fills the glass and your body uses it for the necessary neuro-bodily functions; if your body isn't producing enough serotonin - your deficient. The SSRI (St. John's Wort) turns the faucet - reducing the flow (reuptake-destruction), thus increasing the amount of serotonin available to be used - in the glass. St. John's Wort doesn't produce 1 molecule of serotonin; it only constricts the reuptake and the theory is that it increases the amount available to your brain to use.

You have to give your body the necessary raw materials to produce serotonin and other neuro-transmitters. You need a diet rich in all the essential amino-acids (proteins-peptides).

A product I can recomment is by "bodylogix" whey Protein isolate. It would be a good supplement to your diet to insure you have the raw materials to build your neuro-transmitters.

Now, there is a supplement that can both calm and energize you at the same time it is: Reishi mushroom (Ganodernum lucidum). It has been use for over 5000 years in China and Japan. You can buy Reishi mushroom standardized extract caps from GNC. They recommend 2 caps with food twice a day. I have teken this myself with good results. Caution - Don't take Reishi if you are on blood thinners (asprin, coumadin, etc.) Use per need.

Also, as to your diet; one of the best things you can eat for brain chemicals is Ricotta cheese. Have at least a tablespoon or more first thing in the morning on an empty stomach. Ricotta is high in tryptophan and tyrosine - so your body can produce neuro-transmitters.

Also, eat 2 eggs (4 might be better) soft cooked - they have choline and stem-cells in the yolks and build your body with proteins. Reduce or resteict carbs especially refined sugars; they can wreck your material function and actually block nutrients you need.

I can't guarantee that any of this will help; but they are worth trying. Make your own decsions. Be healthy.

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailazazel" <hailazazel@ wrote:

Thank you for the uplifting comment. It is hard to meditate when I feel bad but I must keep up my meditations, I know i'll get out of it. I also started taking St. John's Wort, to ease it, I really need it. I eat healthy food and doing exercise and I know I'll get my fucking depression out of my life and start to actually enjoy life for once.
I also found out that 10 minutes out in the Sun make me more happy.
I tried vibrating SaTaNaMa for couple times, and to be honest I didn't notice any change in my mood, but i'll try again.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@ wrote:

I am sorry you are feeling this way. Depression is never fun! I do not
suffer from clinical depression, but i've been feeling rather
up-and-down for the past few weeks or so, not sure why. But I know
it'll even out eventually, I just have to keep on keeping on. I didn't
read the other posts in this topic, so forgive me if i'm repeating
stuff that's already been said. Lol. But you could try vibrating
Wunjo, as that is a great rune for getting rid of depression. Also,
you could try vibrating "sa-ta-na-ma" 20-40 times, or however long you
wanted to. That has made me feel nice and peaceful, calm in the past.
Just a thought. I only did it once, actually, but it felt very
uplifting. Don't worry Brother, this will pass, in the end; stuff like
this always does, even though I know sometimes it feels as though it
never will. Just hang in there, and trust Father and yourself. Hail
Father Satan always! Hail Lord Andras!

On 2/17/13, Xavier Skaggs <xavi3rskaggs@ wrote:
One nostril used to be blocked and it went back and forth between both
nostrils. Just try even if you can't get any air through a nostril. I still
have to deal with a nostril getting blocked but when I'm trying the sun/moon
breath it starts to get easier to breath when I try doing it, when my nose
is clogged up. Nothing is never impossible it just takes longer. Hang in
there brother.



Hail Satan!!!!
Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!


________________________________
From: hailazazel <hailazazel@
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 3:27 PM
Subject: ÃÆ'…ter-: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Mood



I'm of the Earth element, so invoking Earth won't seem to solve anything. My
problem is my depression I hate it so much. My depression just got worsen I
feel it. I always suffered from moderate depression and lately it got really
bad, I feel like shit.
One of my nostrils is always blocked, so nostril breathing is impossible.
Thanks Shannon.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Shannon Outlaw wrote:



Hailazazel its definetly the inconsistent power meditation. It happens to
me but I dont really get moody I just psychically feek bad. Try try try
your best to jeep up your meditations. Be strong. Try invoking earth
element, try alternative nostril breath and or balancing your chakras by
aligning your soul. Stay balanced my brother :)


------------------------------
On Sun, Feb 17, 2013 3:59 PM EST hailazazel wrote:

You right, I wasn't consistent with my Power meditations schedule. It was
a hard time lately. I'll try to keep up my meditations even if I feel
bad. Thank you for your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

If you have to ask the gods to help point you in the right direction.
It might not happen immediately but keep trying it won't last forever.
You may feel weak but try even if you feel like
you aren't accomplishing anything. Your bio-electricity might be
low or things can get fucked up if you aren't consistent in doing
power meditations. Good Luck


________________________________
From: hailazazel
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 11:53 AM
Subject: ÃÆ'…ter-: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Mood


ÂÂ
I'm afraid it's not the case. I feel like I lost control of my
emotions. arghhh I can't explain myself. I feel bad, and no I don't
think it's excessive of bio-electricity, but my brain starting to freak
out, I don't know. Also I suffered from moderate depression (also
called Dysthymia) for all of my life and now I got into really
depressed state, I don't know why fuck. And I also take St. John's Wort
to ease my depression and now I'm just in major depression, also angry
and sad at the same time. I'm so fucked up, I don't know what's
happening, sorry I just write what comes to mind., I need your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Isak Bendrik wrote:



Yea ive felt same shit exactly,like ur in a psychosis and u cant get
out of it. More than likely ur high bioelectricity is causing, this
will more than likely help u out!

Ask satan to drain ur exessive energy from u as it makes u feel like
shit, ive done it and it worked out fine!

I also invoked the earth element to make it some better also. It mght
not work for u but i think its worth a try:)but ask Satan to help u
drain it,just the exessive part will be gone and nothing
more:)cheers

Hail Astaroth-sama!


------------------------------
Den sÃÆ'¶n 17 feb 2013 17:07 CET skrev hailazazel:

What the fuck is happening to me? Dude i'm losing my sanity here i'm
not kidding. It's like one thought can make me feel bad. I'm so
fucking confused... wtf is happening I'm sorry for the mess I
really don't know what is happening to my brain

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

It will iron itself out in time just keep
beingÃÆ'‚ consistentÃÆ'‚ or try to even do some yoga if you
haven't already and also make sure you're do a couple breathing
exercises. But we feelÃÆ'‚ imbalanced when we are experiencing
more bio-electricity in our bodies and our bodies have to adjust to
the new levels and it can take awhile so just be patient.



Hail Satan!!!!
Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!


________________________________
From: hailazazel
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 9:29 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Mood


ÃÆ'‚ÂÂ
I have too many highs and downs lately. I feel great, than two
hours later feel like shit, than again feel good and so forth. When
I feel good i'm afraid it will pass and than again, I will feel
bad. This is not the enemy but my own fucked-up brain. This
imbalance kills me. And I do meditate and strech everyday. Why
can't I just be more balanced?

HAIL SATAN!!
 
Thanks I'll consider buying bodylogix.

3 orgasm a day? I have 2 max a week. How will I increase it to 2 a day? This is too much. Seriously 3 orgasm a day? shouldn't I do it when I want to do it? This idea doesn't seem normal.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "keeperofstone" <brucekuersteiner@... wrote:






Considering your situation I would recommend the 'bodylogix' Whey Protein. It has the essential Amino Acid profile your body needs . It also, has enzymes in it to increase your amino acid levels - something you need quickly to produce neuro-transmitters.

One thing you can do and should and it doesn't cost any money is to have at least 2 to 3 orgasms per day. A male of your age should easily be able to have this many; in fact healthy males up into their 90's should also be able to acheive this. It's a good way to release endorphins and make you feel ecstatic. Sex is sacred - even self-sex - be good to yourself. Having an orgasm is a good prelude (primer) to meditation. Good Luck. Be Healthy.

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailazazel" <hailazazel@ wrote:

Dude I really thank you for writing all this, but I'm short on money and my parents won't help me buy all those foods/supplements. You obviously have alot of knowledge about health care, but it's too much. I thank you from heart for writing and trying to help.
Aside from St. John's Wort, what is best thing I should buy? Don't give me too many options, as I will naturally skip them. As I said, I don't have all this money for this. Thank you keeperofstone.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "keeperofstone" <brucekuersteiner@ wrote:

Hailazazel. I see you have decided to try St. John's Wort, to try and alleviate your Dysthymia. St. John's Wort acts just like Prozac and Zoloft (SSRIs); to inhibit the reuptake of serotonin - or it destruction.

The best analogy I can make about SSRI's is this:

Visualise a glass with a faucet (spigot) at the bottom of the glass - as your body produces serotonin; it fills the glass and your body uses it for the necessary neuro-bodily functions; if your body isn't producing enough serotonin - your deficient. The SSRI (St. John's Wort) turns the faucet - reducing the flow (reuptake-destruction), thus increasing the amount of serotonin available to be used - in the glass. St. John's Wort doesn't produce 1 molecule of serotonin; it only constricts the reuptake and the theory is that it increases the amount available to your brain to use.

You have to give your body the necessary raw materials to produce serotonin and other neuro-transmitters. You need a diet rich in all the essential amino-acids (proteins-peptides).

A product I can recomment is by "bodylogix" whey Protein isolate. It would be a good supplement to your diet to insure you have the raw materials to build your neuro-transmitters.

Now, there is a supplement that can both calm and energize you at the same time it is: Reishi mushroom (Ganodernum lucidum). It has been use for over 5000 years in China and Japan. You can buy Reishi mushroom standardized extract caps from GNC. They recommend 2 caps with food twice a day. I have teken this myself with good results. Caution - Don't take Reishi if you are on blood thinners (asprin, coumadin, etc.) Use per need.

Also, as to your diet; one of the best things you can eat for brain chemicals is Ricotta cheese. Have at least a tablespoon or more first thing in the morning on an empty stomach. Ricotta is high in tryptophan and tyrosine - so your body can produce neuro-transmitters.

Also, eat 2 eggs (4 might be better) soft cooked - they have choline and stem-cells in the yolks and build your body with proteins. Reduce or resteict carbs especially refined sugars; they can wreck your material function and actually block nutrients you need.

I can't guarantee that any of this will help; but they are worth trying. Make your own decsions. Be healthy.

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailazazel" <hailazazel@ wrote:

Thank you for the uplifting comment. It is hard to meditate when I feel bad but I must keep up my meditations, I know i'll get out of it. I also started taking St. John's Wort, to ease it, I really need it. I eat healthy food and doing exercise and I know I'll get my fucking depression out of my life and start to actually enjoy life for once.
I also found out that 10 minutes out in the Sun make me more happy.
I tried vibrating SaTaNaMa for couple times, and to be honest I didn't notice any change in my mood, but i'll try again.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@ wrote:

I am sorry you are feeling this way. Depression is never fun! I do not
suffer from clinical depression, but i've been feeling rather
up-and-down for the past few weeks or so, not sure why. But I know
it'll even out eventually, I just have to keep on keeping on. I didn't
read the other posts in this topic, so forgive me if i'm repeating
stuff that's already been said. Lol. But you could try vibrating
Wunjo, as that is a great rune for getting rid of depression. Also,
you could try vibrating "sa-ta-na-ma" 20-40 times, or however long you
wanted to. That has made me feel nice and peaceful, calm in the past.
Just a thought. I only did it once, actually, but it felt very
uplifting. Don't worry Brother, this will pass, in the end; stuff like
this always does, even though I know sometimes it feels as though it
never will. Just hang in there, and trust Father and yourself. Hail
Father Satan always! Hail Lord Andras!

On 2/17/13, Xavier Skaggs <xavi3rskaggs@ wrote:
One nostril used to be blocked and it went back and forth between both
nostrils. Just try even if you can't get any air through a nostril. I still
have to deal with a nostril getting blocked but when I'm trying the sun/moon
breath it starts to get easier to breath when I try doing it, when my nose
is clogged up. Nothing is never impossible it just takes longer. Hang in
there brother.



Hail Satan!!!!
Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!


________________________________
From: hailazazel <hailazazel@
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 3:27 PM
Subject: ÃÆ'…ter-: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Mood



I'm of the Earth element, so invoking Earth won't seem to solve anything. My
problem is my depression I hate it so much. My depression just got worsen I
feel it. I always suffered from moderate depression and lately it got really
bad, I feel like shit.
One of my nostrils is always blocked, so nostril breathing is impossible.
Thanks Shannon.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Shannon Outlaw wrote:



Hailazazel its definetly the inconsistent power meditation. It happens to
me but I dont really get moody I just psychically feek bad. Try try try
your best to jeep up your meditations. Be strong. Try invoking earth
element, try alternative nostril breath and or balancing your chakras by
aligning your soul. Stay balanced my brother :)


------------------------------
On Sun, Feb 17, 2013 3:59 PM EST hailazazel wrote:

You right, I wasn't consistent with my Power meditations schedule. It was
a hard time lately. I'll try to keep up my meditations even if I feel
bad. Thank you for your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

If you have to ask the gods to help point you in the right direction.
It might not happen immediately but keep trying it won't last forever.
You may feel weak but try even if you feel like
you aren't accomplishing anything. Your bio-electricity might be
low or things can get fucked up if you aren't consistent in doing
power meditations. Good Luck


________________________________
From: hailazazel
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 11:53 AM
Subject: ÃÆ'…ter-: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Mood


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I'm afraid it's not the case. I feel like I lost control of my
emotions. arghhh I can't explain myself. I feel bad, and no I don't
think it's excessive of bio-electricity, but my brain starting to freak
out, I don't know. Also I suffered from moderate depression (also
called Dysthymia) for all of my life and now I got into really
depressed state, I don't know why fuck. And I also take St. John's Wort
to ease my depression and now I'm just in major depression, also angry
and sad at the same time. I'm so fucked up, I don't know what's
happening, sorry I just write what comes to mind., I need your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Isak Bendrik wrote:



Yea ive felt same shit exactly,like ur in a psychosis and u cant get
out of it. More than likely ur high bioelectricity is causing, this
will more than likely help u out!

Ask satan to drain ur exessive energy from u as it makes u feel like
shit, ive done it and it worked out fine!

I also invoked the earth element to make it some better also. It mght
not work for u but i think its worth a try:)but ask Satan to help u
drain it,just the exessive part will be gone and nothing
more:)cheers

Hail Astaroth-sama!


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Den sÃÆ'¶n 17 feb 2013 17:07 CET skrev hailazazel:

What the fuck is happening to me? Dude i'm losing my sanity here i'm
not kidding. It's like one thought can make me feel bad. I'm so
fucking confused... wtf is happening I'm sorry for the mess I
really don't know what is happening to my brain

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

It will iron itself out in time just keep
beingÃÆ'‚ consistentÃÆ'‚ or try to even do some yoga if you
haven't already and also make sure you're do a couple breathing
exercises. But we feelÃÆ'‚ imbalanced when we are experiencing
more bio-electricity in our bodies and our bodies have to adjust to
the new levels and it can take awhile so just be patient.



Hail Satan!!!!
Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!


________________________________
From: hailazazel
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 9:29 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Mood


ÃÆ'‚ÂÂ
I have too many highs and downs lately. I feel great, than two
hours later feel like shit, than again feel good and so forth. When
I feel good i'm afraid it will pass and than again, I will feel
bad. This is not the enemy but my own fucked-up brain. This
imbalance kills me. And I do meditate and strech everyday. Why
can't I just be more balanced?

HAIL SATAN!!
 
Nobody is going to force you to have 3 per day. I am just trying to encourage you to induce endorphins "opiate peptides" they promote bliss and since you are suffering from depression it could help you banish your emotional pain. I know many people think that 3 per day isn't normal but what's the norm? I had to laugh last week there was a report that Xains were having sex 2.2 to 3 times per month. No wonder they are up tight and miserable. You should try for at least 1 per day before meditation as it could aid you, but you must do what's comfortable to you. Also, I don't understand how Xain's can have .2 sex, guess it was an aborted attempt. Ha, Ha, Ha.

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailazazel" <hailazazel@... wrote:

Thanks I'll consider buying bodylogix.

3 orgasm a day? I have 2 max a week. How will I increase it to 2 a day? This is too much. Seriously 3 orgasm a day? shouldn't I do it when I want to do it? This idea doesn't seem normal.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "keeperofstone" <brucekuersteiner@ wrote:






Considering your situation I would recommend the 'bodylogix' Whey Protein. It has the essential Amino Acid profile your body needs . It also, has enzymes in it to increase your amino acid levels - something you need quickly to produce neuro-transmitters.

One thing you can do and should and it doesn't cost any money is to have at least 2 to 3 orgasms per day. A male of your age should easily be able to have this many; in fact healthy males up into their 90's should also be able to acheive this. It's a good way to release endorphins and make you feel ecstatic. Sex is sacred - even self-sex - be good to yourself. Having an orgasm is a good prelude (primer) to meditation. Good Luck. Be Healthy.

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailazazel" <hailazazel@ wrote:

Dude I really thank you for writing all this, but I'm short on money and my parents won't help me buy all those foods/supplements. You obviously have alot of knowledge about health care, but it's too much. I thank you from heart for writing and trying to help.
Aside from St. John's Wort, what is best thing I should buy? Don't give me too many options, as I will naturally skip them. As I said, I don't have all this money for this. Thank you keeperofstone.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "keeperofstone" <brucekuersteiner@ wrote:

Hailazazel. I see you have decided to try St. John's Wort, to try and alleviate your Dysthymia. St. John's Wort acts just like Prozac and Zoloft (SSRIs); to inhibit the reuptake of serotonin - or it destruction.

The best analogy I can make about SSRI's is this:

Visualise a glass with a faucet (spigot) at the bottom of the glass - as your body produces serotonin; it fills the glass and your body uses it for the necessary neuro-bodily functions; if your body isn't producing enough serotonin - your deficient. The SSRI (St. John's Wort) turns the faucet - reducing the flow (reuptake-destruction), thus increasing the amount of serotonin available to be used - in the glass. St. John's Wort doesn't produce 1 molecule of serotonin; it only constricts the reuptake and the theory is that it increases the amount available to your brain to use.

You have to give your body the necessary raw materials to produce serotonin and other neuro-transmitters. You need a diet rich in all the essential amino-acids (proteins-peptides).

A product I can recomment is by "bodylogix" whey Protein isolate. It would be a good supplement to your diet to insure you have the raw materials to build your neuro-transmitters.

Now, there is a supplement that can both calm and energize you at the same time it is: Reishi mushroom (Ganodernum lucidum). It has been use for over 5000 years in China and Japan. You can buy Reishi mushroom standardized extract caps from GNC. They recommend 2 caps with food twice a day. I have teken this myself with good results. Caution - Don't take Reishi if you are on blood thinners (asprin, coumadin, etc.) Use per need.

Also, as to your diet; one of the best things you can eat for brain chemicals is Ricotta cheese. Have at least a tablespoon or more first thing in the morning on an empty stomach. Ricotta is high in tryptophan and tyrosine - so your body can produce neuro-transmitters.

Also, eat 2 eggs (4 might be better) soft cooked - they have choline and stem-cells in the yolks and build your body with proteins. Reduce or resteict carbs especially refined sugars; they can wreck your material function and actually block nutrients you need.

I can't guarantee that any of this will help; but they are worth trying. Make your own decsions. Be healthy.

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailazazel" <hailazazel@ wrote:

Thank you for the uplifting comment. It is hard to meditate when I feel bad but I must keep up my meditations, I know i'll get out of it. I also started taking St. John's Wort, to ease it, I really need it. I eat healthy food and doing exercise and I know I'll get my fucking depression out of my life and start to actually enjoy life for once.
I also found out that 10 minutes out in the Sun make me more happy.
I tried vibrating SaTaNaMa for couple times, and to be honest I didn't notice any change in my mood, but i'll try again.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@ wrote:

I am sorry you are feeling this way. Depression is never fun! I do not
suffer from clinical depression, but i've been feeling rather
up-and-down for the past few weeks or so, not sure why. But I know
it'll even out eventually, I just have to keep on keeping on. I didn't
read the other posts in this topic, so forgive me if i'm repeating
stuff that's already been said. Lol. But you could try vibrating
Wunjo, as that is a great rune for getting rid of depression. Also,
you could try vibrating "sa-ta-na-ma" 20-40 times, or however long you
wanted to. That has made me feel nice and peaceful, calm in the past.
Just a thought. I only did it once, actually, but it felt very
uplifting. Don't worry Brother, this will pass, in the end; stuff like
this always does, even though I know sometimes it feels as though it
never will. Just hang in there, and trust Father and yourself. Hail
Father Satan always! Hail Lord Andras!

On 2/17/13, Xavier Skaggs <xavi3rskaggs@ wrote:
One nostril used to be blocked and it went back and forth between both
nostrils. Just try even if you can't get any air through a nostril. I still
have to deal with a nostril getting blocked but when I'm trying the sun/moon
breath it starts to get easier to breath when I try doing it, when my nose
is clogged up. Nothing is never impossible it just takes longer. Hang in
there brother.



Hail Satan!!!!
Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!


________________________________
From: hailazazel <hailazazel@
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 3:27 PM
Subject: ÃÆ'…ter-: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Mood



I'm of the Earth element, so invoking Earth won't seem to solve anything. My
problem is my depression I hate it so much. My depression just got worsen I
feel it. I always suffered from moderate depression and lately it got really
bad, I feel like shit.
One of my nostrils is always blocked, so nostril breathing is impossible.
Thanks Shannon.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Shannon Outlaw wrote:



Hailazazel its definetly the inconsistent power meditation. It happens to
me but I dont really get moody I just psychically feek bad. Try try try
your best to jeep up your meditations. Be strong. Try invoking earth
element, try alternative nostril breath and or balancing your chakras by
aligning your soul. Stay balanced my brother :)


------------------------------
On Sun, Feb 17, 2013 3:59 PM EST hailazazel wrote:

You right, I wasn't consistent with my Power meditations schedule. It was
a hard time lately. I'll try to keep up my meditations even if I feel
bad. Thank you for your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

If you have to ask the gods to help point you in the right direction.
It might not happen immediately but keep trying it won't last forever.
You may feel weak but try even if you feel like
you aren't accomplishing anything. Your bio-electricity might be
low or things can get fucked up if you aren't consistent in doing
power meditations. Good Luck


________________________________
From: hailazazel
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 11:53 AM
Subject: ÃÆ'…ter-: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Mood


ÂÂ
I'm afraid it's not the case. I feel like I lost control of my
emotions. arghhh I can't explain myself. I feel bad, and no I don't
think it's excessive of bio-electricity, but my brain starting to freak
out, I don't know. Also I suffered from moderate depression (also
called Dysthymia) for all of my life and now I got into really
depressed state, I don't know why fuck. And I also take St. John's Wort
to ease my depression and now I'm just in major depression, also angry
and sad at the same time. I'm so fucked up, I don't know what's
happening, sorry I just write what comes to mind., I need your help.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Isak Bendrik wrote:



Yea ive felt same shit exactly,like ur in a psychosis and u cant get
out of it. More than likely ur high bioelectricity is causing, this
will more than likely help u out!

Ask satan to drain ur exessive energy from u as it makes u feel like
shit, ive done it and it worked out fine!

I also invoked the earth element to make it some better also. It mght
not work for u but i think its worth a try:)but ask Satan to help u
drain it,just the exessive part will be gone and nothing
more:)cheers

Hail Astaroth-sama!


------------------------------
Den sÃÆ'¶n 17 feb 2013 17:07 CET skrev hailazazel:

What the fuck is happening to me? Dude i'm losing my sanity here i'm
not kidding. It's like one thought can make me feel bad. I'm so
fucking confused... wtf is happening I'm sorry for the mess I
really don't know what is happening to my brain

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

It will iron itself out in time just keep
beingÃÆ'‚ consistentÃÆ'‚ or try to even do some yoga if you
haven't already and also make sure you're do a couple breathing
exercises. But we feelÃÆ'‚ imbalanced when we are experiencing
more bio-electricity in our bodies and our bodies have to adjust to
the new levels and it can take awhile so just be patient.



Hail Satan!!!!
Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!


________________________________
From: hailazazel
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 9:29 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Mood


ÃÆ'‚ÂÂ
I have too many highs and downs lately. I feel great, than two
hours later feel like shit, than again feel good and so forth. When
I feel good i'm afraid it will pass and than again, I will feel
bad. This is not the enemy but my own fucked-up brain. This
imbalance kills me. And I do meditate and strech everyday. Why
can't I just be more balanced?

HAIL SATAN!!
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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