themasterofchaos94
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- May 27, 2008
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Hello people...first off, i'm new here..My name is Chris, and i'm 21...I have been in a situation for about 2 years now...i started hearing voices and "hallucinating" (thats what the doctor calls it), as in seeing lights, sparkles, flashes, and they vary in color also...i hear a male and a female, but the only thing that keeps me from believing i'm totally insane is a couple of experiences ive had...
1: since the get go, i've felt a weird pressure in my head...it even moved around inside of it, like a force of some sort...i let that pressure have its way one time, and ZAP...my head was literally shocked...my vision went red, as if i put a pair of red sunglasses on, and my TV started getting all staticy.didn't scare me, just made me a little paranoid..
2: i was laying in bed one night, and literally felt a force enter into my stomach, in my solar plexus area...it right away started burning...not unbearable, just hot...i started breathing deeply, inhaling and forcing all my breath out, and when i did so, my skin felt sun burnt...almost like the heat woud surface to my skin..it lasted for about a day and a half...also, wasnt really "scared" either..
if anyone has an idea of what this may be, or of what is following me, i would GREATLY appreciate a comment or two...i'm curious to know what it is, because they talk about a door i need to open, which touches my curiousity button...also, i have been feeling a force try and enter into my body again...but instead of entering, i feel my energy kind of push back a little. Should i let this force come in again? i have no idea about this stuff when it comes to spirits, but i am familiar with energy, and the basics of spiritualism...i appreciate all who read this, and i thank you for the time.
1: since the get go, i've felt a weird pressure in my head...it even moved around inside of it, like a force of some sort...i let that pressure have its way one time, and ZAP...my head was literally shocked...my vision went red, as if i put a pair of red sunglasses on, and my TV started getting all staticy.didn't scare me, just made me a little paranoid..
2: i was laying in bed one night, and literally felt a force enter into my stomach, in my solar plexus area...it right away started burning...not unbearable, just hot...i started breathing deeply, inhaling and forcing all my breath out, and when i did so, my skin felt sun burnt...almost like the heat woud surface to my skin..it lasted for about a day and a half...also, wasnt really "scared" either..
if anyone has an idea of what this may be, or of what is following me, i would GREATLY appreciate a comment or two...i'm curious to know what it is, because they talk about a door i need to open, which touches my curiousity button...also, i have been feeling a force try and enter into my body again...but instead of entering, i feel my energy kind of push back a little. Should i let this force come in again? i have no idea about this stuff when it comes to spirits, but i am familiar with energy, and the basics of spiritualism...i appreciate all who read this, and i thank you for the time.
