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costule666

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I've been doing a power meditation for 37 days I'm now on day 21 of month 1 for the Hell's army training and over the past week or two I've noticed that i get "chills" for lack of a better term.... its actually more like an electrical current that runs through my body its EXTREMELY painful and I've noticed that if I'm close to people it gets worse almost to the point where i cant focus and sometimes cant even speak.... when my wife touches me or gets to close before i realize shes there it almost feels like someone has stabbed me in the area of my body that shes touching or is near....

I understand from reading the JoS sight that a lot of this is normal and to be expected as i progress but i was wondering if anyone had any insight as to things i could do differently that may make it a little easier or less painful for me as i progress...

Hail Satan!!!
Hail The Gods of Duat!!!
 
Nope. This is a difficult road. It takes extreme dedication everyday. The pain must be expected. Just like working out. If we were in a gym right now and someone asked is there a way to do this without pain.

I would say nope. No pain no gain. You have to work hard to get good results.

I will say that perhaps you need to do less meditation if it is too much for you. As you wouldnt want to walk in a gym and try and bench press five hundred pounds. You would hurt yourself. There will always be pain though.

I offer what ever extra energy to the Gods when I get over stimulated. I like it, no I love it. I do not pretend to be some amazing person without faults. I am strong at the core. I just be who I am. I push myself as hard as possible. I love the pain that follows. As long as it feels positive in nature and not doing harm.

When the kundalini fully ascends now that will be pain. I cant wait!The pain tells me I have advanced. I have been through alot, I have been to the breaking part of insanity where it felt I was only holding on by a thread. I have been angry, sad, happy, confused. They are all experiences. No one is perfect and we all make mistakes.

You have to be willing to look bad to get what you want. Meaning, when someone goes into a gym if they sit there and show off and look good, they didnt gain anything. You make gains when your heart is pounding and your sweating. Your trying to push yourself for that one last rep and it takes true mental will to achieve it.

People can talk the talk all they want. It isnt untill they get down and take what you want, that you will have it. This is in no way easy, However it is worth it.

Hail Satan!!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "costule666" <jasonwatts1985@... wrote:

I've been doing a power meditation for 37 days I'm now on day 21 of month 1 for the Hell's army training and over the past week or two I've noticed that i get "chills" for lack of a better term.... its actually more like an electrical current that runs through my body its EXTREMELY painful and I've noticed that if I'm close to people it gets worse almost to the point where i cant focus and sometimes cant even speak.... when my wife touches me or gets to close before i realize shes there it almost feels like someone has stabbed me in the area of my body that shes touching or is near....

I understand from reading the JoS sight that a lot of this is normal and to be expected as i progress but i was wondering if anyone had any insight as to things i could do differently that may make it a little easier or less painful for me as i progress...

Hail Satan!!!
Hail The Gods of Duat!!!
 
its not at all negative and at this point i only meditate about 20 minutes a day and i truly understand the no pain no gain thing its just more intense than i thought it would be alas not use to true spirituality yet i guess lol i will push forward i WILL NOT meditate less as i feel im not doing enough as it is lol so it comes down to realizing the pain is a good thing and to push forward....
also ive been experiencing sensations similiar to the trailing sight thing my body feels as if theres more than just my physical body moving...
i guess m my thing is i wasnt expecting this much pain this quickly my spine vibrates (no heat though) my third eye hurts (havent opened any chakras yet) 
still through most of it i have a feeling of peace and comfort...
thank you for taking the time to answer it has given me a courage and an understanding i didnt posess before
Hail Satan!!!Hail The Gods of Duat!!!

On Thu, Nov 15, 2012 at 8:57 PM, damnplanetsaturn <damnplanetsaturn@... wrote:
 Nope. This is a difficult road. It takes extreme dedication everyday. The pain must be expected. Just like working out. If we were in a gym right now and someone asked is there a way to do this without pain.

 I would say nope. No pain no gain. You have to work hard to get good results.

 I will say that perhaps you need to do less meditation if it is too much for you. As you wouldnt want to walk in a gym and try and bench press five hundred pounds. You would hurt yourself. There will always be pain though.

 I offer what ever extra energy to the Gods when I get over stimulated. I like it, no I love it. I do not pretend to be some amazing person without faults. I am strong at the core. I just be who I am. I push myself as hard as possible. I love the pain that follows. As long as it feels positive in nature and not doing harm.

 When the kundalini fully ascends now that will be pain. I cant wait!The pain tells me I have advanced. I have been through alot, I have been to the breaking part of insanity where it felt I was only holding on by a thread. I have been angry, sad, happy, confused. They are all experiences. No one is perfect and we all make mistakes.

 You have to be willing to look bad to get what you want. Meaning, when someone goes into a gym if they sit there and show off and look good, they didnt gain anything. You make gains when your heart is pounding and your sweating. Your trying to push yourself for that one last rep and it takes true mental will to achieve it.

 People can talk the talk all they want. It isnt untill they get down and take what you want, that you will have it. This is in no way easy, However it is worth it.

 Hail Satan!!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "costule666" <jasonwatts1985@... wrote:

I've been doing a power meditation for 37 days I'm now on day 21 of month 1 for the Hell's army training and over the past week or two I've noticed that i get "chills" for lack of a better term.... its actually more like an electrical current that runs through my body its EXTREMELY painful and I've noticed that if I'm close to people it gets worse almost to the point where i cant focus and sometimes cant even speak.... when my wife touches me or gets to close before i realize shes there it almost feels like someone has stabbed me in the area of my body that shes touching or is near....

I understand from reading the JoS sight that a lot of this is normal and to be expected as i progress but i was wondering if anyone had any insight as to things i could do differently that may make it a little easier or less painful for me as i progress...

Hail Satan!!!
Hail The Gods of Duat!!!





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Your welcome Im glad I could help. Alot of the pain you describe kind of sounds like nerve pain. The kundalini cleans out the Nadis.I get nerve pain so bad I cant walk sometimes. I just no hey there is alot of negative energy burning out of my soul right now.

I also get this burning feeling in my heart chakra. Like its literally on fire and it hurts tremendously.

The only thing I can think of is maybe my philosophers stone heat up.



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Jason Watts <jasonwatts1985@... wrote:

its not at all negative and at this point i only meditate about 20 minutes
a day and i truly understand the no pain no gain thing its just more
intense than i thought it would be alas not use to true spirituality yet i
guess lol i will push forward i WILL NOT meditate less as i feel im not
doing enough as it is lol so it comes down to realizing the pain is a good
thing and to push forward....

also ive been experiencing sensations similiar to the trailing sight thing
my body feels as if theres more than just my physical body moving...

i guess m my thing is i wasnt expecting this much pain this quickly my
spine vibrates (no heat though) my third eye hurts (havent opened any
chakras yet)

still through most of it i have a feeling of peace and comfort...

thank you for taking the time to answer it has given me a courage and an
understanding i didnt posess before

Hail Satan!!!
Hail The Gods of Duat!!!

On Thu, Nov 15, 2012 at 8:57 PM, damnplanetsaturn <
damnplanetsaturn@... wrote:


Nope. This is a difficult road. It takes extreme dedication everyday. The
pain must be expected. Just like working out. If we were in a gym right now
and someone asked is there a way to do this without pain.

I would say nope. No pain no gain. You have to work hard to get good
results.

I will say that perhaps you need to do less meditation if it is too much
for you. As you wouldnt want to walk in a gym and try and bench press five
hundred pounds. You would hurt yourself. There will always be pain though.

I offer what ever extra energy to the Gods when I get over stimulated. I
like it, no I love it. I do not pretend to be some amazing person without
faults. I am strong at the core. I just be who I am. I push myself as hard
as possible. I love the pain that follows. As long as it feels positive in
nature and not doing harm.

When the kundalini fully ascends now that will be pain. I cant wait!The
pain tells me I have advanced. I have been through alot, I have been to the
breaking part of insanity where it felt I was only holding on by a thread.
I have been angry, sad, happy, confused. They are all experiences. No one
is perfect and we all make mistakes.

You have to be willing to look bad to get what you want. Meaning, when
someone goes into a gym if they sit there and show off and look good, they
didnt gain anything. You make gains when your heart is pounding and your
sweating. Your trying to push yourself for that one last rep and it takes
true mental will to achieve it.

People can talk the talk all they want. It isnt untill they get down and
take what you want, that you will have it. This is in no way easy, However
it is worth it.

Hail Satan!!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "costule666" <jasonwatts1985@
wrote:

I've been doing a power meditation for 37 days I'm now on day 21 of
month 1 for the Hell's army training and over the past week or two I've
noticed that i get "chills" for lack of a better term.... its actually more
like an electrical current that runs through my body its EXTREMELY painful
and I've noticed that if I'm close to people it gets worse almost to the
point where i cant focus and sometimes cant even speak.... when my wife
touches me or gets to close before i realize shes there it almost feels
like someone has stabbed me in the area of my body that shes touching or is
near....

I understand from reading the JoS sight that a lot of this is normal and
to be expected as i progress but i was wondering if anyone had any insight
as to things i could do differently that may make it a little easier or
less painful for me as i progress...

Hail Satan!!!
Hail The Gods of Duat!!!





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where do i find the stuff on alchemy and the philosophers stone all ive seen is here on the groups and its just in passing and never really goes into detail on what it is what i would need to do to learn more about it and alchemy
Hail Satan!!!Hail The Gods of Duat!!!

On Thu, Nov 15, 2012 at 9:30 PM, damnplanetsaturn <damnplanetsaturn@yahoo.
 Your welcome Im glad I could help. Alot of the pain you describe kind of sounds like nerve pain. The kundalini cleans out the Nadis.I get nerve pain so bad I cant walk sometimes. I just no hey there is alot of negative energy burning out of my soul right now.

 I also get this burning feeling in my heart chakra. Like its literally on fire and it hurts tremendously.

 The only thing I can think of is maybe my philosophers stone heat up.



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Jason Watts <jasonwatts1985@... wrote:

its not at all negative and at this point i only meditate about 20 minutes
a day and i truly understand the no pain no gain thing its just more
intense than i thought it would be alas not use to true spirituality yet i
guess lol i will push forward i WILL NOT meditate less as i feel im not
doing enough as it is lol so it comes down to realizing the pain is a good
thing and to push forward....

also ive been experiencing sensations similiar to the trailing sight thing
my body feels as if theres more than just my physical body moving...

i guess m my thing is i wasnt expecting this much pain this quickly my
spine vibrates (no heat though) my third eye hurts (havent opened any
chakras yet)

still through most of it i have a feeling of peace and comfort...

thank you for taking the time to answer it has given me a courage and an
understanding i didnt posess before

Hail Satan!!!
Hail The Gods of Duat!!!

On Thu, Nov 15, 2012 at 8:57 PM, damnplanetsaturn <
damnplanetsaturn@... wrote:


 Nope. This is a difficult road. It takes extreme dedication everyday. The
pain must be expected. Just like working out. If we were in a gym right now
and someone asked is there a way to do this without pain.

 I would say nope. No pain no gain. You have to work hard to get good
results.

 I will say that perhaps you need to do less meditation if it is too much
for you. As you wouldnt want to walk in a gym and try and bench press five
hundred pounds. You would hurt yourself. There will always be pain though.

 I offer what ever extra energy to the Gods when I get over stimulated. I
like it, no I love it. I do not pretend to be some amazing person without
faults. I am strong at the core. I just be who I am. I push myself as hard
as possible. I love the pain that follows. As long as it feels positive in
nature and not doing harm.

 When the kundalini fully ascends now that will be pain. I cant wait!The
pain tells me I have advanced. I have been through alot, I have been to the
breaking part of insanity where it felt I was only holding on by a thread.
I have been angry, sad, happy, confused. They are all experiences. No one
is perfect and we all make mistakes.

 You have to be willing to look bad to get what you want. Meaning, when
someone goes into a gym if they sit there and show off and look good, they
didnt gain anything. You make gains when your heart is pounding and your
sweating. Your trying to push yourself for that one last rep and it takes
true mental will to achieve it.

 People can talk the talk all they want. It isnt untill they get down and
take what you want, that you will have it. This is in no way easy, However
it is worth it.

 Hail Satan!!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "costule666" <jasonwatts1985@
wrote:

I've been doing a power meditation for 37 days I'm now on day 21 of
month 1 for the Hell's army training and over the past week or two I've
noticed that i get "chills" for lack of a better term.... its actually more
like an electrical current that runs through my body its EXTREMELY painful
and I've noticed that if I'm close to people it gets worse almost to the
point where i cant focus and sometimes cant even speak.... when my wife
touches me or gets to close before i realize shes there it almost feels
like someone has stabbed me in the area of my body that shes touching or is
near....

I understand from reading the JoS sight that a lot of this is normal and
to be expected as i progress but i was wondering if anyone had any insight
as to things i could do differently that may make it a little easier or
less painful for me as i progress...

Hail Satan!!!
Hail The Gods of Duat!!!





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Hmm if I were you I would slow down on my power meditations. Maybe you are raising a lot of energy from power meditations.




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On Thu, Nov 15, 2012 9:20 PM EST costule666 wrote:

I've been doing a power meditation for 37 days I'm now on day 21 of month 1 for the Hell's army training and over the past week or two I've noticed that i get "chills" for lack of a better term.... its actually more like an electrical current that runs through my body its EXTREMELY painful and I've noticed that if I'm close to people it gets worse almost to the point where i cant focus and sometimes cant even speak.... when my wife touches me or gets to close before i realize shes there it almost feels like someone has stabbed me in the area of my body that shes touching or is near....

I understand from reading the JoS sight that a lot of this is normal and to be expected as i progress but i was wondering if anyone had any insight as to things i could do differently that may make it a little easier or less painful for me as i progress...

Hail Satan!!!
Hail The Gods of Duat!!!
 
Magnum Opus http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... _Opus.html

Philosopher's Stone http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... Stone.html

HAIL SATAN!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Jason Watts <jasonwatts1985@... wrote:

where do i find the stuff on alchemy and the philosophers stone all ive
seen is here on the groups and its just in passing and never really goes
into detail on what it is what i would need to do to learn more about it
and alchemy

Hail Satan!!!
Hail The Gods of Duat!!!

On Thu, Nov 15, 2012 at 9:30 PM, damnplanetsaturn
<damnplanetsaturn@yahoo.<damnplanetsaturn@...

Your welcome Im glad I could help. Alot of the pain you describe kind of
sounds like nerve pain. The kundalini cleans out the Nadis.I get nerve pain
so bad I cant walk sometimes. I just no hey there is alot of negative
energy burning out of my soul right now.

I also get this burning feeling in my heart chakra. Like its literally on
fire and it hurts tremendously.

The only thing I can think of is maybe my philosophers stone heat up.



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Jason Watts <jasonwatts1985@
wrote:

its not at all negative and at this point i only meditate about 20
minutes
a day and i truly understand the no pain no gain thing its just more
intense than i thought it would be alas not use to true spirituality yet
i
guess lol i will push forward i WILL NOT meditate less as i feel im not
doing enough as it is lol so it comes down to realizing the pain is a
good
thing and to push forward....

also ive been experiencing sensations similiar to the trailing sight
thing
my body feels as if theres more than just my physical body moving...

i guess m my thing is i wasnt expecting this much pain this quickly my
spine vibrates (no heat though) my third eye hurts (havent opened any
chakras yet)

still through most of it i have a feeling of peace and comfort...

thank you for taking the time to answer it has given me a courage and an
understanding i didnt posess before

Hail Satan!!!
Hail The Gods of Duat!!!

On Thu, Nov 15, 2012 at 8:57 PM, damnplanetsaturn <
damnplanetsaturn@ wrote:


Nope. This is a difficult road. It takes extreme dedication everyday.
The
pain must be expected. Just like working out. If we were in a gym
right now
and someone asked is there a way to do this without pain.

I would say nope. No pain no gain. You have to work hard to get good
results.

I will say that perhaps you need to do less meditation if it is too
much
for you. As you wouldnt want to walk in a gym and try and bench press
five
hundred pounds. You would hurt yourself. There will always be pain
though.

I offer what ever extra energy to the Gods when I get over
stimulated. I
like it, no I love it. I do not pretend to be some amazing person
without
faults. I am strong at the core. I just be who I am. I push myself as
hard
as possible. I love the pain that follows. As long as it feels
positive in
nature and not doing harm.

When the kundalini fully ascends now that will be pain. I cant
wait!The
pain tells me I have advanced. I have been through alot, I have been
to the
breaking part of insanity where it felt I was only holding on by a
thread.
I have been angry, sad, happy, confused. They are all experiences. No
one
is perfect and we all make mistakes.

You have to be willing to look bad to get what you want. Meaning, when
someone goes into a gym if they sit there and show off and look good,
they
didnt gain anything. You make gains when your heart is pounding and
your
sweating. Your trying to push yourself for that one last rep and it
takes
true mental will to achieve it.

People can talk the talk all they want. It isnt untill they get down
and
take what you want, that you will have it. This is in no way easy,
However
it is worth it.

Hail Satan!!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "costule666" <jasonwatts1985@
wrote:

I've been doing a power meditation for 37 days I'm now on day 21 of
month 1 for the Hell's army training and over the past week or two I've
noticed that i get "chills" for lack of a better term.... its actually
more
like an electrical current that runs through my body its EXTREMELY
painful
and I've noticed that if I'm close to people it gets worse almost to
the
point where i cant focus and sometimes cant even speak.... when my wife
touches me or gets to close before i realize shes there it almost feels
like someone has stabbed me in the area of my body that shes touching
or is
near....

I understand from reading the JoS sight that a lot of this is normal
and
to be expected as i progress but i was wondering if anyone had any
insight
as to things i could do differently that may make it a little easier or
less painful for me as i progress...

Hail Satan!!!
Hail The Gods of Duat!!!





------------------------------------

Yahoo! Groups Links









------------------------------------

Yahoo! Groups Links
 
thanks Celina
On Nov 15, 2012 11:13 PM, "Celina" <lovingbelial@... wrote:
Magnum Opus http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... _Opus.html

Philosopher's Stone http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... Stone.html

HAIL SATAN!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Jason Watts <jasonwatts1985@... wrote:

where do i find the stuff on alchemy and the philosophers stone all ive
seen is here on the groups and its just in passing and never really goes
into detail on what it is what i would need to do to learn more about it
and alchemy

Hail Satan!!!
Hail The Gods of Duat!!!

On Thu, Nov 15, 2012 at 9:30 PM, damnplanetsaturn
<damnplanetsaturn@yahoo.<damnplanetsaturn@...

 Your welcome Im glad I could help. Alot of the pain you describe kind of
sounds like nerve pain. The kundalini cleans out the Nadis.I get nerve pain
so bad I cant walk sometimes. I just no hey there is alot of negative
energy burning out of my soul right now.

 I also get this burning feeling in my heart chakra. Like its literally on
fire and it hurts tremendously.

 The only thing I can think of is maybe my philosophers stone heat up.



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Jason Watts <jasonwatts1985@
wrote:

its not at all negative and at this point i only meditate about 20
minutes
a day and i truly understand the no pain no gain thing its just more
intense than i thought it would be alas not use to true spirituality yet
i
guess lol i will push forward i WILL NOT meditate less as i feel im not
doing enough as it is lol so it comes down to realizing the pain is a
good
thing and to push forward....

also ive been experiencing sensations similiar to the trailing sight
thing
my body feels as if theres more than just my physical body moving...

i guess m my thing is i wasnt expecting this much pain this quickly my
spine vibrates (no heat though) my third eye hurts (havent opened any
chakras yet)

still through most of it i have a feeling of peace and comfort...

thank you for taking the time to answer it has given me a courage and an
understanding i didnt posess before

Hail Satan!!!
Hail The Gods of Duat!!!

On Thu, Nov 15, 2012 at 8:57 PM, damnplanetsaturn <
damnplanetsaturn@ wrote:


 Nope. This is a difficult road. It takes extreme dedication everyday.
The
pain must be expected. Just like working out. If we were in a gym
right now
and someone asked is there a way to do this without pain.

 I would say nope. No pain no gain. You have to work hard to get good
results.

 I will say that perhaps you need to do less meditation if it is too
much
for you. As you wouldnt want to walk in a gym and try and bench press
five
hundred pounds. You would hurt yourself. There will always be pain
though.

 I offer what ever extra energy to the Gods when I get over
stimulated. I
like it, no I love it. I do not pretend to be some amazing person
without
faults. I am strong at the core. I just be who I am. I push myself as
hard
as possible. I love the pain that follows. As long as it feels
positive in
nature and not doing harm.

 When the kundalini fully ascends now that will be pain. I cant
wait!The
pain tells me I have advanced. I have been through alot, I have been
to the
breaking part of insanity where it felt I was only holding on by a
thread.
I have been angry, sad, happy, confused. They are all experiences. No
one
is perfect and we all make mistakes.

 You have to be willing to look bad to get what you want. Meaning, when
someone goes into a gym if they sit there and show off and look good,
they
didnt gain anything. You make gains when your heart is pounding and
your
sweating. Your trying to push yourself for that one last rep and it
takes
true mental will to achieve it.

 People can talk the talk all they want. It isnt untill they get down
and
take what you want, that you will have it. This is in no way easy,
However
it is worth it.

 Hail Satan!!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "costule666" <jasonwatts1985@
wrote:

I've been doing a power meditation for 37 days I'm now on day 21 of
month 1 for the Hell's army training and over the past week or two I've
noticed that i get "chills" for lack of a better term.... its actually
more
like an electrical current that runs through my body its EXTREMELY
painful
and I've noticed that if I'm close to people it gets worse almost to
the
point where i cant focus and sometimes cant even speak.... when my wife
touches me or gets to close before i realize shes there it almost feels
like someone has stabbed me in the area of my body that shes touching
or is
near....

I understand from reading the JoS sight that a lot of this is normal
and
to be expected as i progress but i was wondering if anyone had any
insight
as to things i could do differently that may make it a little easier or
less painful for me as i progress...

Hail Satan!!!
Hail The Gods of Duat!!!





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No problem.

HAIL SATAN!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Jason Watts <jasonwatts1985@... wrote:

thanks Celina
On Nov 15, 2012 11:13 PM, "Celina" <lovingbelial@... wrote:

Magnum Opus http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... _Opus.html

Philosopher's Stone
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... Stone.html

HAIL SATAN!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Jason Watts <jasonwatts1985@
wrote:

where do i find the stuff on alchemy and the philosophers stone all ive
seen is here on the groups and its just in passing and never really goes
into detail on what it is what i would need to do to learn more about it
and alchemy

Hail Satan!!!
Hail The Gods of Duat!!!

On Thu, Nov 15, 2012 at 9:30 PM, damnplanetsaturn
<damnplanetsaturn@yahoo.<damnplanetsaturn@

Your welcome Im glad I could help. Alot of the pain you describe kind
of
sounds like nerve pain. The kundalini cleans out the Nadis.I get nerve
pain
so bad I cant walk sometimes. I just no hey there is alot of negative
energy burning out of my soul right now.

I also get this burning feeling in my heart chakra. Like its
literally on
fire and it hurts tremendously.

The only thing I can think of is maybe my philosophers stone heat up.



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Jason Watts <jasonwatts1985@
wrote:

its not at all negative and at this point i only meditate about 20
minutes
a day and i truly understand the no pain no gain thing its just more
intense than i thought it would be alas not use to true spirituality
yet
i
guess lol i will push forward i WILL NOT meditate less as i feel im
not
doing enough as it is lol so it comes down to realizing the pain is a
good
thing and to push forward....

also ive been experiencing sensations similiar to the trailing sight
thing
my body feels as if theres more than just my physical body moving...

i guess m my thing is i wasnt expecting this much pain this quickly
my
spine vibrates (no heat though) my third eye hurts (havent opened any
chakras yet)

still through most of it i have a feeling of peace and comfort...

thank you for taking the time to answer it has given me a courage
and an
understanding i didnt posess before

Hail Satan!!!
Hail The Gods of Duat!!!

On Thu, Nov 15, 2012 at 8:57 PM, damnplanetsaturn <
damnplanetsaturn@ wrote:


Nope. This is a difficult road. It takes extreme dedication
everyday.
The
pain must be expected. Just like working out. If we were in a gym
right now
and someone asked is there a way to do this without pain.

I would say nope. No pain no gain. You have to work hard to get
good
results.

I will say that perhaps you need to do less meditation if it is
too
much
for you. As you wouldnt want to walk in a gym and try and bench
press
five
hundred pounds. You would hurt yourself. There will always be pain
though.

I offer what ever extra energy to the Gods when I get over
stimulated. I
like it, no I love it. I do not pretend to be some amazing person
without
faults. I am strong at the core. I just be who I am. I push myself
as
hard
as possible. I love the pain that follows. As long as it feels
positive in
nature and not doing harm.

When the kundalini fully ascends now that will be pain. I cant
wait!The
pain tells me I have advanced. I have been through alot, I have
been
to the
breaking part of insanity where it felt I was only holding on by a
thread.
I have been angry, sad, happy, confused. They are all experiences.
No
one
is perfect and we all make mistakes.

You have to be willing to look bad to get what you want. Meaning,
when
someone goes into a gym if they sit there and show off and look
good,
they
didnt gain anything. You make gains when your heart is pounding and
your
sweating. Your trying to push yourself for that one last rep and it
takes
true mental will to achieve it.

People can talk the talk all they want. It isnt untill they get
down
and
take what you want, that you will have it. This is in no way easy,
However
it is worth it.

Hail Satan!!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "costule666"
<jasonwatts1985@
wrote:

I've been doing a power meditation for 37 days I'm now on day 21
of
month 1 for the Hell's army training and over the past week or two
I've
noticed that i get "chills" for lack of a better term.... its
actually
more
like an electrical current that runs through my body its EXTREMELY
painful
and I've noticed that if I'm close to people it gets worse almost
to
the
point where i cant focus and sometimes cant even speak.... when my
wife
touches me or gets to close before i realize shes there it almost
feels
like someone has stabbed me in the area of my body that shes
touching
or is
near....

I understand from reading the JoS sight that a lot of this is
normal
and
to be expected as i progress but i was wondering if anyone had any
insight
as to things i could do differently that may make it a little
easier or
less painful for me as i progress...

Hail Satan!!!
Hail The Gods of Duat!!!





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<td val[/IMG]Its under the Magnum Opus on the main site in the power meditations section.


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From: Jason Watts <jasonwatts1985@...;
To: <[email protected];
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Question on Pains
Sent: Fri, Nov 16, 2012 3:34:45 AM

<td val[/IMG]   where do i find the stuff on alchemy and the philosophers stone all ive seen is here on the groups and its just in passing and never really goes into detail on what it is what i would need to do to learn more about it and alchemy
Hail Satan!!!Hail The Gods of Duat!!!

On Thu, Nov 15, 2012 at 9:30 P[/IMG]damnplanetsaturn@yahoo.
 Your welcome Im glad I could help. Alot of the pain you describe kind of sounds like nerve pain. The kundalini cleans out the Nadis.I get nerve pain so bad I cant walk sometimes. I just no hey there is alot of negative energy burning out of my soul right now.

 I also get this burning feeling in my heart chakra. Like its literally on fire and it hurts tremendously.

 The only thing I can think of is maybe my philosophers stone heat up.



--- [/IMG][email protected], Jason Watts <jasonwatts1985@... wrote:

its not at all negative and at this point i only meditate about 20 minutes
a day and i truly understand the no pain no gain thing its just more
intense than i thought it would be alas not use to true spirituality yet i
guess lol i will push forward i WILL NOT meditate less as i feel im not
doing enough as it is lol so it comes down to realizing the pain is a good
thing and to push forward....

also ive been experiencing sensations similiar to the trailing sight thing
my body feels as if theres more than just my physical body moving...

i guess m my thing is i wasnt expecting this much pain this quickly my
spine vibrates (no heat though) my third eye hurts (havent opened any
chakras yet)

still through most of it i have a feeling of peace and comfort...

thank you for taking the time to answer it has given me a courage and an
understanding i didnt posess before

Hail Satan!!!
Hail The Gods of Duat!!!

On Thu, Nov 15, 2012 at 8:57 PM, damnplanetsaturn <
damnplanetsaturn@... wrote:


 Nope. This is a difficult road. It takes extreme dedication everyday. The
pain must be expected. Just like working out. If we were in a gym right now
and someone asked is there a way to do this without pain.

 I would say nope. No pain no gain. You have to work hard to get good
results.

 I will say that perhaps you need to do less meditation if it is too much
for you. As you wouldnt want to walk in a gym and try and bench press five
hundred pounds. You would hurt yourself. There will always be pain though.

 I offer what ever extra energy to the Gods when I get over stimulated. I
like it, no I love it. I do not pretend to be some amazing person without
faults. I am strong at the core. I just be who I am. I push myself as hard
as possible. I love the pain that follows. As long as it feels positive in
nature and not doing harm.

 When the kundalini fully ascends now that will be pain. I cant wait!The
pain tells me I have advanced. I have been through alot, I have been to the
breaking part of insanity where it felt I was only holding on by a thread.
I have been angry, sad, happy, confused. They are all experiences. No one
is perfect and we all make mistakes.

 You have to be willing to look bad to get what you want. Meaning, when
someone goes into a gym if they sit there and show off and look good, they
didnt gain anything. You make gains when your heart is pounding and your
sweating. Your trying to push yourself for that one last rep and it takes
true mental will to achieve it.

 People can talk the talk all they want. It isnt untill they get down and
take what you want, that you will have it. This is in no way easy, However
it is worth it.

 Hail Satan!!


--- [/IMG][email protected], "costule666" <jasonwatts1985@
wrote:

I've been doing a power meditation for 37 days I'm now on day 21 of
month 1 for the Hell's army training and over the past week or two I've
noticed that i get "chills" for lack of a better term.... its actually more
like an electrical current that runs through my body its EXTREMELY painful
and I've noticed that if I'm close to people it gets worse almost to the
point where i cant focus and sometimes cant even speak.... when my wife
touches me or gets to close before i realize shes there it almost feels
like someone has stabbed me in the area of my body that shes touching or is
near....

I understand from reading the JoS sight that a lot of this is normal and
to be expected as i progress but i was wondering if anyone had any insight
as to things i could do differently that may make it a little easier or
less painful for me as i progress...

Hail Satan!!!
Hail The Gods of Duat!!!





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Well, when this happens to me, I do vibrate the rune Thurisaz. In my case it helps a lot. It enhances physical strenght which might help in your case aswell. I remember when I had my kundalini awakening, i went through a very painful couple of days. I was feeling like my spine was about to break into prices. Thurisaz helped a lot (along with yoga). I really love the runes. I vibrate runes all the times and i have very fast results. I dunno, I'd say to try this, try that and see what works with you. 

Hail Satan!
Pe 16-nov.-2012, la 23:47, Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... a scris:

 
<td val[/IMG]Its under the Magnum Opus on the main site in the power meditations section.


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From: Jason Watts <jasonwatts1985@...;
To: <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url];
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Question on Pains
Sent: Fri, Nov 16, 2012 3:34:45 AM

<td val[/IMG]   where do i find the stuff on alchemy and the philosophers stone all ive seen is here on the groups and its just in passing and never really goes into detail on what it is what i would need to do to learn more about it and alchemy
Hail Satan!!!Hail The Gods of Duat!!!

On Thu, Nov 15, 2012 at 9:30 P[/IMG]damnplanetsaturn@yahoo.
 Your welcome Im glad I could help. Alot of the pain you describe kind of sounds like nerve pain. The kundalini cleans out the Nadis.I get nerve pain so bad I cant walk sometimes. I just no hey there is alot of negative energy burning out of my soul right now.

 I also get this burning feeling in my heart chakra. Like its literally on fire and it hurts tremendously.

 The only thing I can think of is maybe my philosophers stone heat up.



--- [/IMG][email protected], Jason Watts <jasonwatts1985@... wrote:

its not at all negative and at this point i only meditate about 20 minutes
a day and i truly understand the no pain no gain thing its just more
intense than i thought it would be alas not use to true spirituality yet i
guess lol i will push forward i WILL NOT meditate less as i feel im not
doing enough as it is lol so it comes down to realizing the pain is a good
thing and to push forward....

also ive been experiencing sensations similiar to the trailing sight thing
my body feels as if theres more than just my physical body moving...

i guess m my thing is i wasnt expecting this much pain this quickly my
spine vibrates (no heat though) my third eye hurts (havent opened any
chakras yet)

still through most of it i have a feeling of peace and comfort...

thank you for taking the time to answer it has given me a courage and an
understanding i didnt posess before

Hail Satan!!!
Hail The Gods of Duat!!!

On Thu, Nov 15, 2012 at 8:57 PM, damnplanetsaturn <
damnplanetsaturn@... wrote:


 Nope. This is a difficult road. It takes extreme dedication everyday. The
pain must be expected. Just like working out. If we were in a gym right now
and someone asked is there a way to do this without pain.

 I would say nope. No pain no gain. You have to work hard to get good
results.

 I will say that perhaps you need to do less meditation if it is too much
for you. As you wouldnt want to walk in a gym and try and bench press five
hundred pounds. You would hurt yourself. There will always be pain though.

 I offer what ever extra energy to the Gods when I get over stimulated. I
like it, no I love it. I do not pretend to be some amazing person without
faults. I am strong at the core. I just be who I am. I push myself as hard
as possible. I love the pain that follows. As long as it feels positive in
nature and not doing harm.

 When the kundalini fully ascends now that will be pain. I cant wait!The
pain tells me I have advanced. I have been through alot, I have been to the
breaking part of insanity where it felt I was only holding on by a thread.
I have been angry, sad, happy, confused. They are all experiences. No one
is perfect and we all make mistakes.

 You have to be willing to look bad to get what you want. Meaning, when
someone goes into a gym if they sit there and show off and look good, they
didnt gain anything. You make gains when your heart is pounding and your
sweating. Your trying to push yourself for that one last rep and it takes
true mental will to achieve it.

 People can talk the talk all they want. It isnt untill they get down and
take what you want, that you will have it. This is in no way easy, However
it is worth it.

 Hail Satan!!


--- [/IMG][email protected], "costule666" <jasonwatts1985@
wrote:

I've been doing a power meditation for 37 days I'm now on day 21 of
month 1 for the Hell's army training and over the past week or two I've
noticed that i get "chills" for lack of a better term.... its actually more
like an electrical current that runs through my body its EXTREMELY painful
and I've noticed that if I'm close to people it gets worse almost to the
point where i cant focus and sometimes cant even speak.... when my wife
touches me or gets to close before i realize shes there it almost feels
like someone has stabbed me in the area of my body that shes touching or is
near....

I understand from reading the JoS sight that a lot of this is normal and
to be expected as i progress but i was wondering if anyone had any insight
as to things i could do differently that may make it a little easier or
less painful for me as i progress...

Hail Satan!!!
Hail The Gods of Duat!!!





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