Question #3890: Am I a deranged Yehubor or a spiritually attacked Gentile?

[Egon]

Disturbing thoughts will come and go to anyone who deals with the soul, like dust will burst out of a house that has never been cleaned before. If you are empowering or cleaning your soul, these can be amplified. That is why cleaning is important and not just dumping power into the soul, as you clean, you might experience these.

Ignore the disturbing thoughts, they happen to everyone, what matter is your actions. Don't try to suppress yourself, watch as these useless thoughts come and pass through you and let these go, they are nothing, and not a part of who you are.