On 5/14/11, darrklady13 <
darkladyschild@... wrote:
Well about the soul we can agree to disagree.
I don't believe in commitment in personal "sexual" relations. Love yes. But
love means you treat me good I be good. Things change, people grow out of
relationships.
I'm not looking for my "other half". I'm whole, thank you. But what of the
nagging loneliness I felt for years,?
I know I carried it over from somewhere in a past (or what we call "time" )
incarnation.
Maybe my being is sad I left home, then feeling so much better now that I
have him in my consciousness.
HAIL THE POWERS OF HELL
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "jonathon_billing"
<jonathon.billing@... wrote:
The soul, to the best of my knowledge cannot be split like that and go off
an become an independent creature/human. One that one would have to kill
off and reabsorb.
Grains of salt and all that jazz. A lot of people make shit up.
Commitment also sounds like xtian crap to me. If you don't love someone,
why the hell would you commit to spending your life with them? If they
don't share your values, if you don't like and admire them, fuck spending
time with them. Unless of course they are serving a purpose - money or
whatever.
Why is ANY commitment necessary? Either you love them and enjoy your time
with them or you don't and want them to go away.
Commitment sounds like self-sacrifice. Sacrificing one's own values and
pleasure just to meet some xtian anti-self/pleasure/enjoyment/life ideal.
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@
wrote:
Jonathon, thank you dear for "having my back."
I don't follow the new age shit. And I have heard of these, "soul
mates". But this is not a romantic idea for me. It is more so a "piece"
of my soul body is split.
I have spoken to a few trusted Satanist, one who is Hindi. He has told
me these things DO happen in the process after the physical death. I
don't know how, but it can.
I also remember a Santerian friend of mine back in 2003 who told me that
MAYBE something was left over from a previous incarnation, or in the
transition. He knew of my sadness, and my sadness has much to do with
my "karma' and why or why not I have not completed my "goals" for this
life.
I have had these feelings since birth, childhood, and through to my
early 30's. It has prevented me from having HEALTHY relationships, or
lasting relationships. I am an incredibly independant person, and have
never been able to make a commitment.
( I have four children, and three different fathers.)
It wasn't until I found father in 2006 and came back home that I have
felt the sadness and loneliness disappear.
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "jonathon_billing"
<jonathon.billing@ wrote:
This twin soul thing sounds like complete new age bullshit to me,
possible designed to make people feel exactly as you do darklady -
alone, abandoned, sad, depressed, etc etc.
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@
wrote:
Not sure if Andromoloch himself is my twin soul. I wish to have
furthur discussions with him.
He told me I have a twin soul, that is why I have felt sad,
abandoned and alone since birth.
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "chalchiuhnenetzin"
<jaguarcat2002@ wrote:
Twin souls/twin flames/soulmates -- yes, I've heard of it but
can't say I'm exceptionally knowledgeable. (New Agers have picked
up on this a lot & their take on it is so hokey and real research
so lacking that I just didn't bother as much as I perhaps should
have.)
I understand, however, that not only is there such a thing as a
twin soul but that the pair affect each other, for better or
worse, down through their lifetimes, possibly even when they are
not together. Ever wondered, for instance, why you may have
chronic relationship problems? (I'm not saying you do; this is
purely academic-LOL) It can be because you and the "twin soul" are
so bound together that no one else can replace him/her.
Twin souls are always "old souls" that may have been together off
and on for millennia. The name you have been given, "Andramaloch"
certainly sounds ancient and feels like a person of high rank.
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13"
<darkladyschild@ wrote:
1. Does anyone know the name, (or seen) a daemon with the body
of a woman from the waste up, and the body of a cobra or serpent
from the waste down????
The only time I seen one in movies or paintings was in The
Golden Child.
She is the woman smokin behind the veil whom Eddie Murphy
consults in Tibet.
Also I have seen this being in meditation.
2. Another question:
Do anyone know of "twin souls" or the concept?
A guardian told me that I have one. His name is Andramaloch.
Hail Satan!
