scarlet.darkness
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So basically after invoking any of the elements I seem to always revert back to the state before I even performed the invocation:
Yesterday around 2:30pm:
I sat down for around 10 mins at least just going into a trance {in the end this was probably the deepest trance I have ever been in}. After that I simply felt for a min or two as if I was surrounded by dense Gravity. It worked I felt it, then I began the invocation. I did 8 breaths from all 4 sides, I kept getting heavier, etc, etc. Basically I performed the invokation of the Earth element almost to perfection. Everything went smoothly.
Afterwards I noticed changes in my attitude and view of Life. I couldn't Daydream as strongly as I use too. I had even begun to work on something I delayed for days. I had invoked the Earth element with no questions asked yet...
The next day {Today} around 5:00pm I meditated on my elemental principles {nothing special, just kind of tuned in}, and boom nothing. I felt like I was floating in the clouds instead of grounded like I felt yesterday. I then noticed that throughout the day I had begun to Daydream again, become irresponsible, etc, etc. I felt the same way I did before I performed the meditation.
And that's not all I have invoked Earth and Fire at least 10+ times each, yet I have not progressed anywhere. I always feel like I succeeded and then the next day or even a few hours later and I'm back at square one.
Can someone explain to me what is going on with my invocations? One time I was so pissed at my constant failures that breathed in 30 breaths of Fire and still came out short-handed.
-Scarlet Darkness
Yesterday around 2:30pm:
I sat down for around 10 mins at least just going into a trance {in the end this was probably the deepest trance I have ever been in}. After that I simply felt for a min or two as if I was surrounded by dense Gravity. It worked I felt it, then I began the invocation. I did 8 breaths from all 4 sides, I kept getting heavier, etc, etc. Basically I performed the invokation of the Earth element almost to perfection. Everything went smoothly.
Afterwards I noticed changes in my attitude and view of Life. I couldn't Daydream as strongly as I use too. I had even begun to work on something I delayed for days. I had invoked the Earth element with no questions asked yet...
The next day {Today} around 5:00pm I meditated on my elemental principles {nothing special, just kind of tuned in}, and boom nothing. I felt like I was floating in the clouds instead of grounded like I felt yesterday. I then noticed that throughout the day I had begun to Daydream again, become irresponsible, etc, etc. I felt the same way I did before I performed the meditation.
And that's not all I have invoked Earth and Fire at least 10+ times each, yet I have not progressed anywhere. I always feel like I succeeded and then the next day or even a few hours later and I'm back at square one.
Can someone explain to me what is going on with my invocations? One time I was so pissed at my constant failures that breathed in 30 breaths of Fire and still came out short-handed.
-Scarlet Darkness