Problem with Retention of Elements {Question}

[scarlet.darkness]

So basically after invoking any of the elements I seem to always revert back to the state before I even performed the invocation:

Yesterday around 2:30pm:
I sat down for around 10 mins at least just going into a trance {in the end this was probably the deepest trance I have ever been in}. After that I simply felt for a min or two as if I was surrounded by dense Gravity. It worked I felt it, then I began the invocation. I did 8 breaths from all 4 sides, I kept getting heavier, etc, etc. Basically I performed the invokation of the Earth element almost to perfection. Everything went smoothly.

Afterwards I noticed changes in my attitude and view of Life. I couldn't Daydream as strongly as I use too. I had even begun to work on something I delayed for days. I had invoked the Earth element with no questions asked yet...

The next day {Today} around 5:00pm I meditated on my elemental principles {nothing special, just kind of tuned in}, and boom nothing. I felt like I was floating in the clouds instead of grounded like I felt yesterday. I then noticed that throughout the day I had begun to Daydream again, become irresponsible, etc, etc. I felt the same way I did before I performed the meditation.

And that's not all I have invoked Earth and Fire at least 10+ times each, yet I have not progressed anywhere. I always feel like I succeeded and then the next day or even a few hours later and I'm back at square one.

Can someone explain to me what is going on with my invocations? One time I was so pissed at my constant failures that breathed in 30 breaths of Fire and still came out short-handed.

-Scarlet Darkness

 

[ollie]

That is really interesting it almost seems like it is seeping out of you very slowly after you invoke it.

Perhaps your body is not ready to fully accept the elements?

Its something I haven't heard of to be honest, try not to invoke the elements so often just let your body get used to each it time leave a time between.

Or perhaps something is taking it from you at night? Do you always clean your auras before sleep? Also try to put an aura of protection around you after invoking the element maybe the enemy is taking it from you when your guard is down, as they see you as a threat.

Hope that helps, keep us posted this is quite interesting.
HAIL SATAN!!

 

[scarlet.darkness]

{This is not a conclusion message although it sounds like one. My question still exists but "Ollie" has brought me some insight, so please if you have anything to say at all, even if its an insult or something blunt, please post it}

Now that I think about it, I also have the same problem with my chakras. I have been a Satanist for around 2 years yet I still have to keep performing the opening chakra meditations {I have done each literally around 5 some like the third eye 13 or more times each}. With your below statement I think I may have found one major issue. The enemy must be draining me dry, though this is still a hypothesis its my best lead.

I definitely will keep everything posted on the Forums. I have had this issue for 2 years, but something finally told me to ask my fellow brethren. So I would like to thank Father Satan and the Gods of Duat on my post as well!

And thank you for taking the time to answer my question. I will immediately begin working on a new meditation I just came up with to fix this problem.


-Scarlet Darkness
-Never Give in!
The Prophecy of War, Sings of Our Victory!

--- In , "ollie" <metal_neolith@... wrote:

That is really interesting it almost seems like it is seeping out of you very slowly after you invoke it.

Perhaps your body is not ready to fully accept the elements?

Its something I haven't heard of to be honest, try not to invoke the elements so often just let your body get used to each it time leave a time between.

Or perhaps something is taking it from you at night? Do you always clean your auras before sleep? Also try to put an aura of protection around you after invoking the element maybe the enemy is taking it from you when your guard is down, as they see you as a threat.

Hope that helps, keep us posted this is quite interesting.
HAIL SATAN!!

 

[Syt R]

This is normal.

You need to invoke the element daily if you wish to attain its corresponding qualities.

Sometimes you feel the effects, other times u won't. The very same applies to chakra and any energy working. The important thing is to know is that it all builds up.

You sound like an "airy" person, and a major quality of 'Earth' is patience.

--- In , "scarlet.darkness" <scarlet.darkness@... wrote:

So basically after invoking any of the elements I seem to always revert back to the state before I even performed the invocation:

Yesterday around 2:30pm:
I sat down for around 10 mins at least just going into a trance {in the end this was probably the deepest trance I have ever been in}. After that I simply felt for a min or two as if I was surrounded by dense Gravity. It worked I felt it, then I began the invocation. I did 8 breaths from all 4 sides, I kept getting heavier, etc, etc. Basically I performed the invokation of the Earth element almost to perfection. Everything went smoothly.

Afterwards I noticed changes in my attitude and view of Life. I couldn't Daydream as strongly as I use too. I had even begun to work on something I delayed for days. I had invoked the Earth element with no questions asked yet...

The next day {Today} around 5:00pm I meditated on my elemental principles {nothing special, just kind of tuned in}, and boom nothing. I felt like I was floating in the clouds instead of grounded like I felt yesterday. I then noticed that throughout the day I had begun to Daydream again, become irresponsible, etc, etc. I felt the same way I did before I performed the meditation.

And that's not all I have invoked Earth and Fire at least 10+ times each, yet I have not progressed anywhere. I always feel like I succeeded and then the next day or even a few hours later and I'm back at square one.

Can someone explain to me what is going on with my invocations? One time I was so pissed at my constant failures that breathed in 30 breaths of Fire and still came out short-handed.

-Scarlet Darkness