Please help! Confused!

[k.r_feltes]

I need to talk about my "special" abilities. Now, I don't predict the future or talk to the dead. No, my abilities are rather different. It's like I'm a cross between an empath and a psychic. I feel things. Spirits, entities, energies, and human emotions. I also get strange dreams sometimes. There was one dream that seriously affected my life, but that's a story for later. I even see colors with emotions and sound. This is a rather new trait, but it is progressing and maturing.
Somewhere in time, somehow I managed to learn to control my abilities. I had to, because in order for me to function around people, especially more than two or three, I had to turn it off otherwise the feelings would become too much. I'm still learning how to control the colors a bit. Sometimes they distract me which is not good.
That's just the human emotions. As far as the supernatural world goes, I can feel whether a spirit is around, and whether or not it is malignant or harmless. I have a friend who can actually see entities, and I've almost always been able to feel them before she can see them.
One thing I learned to do, though, was...well, I don't know what to call it. I canexchange feelings. I have done it for my friend and it has helped her a lot. I've also used it on her son to get him to stop crying. I can even do it to animals! I can feel their emotions, then take them upon myself, and replace them with calming waves. I've taken headaches and nausea away from my friend. The tricky thing is, though, that I have to be touching them in order to do it. I can't do it from across the room.
As for the dreams, I can sometimes interpret them and figure out if something is going to happen. I've seen people get hurt or die before it happens. Another interesting aspect of these dreams is that sometimes my friend who killed himself and was my first intimate partner appears in my dreams. He never really says anything, and I've only been able to touch him once. I usually wake up crying, though, whenever he's there.
As for that one dream...
It was in the middle of my battle with suicidal thoughts and depression. In my dream, I was in the vacant apartment next to the one I had previously lived in with my mom. I was in the kitchen, and I had a broken piece of glass. I slit my wrists. My vision started to go red, and my body grew weak very quickly. I got a headache and I couldn't breathe. My hands were trembling, and I was crying. As my vision became even more red, I fell to my knees. I laid on the floor in my blood, and soon the red was replaced with black. I died. I know that I died. I was weightless, just a thought floating in black. I became incredibly sad, more than I had ever been. Then, I felt someone near me. My vision came back, the red faded, and I was staring up into dark brown eyes. A man was there, in the apartment, his hand holding mine. He helped me up, and smiled. He was tall, olive skinned, dark eyes, dark hair. He wore cream-colored robes and brown sandals. He had large, gray, feathered wings. When I looked at him, and when I think about him to this day, I get a feeling in the pit of my stomach. It is nothing but pure and unconditional love. Then, I woke up. I was cold, but my forearms burned. I was nauseous and panicky. Who was he?
I'm not sure what I am, what any of this means for my future, or what I should do with it. Help.

 

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now i am no ss expert but please let me examine so you might have been open in a past life that is usually the answser to those types of things second the dream  was probably a angel attack you pretty defenseless in you're dreams and rather a demon or you're guardian demon saved you one of the too hope this helped family hail satan and the whole satanic family  oh and look on joy of satan to see the tpe of demon you're talking about look under gods of hell

On Sat, Dec 28, 2013 at 12:50 AM, <k.r_feltes@... wrote:

  I need to talk about my "special" abilities. Now, I don't predict the future or talk to the dead. No, my abilities are rather different. It's like I'm a cross between an empath and a psychic. I feel things. Spirits, entities, energies, and human emotions. I also get strange dreams sometimes. There was one dream that seriously affected my life, but that's a story for later. I even see colors with emotions and sound. This is a rather new trait, but it is progressing and maturing.
Somewhere in time, somehow I managed to learn to control my abilities. I had to, because in order for me to function around people, especially more than two or three, I had to turn it off otherwise the feelings would become too much. I'm still learning how to control the colors a bit. Sometimes they distract me which is not good.
That's just the human emotions. As far as the supernatural world goes, I can feel whether a spirit is around, and whether or not it is malignant or harmless. I have a friend who can actually see entities, and I've almost always been able to feel them before she can see them.
One thing I learned to do, though, was...well, I don't know what to call it. I canexchange feelings. I have done it for my friend and it has helped her a lot. I've also used it on her son to get him to stop crying. I can even do it to animals! I can feel their emotions, then take them upon myself, and replace them with calming waves. I've taken headaches and nausea away from my friend. The tricky thing is, though, that I have to be touching them in order to do it. I can't do it from across the room.
As for the dreams, I can sometimes interpret them and figure out if something is going to happen. I've seen people get hurt or die before it happens. Another interesting aspect of these dreams is that sometimes my friend who killed himself and was my first intimate partner appears in my dreams. He never really says anything, and I've only been able to touch him once. I usually wake up crying, though, whenever he's there.
As for that one dream...
It was in the middle of my battle with suicidal thoughts and depression. In my dream, I was in the vacant apartment next to the one I had previously lived in with my mom. I was in the kitchen, and I had a broken piece of glass. I slit my wrists. My vision started to go red, and my body grew weak very quickly. I got a headache and I couldn't breathe. My hands were trembling, and I was crying. As my vision became even more red, I fell to my knees. I laid on the floor in my blood, and soon the red was replaced with black. I died. I know that I died. I was weightless, just a thought floating in black. I became incredibly sad, more than I had ever been. Then, I felt someone near me. My vision came back, the red faded, and I was staring up into dark brown eyes. A man was there, in the apartment, his hand holding mine. He helped me up, and smiled. He was tall, olive skinned, dark eyes, dark hair. He wore cream-colored robes and brown sandals. He had large, gray, feathered wings. When I looked at him, and when I think about him to this day, I get a feeling in the pit of my stomach. It is nothing but pure and unconditional love. Then, I woke up. I was cold, but my forearms burned. I was nauseous and panicky. Who was he?
I'm not sure what I am, what any of this means for my future, or what I should do with it. Help.