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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "blacksun1142" <blacksun1142@... wrote:
Seriously, do you think we are fucking dumb? What an excuse of a troll you are.
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "blatantly_anonymous" <v.valentine666@ wrote:
Honestly, also, because I am almost constantly having to deal with someone(or many) trying to suffocate me (usually the moment I open my mouth, or trying to get some rest) mantras are exhausting and extremely difficult to do.
I almost feel like it may have something to do with my teeth, the fillings that have been put in my teeth, the smoking I've done, the pulled wisdom tooth, the steroids the Dentist prescribed me after having it pulled, my goofy snaggle tooth (fang) above an extra tooth in front, or the pain that I get from the possible other three wisdom teeth that might now be trying to grow themselves out.
Although I'm sure it's a combination of everything said above, whichever is most apparent in contribution to the inability to breathe properly or speak properly anymore can be very aggravating at times. I start to wonder if I should get a legal certificate to live life as a "mute", though I'm just exaggerating a little on that one.
I am also sometimes a little paranoid that enemy greys have been using that pulled wisdom tooth or the blood that they've drawn from me from their "blood tests" have been used for some sick Jewish working(s).
Hail the Gods of Hell
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Monica Mauseth <mohawkedmanson@ wrote:
You just said you did the sun mantra every so often and cleansing every so
often, right? That is a problem because the sun mantra was a working and
you are NOT suppose to STOP a working. You basically have to restart it.
You NEED to do protection every single day and cleansing of the aura and
chakras EVERY single day. When you go out weather you talk to anybody or
not there energies can rub off on you and you can get enemy links attached
to you. If you look at High priest Vovims page he tells you how to severe
the enemy link. Maintain a CONSISTENT meditation program, with protection,
and cleansing every single day! Also you should do yoga, they just came out
with a yoga program on the groups hatha yoga for satanists, it includes
standing asanas, sitting asanas, forward bending asanas, backward bending
asanas, side to side bending asanas, twisting asanas, inverted asanas, and
lying asanas. Yoga can do lot's of amazing things for you, not just your
body but it can also help balance you out. I would also recommend you do
void meditation, help clear your mind. If you want to learn the the website
and its links, it will tell you a lot and will make you a better satanists
with the more knowledge you have. I would also look where the planets are
in your chart because that will tell you a lot about whats going on in your
life
On Sat, Jun 8, 2013 at 6:28 AM, blatantly_anonymous <
v.valentine666@ wrote:
**
Well, I've been trying the suryayae chant every now and then, but the
opposing forces simply start retaliating with more power in their attacks.
I try to do the cleansing every now and again, and it indeed helps, but
usually the moment I start using my legal name around in public, my mind
(and body/soul to follow) become flooded with bad energy and it starts
ripping me apart, and a struggle to control myself/stay stable soon follows.
Honestly when I'm not floating around using a slandered legal name I have
a preference for trying to stay invisible/hidden, or like an anonymous or
nameless person. I've had several others try to have me speak a name of my
higher self(ves), or God names, but the physical body I have to harness
that power isn't really suitable, as it has been badly damaged/scarred
(which I'm sure is obvious to others?). Also, because I already know well
of the females who have had relationships with me in other lifetimes seem
to be/have been obsessed with having me live a much more "sexually active"
life. I try to communicate to them that I seriously am not in a proper
condition for it, given the circumstances/situation I am dealing with.
So as I try to casually live my life however I feel at the moment, it
often doesn't work too well, as I seem to stick out like a sore thumb
around people, or like I'm being extremely loud when I'm not even talking,
or where I feel like everybody around me already knows of my identity(ies),
and always gives me judgmental looks.
I really want to take this one step at a time, to go at a nice pace, take
my time and gain knowledge/experience of everything I need to know and do,
but am almost constantly being rushed by others (or even possibly the
planet Earth?) for me to start fulfilling my role (which I am seriously not
even close to being ready for...).
Others think I'm sick in the head because as a Satanist, being a follower
of Satan's decrees/teachings, that I'm only worshipping myself, talking to
myself, or I'm just looking in a mirror. It honestly it gets frustrating,
considering I'm still (for the most part) on level with humans. But because
I've connected with my higher self(ves) on portionable levels (which
honestly hasn't been much compared to how infinitely vast it looks out to
be), that I've gotten a fraction of the way there. Which is extremely
unhealthy, considering the human part isn't really even able to tolerate it.
Then of course there's the Jews, which seem to have implemented many of
their attacks where they use my God-name(s) against me. Asking me what my
name is, and when I respond with my legal name, they retaliate with a
"corrected" God-name. Sometimes like a conduit? It almost even seems to be
what facebook may be about as well. (Besides the ridiculous amount of other
things going on).
I've even been having to fight off a total reptilian or Angelic possession
every now and again, where this whore of an entity fills himself up with
power and selectively uses it to try and take over my mind and body. That
and/or the crucifixion they almost seem to be preparing me for.
My mind has also been going all over the place once advanced techniques
were brought to my attention. Time travel, alternate dimensions, higher
dimensions (fourth, fifth, sixth, etc), multiple or parallel universes.
Honestly it begins to be too much to handle sometimes when I start to
experience it for myself.
But really I'm not totally sure, about a lot of thing, being that I truly
am not on level with the Gods yet, as I clearly have not reached a level of
perfection, the most I can really do for now is try to be invisible/hidden
until I fully figure things out.
Hail the Gods of Hell
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Monica Mauseth <mohawkedmanson@
wrote:
Do you do protection and aura and chakra cleansing everyday?
On Thu, Jun 6, 2013 at 2:31 PM, v.valentine666 <v.valentine666@
...wrote:
**
So just about anyone can probably type my name into a computer and see
that I'm labeled as a "paranoid schizophrenic - convicted felon".
Because
of this, could it be why I always have this feeling of
banishment/exile?
Like society has turned their back on me? Why I almost always get
piss-poor
treatment from others and made to feel like the scum of the Earth?
Oh, not to mention I'm likely guilty of several occult crimes from
being
foolish enough to try and be friends with some keka kikes. Having
medication pumped into me and having them altering my subconscious when
being put in small enclosures. The last job I had where they seemingly
tried to convert me into an enemy grey, as well. Or even the feeling of
having my identity stolen, or the increasingly constant surprises I
come
across when people think of me as someone I'm not, or responding to
words
that I had never even spoken.
Several times I honestly am am not able to tell the difference
sometimes
of whether or not someone I see is a Jew, or someone knowing of my
background and giving me the stink-eye because of it. Or could it be
because of constant Jewish/Angel attacks?
What is someone like me to do? Is there no possible way to ever clear
myself up? Should I simply conform to the idea of becoming a shadow to
society?
I try to let myself out of my shell, socialize, and get along well with
others, but constantly having shit thrown at me because of past
mistakes
often leaves me extremely aggravated. Leaving it being a practical
impossibility to ever be on the same page as law abiders.
Also, is anyone able to tell me if there is truth behind what's said,
about once having your name placed in the prison system/hospital
system,
that things start being done to try and have you thrown back in there?
Like
a curse, or a mark on my head for enemy greys to attack?
Also, I am almost never able to shake the feeling like someone I was
married to in a previous life has cheated on me/slept with another
man, and
it has contributed greatly to my recessive/seclusive behavior. I'm
trying
to spend time alone and just be myself, but I almost constantly have
entities popping in and trying to get something out of me, or in most
cases
stimulate me sexually in some attempt for me to have sex with them? The
sexual stimulation I've been getting from whomever gets so bothersome
sometimes I hardly am able to focus completely on my meditations, or
studies.
Hail the Gods of Hell
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*overt enemy*
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*overt enemy*
