out of place; reincarnation

[Ashley]

I have been doing my meditations daily and have been furthering myself in Satanism and have been feeling like I don't belong here. Like the current "state" that I'm in isn't the way things are supposed to be. For lack of better words it feels like I'm living in the twilight zone. This feeling doesn't happen all of the time only occasionally but it's happening more and more. This is the first time that I've ever felt like this. I was just wondering if it had anything at all to do with Satanism or if I was just losing my mind. It's really hard to explain. I just feel like things are supposed to be different in some way. Like the way things are right now isn't always going to be so I don't need to be comfortable with it any longer. I don't know. Like I said it's kind of hard to explain. I hope someone can help me with this and I really hope that it's not a sign that I'm going crazy. LOL

And just one more question...Is it possible to be reincarnated into a xian home?

Thank you.

Hail Satan!!!

 

[Satanic_viking]

I had the same thing 2 years ago, when i first started opening my soul more. I believe this is just you starting to see the world through new, more understanding eyes. You are starting to realize things that you wouldn't of before. I got to a point where I couldn't tell the differnce between reality and dreaming, i couldnt remember if things were real or not. I'd literaly have to ask my friend if something happened.
At times I still find it hard to understand how those without see the world the way they do. They seem very obliviouse to the very obviouse, well, obviouse to a Satanist or spiritualy open

Soon things will change, the enemy is starting to fail, and people will see them for what they are. They will go to their last resorts, recruiting for a 'holy war' which will involve use of the powers of the mind, they will start to come public about the powers of the mind in a controlling way.
Keep empowering yourself and trust in Our Father Enki.

I live in a xtian family, it is very possible to be reincarnated into one.

Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Ashley" <ashley_enlow@... wrote:

I have been doing my meditations daily and have been furthering myself in Satanism and have been feeling like I don't belong here. Like the current "state" that I'm in isn't the way things are supposed to be. For lack of better words it feels like I'm living in the twilight zone. This feeling doesn't happen all of the time only occasionally but it's happening more and more. This is the first time that I've ever felt like this. I was just wondering if it had anything at all to do with Satanism or if I was just losing my mind. It's really hard to explain. I just feel like things are supposed to be different in some way. Like the way things are right now isn't always going to be so I don't need to be comfortable with it any longer. I don't know. Like I said it's kind of hard to explain. I hope someone can help me with this and I really hope that it's not a sign that I'm going crazy. LOL

And just one more question...Is it possible to be reincarnated into a xian home?

Thank you.

Hail Satan!!!

 

[ancientsoulm8]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Ashley" <ashley_enlow@... wrote:

I have been doing my meditations daily and have been furthering myself in Satanism and have been feeling like I don't belong here. Like the current "state" that I'm in isn't the way things are supposed to be. For lack of better words it feels like I'm living in the twilight zone. This feeling doesn't happen all of the time only occasionally but it's happening more and more. This is the first time that I've ever felt like this. I was just wondering if it had anything at all to do with Satanism or if I was just losing my mind. It's really hard to explain. I just feel like things are supposed to be different in some way. Like the way things are right now isn't always going to be so I don't need to be comfortable with it any longer. I don't know. Like I said it's kind of hard to explain. I hope someone can help me with this and I really hope that it's not a sign that I'm going crazy. LOL

And just one more question...Is it possible to be reincarnated into a xian home?

Thank you.

Hail Satan!!!

Yes its possible to be reincarnated into a xian home...unfortunately i was...damn xians need to burn...and i have always felt like i was out of place and i didn't fit in with them...that's because it wasn't where i belonged and I belong with Satan and my soulmate and etc...now i am much happier and i have found inner peace...no you aren't losing your mind.. you are fine...

HAIL SATAN!

 

[Crypsis]

I have this feeling too. It might be because I've never been reincarnated on Earth before. That's why this way of life seems so...different from the way its supposed to be.

And ur last question, yes, cuz thats what happened to me. My whole family is xian. I'm the only one that escaped it...

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Ashley" <ashley_enlow@... wrote:

I have been doing my meditations daily and have been furthering myself in Satanism and have been feeling like I don't belong here. Like the current "state" that I'm in isn't the way things are supposed to be. For lack of better words it feels like I'm living in the twilight zone. This feeling doesn't happen all of the time only occasionally but it's happening more and more. This is the first time that I've ever felt like this. I was just wondering if it had anything at all to do with Satanism or if I was just losing my mind. It's really hard to explain. I just feel like things are supposed to be different in some way. Like the way things are right now isn't always going to be so I don't need to be comfortable with it any longer. I don't know. Like I said it's kind of hard to explain. I hope someone can help me with this and I really hope that it's not a sign that I'm going crazy. LOL

And just one more question...Is it possible to be reincarnated into a xian home?

Thank you.

Hail Satan!!!

 

[Ishtar]

I had the same.. some months ago I could not understand: "our side has already won" i could just not see it eventhough Satan told Maxine
but right know I am thinking what kind of fool I was for not seeing it.. I totally think a lot different then before.. because of satanism. Sometimes it feels like you are getting a bit crazy because people dont understand you. But I think that happens with every dedicated, especially when you medidate everyday you will start to realize a lot more things that other people will never understand.

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Satanic_viking" <hecktic_shadow@... wrote:

I had the same thing 2 years ago, when i first started opening my soul more. I believe this is just you starting to see the world through new, more understanding eyes. You are starting to realize things that you wouldn't of before. I got to a point where I couldn't tell the differnce between reality and dreaming, i couldnt remember if things were real or not. I'd literaly have to ask my friend if something happened.
At times I still find it hard to understand how those without see the world the way they do. They seem very obliviouse to the very obviouse, well, obviouse to a Satanist or spiritualy open

Soon things will change, the enemy is starting to fail, and people will see them for what they are. They will go to their last resorts, recruiting for a 'holy war' which will involve use of the powers of the mind, they will start to come public about the powers of the mind in a controlling way.
Keep empowering yourself and trust in Our Father Enki.

I live in a xtian family, it is very possible to be reincarnated into one.

Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!

-En Haradren Amlug.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Ashley" <ashley_enlow@ wrote:

I have been doing my meditations daily and have been furthering myself in Satanism and have been feeling like I don't belong here. Like the current "state" that I'm in isn't the way things are supposed to be. For lack of better words it feels like I'm living in the twilight zone. This feeling doesn't happen all of the time only occasionally but it's happening more and more. This is the first time that I've ever felt like this. I was just wondering if it had anything at all to do with Satanism or if I was just losing my mind. It's really hard to explain. I just feel like things are supposed to be different in some way. Like the way things are right now isn't always going to be so I don't need to be comfortable with it any longer. I don't know. Like I said it's kind of hard to explain. I hope someone can help me with this and I really hope that it's not a sign that I'm going crazy. LOL

And just one more question...Is it possible to be reincarnated into a xian home?

Thank you.

Hail Satan!!!

 

[Brolyn H]

<td val[/IMG]I've had the same thing happen before finally found this amazing path. I meditated on it and some of the random thoughts that came in clips gave me the idea that several things would be better/different if it weren't for the kike bullshit. I mean think about how most problems are solved by shoving a 'new' pill down your throat. How after all this time there should be cures but instead just a bunch of wealthy doctors and scientists "still working on it". So many things left on a shelf somewhere because 'it would help the world, yes, but not make our wallets as fat as our bellies" so to speak. As far as being told that will change soon, i agree. The truth will spill out, although something tells me it will be manipulated like everything else by more jew propoganda; causing mass panic(like every other claim of Armageddon) only difference is we're way stronger. The time for this bullshit to come to an end I'm guessing will have something to do with the 2012 thing. We aren't the ones out of place; they are. I believe that together we will rise and a sad sad day it will be for those without who choose the path of the enemy.

Hail Father Satan and the Demon/Gods of Hell!!!

--- On Wed, 2/3/10, Ishtar <reignest@... wrote:

From: Ishtar <reignest@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: out of place; reincarnation
To: [email protected]
Date: Wednesday, February 3, 2010, 6:45 PM

  I had the same.. some months ago I could not understand: "our side has already won" i could just not see it eventhough Satan told Maxine
but right know I am thinking what kind of fool I was for not seeing it.. I totally think a lot different then before.. because of satanism. Sometimes it feels like you are getting a bit crazy because people dont understand you. But I think that happens with every dedicated, especially when you medidate everyday you will start to realize a lot more things that other people will never understand.

Hail Satan

--- [/IMG]JoyofSatan666@ yahoogroups. com, "Satanic_viking" <hecktic_shadow@ ... wrote:

I had the same thing 2 years ago, when i first started opening my soul more. I believe this is just you starting to see the world through new, more understanding eyes. You are starting to realize things that you wouldn't of before. I got to a point where I couldn't tell the differnce between reality and dreaming, i couldnt remember if things were real or not. I'd literaly have to ask my friend if something happened.
At times I still find it hard to understand how those without see the world the way they do. They seem very obliviouse to the very obviouse, well, obviouse to a Satanist or spiritualy open

Soon things will change, the enemy is starting to fail, and people will see them for what they are. They will go to their last resorts, recruiting for a 'holy war' which will involve use of the powers of the mind, they will start to come public about the powers of the mind in a controlling way.
Keep empowering yourself and trust in Our Father Enki.

I live in a xtian family, it is very possible to be reincarnated into one.

Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!

-En Haradren Amlug.


--- [/IMG]JoyofSatan666@ yahoogroups. com, "Ashley" <ashley_enlow@ wrote:

I have been doing my meditations daily and have been furthering myself in Satanism and have been feeling like I don't belong here. Like the current "state" that I'm in isn't the way things are supposed to be. For lack of better words it feels like I'm living in the twilight zone. This feeling doesn't happen all of the time only occasionally but it's happening more and more. This is the first time that I've ever felt like this. I was just wondering if it had anything at all to do with Satanism or if I was just losing my mind. It's really hard to explain. I just feel like things are supposed to be different in some way. Like the way things are right now isn't always going to be so I don't need to be comfortable with it any longer. I don't know. Like I said it's kind of hard to explain. I hope someone can help me with this and I really hope that it's not a sign that I'm going crazy. LOL

And just one more question...Is it possible to be reincarnated into a xian home?

Thank you.

Hail Satan!!!

[/TD]

 

[Matt1]

As far as your second question, yes it's possible to reincarnate into a xian home, I say this because of all of us Satanists out there there's not enough families who would bring their children up in Satanism so you kind of have to end up in a xian home or stay in the afterlife.  Those who were Satanists in past lives will end up rejecting the xian beliefs eventually for they will have the feeling of it being bullshit most of their lives and leave once they feel safe to do so.  As far as your uneasiness is concerned, it sounds to me like you are being influenced by angels or other unwanted beings.  The thoughtforms created by the xians can manipulate you in anyway they want to try to get you to return to xian beliefs and leave Father Satan.  Here's what I suggest, but it's gonna be tough.  Practice daily to get really adept at entering your astral plain (trance) and also practice in getting your third eye open and in use!  All the while suppressing these harmful thoughts!  Once you have both at good strengths you should start to see the thoughtforms around you doing you mental harm.  While in your astral temple and seeing them through your third eye you can transform your aura into a thoughtform yourself (into just about anything, I believe another on here a while back talked about changing into a panther) and once you do that you can attack the thoughtforms and rip them to shreds!!!  Then you should decorate your astral temple on the outside with protective markings and such that ward off the unwanted and allow only the wanted, you can find examples of this through the JOS site and through other discussions.  Hope this helps.   Hail Satan,
Matt  

----- Original Message ----- From: Ashley To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] Sent: Tuesday, February 02, 2010 6:13 PM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] out of place; reincarnation
  I have been doing my meditations daily and have been furthering myself in Satanism and have been feeling like I don't belong here. Like the current "state" that I'm in isn't the way things are supposed to be. For lack of better words it feels like I'm living in the twilight zone. This feeling doesn't happen all of the time only occasionally but it's happening more and more. This is the first time that I've ever felt like this. I was just wondering if it had anything at all to do with Satanism or if I was just losing my mind. It's really hard to explain. I just feel like things are supposed to be different in some way. Like the way things are right now isn't always going to be so I don't need to be comfortable with it any longer. I don't know. Like I said it's kind of hard to explain. I hope someone can help me with this and I really hope that it's not a sign that I'm going crazy. LOL

And just one more question...Is it possible to be reincarnated into a xian home?

Thank you.

Hail Satan!!!

 

[ancientsoulm8]

I like that advice Matt...and yes i agree..xianity is BULLSHIT!!! I am glad that i am not going to end up like my xian brothers and etc...
Satanism is a much better religion in my book and very real..I WOULD
NEVER GO BACK TO XIANITY OR BE ANYTHING ELSE BUT A SATANIST FOREVER!

HAIL SATAN! LONG LIVE LUCIFER!!!! THE TRUE GOD OF ALL!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Matt" <mattlindsey@... wrote:

As far as your second question, yes it's possible to reincarnate into a xian home, I say this because of all of us Satanists out there there's not enough families who would bring their children up in Satanism so you kind of have to end up in a xian home or stay in the afterlife. Those who were Satanists in past lives will end up rejecting the xian beliefs eventually for they will have the feeling of it being bullshit most of their lives and leave once they feel safe to do so. As far as your uneasiness is concerned, it sounds to me like you are being influenced by angels or other unwanted beings. The thoughtforms created by the xians can manipulate you in anyway they want to try to get you to return to xian beliefs and leave Father Satan. Here's what I suggest, but it's gonna be tough. Practice daily to get really adept at entering your astral plain (trance) and also practice in getting your third eye open and in use! All the while suppressing these harmful thoughts! Once you have both at good strengths you should start to see the thoughtforms around you doing you mental harm. While in your astral temple and seeing them through your third eye you can transform your aura into a thoughtform yourself (into just about anything, I believe another on here a while back talked about changing into a panther) and once you do that you can attack the thoughtforms and rip them to shreds!!! Then you should decorate your astral temple on the outside with protective markings and such that ward off the unwanted and allow only the wanted, you can find examples of this through the JOS site and through other discussions. Hope this helps.

Hail Satan,
Matt

----- Original Message -----
From: Ashley
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Tuesday, February 02, 2010 6:13 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] out of place; reincarnation



I have been doing my meditations daily and have been furthering myself in Satanism and have been feeling like I don't belong here. Like the current "state" that I'm in isn't the way things are supposed to be. For lack of better words it feels like I'm living in the twilight zone. This feeling doesn't happen all of the time only occasionally but it's happening more and more. This is the first time that I've ever felt like this. I was just wondering if it had anything at all to do with Satanism or if I was just losing my mind. It's really hard to explain. I just feel like things are supposed to be different in some way. Like the way things are right now isn't always going to be so I don't need to be comfortable with it any longer. I don't know. Like I said it's kind of hard to explain. I hope someone can help me with this and I really hope that it's not a sign that I'm going crazy. LOL

And just one more question...Is it possible to be reincarnated into a xian home?

Thank you.

Hail Satan!!!