one step forward two steps back

[Brian]

I know that if I am posting this that others on here have experienced it too.I do know that this has got to do with the the enemy in some way holding us back,because anything that had to do with loosing ground in or Satanic life,either directly,or in directly has to do with the enemy.I also know that it can have to do with time management too.But it seems when I am really progressing,is when I start loosing ground.

I have been really progressing in both my Yoga,and my meditations,in a way that I never have before.I started doing both the 10 Tibetan Breaths,which I cant say enough about,and how they have changed my whole life,when it comes to my breathing ability.Plus I am doing the 5 Tibetans too,which along with my asanas that I am still doing since I started,are making me younger and more supple,at the age of 55.My wife says that I have the body of a thirty year old.

Now I do all that which takes any where from 30 to 45 minutes,before I even start my power meditations.Now with my meditations,I am starting to really feel my serpent,and am developing a relationship with,as well as feeling and seeing my wings,and exercising,then on a daily basis.Now comes the thing that others have said,that has happened to me as well.After all that progressing,I went two whole days without meditating,and I have not done anything against the enemy in many weeks too.

Now true my wife and I just got married at the beginning of July,and conceived a baby the same week we were married.So I know it all could be just poor time management,with everything we are both going through.But I still feel ashamed that I have dropped the Satanic ball so to speak.But I did do my Yoga and meditations the next day,but thing is I have not missed two days in a row in a very long time.So I just wanted to here from both clergy,and our members and friends,if you have experienced this too,and/or if this is just the pressures of life or something more.Thanks for reading this,and would appreciate all responses.And a special thanks to strengththroughsatan for honesty and openness in his own life,which has given me the courage to speak out.

 

[Don Danko]

Just look at why you missed it and it answers itself. Your the one to answer your own question.
From: Brian <briangibbons20@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Monday, August 20, 2012 10:17:01 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] one step forward two steps back

  I know that if I am posting this that others on here have experienced it too.I do know that this has got to do with the the enemy in some way holding us back,because anything that had to do with loosing ground in or Satanic life,either directly,or in directly has to do with the enemy.I also know that it can have to do with time management too.But it seems when I am really progressing,is when I start loosing ground.

I have been really progressing in both my Yoga,and my meditations,in a way that I never have before.I started doing both the 10 Tibetan Breaths,which I cant say enough about,and how they have changed my whole life,when it comes to my breathing ability.Plus I am doing the 5 Tibetans too,which along with my asanas that I am still doing since I started,are making me younger and more supple,at the age of 55.My wife says that I have the body of a thirty year old.

Now I do all that which takes any where from 30 to 45 minutes,before I even start my power meditations.Now with my meditations,I am starting to really feel my serpent,and am developing a relationship with,as well as feeling and seeing my wings,and exercising,then on a daily basis.Now comes the thing that others have said,that has happened to me as well.After all that progressing,I went two whole days without meditating,and I have not done anything against the enemy in many weeks too.

Now true my wife and I just got married at the beginning of July,and conceived a baby the same week we were married.So I know it all could be just poor time management,with everything we are both going through.But I still feel ashamed that I have dropped the Satanic ball so to speak.But I did do my Yoga and meditations the next day,but thing is I have not missed two days in a row in a very long time.So I just wanted to here from both clergy,and our members and friends,if you have experienced this too,and/or if this is just the pressures of life or something more.Thanks for reading this,and would appreciate all responses.And a special thanks to strengththroughsatan for honesty and openness in his own life,which has given me the courage to speak out.

 

[Shannon Outlaw]

Brian I have not done any real work against the enemy in a few weeks as well due to a me going through changes with totally adjusting my power meditation program and I too feel myself progressing faster. I am doing ten tibeatan breathes, hatha yoga, Qigong, five tibetan rites and kundalini yoga and let's not forget my meditation with chakras, aura, breathing exercies and other workings that I really needed to look within and change. Life can get in the way. I decided yesterday nite, thanks to members up here posting about spiritual warfare ideas and such, that I will be devoting 30 mins to an hour to online warfare and I will do spells and rituals to help out the cause as best as I can. This is important. I'd rather keep myself busy and as other members have said "this is a war" and we have to throw as much effort out because we ARE making history. Brian, like HP Don has said just look at the reasons why you haven't meditated and make some adjustments.
Don't feel bad. When you fall down just get up again that's all there is to it. As long as you KNOW that you will keep going.Try not to miss a day though. If short on time try to do many rounds of breathing exercises or (this is an experiment) vibrate Sowilo 16 times or more and affirm that it is empowering your soul for the day.I am to the point where I am going to try my hardest not to even miss a day because when I do I feel like shit I feel low. Also I did 40 mins of power meditation as opposed to my 3 to 4 hours and I woke up the next day feeling 'incomplete' and alittle weak. I don't know. Maybe its in my head though. Keep going and what works is if you and Raven inspire eachother and push eachother to keep going. That's another great reason to have a Satanic partner, to inspire eachother in rough times!



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On Mon, Aug 20, 2012 11:32 AM EDT Don Danko wrote:

Just look at why you missed it and it answers itself. Your the one to answer your own question.



________________________________
From: Brian <briangibbons20@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Monday, August 20, 2012 10:17:01 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] one step forward two steps back



 

I know that if I am posting this that others on here have experienced it too.I do know that this has got to do with the the enemy in some way holding us back,because anything that had to do with loosing ground in or Satanic life,either directly,or in directly has to do with the enemy.I also know that it can have to do with time management too.But it seems when I am really progressing,is when I start loosing ground.

I have been really progressing in both my Yoga,and my meditations,in a way that I never have before.I started doing both the 10 Tibetan Breaths,which I cant say enough about,and how they have changed my whole life,when it comes to my breathing ability.Plus I am doing the 5 Tibetans too,which along with my asanas that I am still doing since I started,are making me younger and more supple,at the age of 55.My wife says that I have the body of a thirty year old.

Now I do all that which takes any where from 30 to 45 minutes,before I even start my power meditations.Now with my meditations,I am starting to really feel my serpent,and am developing a relationship with,as well as feeling and seeing my wings,and exercising,then on a daily basis.Now comes the thing that others have said,that has happened to me as well.After all that progressing,I went two whole days without meditating,and I have not done anything against the enemy in many weeks too.

Now true my wife and I just got married at the beginning of July,and conceived a baby the same week we were married.So I know it all could be just poor time management,with everything we are both going through.But I still feel ashamed that I have dropped the Satanic ball so to speak.But I did do my Yoga and meditations the next day,but thing is I have not missed two days in a row in a very long time.So I just wanted to here from both clergy,and our members and friends,if you have experienced this too,and/or if this is just the pressures of life or something more.Thanks for reading this,and would appreciate all responses.And a special thanks to strengththroughsatan for honesty and openness in his own life,which has given me the courage to speak out.

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]So true sister and we do inspire one enother.I will keep that rune in mind just in case.But I have already commited one day off a week to warfare and I feel its the best one I can keep with our hectic life right now.But I also know that I only have this life because of Satan and the Gods and what they have done for both of us.Thanks to all the support of our Satanic family who has been through all the shit with us both.We could not do it without you all.


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From: Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@...;
To: <[email protected];
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] one step forward two steps back
Sent: Mon, Aug 20, 2012 6:29:19 PM

<td val[/IMG]  
Brian I have not done any real work against the enemy in a few weeks as well due to a me going through changes with totally adjusting my power meditation program and I too feel myself progressing faster. I am doing ten tibeatan breathes, hatha yoga, Qigong, five tibetan rites and kundalini yoga and let's not forget my meditation with chakras, aura, breathing exercies and other workings that I really needed to look within and change. Life can get in the way. I decided yesterday nite, thanks to members up here posting about spiritual warfare ideas and such, that I will be devoting 30 mins to an hour to online warfare and I will do spells and rituals to help out the cause as best as I can. This is important. I'd rather keep myself busy and as other members have said "this is a war" and we have to throw as much effort out because we ARE making history. Brian, like HP Don has said just look at the reasons why you haven't meditated and make some adjustments.
Don't feel bad. When you fall down just get up again that's all there is to it. As long as you KNOW that you will keep going.Try not to miss a day though. If short on time try to do many rounds of breathing exercises or (this is an experiment) vibrate Sowilo 16 times or more and affirm that it is empowering your soul for the day.I am to the point where I am going to try my hardest not to even miss a day because when I do I feel like shit I feel low. Also I did 40 mins of power meditation as opposed to my 3 to 4 hours and I woke up the next day feeling 'incomplete' and alittle weak. I don't know. Maybe its in my head though. Keep going and what works is if you and Raven inspire eachother and push eachother to keep going. That's another great reason to have a Satanic partner, to inspire eachother in rough times!

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On Mon, Aug 20, 2012 11:32 AM EDT Don Danko wrote:

Just look at why you missed it and it answers itself. Your the one to answer your own question.



________________________________
Fro[/IMG]briangibbons20@...
To: <a rel="nofollow">[email protected]
Sent: Monday, August 20, 2012 10:17:01 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] one step forward two steps back



 

I know that if I am posting this that others on here have experienced it too.I do know that this has got to do with the the enemy in some way holding us back,because anything that had to do with loosing ground in or Satanic life,either directly,or in directly has to do with the enemy.I also know that it can have to do with time management too.But it seems when I am really progressing,is when I start loosing ground.

I have been really progressing in both my Yoga,and my meditations,in a way that I never have before.I started doing both the 10 Tibetan Breaths,which I cant say enough about,and how they have changed my whole life,when it comes to my breathing ability.Plus I am doing the 5 Tibetans too,which along with my asanas that I am still doing since I started,are making me younger and more supple,at the age of 55.My wife says that I have the body of a thirty year old.

Now I do all that which takes any where from 30 to 45 minutes,before I even start my power meditations.Now with my meditations,I am starting to really feel my serpent,and am developing a relationship with,as well as feeling and seeing my wings,and exercising,then on a daily basis.Now comes the thing that others have said,that has happened to me as well.After all that progressing,I went two whole days without meditating,and I have not done anything against the enemy in many weeks too.

Now true my wife and I just got married at the beginning of July,and conceived a baby the same week we were married.So I know it all could be just poor time management,with everything we are both going through.But I still feel ashamed that I have dropped the Satanic ball so to speak.But I did do my Yoga and meditations the next day,but thing is I have not missed two days in a row in a very long time.So I just wanted to here from both clergy,and our members and friends,if you have experienced this too,and/or if this is just the pressures of life or something more.Thanks for reading this,and would appreciate all responses.And a special thanks to strengththroughsatan for honesty and openness in his own life,which has given me the courage to speak out.

[/TD]

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]True Don thanks.


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From: Don Danko <mageson6666@...;
To: [email protected] <[email protected];
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] one step forward two steps back
Sent: Mon, Aug 20, 2012 3:32:54 PM

<td val[/IMG]   Just look at why you missed it and it answers itself. Your the one to answer your own question.
From: Brian <briangibbons20@...
To: [email protected] Sent: Monday, August 20, 2012 10:17:01 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] one step forward two steps back

  I know that if I am posting this that others on here have experienced it too.I do know that this has got to do with the the enemy in some way holding us back,because anything that had to do with loosing ground in or Satanic life,either directly,or in directly has to do with the enemy.I also know that it can have to do with time management too.But it seems when I am really progressing,is when I start loosing ground.

I have been really progressing in both my Yoga,and my meditations,in a way that I never have before.I started doing both the 10 Tibetan Breaths,which I cant say enough about,and how they have changed my whole life,when it comes to my breathing ability.Plus I am doing the 5 Tibetans too,which along with my asanas that I am still doing since I started,are making me younger and more supple,at the age of 55.My wife says that I have the body of a thirty year old.

Now I do all that which takes any where from 30 to 45 minutes,before I even start my power meditations.Now with my meditations,I am starting to really feel my serpent,and am developing a relationship with,as well as feeling and seeing my wings,and exercising,then on a daily basis.Now comes the thing that others have said,that has happened to me as well.After all that progressing,I went two whole days without meditating,and I have not done anything against the enemy in many weeks too.

Now true my wife and I just got married at the beginning of July,and conceived a baby the same week we were married.So I know it all could be just poor time management,with everything we are both going through.But I still feel ashamed that I have dropped the Satanic ball so to speak.But I did do my Yoga and meditations the next day,but thing is I have not missed two days in a row in a very long time.So I just wanted to here from both clergy,and our members and friends,if you have experienced this too,and/or if this is just the pressures of life or something more.Thanks for reading this,and would appreciate all responses.And a special thanks to strengththroughsatan for honesty and openness in his own life,which has given me the courage to speak out.



[/TD]

 

[damnplanetsaturn]

Here is A sermon from maxine on this that I believe will help you lots.

Here is the link.

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/JoSNewsletter/message/4

And if your feeling too unmotivated to hit the link. Heres the post.

Lol. Just playing.

Many people have trouble getting into trances, concentrating, and/or being motivated to meditate. This is just with meditation, but in every day life, there are problems that can be effectively dealt with by knocking down walls and going back to square one.

In many ancient spellbooks and grimoires, namely the Necronomicon, the word "engrave" is a code word for repeated workings or affirmations, mantras, vibrations of words of power, etc. These are engraved upon the soul, not necessarily engraving a sigil. The sigils within many of these ancient texts are symbolic messages as the same instructions for the working. A mantra or word of power, affirmation ideally should be "engraved" upon the soul, until it actually
resonates like a struck bell (which is another symbol for this). The grimoires give the metal (each corresponds to a specific chakra) and the auspicious times for the working given the positions of the planets.

When one encounters problems and obstacles, one should go to the bottom of this and every night before going to sleep, affirm 20-30 times when relaxed, for example: "I have perfect concentration." Other affirmations for example- "I am always highly motivated and I always meditate every day" "I always have time to do quality meditations" "I am able to enter deep trances easily" you get the
general idea. Remember, affirmations should always be in the present tense because the subconscious mind and soul do not have a time frame such as in the future tense "will" happen. Always make your affirmations in the present tense.

Before sleeping affirmations should be done some 25-30 times for 40 days straight. This is step one in the "engraving" upon the soul. Most often, workings need to be repeated and repeated, especially when the wills and lives of others are involved in the sense of any opposing energies, like in obtaining money.

Now, as for money, we all are aware of the rotten economy. Money is like god of this world. The competition to get a lot of money is fierce. In addition, xianity is a jewish tool to manipulate and control the Gentiles. With xianity, poverty is a virtue. Over and over again in that filthy bible, there are endless scriptures that influence that Gentiles are scammed and indoctrinated into servitude and poverty. This ensures that all wealth and power ends up in the
hands of the jews who have a massive money vortex that effects us all. Xianity is and always has been one of the most powerful tools that work to make the jews and their Gentile lackeys such as Billy Asshole Graham and related extremely wealthy. There is nothing spiritual here- just a gigantic fucking scam to take money from Gentiles and place it in the hands and control of the jews.

My entire point with the above paragraph is that there is a lot of competition given obtaining money. Forces are set up against the average person. Repeated workings for most people are necessary and these need to go way beyond the 40 days. Ideally, each working should be done in 40 day sections, but the entire workings in many cases to get anything substantial could take a year for some people, or more. Visualization is always necessary with using as many astral senses as you can. This is just an example of a working done in the face of massive opposition.

The more people involved, often means the more repetitions/energy one must generate in accomplishing a goal/working.

In closing, I would also like to mention that animals such as cats and dogs, also insects can see our auras. When we meditate, often our pet friends will try to sit on our lap or come to us. This is because they are attracted to our auras. Insects can see beyond the light spectrum visible to humans. They can see ultraviolet light and in some cases infrared rays. The aura in its frequency emits light rays beyond the visible spectrum and attracts insects, etc.


High Priestess Maxine Dietrich
http://www.joyofsatan.org

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Don Danko <mageson6666@... wrote:

Just look at why you missed it and it answers itself. Your the one to answer your own question.



________________________________
From: Brian <briangibbons20@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Monday, August 20, 2012 10:17:01 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] one step forward two steps back



 

I know that if I am posting this that others on here have experienced it too.I do know that this has got to do with the the enemy in some way holding us back,because anything that had to do with loosing ground in or Satanic life,either directly,or in directly has to do with the enemy.I also know that it can have to do with time management too.But it seems when I am really progressing,is when I start loosing ground.

I have been really progressing in both my Yoga,and my meditations,in a way that I never have before.I started doing both the 10 Tibetan Breaths,which I cant say enough about,and how they have changed my whole life,when it comes to my breathing ability.Plus I am doing the 5 Tibetans too,which along with my asanas that I am still doing since I started,are making me younger and more supple,at the age of 55.My wife says that I have the body of a thirty year old.

Now I do all that which takes any where from 30 to 45 minutes,before I even start my power meditations.Now with my meditations,I am starting to really feel my serpent,and am developing a relationship with,as well as feeling and seeing my wings,and exercising,then on a daily basis.Now comes the thing that others have said,that has happened to me as well.After all that progressing,I went two whole days without meditating,and I have not done anything against the enemy in many weeks too.

Now true my wife and I just got married at the beginning of July,and conceived a baby the same week we were married.So I know it all could be just poor time management,with everything we are both going through.But I still feel ashamed that I have dropped the Satanic ball so to speak.But I did do my Yoga and meditations the next day,but thing is I have not missed two days in a row in a very long time.So I just wanted to here from both clergy,and our members and friends,if you have experienced this too,and/or if this is just the pressures of life or something more.Thanks for reading this,and would appreciate all responses.And a special thanks to strengththroughsatan for honesty and openness in his own life,which has given me the courage to speak out.

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]Thanks brother as always another great post that I needed to read.I have all the books so I know its probably in there but thanks just the same.I will start saying that before I go to bed and it will help I am sure.


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From: damnplanetsaturn <damnplanetsaturn@...;
To: <[email protected];
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: one step forward two steps back
Sent: Mon, Aug 20, 2012 9:13:47 PM

<td val[/IMG]  
Here is A sermon from maxine on this that I believe will help you lots.

Here is the link.

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/JoSNewsletter/message/4

And if your feeling too unmotivated to hit the link. Heres the post.

Lol. Just playing.

Many people have trouble getting into trances, concentrating, and/or being motivated to meditate. This is just with meditation, but in every day life, there are problems that can be effectively dealt with by knocking down walls and going back to square one.

In many ancient spellbooks and grimoires, namely the Necronomicon, the word "engrave" is a code word for repeated workings or affirmations, mantras, vibrations of words of power, etc. These are engraved upon the soul, not necessarily engraving a sigil. The sigils within many of these ancient texts are symbolic messages as the same instructions for the working. A mantra or word of power, affirmation ideally should be "engraved" upon the soul, until it actually
resonates like a struck bell (which is another symbol for this). The grimoires give the metal (each corresponds to a specific chakra) and the auspicious times for the working given the positions of the planets.

When one encounters problems and obstacles, one should go to the bottom of this and every night before going to sleep, affirm 20-30 times when relaxed, for example: "I have perfect concentration." Other affirmations for example- "I am always highly motivated and I always meditate every day" "I always have time to do quality meditations" "I am able to enter deep trances easily" you get the
general idea. Remember, affirmations should always be in the present tense because the subconscious mind and soul do not have a time frame such as in the future tense "will" happen. Always make your affirmations in the present tense.

Before sleeping affirmations should be done some 25-30 times for 40 days straight. This is step one in the "engraving" upon the soul. Most often, workings need to be repeated and repeated, especially when the wills and lives of others are involved in the sense of any opposing energies, like in obtaining money.

Now, as for money, we all are aware of the rotten economy. Money is like god of this world. The competition to get a lot of money is fierce. In addition, xianity is a jewish tool to manipulate and control the Gentiles. With xianity, poverty is a virtue. Over and over again in that filthy bible, there are endless scriptures that influence that Gentiles are scammed and indoctrinated into servitude and poverty. This ensures that all wealth and power ends up in the
hands of the jews who have a massive money vortex that effects us all. Xianity is and always has been one of the most powerful tools that work to make the jews and their Gentile lackeys such as Billy Asshole Graham and related extremely wealthy. There is nothing spiritual here- just a gigantic fucking scam to take money from Gentiles and place it in the hands and control of the jews.

My entire point with the above paragraph is that there is a lot of competition given obtaining money. Forces are set up against the average person. Repeated workings for most people are necessary and these need to go way beyond the 40 days. Ideally, each working should be done in 40 day sections, but the entire workings in many cases to get anything substantial could take a year for some people, or more. Visualization is always necessary with using as many astral senses as you can. This is just an example of a working done in the face of massive opposition.

The more people involved, often means the more repetitions/energy one must generate in accomplishing a goal/working.

In closing, I would also like to mention that animals such as cats and dogs, also insects can see our auras. When we meditate, often our pet friends will try to sit on our lap or come to us. This is because they are attracted to our auras. Insects can see beyond the light spectrum visible to humans. They can see ultraviolet light and in some cases infrared rays. The aura in its frequency emits light rays beyond the visible spectrum and attracts insects, etc.

High Priestess Maxine Dietrich
http://www.joyofsatan.org

--- [/IMG][email protected], Don Danko <mageson6666@... wrote:

Just look at why you missed it and it answers itself. Your the one to answer your own question.



________________________________
From: Brian <briangibbons20@...
To: <a rel="nofollow">[email protected]
Sent: Monday, August 20, 2012 10:17:01 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] one step forward two steps back



 

I know that if I am posting this that others on here have experienced it too.I do know that this has got to do with the the enemy in some way holding us back,because anything that had to do with loosing ground in or Satanic life,either directly,or in directly has to do with the enemy.I also know that it can have to do with time management too.But it seems when I am really progressing,is when I start loosing ground.

I have been really progressing in both my Yoga,and my meditations,in a way that I never have before.I started doing both the 10 Tibetan Breaths,which I cant say enough about,and how they have changed my whole life,when it comes to my breathing ability.Plus I am doing the 5 Tibetans too,which along with my asanas that I am still doing since I started,are making me younger and more supple,at the age of 55.My wife says that I have the body of a thirty year old.

Now I do all that which takes any where from 30 to 45 minutes,before I even start my power meditations.Now with my meditations,I am starting to really feel my serpent,and am developing a relationship with,as well as feeling and seeing my wings,and exercising,then on a daily basis.Now comes the thing that others have said,that has happened to me as well.After all that progressing,I went two whole days without meditating,and I have not done anything against the enemy in many weeks too.

Now true my wife and I just got married at the beginning of July,and conceived a baby the same week we were married.So I know it all could be just poor time management,with everything we are both going through.But I still feel ashamed that I have dropped the Satanic ball so to speak.But I did do my Yoga and meditations the next day,but thing is I have not missed two days in a row in a very long time.So I just wanted to here from both clergy,and our members and friends,if you have experienced this too,and/or if this is just the pressures of life or something more.Thanks for reading this,and would appreciate all responses.And a special thanks to strengththroughsatan for honesty and openness in his own life,which has given me the courage to speak out.

[/TD]

 

[HPS Lydia]

While I have never missed a day of meditations in the nearly 2 years I've been dedicated (I have done less than desired on occasion though), I have missed yoga here and there, and I feel icky, if not like a train wreck the next day. I find that if I make myself get up early and do at least the Tibetan Rites (talking strictly about asanas here not meditations) then my day goes easier and I somehow always manage to find more time to do more yoga later in the day.

I'm going to end my post right here and get to my yoga. I didn't do any this morning as I overslept a bit (recently started the MerKaBa again and it gave me wicked insomnia for 2 days so I caught up on sleep last night).

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Brian" <briangibbons20@... wrote:

I know that if I am posting this that others on here have experienced it too.I do know that this has got to do with the the enemy in some way holding us back,because anything that had to do with loosing ground in or Satanic life,either directly,or in directly has to do with the enemy.I also know that it can have to do with time management too.But it seems when I am really progressing,is when I start loosing ground.

I have been really progressing in both my Yoga,and my meditations,in a way that I never have before.I started doing both the 10 Tibetan Breaths,which I cant say enough about,and how they have changed my whole life,when it comes to my breathing ability.Plus I am doing the 5 Tibetans too,which along with my asanas that I am still doing since I started,are making me younger and more supple,at the age of 55.My wife says that I have the body of a thirty year old.

Now I do all that which takes any where from 30 to 45 minutes,before I even start my power meditations.Now with my meditations,I am starting to really feel my serpent,and am developing a relationship with,as well as feeling and seeing my wings,and exercising,then on a daily basis.Now comes the thing that others have said,that has happened to me as well.After all that progressing,I went two whole days without meditating,and I have not done anything against the enemy in many weeks too.

Now true my wife and I just got married at the beginning of July,and conceived a baby the same week we were married.So I know it all could be just poor time management,with everything we are both going through.But I still feel ashamed that I have dropped the Satanic ball so to speak.But I did do my Yoga and meditations the next day,but thing is I have not missed two days in a row in a very long time.So I just wanted to here from both clergy,and our members and friends,if you have experienced this too,and/or if this is just the pressures of life or something more.Thanks for reading this,and would appreciate all responses.And a special thanks to strengththroughsatan for honesty and openness in his own life,which has given me the courage to speak out.

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]Good for you lydia but I can't say that at all.Wish I could but the reality is I am just not that good at time managment yet.But working on it.


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From: lydia_666@... <lydia_666@...;
To: <[email protected];
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: one step forward two steps back
Sent: Tue, Aug 21, 2012 11:34:50 PM

<td val[/IMG]   While I have never missed a day of meditations in the nearly 2 years I've been dedicated (I have done less than desired on occasion though), I have missed yoga here and there, and I feel icky, if not like a train wreck the next day. I find that if I make myself get up early and do at least the Tibetan Rites (talking strictly about asanas here not meditations) then my day goes easier and I somehow always manage to find more time to do more yoga later in the day.

I'm going to end my post right here and get to my yoga. I didn't do any this morning as I overslept a bit (recently started the MerKaBa again and it gave me wicked insomnia for 2 days so I caught up on sleep last night).

Hail Satan!

--- [/IMG][email protected], "Brian" <briangibbons20@... wrote:

I know that if I am posting this that others on here have experienced it too.I do know that this has got to do with the the enemy in some way holding us back,because anything that had to do with loosing ground in or Satanic life,either directly,or in directly has to do with the enemy.I also know that it can have to do with time management too.But it seems when I am really progressing,is when I start loosing ground.

I have been really progressing in both my Yoga,and my meditations,in a way that I never have before.I started doing both the 10 Tibetan Breaths,which I cant say enough about,and how they have changed my whole life,when it comes to my breathing ability.Plus I am doing the 5 Tibetans too,which along with my asanas that I am still doing since I started,are making me younger and more supple,at the age of 55.My wife says that I have the body of a thirty year old.

Now I do all that which takes any where from 30 to 45 minutes,before I even start my power meditations.Now with my meditations,I am starting to really feel my serpent,and am developing a relationship with,as well as feeling and seeing my wings,and exercising,then on a daily basis.Now comes the thing that others have said,that has happened to me as well.After all that progressing,I went two whole days without meditating,and I have not done anything against the enemy in many weeks too.

Now true my wife and I just got married at the beginning of July,and conceived a baby the same week we were married.So I know it all could be just poor time management,with everything we are both going through.But I still feel ashamed that I have dropped the Satanic ball so to speak.But I did do my Yoga and meditations the next day,but thing is I have not missed two days in a row in a very long time.So I just wanted to here from both clergy,and our members and friends,if you have experienced this too,and/or if this is just the pressures of life or something more.Thanks for reading this,and would appreciate all responses.And a special thanks to strengththroughsatan for honesty and openness in his own life,which has given me the courage to speak out.

[/TD]

 

[Celina]

I wasn't sure what to say, then I saw HP Don's reply. In thinking of myself that pretty much sums it up. Also, Brian, I'd like to add that spending time beating yourself up is wasted time. Of course, you're not the only one to ever....slack, I guess would be the work. Just start working to do better.

HAIL SATAN!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Brian" <briangibbons20@... wrote:

I know that if I am posting this that others on here have experienced it too.I do know that this has got to do with the the enemy in some way holding us back,because anything that had to do with loosing ground in or Satanic life,either directly,or in directly has to do with the enemy.I also know that it can have to do with time management too.But it seems when I am really progressing,is when I start loosing ground.

I have been really progressing in both my Yoga,and my meditations,in a way that I never have before.I started doing both the 10 Tibetan Breaths,which I cant say enough about,and how they have changed my whole life,when it comes to my breathing ability.Plus I am doing the 5 Tibetans too,which along with my asanas that I am still doing since I started,are making me younger and more supple,at the age of 55.My wife says that I have the body of a thirty year old.

Now I do all that which takes any where from 30 to 45 minutes,before I even start my power meditations.Now with my meditations,I am starting to really feel my serpent,and am developing a relationship with,as well as feeling and seeing my wings,and exercising,then on a daily basis.Now comes the thing that others have said,that has happened to me as well.After all that progressing,I went two whole days without meditating,and I have not done anything against the enemy in many weeks too.

Now true my wife and I just got married at the beginning of July,and conceived a baby the same week we were married.So I know it all could be just poor time management,with everything we are both going through.But I still feel ashamed that I have dropped the Satanic ball so to speak.But I did do my Yoga and meditations the next day,but thing is I have not missed two days in a row in a very long time.So I just wanted to here from both clergy,and our members and friends,if you have experienced this too,and/or if this is just the pressures of life or something more.Thanks for reading this,and would appreciate all responses.And a special thanks to strengththroughsatan for honesty and openness in his own life,which has given me the courage to speak out.

 

[zmantsch2119]

this has happend to me a lot, i thought it was just because i am kind of new to Satanism but i guess everyone has that problem lately though ive been doing very well in meditations we just need to keep going every day getting more powerful, the thought of becoming a god makes me want to meditate

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Thanks brother as always another great post that I needed to read.I have all the books so I know its probably in there but thanks just the same.I will start saying that before I go to bed and it will help I am sure.


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[Light]

Yep the thought of advancing really gives you motivation to meditate. That is what i do as well.
 Hail Satan!

From: zmantsch2119 <420munch@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Monday, August 20, 2012 9:36 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: one step forward two steps back

  this has happend to me a lot, i thought it was just because i am kind of new to Satanism but i guess everyone has that problem lately though ive been doing very well in meditations we just need to keep going every day getting more powerful, the thought of becoming a god makes me want to meditate

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Thanks brother as always another great post that I needed to read.I have all the books so I know its probably in there but thanks just the same.I will start saying that before I go to bed and it will help I am sure.


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[Draco Majinn]

I know the solution to your problem Brian I have been where you are, the solution is to be gentle with yourself! Never beat yourself up about missing a meditation or anything at all in life really. Beating yourself up about anything only installs a belief further in your mind that you're incompetent and then it becomes even harder to accomplish your aim. This is very very simple and easy advice so I'm not trying to make myself out to be a genius or anything but this is something most people don't get and this really does work. I found it from the link below around a year ago. It's helped me a lot. Please read.

http://www.essential-practices.com/gentle.html

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Brian" <briangibbons20@... wrote:

I know that if I am posting this that others on here have experienced it too.I do know that this has got to do with the the enemy in some way holding us back,because anything that had to do with loosing ground in or Satanic life,either directly,or in directly has to do with the enemy.I also know that it can have to do with time management too.But it seems when I am really progressing,is when I start loosing ground.

I have been really progressing in both my Yoga,and my meditations,in a way that I never have before.I started doing both the 10 Tibetan Breaths,which I cant say enough about,and how they have changed my whole life,when it comes to my breathing ability.Plus I am doing the 5 Tibetans too,which along with my asanas that I am still doing since I started,are making me younger and more supple,at the age of 55.My wife says that I have the body of a thirty year old.

Now I do all that which takes any where from 30 to 45 minutes,before I even start my power meditations.Now with my meditations,I am starting to really feel my serpent,and am developing a relationship with,as well as feeling and seeing my wings,and exercising,then on a daily basis.Now comes the thing that others have said,that has happened to me as well.After all that progressing,I went two whole days without meditating,and I have not done anything against the enemy in many weeks too.

Now true my wife and I just got married at the beginning of July,and conceived a baby the same week we were married.So I know it all could be just poor time management,with everything we are both going through.But I still feel ashamed that I have dropped the Satanic ball so to speak.But I did do my Yoga and meditations the next day,but thing is I have not missed two days in a row in a very long time.So I just wanted to here from both clergy,and our members and friends,if you have experienced this too,and/or if this is just the pressures of life or something more.Thanks for reading this,and would appreciate all responses.And a special thanks to strengththroughsatan for honesty and openness in his own life,which has given me the courage to speak out.

 

[ch_3_coo]

Oh wow. Congrats on the baby!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Brian" <briangibbons20@... wrote:

I know that if I am posting this that others on here have experienced it too.I do know that this has got to do with the the enemy in some way holding us back,because anything that had to do with loosing ground in or Satanic life,either directly,or in directly has to do with the enemy.I also know that it can have to do with time management too.But it seems when I am really progressing,is when I start loosing ground.

I have been really progressing in both my Yoga,and my meditations,in a way that I never have before.I started doing both the 10 Tibetan Breaths,which I cant say enough about,and how they have changed my whole life,when it comes to my breathing ability.Plus I am doing the 5 Tibetans too,which along with my asanas that I am still doing since I started,are making me younger and more supple,at the age of 55.My wife says that I have the body of a thirty year old.

Now I do all that which takes any where from 30 to 45 minutes,before I even start my power meditations.Now with my meditations,I am starting to really feel my serpent,and am developing a relationship with,as well as feeling and seeing my wings,and exercising,then on a daily basis.Now comes the thing that others have said,that has happened to me as well.After all that progressing,I went two whole days without meditating,and I have not done anything against the enemy in many weeks too.

Now true my wife and I just got married at the beginning of July,and conceived a baby the same week we were married.So I know it all could be just poor time management,with everything we are both going through.But I still feel ashamed that I have dropped the Satanic ball so to speak.But I did do my Yoga and meditations the next day,but thing is I have not missed two days in a row in a very long time.So I just wanted to here from both clergy,and our members and friends,if you have experienced this too,and/or if this is just the pressures of life or something more.Thanks for reading this,and would appreciate all responses.And a special thanks to strengththroughsatan for honesty and openness in his own life,which has given me the courage to speak out.

 

[Brian Gibbons]

Thanks and I have no doubt she will follow in our SS foot steps too,with parents like us. Hail Satan
Brian 

From: ch_3_coo <ch_3_coo@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Monday, August 20, 2012 11:22 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: one step forward two steps back

  Oh wow. Congrats on the baby!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Brian" <briangibbons20@... wrote:

I know that if I am posting this that others on here have experienced it too.I do know that this has got to do with the the enemy in some way holding us back,because anything that had to do with loosing ground in or Satanic life,either directly,or in directly has to do with the enemy.I also know that it can have to do with time management too.But it seems when I am really progressing,is when I start loosing ground.

I have been really progressing in both my Yoga,and my meditations,in a way that I never have before.I started doing both the 10 Tibetan Breaths,which I cant say enough about,and how they have changed my whole life,when it comes to my breathing ability.Plus I am doing the 5 Tibetans too,which along with my asanas that I am still doing since I started,are making me younger and more supple,at the age of 55.My wife says that I have the body of a thirty year old.

Now I do all that which takes any where from 30 to 45 minutes,before I even start my power meditations.Now with my meditations,I am starting to really feel my serpent,and am developing a relationship with,as well as feeling and seeing my wings,and exercising,then on a daily basis.Now comes the thing that others have said,that has happened to me as well.After all that progressing,I went two whole days without meditating,and I have not done anything against the enemy in many weeks too.

Now true my wife and I just got married at the beginning of July,and conceived a baby the same week we were married.So I know it all could be just poor time management,with everything we are both going through.But I still feel ashamed that I have dropped the Satanic ball so to speak.But I did do my Yoga and meditations the next day,but thing is I have not missed two days in a row in a very long time.So I just wanted to here from both clergy,and our members and friends,if you have experienced this too,and/or if this is just the pressures of life or something more.Thanks for reading this,and would appreciate all responses.And a special thanks to strengththroughsatan for honesty and openness in his own life,which has given me the courage to speak out.

 

[damnplanetsaturn]

The Satanic Blood lines have begun. There are Satanic families emerging more and more. These Children are so special. Who knows whos soul your being given responsibility for. This great responsibility has been given to you Brian. Good luck.

Congradulations!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Thanks and I have no doubt she will follow in our SS foot steps too,with parents like us.

 
Hail Satan
Brian 



________________________________
From: ch_3_coo <ch_3_coo@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Monday, August 20, 2012 11:22 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: one step forward two steps back


 
Oh wow. Congrats on the baby!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Brian" <briangibbons20@ wrote:

I know that if I am posting this that others on here have experienced it too.I do know that this has got to do with the the enemy in some way holding us back,because anything that had to do with loosing ground in or Satanic life,either directly,or in directly has to do with the enemy.I also know that it can have to do with time management too.But it seems when I am really progressing,is when I start loosing ground.

I have been really progressing in both my Yoga,and my meditations,in a way that I never have before.I started doing both the 10 Tibetan Breaths,which I cant say enough about,and how they have changed my whole life,when it comes to my breathing ability.Plus I am doing the 5 Tibetans too,which along with my asanas that I am still doing since I started,are making me younger and more supple,at the age of 55.My wife says that I have the body of a thirty year old.

Now I do all that which takes any where from 30 to 45 minutes,before I even start my power meditations.Now with my meditations,I am starting to really feel my serpent,and am developing a relationship with,as well as feeling and seeing my wings,and exercising,then on a daily basis.Now comes the thing that others have said,that has happened to me as well.After all that progressing,I went two whole days without meditating,and I have not done anything against the enemy in many weeks too.

Now true my wife and I just got married at the beginning of July,and conceived a baby the same week we were married.So I know it all could be just poor time management,with everything we are both going through.But I still feel ashamed that I have dropped the Satanic ball so to speak.But I did do my Yoga and meditations the next day,but thing is I have not missed two days in a row in a very long time.So I just wanted to here from both clergy,and our members and friends,if you have experienced this too,and/or if this is just the pressures of life or something more.Thanks for reading this,and would appreciate all responses.And a special thanks to strengththroughsatan for honesty and openness in his own life,which has given me the courage to speak out.

 

[Brian Gibbons]

Thanks I already feel the power of this little one even before she is born.She is going to be much more advanced then either one of us,I can just feel it.

 Hail Satan
Brian 

From: damnplanetsaturn <damnplanetsaturn@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Wednesday, August 22, 2012 3:52 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: one step forward two steps back

 
The Satanic Blood lines have begun. There are Satanic families emerging more and more. These Children are so special. Who knows whos soul your being given responsibility for. This great responsibility has been given to you Brian. Good luck.

Congradulations!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Thanks and I have no doubt she will follow in our SS foot steps too,with parents like us.

 
Hail Satan
Brian 



________________________________
From: ch_3_coo <ch_3_coo@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Monday, August 20, 2012 11:22 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: one step forward two steps back


 
Oh wow. Congrats on the baby!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Brian" <briangibbons20@ wrote:

I know that if I am posting this that others on here have experienced it too.I do know that this has got to do with the the enemy in some way holding us back,because anything that had to do with loosing ground in or Satanic life,either directly,or in directly has to do with the enemy.I also know that it can have to do with time management too.But it seems when I am really progressing,is when I start loosing ground.

I have been really progressing in both my Yoga,and my meditations,in a way that I never have before.I started doing both the 10 Tibetan Breaths,which I cant say enough about,and how they have changed my whole life,when it comes to my breathing ability.Plus I am doing the 5 Tibetans too,which along with my asanas that I am still doing since I started,are making me younger and more supple,at the age of 55.My wife says that I have the body of a thirty year old.

Now I do all that which takes any where from 30 to 45 minutes,before I even start my power meditations.Now with my meditations,I am starting to really feel my serpent,and am developing a relationship with,as well as feeling and seeing my wings,and exercising,then on a daily basis.Now comes the thing that others have said,that has happened to me as well.After all that progressing,I went two whole days without meditating,and I have not done anything against the enemy in many weeks too.

Now true my wife and I just got married at the beginning of July,and conceived a baby the same week we were married.So I know it all could be just poor time management,with everything we are both going through.But I still feel ashamed that I have dropped the Satanic ball so to speak.But I did do my Yoga and meditations the next day,but thing is I have not missed two days in a row in a very long time.So I just wanted to here from both clergy,and our members and friends,if you have experienced this too,and/or if this is just the pressures of life or something more.Thanks for reading this,and would appreciate all responses.And a special thanks to strengththroughsatan for honesty and openness in his own life,which has given me the courage to speak out.