I guess Ill start at the point that my dad worships the god "YHWH", my mother is an Xian, I hate my mother with a burning passion, and my father is allright, i have a good relationship with him.
So now that we have established that, I cant seem to get what my father has told me about his god out of my head, I want it out of my head but everytime I hear something about anything that has to do with Satan I use my fathers opinins of his god and what the bible said to find fault in it. I find more fault in his religion than anything, its so hypocratic that its almost sad.
I want to worship Satan, I have tried to talk to him and other demons, but I feel they ignore me because I have the thoughts of "yhwh"'s bible in my head. ]
How do I show Satan that I and here to serve him? I want to, I really do. How do I get the previous bullshit out of my head? Please help me.
So now that we have established that, I cant seem to get what my father has told me about his god out of my head, I want it out of my head but everytime I hear something about anything that has to do with Satan I use my fathers opinins of his god and what the bible said to find fault in it. I find more fault in his religion than anything, its so hypocratic that its almost sad.
I want to worship Satan, I have tried to talk to him and other demons, but I feel they ignore me because I have the thoughts of "yhwh"'s bible in my head. ]
How do I show Satan that I and here to serve him? I want to, I really do. How do I get the previous bullshit out of my head? Please help me.