Now Im found

[toyamoye]

I found the site JoS 2 days ago. I haven't stop reading it yet. I have cried laughed my head has floated in a euphoria I have felt an overwhelming sense of love and joy all in one wonderful blast from a gun called peace... I cannot tell you in words how I feel inside. I have been forever changed. I hear a spirit being or something telepathic speaking to my soul that makes my body feel like a organism in the form of oxygen flowing in my blood. I just don't know what to say. I was "saved" at the age of about 8. Gave my heart to Jesus. Served in the church preached sand play the piano during service. Been ordained as a minister of the gospel. Been under the spirit speaking in tongues slane in the spirit ans it goes on and on. I have had very powerful experiences serving Jehovah. I was used by the spirit of Jehovah as a leader and teacher. And my ministry was indeed effective, maybe still others others still to this day honor me and I really haven't been a part of the church in about 3 years. But.....yesterday I felt something so strong powerful yet amazingly perfect like I have never felt before. I can't tell you how excited I am about what's happened. SATAN has called me with a book. He has guided me in this lifetime to the truth. I am so emotional and overwhelmed at how this feels to me. Thank you. This is a huge step for me to post this. Inam fearful of someone reading it that knows me and being forever barred from most people I know lives. Yet my fingers won't stop testifying of this wonderful thing that's happened. This didn't happen overnight its a long story. But I just felt strongly lead to tell you thank you for sharing this info. I feel like I have found a hidden treasure. Not sure what's next for me. This is not easy to say goodbye to all I've ever known but man I think I finally found what I have been looking for all my life spiritually. Wow!

 

[Light Yagami]

Welcome here! First of all, do not worry; if someone that you know in real life sees your message, then this means that the other person is a Spiritual Satanist as well. (as they'll have to be a member of the group in order to see the messages) You could use an alternate email address (not your primary one) if you want to avoid any troubles.
Anyway, it's really beautiful the fact that you finally found the truth. I remember when I had first came across the website I was as well feeling euphoric and I was moving my hands around thinking "This is it! This is the truth! I can't believe that I found it!" xD (I was young too back then)
Anyway, since you were so involved with the church for so long, I advice you to start by cleaning your aura and chakras; you will seriously feel exhilerated. http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Aware.html
Also, as soon as you're ready, the next step would be to do the Dedication ritual that is written on the http://www.joyofsatan.com/ site. As soon as you do the dedication ritual, you will have a Guardian Demon to protect you and guide you. (but of course, by time you'll learn how to protect yourself on your own; this is the point of Spiritual Satanism, reaching Godhood, reaching perfection, and of course you'll learn to be independent as time goes by)
Also, you should study http://www.exposingchristianity.com/ ,there's great information in there as well.And this video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gM6f06xm59U (along with the rest that exists in this channel ) might be useful to you as well.

Στις 7:30 π.μ. Πέμπτη, 19 Ιουνίου 2014, ο/η "toyamoye@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] έγραψε:


  I found the site JoS 2 days ago. I haven't stop reading it yet. I have cried laughed my head has floated in a euphoria I have felt an overwhelming sense of love and joy all in one wonderful blast from a gun called peace... I cannot tell you in words how I feel inside. I have been forever changed. I hear a spirit being or something telepathic speaking to my soul that makes my body feel like a organism in the form of oxygen flowing in my blood. I just don't know what to say. I was "saved" at the age of about 8. Gave my heart to Jesus. Served in the church preached sand play the piano during service. Been ordained as a minister of the gospel. Been under the spirit speaking in tongues slane in the spirit ans it goes on and on. I have had very powerful experiences serving Jehovah. I was used by the spirit of Jehovah as a leader and teacher. And my ministry was indeed effective, maybe still others others still to this day honor me and I really haven't been a part of the church in about 3 years. But.....yesterday I felt something so strong powerful yet amazingly perfect like I have never felt before. I can't tell you how excited I am about what's happened. SATAN has called me with a book. He has guided me in this lifetime to the truth. I am so emotional and overwhelmed at how this feels to me. Thank you. This is a huge step for me to post this. Inam fearful of someone reading it that knows me and being forever barred from most people I know lives. Yet my fingers won't stop testifying of this wonderful thing that's happened. This didn't happen overnight its a long story. But I just felt strongly lead to tell you thank you for sharing this info. I feel like I have found a hidden treasure. Not sure what's next for me. This is not easy to say goodbye to all I've ever known but man I think I finally found what I have been looking for all my life spiritually. Wow!

 

[Ass Hole]

Welcome home! Felt the same way too when I first got here and I came from exactly the same background with you except that the whole shit didn't get into my head like it did you. I was the believing unbeliever and I hated church services like leprosy but what could I do? Jesus was going to to burn my soul in his hell if I don't adapt, so i tried, really tried but still couldn't. It was a relief when I saw jos. My name here's funny right? Well I used my full real name before, with tittles and all but I changed it quickly and came up with this one, you can do the same and don't contact anybody privately and don't respond to private emails.

On Jun 19, 2014 9:57 AM, "Light Yagami tapapakiastinseira@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Welcome here! First of all, do not worry; if someone that you know in real life sees your message, then this means that the other person is a Spiritual Satanist as well. (as they'll have to be a member of the group in order to see the messages) You could use an alternate email address (not your primary one) if you want to avoid any troubles.
Anyway, it's really beautiful the fact that you finally found the truth. I remember when I had first came across the website I was as well feeling euphoric and I was moving my hands around thinking "This is it! This is the truth! I can't believe that I found it!" xD (I was young too back then)
Anyway, since you were so involved with the church for so long, I advice you to start by cleaning your aura and chakras; you will seriously feel exhilerated. http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Aware.html
Also, as soon as you're ready, the next step would be to do the Dedication ritual that is written on the http://www.joyofsatan.com/ site. As soon as you do the dedication ritual, you will have a Guardian Demon to protect you and guide you. (but of course, by time you'll learn how to protect yourself on your own; this is the point of Spiritual Satanism, reaching Godhood, reaching perfection, and of course you'll learn to be independent as time goes by)
Also, you should study http://www.exposingchristianity.com/ ,there's great information in there as well.And this video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gM6f06xm59U (along with the rest that exists in this channel ) might be useful to you as well.

Στις 7:30 π.μ. Πέμπτη, 19 Ιουνίου 2014, ο/η "toyamoye@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] έγραψε:


  I found the site JoS 2 days ago. I haven't stop reading it yet. I have cried laughed my head has floated in a euphoria I have felt an overwhelming sense of love and joy all in one wonderful blast from a gun called peace... I cannot tell you in words how I feel inside. I have been forever changed. I hear a spirit being or something telepathic speaking to my soul that makes my body feel like a organism in the form of oxygen flowing in my blood. I just don't know what to say. I was "saved" at the age of about 8. Gave my heart to Jesus. Served in the church preached sand play the piano during service. Been ordained as a minister of the gospel. Been under the spirit speaking in tongues slane in the spirit ans it goes on and on. I have had very powerful experiences serving Jehovah. I was used by the spirit of Jehovah as a leader and teacher. And my ministry was indeed effective, maybe still others others still to this day honor me and I really haven't been a part of the church in about 3 years. But.....yesterday I felt something so strong powerful yet amazingly perfect like I have never felt before. I can't tell you how excited I am about what's happened. SATAN has called me with a book. He has guided me in this lifetime to the truth. I am so emotional and overwhelmed at how this feels to me. Thank you. This is a huge step for me to post this. Inam fearful of someone reading it that knows me and being forever barred from most people I know lives. Yet my fingers won't stop testifying of this wonderful thing that's happened. This didn't happen overnight its a long story. But I just felt strongly lead to tell you thank you for sharing this info. I feel like I have found a hidden treasure. Not sure what's next for me. This is not easy to say goodbye to all I've ever known but man I think I finally found what I have been looking for all my life spiritually. Wow!