Not sure if it was only a nightmare..

[espritdecorps87]

Hi Guys!,

I'm relatively new in Spiritual Satanism..
Last night while asleep, i dreamt that i was performing a power meditation. while doing it, i saw an immense dark aura swirling down from the ceiling in attempt to cover my body..
i was very freightened..never once felt so fearful..
i prayed to Father Satan in desperation for His help, i woke up seconds after that..
however i could still feel as if the dark aura was still there trying to consume me..i was still in a state of fear.
despite the fear, i did my blue aura protection meditation..things were better after that..(Thank You Father Satan) i felt the presence of the dark aura slowly withers away..
I went back to sleep, later on, dreamt of a woman..it was vague..she told me something about a secret to *something(i cant remember).. she said
"Lighted little body,trained little soul"..

I honestly do not know if i was attacked or was it just another nightmare..as i am not psychically open enough yet.
I only wish to be stronger in time.

how may one know if he/she is being attacked ? how do we differentiate between a mere negative emotional state?
Any true JOS member's aid in explanations would be appreciated..

HS!

 

[Exar]

Perhaps she was your guardian? I don't know of any of your posts so I'm not sure if you've found your guardian or not.
I was terrified completely differently last night as well. But this ain't about me.
Sometimes people will reach out to you on the subconscious or sleep state. As well, she could be your guardian, or it could be a warning about someone else entering your life soon.
Heh, a somewhat easy way of figuring out would be to find your guardian if you've not already done so, and use a pendulum. That works wonders.
Otherwise, do the protection meditation. Then go into a trance and let that being appear before you, and ask it questions. Just have your guardian there to help you; it may or may not be a good idea to do it alone.
Cheers

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "espritdecorps87" <espritdecorps87@... wrote:

Hi Guys!,

I'm relatively new in Spiritual Satanism..
Last night while asleep, i dreamt that i was performing a power meditation. while doing it, i saw an immense dark aura swirling down from the ceiling in attempt to cover my body..
i was very freightened..never once felt so fearful..
i prayed to Father Satan in desperation for His help, i woke up seconds after that..
however i could still feel as if the dark aura was still there trying to consume me..i was still in a state of fear.
despite the fear, i did my blue aura protection meditation..things were better after that..(Thank You Father Satan) i felt the presence of the dark aura slowly withers away..
I went back to sleep, later on, dreamt of a woman..it was vague..she told me something about a secret to *something(i cant remember).. she said
"Lighted little body,trained little soul"..

I honestly do not know if i was attacked or was it just another nightmare..as i am not psychically open enough yet.
I only wish to be stronger in time.

how may one know if he/she is being attacked ? how do we differentiate between a mere negative emotional state?
Any true JOS member's aid in explanations would be appreciated..

HS!

 

[Tommy Kusuma]

<td val[/IMG]I appreciate your advices ExarKuun!I think you are right,
Yes, perhaps i should perform both meditations as well as getting to know who my respected Guardian Demon is..
..under normal circumstances,whenever i've nightmares of monsters or evil spirits i would usually fight them off or even tried to rip its face off.(nw dun get me wrong,i'm nt a violent person in my waking state)..its just,indeed the fear was unusual to me..
hmm..a warning huh.. well, i'll do what i can first!
Thanks ExarKuun!

--- On Sun, 3/27/11, Exar <exarkuun1991@... wrote:

From: Exar <exarkuun1991@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Not sure if it was only a nightmare..
To: [email protected]
Date: Sunday, March 27, 2011, 7:48 AM

  Perhaps she was your guardian? I don't know of any of your posts so I'm not sure if you've found your guardian or not.
I was terrified completely differently last night as well. But this ain't about me.
Sometimes people will reach out to you on the subconscious or sleep state. As well, she could be your guardian, or it could be a warning about someone else entering your life soon.
Heh, a somewhat easy way of figuring out would be to find your guardian if you've not already done so, and use a pendulum. That works wonders.
Otherwise, do the protection meditation. Then go into a trance and let that being appear before you, and ask it questions. Just have your guardian there to help you; it may or may not be a good idea to do it alone.
Cheers
--- [/IMG][email protected], "espritdecorps87" <espritdecorps87@... wrote:

Hi Guys!,

I'm relatively new in Spiritual Satanism..
Last night while asleep, i dreamt that i was performing a power meditation. while doing it, i saw an immense dark aura swirling down from the ceiling in attempt to cover my body..
i was very freightened..never once felt so fearful..
i prayed to Father Satan in desperation for His help, i woke up seconds after that..
however i could still feel as if the dark aura was still there trying to consume me..i was still in a state of fear.
despite the fear, i did my blue aura protection meditation..things were better after that..(Thank You Father Satan) i felt the presence of the dark aura slowly withers away..
I went back to sleep, later on, dreamt of a woman..it was vague..she told me something about a secret to *something(i cant remember).. she said
"Lighted little body,trained little soul"..

I honestly do not know if i was attacked or was it just another nightmare..as i am not psychically open enough yet.
I only wish to be stronger in time.

how may one know if he/she is being attacked ? how do we differentiate between a mere negative emotional state?
Any true JOS member's aid in explanations would be appreciated..

HS!

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